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The year is 606, and in your home— the country of Corcaea— the souls of mankind belong to demons. The phenomenon that causes the transformation from men into monsters is known as "the Catalyst." The weakness within the hearts of humanity has gone misunderstood for all of recorded human history. It's a good thing you're its foremost researcher. This phenomenon cannot change you, though you have felt it 34 excruciating times before. Faith is your Catalyst. Love is your creed. Your greatest ambition is to find a way to save your fallen brothers and sisters. Above all other things, you seek to find a question to your answer: There MUST be a cure for the Catalyst.

The little hope humanity has to fight against the enemy within is their theocracy. A select few of the clergy beneath King Magnus are capable of wielding the Gods might. Through a lifetime of devotion, they pray to feel the favor of their patron. The power they are granted is rivaled by only one other: you.

You are Father Richard Anscham, leader of the Church of Mercy. Known as the father of compassion, defender of Eadric (the city of shields), tamer of lions and Kings, and ally to an archdemon— it is you, and you alone who are capable of wielding all the pantheon's might. The Goddess of Mercy is your lover. Just last night, an embodiment of Dream watched you as you slept. Agriculture has granted you with more than you could have ever asked for, and Their gifts have never been enough. You do not require raw power, and you wish to put an end to the slaughter of lost souls.

Deep below your castle and church— within the labyrinthine dungeons of the Church of Mercy— you have never felt better. The monstrosities housed here are to be kept under your lock and key. Their escape could mean a fate worse than death for every man, woman, and child under your care. These are the very same cells that you were once tortured in, and it is precisely for that reason that you have hope in your heart.

"Kindness is not weakness." The Goddess of Agriculture has heard your answers, and provided you with questions: Can a demon be saved? Why shouldn't a God hear the repentant?

Having stepped through a blasphemous gallery, and into a painted world, it is only now that you are confronted with the reality of your situation.

Are you ready to conquer your personal demons?

Timeline of events: https://m.imgur.com/a/zD6ywiQ
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>>4522193
https://youtu.be/NrD7RaMnygk

The woods are on fire. On a night without a moon, under a deep lavender sky, lies the impossible forest you traverse. It's the middle of the year, and supposed to only be midday. Yet, snow litters the ground as far as the eye can see. Gravestones pepper the terrain, though they are the only ruins to be found. Both men in your company recently dealt with the crackle and pop of uncontrollable destruction. They're walking behind you— nerves on end— precisely because you excel at extinguishing blazes. The fire did not come from above, though the clouds are dense enough that a flying attacker would be difficult to spot. The fire did not come from below, though the land is razed. The fire is coming from within the trees themselves. The heat is creating small puddles of ink around the base of each trunk. The air smells like paint, and damp sand. The softness of your voice ensures that there is no echo throughout the vacant woods. "Keep close. I'm fairly certain of what this— of what this is."

You would be fools to wander. The rope that James led into the gallery is gone. The caltrop trail he left upon the floor is nowhere in sight. The moment you stepped into this demon's domain, a portrait— your entrance, and everyone's exit— vanished without a trace. It depicted you and your friends from behind, in a white gallery. It was to be a portal into a monster's mind. No more than an arm's reach away is another portrait, but this one is depicting your company from ahead. The item materialized from the moment you entered, but has kept a very specific distance away. Chains dangle from it, clinking as it floats in mid-air. You're positive it's close enough for only you to touch. It's nowhere near as lifelike as the last. This is in a mishmash of styles and skill. The effect slowly mirrors the movements you three are making in real-time, and because of your close proximity, it's nauseating to look at for more than a moment.

Bringing up the rear of your trio is James "Klepto" Sower. The same man is there on the canvas, at the rear of your procession. Every texture and hue is unbefitting of the outrageous minstrel. His wavy hair should have auburn to it, yet on the painting the hue is muted, and lifeless. The gold cap upon his head could not possibly contain actual gold leaf. There is more puff to his shirt sleeves, though they are in a less fitting shade of yellow for your order. The gangly blonde is far more attractive than what's hanging before you all, even. Yet there he is, creating the smallest appearance he can in the reflection (without outright hiding).

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Harvey Jay Algrith, "the red lion," is effortlessly blocking most of Klepto's body from view. Beneath a filthy, blood-caked cloak is the masterwork set of sinewstone armor you gifted to your knight. It's nowhere near as grungy in reality as it is on the oil-coated mirror. Though the man's hygiene is atrocious, it's not so bad as to keep the suit in such an abysmal condition. There's a greater smattering of freckles on his face in reality. His eyes are significantly kinder in person. Yet there he is.

At least, the same degree of amusement persists. He tries smirking a few times, and darts his eyes about. The painting has trouble keeping up.

The mirror you shattered four years ago was thrown out this week. You hadn't looked at so much as its shards since last year. Pinching your own cheek confirms that you're not still in the presence of the God of Dream, or visited by the manifestation of His nightmares. The weight on your face is not in your imagination. It may be that your friends have been particularly nice, or it may be that this image is as distorted as the others. The gold in your hair should at least be cleaner, and brighter. Not muddied copper. The divine Relic about your neck should be far less muted, and unquestionably an item from a Goddess. Scars do not litter every inch of your skin, and have faded much over time. The unhinged, wide-eyed stare you possess is surely not that disturbing. The gemstones and metals of your eyes have been described as intense, but this is impossible to look upon directly without thinking you inhuman. The robes on your frame are definitely more subdued than this. They were supposed to be more flattering. Tasteful. This depiction of you is not.

At the bare minimum, your face has never been so round. There's no trace of your distinct cheekbones. "This is wrong." It's not portraying you fidgeting, either. "We are likely looking at a demon of interpretation. Possibly one that does not comprehend— no, likely one which cannot depict an individual accurately. Not from moment-to-moment. I can't imagine any reason why, save for creating discord, or feeding off of interpretation itself."

"You're j-joking." Harvey chuckles. "What's it g-going to d-do, m-make Klepto cut his own n-nose off?"

The clown pinches the end of his nose, leers, and teases, "the better to sniff out your bullshit with, my dear." He drops the jape instantly. Whispering commences. "If you hadn't covered your rear in spikes, I'd kick it. There's definitely more to this. Father, is it getting any closer?"

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>>4522199
The three of you immediately stopped walking on arrival. One step backwards does not create a gap. The painting maintains its proximity. Clink. Clink. "Only if I move away." A glance back, for further confirmation. Nothing's changed. There's the expanse of snowy, darkened forest, and not another soul in sight. A few crackling branches snap in the flames as they burn. You realize the sound's likely able to disguise a quiet approach. Everyone present begins looking for footprints in the snow. "I can't make out much in the background of the image, thanks to how—" There's no way you look this fat. "—thanks in part to how close it's keeping. None of our weapons or equipment are depicted upon it, either."

Harvey doesn't dare to unsheathe his sword, or to remove his shield from his back. A shrug is the most he hazards. "Let's keep it th-that way. M-might b-be keeping its d-distance now—"

"Wonder why," James chuckles.

"Sh-shut up. B-but why ch-chance it? Let's g-go around."

(Options in next post.)
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>>4522200
>A] Intentional proximity to the Gods, and physical evidence of Their works has always been a blessing to you. This is a reflection of some VERY deeply ingrained habits, as a result of many cumulative choices. You're going to be incredibly intimidating once you get back into shape, if nothing else.
>1] Men like you have no use for pride. The mirror you broke in your room was from mental distress, not your appearance, and you have made strides in self-acceptance. You're going to own these changes to your appearance, and will not tolerate any other shit given to you about it. The Gods have done nothing to hurt you, and petty rumors will not stop you from running your church, seeing to your mission, or loving yourself.
>2] Fidgeting is fine. You are concerned. (Write-in why.)
>3] Sit down. Don't get sick. You're actually very upset. (Write-in why, and what you'd like to do about it. Desire and ability to change fundamental character traits cannot happen instantly, but personal expression is limitless!)

