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06/10/11(Fri)13:58 No.15220229>>15220139 I like this. Let's go with this, then something like.
"War. This is war. It's . . . hard to remember that sometimes. We get caught up in the rush of it all. I've been fighting in this war for almost a year now. But it's felt like five. Zolomon was a good friend. A great one. But he was a soldier, first. And he knew what we were getting into. Now, now, I know that you're thinking that he didn't know. That he couldn't know, because you knew. But that's not a good way to think, Nell. You can't think like that. It will destroy you. I can't pretend to understand what this has been like for you. I wish you didn't have to go through it at all. I wish you didn't have to be here. God damn it, I wish none of us were here. We shouldn't be killing and dieing for anyone but ourselves. Our families. I entered into this thing when I was just a dumb kid. I thought I was doing the right thing, protecting my people. But the things I've seen during this war. The things I've learned, about both sides. About people. Some times I wish I'd just stayed home and kept out of it. But then I remember all of you here. You and Jolyne, and Elaine. Option and Rance. Calvin. Zolomon too. And Hovis. Ramirez . . . you didn't know him, but he was a good man. I think of them, of all of us, and I realize that I'm not here for Zeon, or my family, or even myself. I'm here for all of you. I'm here to stand next to you, and help you when you fall, and let you help me. And that's all we've got. So we can't fall down and refuse to get back up. Not when we're all here to help, and to be helped. We can't do that. We need to be strong, Nell. All of us." |