>B] Your friends are responsible for helping with your public image, and protecting your welfare. What the fuck?
>1] It's going to be months before you can get back in shape, short of divine intervention. This is wrong. Ask for confirmation that this portrait is inaccurate.
>2] Quietly, politely ask Harvey and James why they have been avoiding mentioning any changes in your appearance. You don't even look like the same person who met them.

>C] You have lives to save, are looking after your health better than ever, and this is likely a trap or distraction. Neither of your friends mind your appearance, and your lover is willing to redefine the tenets of your religion to accommodate your happiness. You aren't about to waste another second of your life on petty appearances. (We will not present a prompt like this again regarding your self image, barring extreme circumstances and/or necessity. Feel free to specify any thoughts you have on the matter, too.)
>1] Cautiously try to walk around the portrait.
>2] Continue onward in a straight line. Stop the second the painting approaches. Keep your shield up for good measure.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4522203
(Good evening everyone and welcome! Catalyst Quest is kicking off tonight with a longer voting window than usual. This vote will be open until tomorrow morning, Friday, November 6th. All times provided in the thread are EST.

Schedule?: 1-2+ updates Monday-Thursday. Full sessions Friday-Sunday, with updates as often as votes permit.
Voting windows?: No faster than 30 minutes a pop mid-session, though we will likely keep the same slower pace as our last thread to better facilitate discussion.
Mechanics?: Typically we use 1d100, bo3. Situational modifiers, bonuses and maluses are based on the prompt selected and are applied before the roll. Percentage of success is most often used. Because of the highly narrative nature of this quest, and the unusual situations you all often find yourselves in, this is subject to change. Either way, I always let you guys know what's being called for before the fact, and of course write-ins and other strategy can make a huge difference!
What if I don't like what someone else is doing? SPEAK UP! Unless a vote is listed as mutually exclusive, I take all votes and discussion into consideration. Vocal opposition is always strongly considered.
Setting and character info?: The Google Drive link contains all up-to-date information. The timelines are listed on the front page. The current journal contains your character sheet, info on the pantheon, your allies, major demons you've attempted to save, the current calendar, maps, and more. The old journal, fanart, and character art is saved for posterity.

So excited to be back guys! I have a TON of fun stuff planned. If anyone ever has any questions, feedback, constructive criticism or concerns please let me know. Your participation is priceless, and I'll always try and respond to the best of my ability. Let's take on some demons!)
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>>4522203
C 1
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>>4522203
A1, B1-2 is more for for my curiosity.

Investigate your surroundings.

I have an idea of what's going on, but I'll wait until they answer the question.

Hello, by the way, it's good to be back!
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>>4522225
I'm not fat, it's just that my passion for my faith refuses to be contained!
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>>4522203
>D] Write-in.
Decipher this image
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>>4522203
>D) write in
Bro, time to get swole bro. No more flabby fatcakes of mercys and agri. Time to flesh up bro
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>>4522318
Blow it out your ass.
>>4522566
Bro, why don't you actually vote bro. No more unfunny tard tier shitposts. Time to shut up bro.
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>>4522578
>no vote id
you nigger
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>>4522580

This was me, I voted on my phone when the thread popped up you cum guzzling, slack jawed mongoloid.
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>>4522566
(Good morning lads and thank you for the participation lol. Going to count the first two votes, and disregard the write-ins due to the extremely strong vocal opposition, and my poor ability to decipher memes into coherent writing. When in doubt, spell it out for me. I'll do my best, though. Doesn't hurt to stay civil, either :^) Vote is locked! Since we're moving faster this morning, I should be able to keep shorter windows and do a proper session. Writing now!)
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>>4522581
doesn't change that you are a Nigger
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>>4522583
Vanity has always been alien to you. It would be a waste of Time to dwell on an image. Even if you were hung-up on pride, anyone with a lifestyle as active as yours has little to fear. The mirror you broke in your room was from mental distress, not your appearance, and you're looking after your health better than ever.

You and your friends quietly attempt to side-step the portrait. It hovers at the same distance away, demanding your attention wherever you go. Far from annoyed, you tease Harvey and James, and set about inspecting the surrounding area. A few different angles are offered of your company, though all of yours are round. Wholesome curiosity has you ask, "is this depiction inaccurate?"

"Of course it is," Klepto snaps, rubbing at his face. A profile view within the frame is exaggerating the bulbous end of his nose, just up to the point of deformity. "Right?"

Harvey brushes off his shoulder, as if he's expecting a clump of moss to go with it. "Right."

There are footprints in the snow, but only all of your own. It's as if the powder covering the ground had only just fallen. The forest fire is providing adequate warmth, but the leather soles of your shoes are getting damp while making further attempts to walk around the painting. It continues to persist in front of you. The slight smile across your face broadens. The object is concerned only with staying a viewing distance away. It wants you to see the image upon it, which suits you just fine. The teasing intensifies, as you test moving only parts of your body away from its frame.

"Of course. I'm not fat." The looks cast at you by your friends are so dismayed, you have to laugh, and immediately elaborate, "this must be a reflection of the passion I hold for my faith. It can't be contained~"

The clown at your back looks like he wants to throw something at you, as he groans, "oh, will you shut up. How the fuck can you be so chipper around this shit—"

"I have a fair enough idea of what is going on," you grin, "but that never has stopped me before. I was not— I am not joking, James." The smile doesn't falter. This feels like the most obvious thing in the world. You say with the utmost sincerity, "the love that I share for others has to extend to myself, too. If this is the way that the Gods wish to work through me, I will never balk at Their image. Certainly never my own. Sister Cardew was— Sister Cardew is onto something."

"Is th-that so," Harvey mutters, skeptical. "Klepto, anyth-thing on the horizon?"

"Give me a lift," the minstrel smirks.

(1/3 probably, paragraphs were never meant for 4chan)
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>>4522626
The two of them set about getting Klepto onto Harvey's shoulders. It looks ridiculous, but neither one of them interrupt your preaching. "Yes. We are not defined by how we feel about ourselves. It is the actions that we take. How we approach our circumstances. I don't have to be satisfied in order to accept that this is the way that I am today. An awareness of these facts will only— can only better help me, as I strive to improve upon myself. I do not have to condone the choices that I have made, but I can live with them. To continue to best serve the Gods with all of my ability. They accept me as I am. It would be a sin to not afford myself the opportunity to do the same."

The image of you on the canvas is flushing indecently. There's a hazy look in his eye. This is ridiculous. You're not that lecherous. "Compassion towards oneself may be the most challenging aspect of my tenets, but even— even ancient practitioners of the Church of Mercy are aware that it is as important as any other. Are you having any luck?"

James has a small, unusual object on his person. It's a lens on the end of a tube, which can retract in on itself. While perched upon Harvey's shoulders, he's looking through one end of the item. Both men look a little more at ease, if for no other reason than to hear some optimism. The scout whistles. "Paint."

"P-paint?" Harvey moves to get his friend to the ground. It only takes a moment for James to hop off. "N-not a—"

"No, not a demon. Nothing. Just paint. No walls. It's like a smear, on the end of the forest. Pretty dark, and I can't make out any edges. This isn't a room. It looks like we're on the canvas. In the canvas." A brash look is directed at you. "Did you have us go inside of a demon?"

Clarification is necessary. "Not necessarily. Father Edmund instructed me to never touch the painting within this demon's cell— not that the painting itself was the demon. I have been under the impression that the— that the object we entered from was a method of containment, in and of itself."

A red flag swings up, with sudden movement within the frame just out of arm's reach. You snap your eyes to the portrait before you. There's no doubt in your mind that you all look a little more grotesque. There's more filth upon Harvey's frame, and a vacant look in his eye. He's fighting with you over a flask. A flush is across your face, and an indecent grin. There's little brightness to be seen in your hair, or on your Relic. James is still hiding, haughtily eyeing you both down the length of his nose. All of your company's unusual proportions are unquestionably exaggerated. The way the image is departing from your actual actions has both of your friends shifting uncomfortably. They look as if they want to bolt away from the object as quickly as possible.

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>>4522627
"Neither of you have made any comments on the changes to my appearance," you quickly note. "Neither here—" A gesture towards the painting, which it doesn't mimic. "—nor in months past. Why?"

"Seems like you kn-know what you're g-getting yourself into," Harvey shrugs. "I'm n-not your wife. It's your b-business what you d-do with your b-body. Especially when it's saved my ass m-more t-times th-than I can count. Can't say I wasn't worried last n-night, b-but it's l-like I said: I wasn't ab-bout to stop you, or anyth-thing."

The encounter you had with a demon of agony left you without any time to breathe, even with the aid of two Goddesses. It's folly to imagine Harvey even being capable of interfering. He must have been terrified. "I didn't mean to worry you. I know I must— I don't even look like the same person who met you."

Klepto frowns. "Probably for the best. Won't help getting you back to work with the city, but I'd rather have you alive down here, than dead up there. Don't hug me, Richard, I swear—"

Everyone present is aware that it's a miracle you didn't die in Ostedholm, or at any given moment up until this point. You back up. "Thank you."

"We'll help you b-burn off whatever you want," Harvey offers. "Eith-ther way."

It's legitimately a blessing. "I would prefer to simply not mention it again."

The clown spits. "The city will, whether you like it or not. Fuck 'em, though. It's not important right now. What's going on? Stop with the games, Father. I thought you hated mind games. Cashew is rubbing off on you."

"Neither of you see anything?"

"No."
"N-no."

Your gaze falls on the damn painting. It's hard for it not to. "There's nothing violent in the painting. Not truly." The figures within are an embodiment of most other sin. Gluttony. Lust. Greed. Sloth. Pride. Envy. "I'm certain that I know what's going on here."

>A] You're a lot sharper than you look. (Write-in.)

>B] This demon fell deeply in on itself. It has to be within the painting before you.

>C] This is an expansive domain, and you're not so easily convinced that you're the only person or thing here. Scavenge. Search. You'll stick together, even if it might take precious time. (A roll will be required.)
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>>4522628
>C] This is an expansive domain, and you're not so easily convinced that you're the only person or thing here. Scavenge. Search. You'll stick together, even if it might take precious time. (A roll will be required.)
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>>4522637
(Seriously appreciate you man, hope you're having a great morning. Little supplemental material update! It's been slow, so I'm going to go take care of a few things. Vote is open for now!)
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>>4522628
>>B] This demon fell deeply in on itself. It has to be within the painting before you.

It probably has layers, I wager that the deeper we go the worst our depictions are going to look.
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>>4522628
A, Demon of Interpretation. Not only his own, but a reflection of our own as well. How we see ourselves in an unflattering light, a inner truth of the shadows within recesses of our minds, a unhealthy mental depiction of ourselves, painted in a reflective interpretation of my guest here.

That's my interpretation, at least- ok ok! I'll cut down on the joking!
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>>4522628
There is nothing indecent about passion, or faith, though it may look like it to you, my friendly guest.
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>>4522814
(Yooo alright guys! Would normally have called for the roll but these write-ins are based as hell. Just going to lock the vote here and incorporate everything I can. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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"Stay together, please." The recent visit from Dream Himself has you even more inspired than usual. While gesturing for your friends to get a move-on, you start talking to a painting. They search the area. You distract. It's as good of a use of your lips as any. "So. A demon of interpretation."

Klepto and Harvey are all business. The former keeps his eyes peeled, moving to the center of your group. You easily cover his actions from the sight of the frame while he scours through the snow. No branch is left unturned. At the rear, the red lion does more than guard. He clearly still suspects a quiet approach. His weapon and shield are out.

You keep your voice low. "Not only one who reflects his own perception— but a being who depicts our own ideas, as well. Our own characterizations. How we see ourselves in an unflattering light."

The item before you has changed its tune. It may have picked up on how little your physicality bothers you. Excess is emphasized. Indulgence. Sexuality. A familiar, though inappropriate gaze is boring back at you, ringed with green and gold. It's mimicking a miasma of pleasure so intense, only a God could grant it. You drop your tone. "An inner truth. The night. The shadows buried within the recesses of our minds. An unhealthy mental depiction of ourselves— depicted literally here. A most reflective rendering."

"So you're saying we think we're a bunch of freaks and sinners, is that is," James dead-pans, turning over a rock as if it's hiding an enemy. Nothing crawls out. He flashes the portrait a grin, grabs at his crotch, and thrusts a little towards the canvas. "Singing to the choir, is that it? Please."

"That is my interpretation, at least—" you can't help but laugh at Harvey groaning at the both of you. "Alright. If it is seriously bothering you, I can cut down on the humor."

The portrait before you laughs outright, as the phrase cutting down is uttered. You pay it no attention. Harvey glances over his shoulder, and mutters, "n-no. I want to get out of here as quickly as we can. What d-did eith-ther of you ev-ven expect to find in a place like th-this?"

James has pocketed multiple small stones. They're probably to replace the weapons he discarded before descending into the dungeons. "No sight of anyone else here," he notes. "Not a hide nor hair. Animal, or beast. Father?"

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>>4523019
A single, cursory glance is all you really need. "The snow feels real enough, but the trees themselves are clearly of a Magical nature. The heat emanating from them is continuous. They should be ash— yet there is nothing upon the air. The scent of paint is understandable, but the sand is what alarms me. It is not of the earth. Not as it should be. It's far more organic. Damp. This demon—" You gaze back at the painting. Your portrayal is dragging a hand south, while maintaining eye contact. You sigh. "There is nothing indecent about passion, nor faith." You leer right back at the frame. "Though it may appear that way to you, my friendly guest—"

The guest on the mirror mimics your grin, only turning away to harass the portrait of Klepto. Excessive hugging ensues. Hands in places they shouldn't be. The real minstrel is tickled pink. "I'm not that stuck-up. This thing has no idea what it's talking about. ...painting about."

"We sh-shouldn't ling-ger," Harvey whispers. Clouds are gathering. "It's stalling for someth-thing. It has to be."

A series of terrible thoughts occur to you. "This demon fell deeply in on itself. It must be— it must be within the painting before us. It likely has layers, and I wager that— that the deeper we go, the worse our depictions will look."

Horror slakes across James' face. "You want to go inside this, too?"

Harvey isn't phased by the suggestion. He's keeping his gaze overhead, to the blackened night sky. "I don't know what ch-choice we really have, if th-that's th-the case—"

The figures within the portrait suddenly snap back to a fairer rending. Motionless, just like the three men standing before it. Not nervous. Confident, even in the face of the unknown. But there is no mistake that Klepto looks older, uglier, and far haughtier. Harvey has that less-than-heroic look in his eye, which lingers over the gold adorning your person. The armor on his back is neglected, almost to the point of disrepair. While you're far from in denial about your weight, there's no question that the mirrored image has you looking even more rotund than before. The expression across your face is not only lascivious— you give off the impression of a madman.

A distant voice comes from within the painting. It's disembodied, and haunting. The three of you practically fall back. Harvey's sword is spun to face it in an instant, as is your shield, and a sack full of rocks from James. The three of your motions all sync up with the small utterance. You're reminded of a child who's up to no good, though the question echoes throughout the woods, above all the crackling flame. An echo initially, though the demon finds itself before long. Tilting. Melodic. "Look. Look. Look. Overlap. Scheme. Constitution. Come to me. Come within. Make your choice. Two suffice. Illustrate the lesser sin."

"Fuck no," Harvey immediately mutters, looking around for the source of the noise, or an exit.

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>>4523023
"Sloth. Greed. In your hands—" The voice must be referring to Time, or Dream. Likely the former. "—are wasted all that you claim to need—"

The figures on the portrait pose in caricatures of sin. The red lion is sprawled out on the floor, inert, while still wearing his priceless suit of armor. You're simultaneously praying, running a hand along your body, and stealing gratuitous swigs from a flask. James is simply staring at himself— both in real life, and in the portrait.

The minstrel is obviously deeply bothered. As the face in front of him continues to slowly age, he distantly remarks, "we should move, if we're going to."

"Envy. Pride. Quick to deride. Blame will come—" The voice is absolutely referring to Time. "—with one upside. Not for you, but for another. He who calls excess his lover."

The sky is dark. It's difficult to see more than a few inches in front of your face, to a back-lit painting, and its frame wreathed in chains.

"Gluttony. Lust. Have your friends misplaced their trust? Is their leader so unjust? Stay awhile. I'll be discussed. Take some more. You surely must. Your fore-bearers, too—"

"Oh," James finishes, looking to the ground in horror. "It's not snow." He mocks the painting's tone. "The place is caked with dust. There's plenty of people here, just not how we'd want to see them—" Harvey immediately moves past James, grabbing at his arm. "—hey—!"

The red lion has been called a coward, but you've never thought him as lazy. He's moving to touch the painting first. James locks eyes with you for a split second. The stare has every indication that he'd rather be caught dead than to let Harvey get away with being a hero.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4523028
(ALL OF THE FOLLOWING ARE MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE. Majority vote will decide.)

>A] Body-block Harvey, and try to answer the question verbally. You do legitimately have to try something.
>1] Sloth, and greed. You can stand idly by, and covet some answers, even if lives are in danger.
>2] Envy, and pride. This demon has an advantage over you, and you can't stand it. There's no way you'll let your friends potentially harm themselves for your sake, either. Not when you're the hero, here.
>3] Gluttony, and lust. You can't get enough in the way of questions, let alone demons. This is your element, and the only thing you love more than seeking out danger is lingering over it.

>B] Make your answer clear through your actions. None of you are afraid of what this demon might try to do. You'll make sure everyone has some form of contact, and goes together in one way or another.
>1] Sloth, and greed. Harvey's self-neglect extends to just about everything other than his material possessions. It's made him into one of the most heroic men you've ever met, and you'll gladly let him go first.
>2] Envy, and pride. James' focus on his own image is only eclipsed by the admiration he possesses for greater men. If his disdain for Harvey's behavior will compel him to possibly make a sacrifice on behalf of his friends, you won't stop him.
>3] Gluttony, and lust. You're closest to the painting, and can reach out before anyone else. If it weren't for your ceaseless pursuit of the Gods— having them in you, and loving everything about how they work through you— no one would even be here today. You can accept your flaws, and admit to enjoying a few lesser evils.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4523030
>>B] Make your answer clear through your actions. None of you are afraid of what this demon might try to do. You'll make sure everyone has some form of contact, and goes together in one way or another.
>3] Gluttony, and lust. You're closest to the painting, and can reach out before anyone else. If it weren't for your ceaseless pursuit of the Gods— having them in you, and loving everything about how they work through you— no one would even be here today. You can accept your flaws, and admit to enjoying a few lesser evils.

"Everything in moderation, friend. *Including sin.*"
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>>4523030
A3, checkmate
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>>4523030
My oh my, are you quite so sly!
To make a being such as I,
Lose sight with my own eyes!
In the depths of my soul,
Only truth must toll,
And though I may be laid bare,
It 'tis only curtsy you must share,
For if a painting speaks a thousand words,
Then you must be a Book of Soul,
Laid bare, open to all.

For you may tempt us to deceive,
yet you yourself play make-believe,
For it is not the Six Sins I embody,
But the Seventh you deny,
For in my soul you must know,
That my Wrath is Divine,
That my Mercy is so fine!

Do not tremble to and fro,
Let us help you in the depths below.
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>>4523053
>>4523054
>>4523069
(You guys. Holy shit. You spoil me, for fucking real. That poem goddamn. This is a three-way tie and I did explicitly state majority. Going to leave this open until a breaker comes through. Please clearly specify if any of you wish to change your vote, or piggy-back on someone else. Since these are all in the same vein, if there is no breaker in the next one (1) hour, I will lock the vote and attempt to combine them. Vote remains open for now!)
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>>4523069

As a compromise I will second this. We can have our flowery speech and then yeet everyone inside. Would be fitting or Richard I think.
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>>4523136
(Seriously appreciate you man, thank you. Alright then! Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4523141
https://youtu.be/U4IhHG8Pwq8

You can accept your flaws. You can body-block Harvey with ease, and eat a few spikes to the side of your arm. It's apparent to everyone present how much joy you take in directing your focus straight towards a demon, as the night become all-consuming. The portrait is dead ahead. It's thanks to your ceaseless pursuit of the Gods that everyone is gathered here today. It's because of your adoration for their methods that love is all through your voice. You have your quarry, and want it to hear your answer. The tone is tilting. The meter is crude. It's a work of passion, and inspiration. After all, there's no harm in enjoying a few lesser evils.

"My oh my, a demon sly?
Dare you steal my sight as I
Misconceive and magnify
Valid icons of our figures?

Truth omitted in two-thirds,
Your court'sy upon a scroll,
Paintings speak one thousand words,
Yet here hangs a book of soul.

My friends you may not deceive,
Their portrayals are make-believe,
Two of six in paint I weave,
Though the Seventh you deny.

My lover hangs 'pon the sky.
It is WRATH that is divine!
For "Mercy," my heart does sigh.
Compassion! Our sacred shrine!

Take comfort from my station.
In all things— including sin—
Ask not for moderation.
Indulge me. Seek help within."


The sky is dark. It's impossible to make out anyone's face. James is being firmly held by Harvey, who's shoulder is grabbed by you. There's no Time for protests, for thought, for bickering, or for further sin. The moment the last words leave your lips, you reach out, and step deeper inside of the painted world.

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It feels as if something made of ice sinks into the pit of your stomach. Deeper. Darker. Colder.

The air could be cut with a knife. Mist parts from your breath. The close proximity of the men at your back is sorely appreciated. It's bitterly dark, and you all scramble to get lanterns lit. There should be hours of oil remaining, and you brought plenty of candles. That's not your concern.

The world is made of blocks of ice. The floor, ceiling, and angular walls on all four sides are ice. It can't be more than six feet across in any direction. Claustrophobia is rare for you, but it's hard to not feel trapped. You're a couple inches taller than the ceiling, and have to uncomfortably bend down just to stand. To add further discomfort to the shift in environment, hands are suspended in the walls, floor, and ceiling. They are not dismembered. The rest of the bodies are suspended deeper within the frozen water. Their deceased's faces cannot be seen in the shadows all around.

"Mercy," you start, and stop.

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The blocks of ice are unquestionably the walls of a maze. Far, far off in the distance is the portrait. It's illuminated from behind, in hues of deep jade and sapphire. The figures upon it can't even be seen from this distance. It has to be nearly a mile away, though it's at least straight ahead. There must be walls in-between.

You resist the urge to swear, as your stomach is killing you, and several distractions rapidly build. James is right at your back, and kicks a nearby wall hard enough to hurt himself. "For FUCK'S sake!"

Harvey is right next to him. The two of you practically occupy the entire small space you're standing in. He looks apologetic. "Come on. We'd b-better g-get m-moving."

There's a sharp bend in the wall to the front, and to the back. Klepto has out one of the coarse rocks he pilfered, and is scratching marks onto the walls. They're numbered. One slants downwards, heading towards the painting in the distance. There's blood on the walls leading down, though they're blackened, frozen, and old. He's labeled it "1".
The other, "2," slants upwards, and appears to have the same general appearance as the room you're occupying.

He's testing the writing in a number of ways. Holding the lantern up to the ice. Scratching it with the underside of his nail. Spitting on it. It looks like he suspects it won't persist. "Fucking BULLSHIT." A sneer is thrown your way. "I'm not getting any younger, but I can take a hit. You and Harvey shouldn't. I need you fuckers. No protests next time— if there is a next time. For fuck's sake. Thanks, Father. But don't make me fucking say it again. I'm going to kill you. This is the line."

A ragged breath escapes you. There's a faint reflection from the lantern light upon the ice all around. Your hair is a lot darker, and resembles copper now more than gold. It's abundantly clear that adjustments need to be made to your robes, which do not fit. Nothing really does, as it seems your image is now mirroring what you were gazing upon in the portrait you stepped into. The pain in your waist is from your belt and trousers being tested beyond their reasonable limits. The gaze in your eyes is likely twice as intense and startling as before.

A crawling feeling settles into the pit of your stomach. Your massive stomach. You're starving, even though you're certain you had a decent breakfast. The binging you did in the last two days was enough to placate a Goddess, yet you're so hungry, it hurts. A small growl vocalizes itself. There's heat in your face, if nowhere else in the entire maze you're in, and it's impossible to completely focus on the task at hand.

You discreetly turn around, and let out your belt. The largest notch is still too tight. The heat in your face intensifies.

James mutters to himself, "we might not have enough light."

Harvey looks like he could kill someone, and sheathes his sword and shield once more. "B-better n-not waste it."

(Options in next post.)
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>>4523306
>Please choose one option from A and one option from B.

>A] This demon decided to indulge you, and you alone. (These are mutually exclusive. MAJORITY VOTE WILL DECIDE.)
>1] Time is incredibly important to you. You are positive you'll be able to temper any urges you have for now, and will know when to rest when it's appropriate. Pray to Flesh and Agriculture for forgiveness while you walk. (A CUMULATIVE MALUS WILL BE APPLIED. Mercy would surely appreciate you looking after your health. Anything more severe than this may damage your pact with Her, and so is not being presented as an option.)
>2] Conjure the lightest, non-alcoholic, and filling thing you can manage with Yech's flask. Have enough to kill the sin a demon's put on you, and get a move on. Agriculture and Mercy will be placated if nothing else, and you don't want to have any ability compromised in the immediate future. (NO MALUS WILL BE APPLIED, and your pacts with Mercy and Agriculture will remain unchallenged. Your relationship with Agriculture may benefit.)
>3] Write-in.

>B] Time's a wasting.
>1] Take the hall labeled "1."
>2] Take the hall labeled "2."
>3] Take a precious moment, and a free hand to draft a map as you walk.
>4] Do something else, or specify a more strategic course of action. (Write-in.)
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>>4523310
>>2] Conjure the lightest, non-alcoholic, and filling thing you can manage with Yech's flask. Have enough to kill the sin a demon's put on you, and get a move on. Agriculture and Mercy will be placated if nothing else, and you don't want to have any ability compromised in the immediate future. (NO MALUS WILL BE APPLIED, and your pacts with Mercy and Agriculture will remain unchallenged. Your relationship with Agriculture may benefit.)

>B] Time's a wasting.
>3] Take a precious moment, and a free hand to draft a map as you walk.

We have perfect memory and this looks like a maze, might be worth a try.
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>>4523310
My oh my, you've pulled out all the stops, my guest. Thank you for your honesty.

A3, a slight prayer to Dream and Time is important, I believe. I won't contest the other votes, though I will say this is likely a trial of wills.

B3-4, we can study the walls as we go.

In the Darkest of the Nights, I often Dreamt I was among the stars. Even if our lights go out, mine won't falter. Let's go.
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>>4523358
If my vote is causing trouble, I'll revoke it in support of >>4523317, if you don't mind.
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>>4523317
>>4523358
>>4523410
(Seriously appreciate it man! I'll try to combine the two as best as I can, just making some dinner at the moment and was spending some time with my gf. Will update shortly!)
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>>4523470
(Back and ready for action. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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"My," you breathe. "Oh, my. My guest has pulled out all the stops. Very well. Time is wasting." You scramble to get your journal, some pens, and your flask. James and Harvey give you a look. Both men bristle. You don't want to die today, and try to immediately explain, "I could readily memorize our course, but why leave anything to chance? I'll draft the map as we walk."

They're eyeing the damn flask. "No," James smiles.

You make a point to clearly state, "the lightest, non-alcoholic, and—" A gulp. These are death-stares directed to you. "—and filling thing you can manage. Please." To your friends, you try to beat down the heat on your face to stress, "Time is a precious thing. A demon has put this sin on me. Even in the darkest of nights, I— I and Dream are among the stars. Our lights may go out, by mine will not. Neither will Mercy's. I am maintaining Her favor, and— and Agriculture's. It likely may even benefit my connection to Her. This is yet another opportunity for me to bear the burden of a lost soul. We are here for a reason, and will move on—"

"Fine," Harvey scowls, exasperated. "Fine. It's n-not d-digg-gging into the supplies. D-don't you d-date b-bitch when we're b-back up top. Or n-now. Stay on your feet."

Klepto looks like he's going to smack the container out of your hands. There's muttering. You ignore it, and don't inspect the contents of the flask before quickly taking a sip. It's hot enough to exacerbate the heat in your face, and make up for the ice all around. Chia seeds, pumpkin, nutmeg. Nothing too sweet.

You can't focus on anything else for a moment. Two. Three. You worked with Sister Cardew on this for weeks, and keep a pen in hand. The most basic outline of the map comes out in the meantime. The rudimentary experience you have with perspective makes even the simple outline a challenge, but it's manageable.

Harvey and James tap their feet. "My hat is better than that," James bluntly critiques.

"I can't erase it," you frown.

"Your head would be sticking th-through th-the ceiling," Harvey teases.

They're giving you shit for taking too long. It's fine. The urge to add additional flourishes, the painting in the distance, or what may lie ahead can wait. Praying to Dream and to Time is important, but you'll do so as you walk. This is a trial of wills.

The map is inadequate. There's not enough lighting. The brew in your flask is almost grating. It's delicious, satisfying on a visceral level, and you're stuffed— but it's just liquid. You can't dig your teeth into it. It's impossible to tell if you still need more, or just want it. The warmth, and pressure from within is disproportionately pleasant. More than usual. More pleasure than a Goddess has been capable of granting you. You might be lingering over the item. There's something horribly right about it.

Harvey gently takes the flask from you, with only one of his hands. A sword is in the opposite. "J-just for n-now."

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>>4523716
You almost trail after it, immediately catch yourself, and make no further protests. This isn't worth arguing over. You're not going to stand for having any ability compromised in the immediate future, and have dealt with worse effects on your body, behavior, and soul. "Let's go."

Both of your friends look extremely worried. "Pen," the red lion insists, capping the container.

You sigh, and wave a writing utensil at him. It's then stashed between your teeth. The impulse to gnaw at something is inescapable, but it helps. You find a way to prop up your journal in one arm, keep your lantern out with the other, and still are capable of drawing as you walk.

Harvey hides the flask somewhere on his person. He's a patient man, understands sin better than any other heathen alive, and doesn't give you any further trouble. "Stay b-behind m-me. Fath-ther, you're ch-choosing th-the path. Klepto, you st-stay b-behind him. Kill him if he tries anyth-thing with th-the supply."

"That is not funny," you grimace.

He doesn't look like he's joking, and speaks directly to James. "Watch th-the m-map, and keep th-the m-markings up, too."

The corridors here are small and narrow enough that you all have to walk single-file, and can't risk venturing forth without exposing anyone. There's no shelter. No exits. No other paintings in sight. Under your breath, you briefly pray. "Her will is unchangeable. Dream, grant us reprieve from this twilight of the damned. Grant me respite from my sin, that I may better..."

>Select either prompt 1 or 2.
>Majority vote will decide.
>Feel free to write-in additional actions, strategy, discussion, or any other things you wish to convey to your friends.

>1] Try to take the shortest path to the painting. Head down the decline. Something caused all of that blood, and you will not be caught unawares. Make sure Harvey keeps up front.

>2] Head up the incline. It might be a longer route, but maybe not. Something caused all that blood at your back, and you don't want to find out what it was.
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>>4523720
Welp, this may end poorly, but color me intrigued by 1.

We might as well tackle it head on before Richard gets worse. Pray to Mercy for our team's defense, and pray to Flesh that your body may be still effective in a fight.

Advise from our friends is appreciated.
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>>4523745
(Thanks for hanging in there man. Got a ton of updates in today and we had a lot of AMAZING participation! You guys are the best, what a fucking awesome start to the thread. Going to call it here for the night so I can get some rest. Appropriately, here's the last bit of supplemental material promised! Journal entry on Praxilyos. This, along with everything else that was worked on has been uploaded to the Google Drive. Should be completely current! Good night everyone!)
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>>4523720
>>1] Try to take the shortest path to the painting. Head down the decline. Something caused all of that blood, and you will not be caught unawares. Make sure Harvey keeps up front.

Wouldn't be the first time we descend into madness, going uphill is also more taxing on stamina.
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>>4523720
>1] Try to take the shortest path to the painting. Head down the decline. Something caused all of that blood, and you will not be caught unawares. Make sure Harvey keeps up front.

>Comments/write in
I really enjoy this inner world desu, it's cool to travel through and interact with this demon. I hope it's willing to talk, I'm quite intrigued by the challenges and insights it presents us.

I'm really only trying to expediate the travel for Harvey and James sake.
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>>4523720
>2] Head up the incline. It might be a longer route, but maybe not. Something caused all that blood at your back, and you don't want to find out what it was.
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>>4523745
>>4524118
>>4524154
>>4524362
(Good afternoon guys! Seriously overslept and had a headache to clean up for most of the afternoon but I'm back and ready for action now. Vote is locked! Writing now!)
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>>4524692
https://youtu.be/oErHKvxOVjo

For all of the incessant prayer, anxiety, and sin, you can't help but find the entire situation stunning. Particularly its lair.

This is a window into a lost soul. An opportunity for interpretation, and exploration. A challenge to take head-on. A blessing.

The blocks of ice underfoot, and the frigid air compliments the heat all through you. An uphill slope is probably going to be a lot more taxing, anyways. "We'll take the shortest path possible," you suggest, looking to a bloody hallway with stars in your eyes. "I'd be lying if I said I wasn't intrigued."

Harvey laughs, and shuffles around to the front of your group with some difficulty. "Typical. I was hoping we wouldn't put it off! B-but g-good. Come on."

"You know I appreciate both of you. Truly." The scrawniest member of your company has to wait for Harvey to skirt down the hall before he can get behind you. They don't need to know you're really only concerned for their sake. Agitating the side of your robes can't adjust your shirt beneath, but any motion feels fantastic. You're acutely aware that it's not normal to take this much satisfaction from even brushing against your body. "I would rather make the most of my efforts now. Before I get— before I get any worse. In the event that things get any worse— if you have any advice—"

Even your friends have limits to their restraint. Klepto manages to slink past you and Harvey, and maliciously laughs. "You know what they say, Richard?"

"D-don't," Harvey groans, setting off for the decline. "You're g-going to echo d-down the whole corrid-dor."

A whisper is assumed, as James laughs to himself. "Nothing ventured, nothing gained!"

You set off after Harvey. Some light chuckling doesn't hurt. Two can play at this game. "I always assumed that the phrase was figurative. Wearmoor's old church leads may have had a better sense of humor than I thought. But James, you're forgetting something, too."

"What's that," he titters.

"This is far from my first descent into madness."

"If th-this place d-doesn't kill me first—"

"I assumed that going uphill would be more taxing on our stamina," you laugh, though with increasing difficulty. "I'll ease up on the humor. I know you're both nervous. The route at our backs may have been faster. But maybe— but maybe not. I'll pray for all of our safety." Far more quietly, you add, "I hope that this demon is still willing to speak with me."

Everything aches within minutes. The prayer resumes. First and foremost to Mercy, for everyone's defense to hold. There is no shelter. A careful procession is critical. The slick ice blocks underfoot made flat ground treacherous. The steep slope down is a death trap, if nothing else.

You pray to Flesh that your body will still be effective in a fight, if nothing else.

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>>4524814
It's as if ice has settled into your soul itself. The disconnect is something you've felt before, and you do not pray for forgiveness. This is something you've owned, accepted, and understand the ramifications of in full.

My current state is an insult to the God of combativeness— but the Gods are Merciful.

Harvey takes out a small knife, and digs it into the wall periodically as you all move for extra support. His shield is out to catch anyone if they fall. The lantern you're carrying casts beams around the spikes of the red lion's silhouette. Light scarcely reflects off the walls. The blood splattered and dried all around has only increased. You're not going to be caught unawares by whatever caused it, but the utter absence of cover has everyone's nerves on end.

It occurs to everyone present that despite the bends and turns in the corridor, there's been no outlets to speak of. No breaks. No pauses. At least half an hour must pass by. The corridor is almost looping in on itself, and continuously descending. Spikes gradually appearing on the walls and ceiling. You have to crouch down even further. They're embedded in the ice, and the corridor is getting thinner. The further you walk, the more that the walls are tapering in.

You and James cast your torchlight as far as you're able— but the steepness and bends of the passage make the effort nearly useless. It's incredibly difficult to tell where there's an outlet— or if there's any outlet at all. The painting's position hasn't moved, at least. James states the obvious. "Back-tracking in here is going to waste more Time than what it's worth, but this is bad."

The floor's steepness is increasing by the second. It's too narrow to switch-back, or even walk one or two steps to either side. Maintaining full contact with your feet is only doing so much good. The spikes are also beginning to manifest on the floor. The back of your calves, the pit of your gut, and just about every other inch of you is burning. It's a great feeling! One that is far better than it should be! You're breathless, but know that keeping up the procession without changing something is going to be the death of you.

A fate better than death.

You murmur a few more praises to Mercy. To Agriculture.

This is a gift.

Expediting the travel is for your friend's sake. You would keep this up indefinitely, if you could.

With more levity than he should, Harvey adds, "slipping is g-going to g-get you both killed. M-mayb-be m-me, too."

"We could slide," James gleefully proposes. "Two shields, right? I don't think your armor is getting scratched by anything, either, Harvey—"

"N-no," he smiles. "I'm n-not ab-ble to b-block your entire scrawny ass j-just with m-muscle, Klepto. We n-need th-the shields, and you'd ruin th-their integ-grity."

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>>4524819
"Mine is enchanted," you innocuously add, "by an archdemon of Agriculture, and an ally to the Church of Mercy. It can bear any burden, and withstand any blow—"

"See?" The minstrel at your back couldn't sound more pleased with himself.

"N-no," Harvey continues to smile. "We d-don't kn-know what's furth-ther d-down. Could b-be someth-thing hid-ding, or a d-dead-end."

>Be advised that your current maluses are substantial.
>The following may not be mutually exclusive. Majority vote will decide, if necessary.
>Your QM will merge prompts if needed, and/or determine what rolls may be required.

>A] You love slides.
>1] Make a strong argument to Harvey as to why this is reasonable and justifiable in any way. (Write-in necessary. A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>2] Steal Harvey's shield, toss it to Klepto, and go for it. (A HIGH ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] There are better ways to tackle your problems head-on. Craftsmanship or skill isn't the question— it's how long your endurance will hold out. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>1] Fasten some poles or other tools to help you and your allies descend. You'll keep your eyes ahead, and keep up the pace, even if it's more taxing on you all (and a little riskier).
>2] Take much smaller steps, face in towards the slope, and take any other physical measures necessary to ease the descent. It's going to slow things down exponentially, but you'd rather be safe than sorry.

>C] Turn around. You do now have to also walk uphill both ways, in the ice, in the lair of a demon, JUST to offer them a shot at salvation— but tell James it'll make for a good story later. You'll try the other path. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>D] Write-in. (A roll may be required.)
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>>4524821
>>C] Turn around. You do now have to also walk uphill both ways, in the ice, in the lair of a demon, JUST to offer them a shot at salvation— but tell James it'll make for a good story later. You'll try the other path. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

Worst case scenario we can slide down here from the very top! That would be so much more fun right?
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>>4524821
A1, D

We do have several hundred feet of rope to use, and I can't think of little better time to use it! Tie off the rope securely around the spikes, and we can commit to a controlled descent. It'll be faster and less effort that walking down, while we won't be completely be off guard if we have to fight. If we need to ascend, the rope will help immensely.

Plus it'll be fun, but the obvious doesn't bare mentioning.
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>>4524821
>A] You love slides.
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>>4524837
>>4524882
>>4524892
(Vote is locked, going for majority.)

>YOU LOVE SLIDES
>(But keep it controlled.)

>Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.
>-45 WHAT'S SELF-CONTROL? (There's a demon in you, and they're making life a whole lot harder.)
>-5 THE RIGHT KIND OF ACHE (As much as you like it, you're already tired enough to have a detriment to physical performance.)
>+15 THIS ISN'T YOUR FIRST RODEO (You actually have ample experience with weird environments, and slides!)
>+5 SHOW THEM THE ROPES (Using what's at hand will compensate for some early exhaustion!)
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Rolled 88 (1d100)

>>4524905
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Rolled 66 (1d100)

>>4524905
Yay! It brings me back to the... well, fun-filled days of my youth.
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Rolled 80 (1d100)

>>4524905
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>>4524913
>>4524918
>>4524927
(Wew that 88-30=58 is the bo3 then! Fantastic. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4525018
https://youtu.be/Bvf5F7UfQ3c

You love slides, and fish for several hundred feet of rope from your satchel. "A controlled descent, then. One that is safer, faster, and takes far less effort than walking down." You hand off a huge length of rope to James, who is making no effort to hide his smugness from Harvey. Harvey opens his mouth to complain. You easily preach over him. "We will not be caught off guard this way if we have to fight— and if we need to ascend? The rope will help immensely. Please give me a hand, Harvey."

He takes the rope. There's grumbling.

You're delighted. It goes without saying that the fun of the venture is your actual motivation. Several spikes on the walls and floor are tested. Several of the sturdiest are used as an anchor. James insists on doing all the knots himself, and Harvey surrenders his shield. You get your own defense off your back, and have to stash the journal for now. This has been a straight shot thus far, and you might have been lingering too long on the blood effects to produce the entire map accurately. It can wait. Your exuberance will not. A brief idea flashes through your mind of doubling back— just to be able to descend from an even greater height— but the slope is severe. It will have to do.

Harvey takes the lead, and insists on setting the pace. "If eith-ther of you crash into m-me, I d-don't kn-know if I can keep m-my g-grip."

A cheeky glance is fired between you and James. Neither of you makes any promises you can't keep, and you set off. Down on the shield. It was difficult to tell how badly the climb was taxing your legs— particularly your knees— but the effect is immediate. You sigh in relief. The rope compensates completely for the exhaustion you were already dealing with, and you keep a firm grip.

A steady pace is assumed, thanks to Harvey throwing warning glares over his shoulder almost constantly. The slope gets even sharper after a couple of minutes.

Harvey's grip almost falters. He shouts, you and James fire each other a wicked grin, and you all careen for a few precious seconds.

Yay!

The uncontrolled slide is over before it began. The red lion kicks out against the wall, and you almost slam into his back. Catching yourself is almost effortless, thanks to how outstanding your reflexes are. "Are you alright," you huff.

More grumbling. He's clearly happy to have not died, and briefly replies, "fine. Come on."

The steady pace is resumed. An excruciatingly slow pace. You want it again, and have to fight tooth and nail against it. It's not the physical effort that's taxing. By all rights, this should be a breeze. It's the tension in your shoulders, the rope digging in underhand, and the incessant desire to do more.

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It takes you back to your childhood. To being deprived of even the most basic building blocks of life. To being devoid of the sun, and food, and water. To begging for some reprieve. For relief. To be sated in any way.

Your friends and demons alike can call you a glutton, but you know that your behavior comes from a good place. A devout place. One of compassion, towards unmet needs.

Ah. To be a child again.

There's still rope to spare, when the descent levels off into a flat landing. It's about ten feet long, and the opposite wall is lanced with razor-sharp spikes. They're caked in rotten gore. The spikes on the floor and walls were easy enough to navigate around, thanks to everyone's caution, and you all nervously look to one another. No one has yet to even get a scratch on them. Your arms are aching beyond belief, but you breathe a sigh of relief, and come to a slow stop. The exertion normally wouldn't have taxed you, but your head is swimming, and it's obvious that your heart is being pushed much harder than it's used to.

Harvey laughs out loud, right at Klepto. The red-head hops to his feet, and gestures broadly to the lethal spikes just ahead. "N-not g-getting scratch-ched b-by anyth-thing? How ab-bout th-that?"

"Oh, shut it." The minstrel skips upright, and hands the knight's shield over. The passage is still small enough that he has to pass the object over your head, as you move to stand. "You alright there, Father?"

It burns to even get back to your feet. It burns in your face, and every other inch of you, in a way that only your lover is capable of producing. You have to take an extra minute to get your composure back, and to not make any indecent sounds, but manage alright on your own. It's not painful. It's more sensation than you're used to. It feels incredible. There's an intense urge to keep moving.

James clears his throat. He put on a pair of gloves when you first entered, but the tip of his nose is getting a bluish tint. "Remind me to not give Cashew such a hard time. Toss me a coat. The scarves, too."

While Harvey inspects the area just ahead, you fish some of the spare clothes out from the satchel, and help James get his bare skin covered. He insists you do the same, even if you can't feel the cold as well. It's uncomfortable to an extreme, but you at least toss up your hood, and cover your face and hands. Pins and needles run all along your nose and cheeks. Even if you couldn't feel it, it's clear your skin was taking a hit from the frigid conditions.

There's an odd look being directed at you. You finish tying off an old (classic, yellow, favorite) scarf, and quietly say to James, "thank you. What— what is it—?"

He puts his hands to his covered cheeks, and gushes, "this isn't a bad look for you, is all." He's making a goofy smile, intense enough to be seen at the corners of his eyes. "Don't mind me. Harvey!"

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"G-good th-thinking," he grins. James tosses over a scarf, which he catches, and wraps around the little skin visible around his beard. "Alright. It sh-should b-be clear. Come on."

The corridors ahead are all long, and slightly ascending. The ice here is not covered in blood. It's clean, nearly transparent, and polished to an intense sheen. The path blessedly widens, and there are no additional spikes. Three concave corridors stem from the wall ahead. They all mimic mirrors, from floor to too-short ceiling. Each one greatly distorts whoever is looking upon it. It's fun (to you, at least). James immediately has his frown back.

The leftmost reflective opening is as narrow within as the steep slope you all just came in from. The images within make you all appear broader, and it's well-lit. The lantern-light in hand is almost blinding as it hits off the walls. You likely would only need a single candle to easily see down the passage. The entire corridor appears to have a mellow ascent. It's floor is nearly flat, but the bright blue ice upon it is so cracked in places, it juts up here and there. You'd have to continue in single-file.

The central corridor is a gorgeous shade of lilac and amethyst. The ice is fragmented in ten thousand places. The reflections upon it are like a mosaic. The ascent is the steepest, and you can't make out any forms whatsoever. Not even ten feet higher than your current position begins a blind-spot, and what's surely a further passage beyond. It's inspiring. You wager it's the fastest way to reclaim the space you've taken from the painting in the distance.

To the far right is a hodgepodge of paint, splattered upon the walls. The azure, cornflower, cobalt and midnight are dizzying in their intensity. The ascent is moderate, and the corridor is a little darker than the rest, but you suspect it would be a fairer path. The ice is solid, and you can see a far ways off into the structure. It's surely a slope you could handle, even in your current condition.

Harvey and James look to you expectantly. The former smirks, but doesn't say anything. It's fine. You probably look as comfortable with the situation as you feel, and smirk right back at him. Your shield is strapped to your back, the journal comes out, and you resume plotting the course.

>A] Take the leftmost path. Catch your breath. Try something light. (NO ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] Take the central path. You're willing to push yourself in the name of saving Time. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>C] Take the rightmost path. It's a fine compromise, and you're terribly curious. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>D] There's something else you need to do, while you catch your breath. (Write-in anything else you'd like to say, do, etc.)
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>>4522193
So I saw this on the board, thought I'd take read through the archive. Christ the thread with the succubus (#4) is a dumpster fire. It's seriously making me consider stopping there. Do things get any better?
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>>4525101
Why don't you read on and find out?
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>>4525101
(That's the absolute low point of the entire quest, and is virtually uphill from there. There's low points later but it was such a catastrophic failure for the protag that as recently as the last thread he was still having some PTSD-related bully from just thinking about it. But yes, anon. It does get better. The writing quality also astronomically increases, and I use images a lot more often moving forward as well.)
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>>4525092
C, you got me there :^)

Try to take in and enjoy the beauty while we can.
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>>4525105
If the writing quality was an issue, I wouldn't have made it that far in the first place. That's good to hear though.

I've one other question, one I dread the answer to: do the incredibly out-of-place romantic elements stay on the periphery? Why you felt the need to take a rare character that was perfectly suited to avoid waifu nonsense, and almost immediately saddle him with waifu bait eludes me, but I can tolerate it if those elements stayed on the fringes.
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>>4525116
(Glad to hear it man. Hang in there. You really are at the low point. There is a distinct reason why the female characters behave in such an irrational way, and go out of their way to hang around him. The romantic elements with them do not persist, and there are LARGE swathes of the quest with 0 romantic elements whatsoever from any of the cast. When it does come up later, it's with a different set of characters and has a lot more to it.)
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>>4525118
>The romantic elements with them do not persist, and there are LARGE swathes of the quest with 0 romantic elements whatsoever from any of the cast.
This is incredibly relieving to hear.

>When it does come up later, it's with a different set of characters and has a lot more to it.)
This, less so.
...as long as it doesn't involve the Father, I can deal.
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>>4525125
(Definitely give it a look over, and let me know what you think if you feel up to it! There's a LOT of character growth and change in dynamics over the course of the story. Rare for anyone to dive in deep to the entire archive, you're ambitious as fuck and I can't tell ya how much I appreciate it. Thanks for letting me know that you've been sticking to it even that far. One more word of caution: the Avowed arc has some pacing issues, but they are intentional. If you're enjoying lack of romance and thriving on the psychological elements, God stuff, and worldbuilding though you'll probably like it a lot more. Thanks for reading man! Hang in there!)
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>>4525108
(Thanks for voting man. Getting some shut-eye, will do everything in my power to wake up earlier in the morning. Hoping to get one more good session done this weekend! See ya guys in a few hours, voting window will be open ofc til I get back.)
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>>4525092
C] Take the rightmost path. It's a fine compromise, and you're terribly curious. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
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>>4525092
>>C] Take the rightmost path. It's a fine compromise, and you're terribly curious. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
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>>4525108
>>4525228
>>4525335
>SATISFY YOUR SCENIC CURIOSITY
>A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED

>Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.
>You remember that your Relic provides immediate pain relief, and are negating a cumulative malus as a result.

>-45 WHAT'S SELF-CONTROL? (There's a demon in you, and they're making life a whole lot harder.)
>+15 SPEED DEMON (Regardless of the abrupt spike in weight, your heart is a lot stronger than that of most men.)
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Rolled 74 (1d100)

>>4525346

Fatso goes on a hike
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Rolled 44 (1d100)

>>4525346

WHITNESS ME!
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Rolled 14 (1d100)

dabs
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>>4525349
>>4525355
>>4525377
(74-30=44 with the bo3! Thank goodness lol. The self-bully will continue until morale improves, it seems. Writing now!)
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>>4525380
Flourishes in red, purple, and blue ink update your course within the journal. The path has been straight enough to not require any indication of your company's movement. The little figures you initially drew are on the opposite end of the page, and it's clear you're farther than ever from the painting. You're more determined than ever. James scratches in a few numbers on the floor. From left to right, he marks the corridors from three to five. You match the labels on your own illustration, and set off for the rightmost hall.

The Relic around your neck is unfastened from its chain, and wrapped neatly around your torch-hand. It won't get in the way of any drawing, and the relief from your pain is immediate. It's a good thing. Setting off for the incline has your friends hop to getting to the front and back of you once more. They don't trust that you can manage it. It's fine!

An ugly, disparaging remark crosses your mind.
Not regarding the leader of the Church of Mercy.
Not for the Father of Compassion.

Fatso goes on a hike.

You can handle a small slope. Confidence is key! You don't feel sick to your stomach. The way your waistband and belt are digging in feels wonderful. The Relic completely masks any exhaustion that's already soaked into you. It may heighten the awareness of the other physical responses you're having. A deep, carnal kind of gratification— because there is excess on you. You're not that lecherous. The reflection upon makeshift stained glass is a shadow greater than your usual self. There's no doubt that this shouldn't be any test of skill. It's an exercise in indulgence. Your heart is hale, your joints are used to extreme activity, and running has been your passion for your entire life.

This is fine.
You feel fine.
This is nothing.

The corridor is beautiful.

https://youtu.be/ZkS3ZfFksPU

Shifting lacquer catches on your torchlight. Embedded within the ice are one thousand shades of blue. The canvas is ice, but a blush shines back at you. A depiction of your company is reflected and refracted upon the walls, ceiling, and floor. They swirl. The images are not contrasting, nor conflicting with one another in any way. Prominent are the form and function. A coating of gloss is across every last flaw and error. As you walk, Harvey keeps his sword and shield held high. He suspects that the murals are hostile, but the movement is gentle. It's a trick of the eye. An illusion in full. Art in motion.

"Was this demon an old master," you breathlessly wonder.

"The fuck are you talking about," James snaps.

The tension all through Harvey's shoulders and back multiplies with every syllable. "Shut up."

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>>4525449
The light that's dancing all along the walls catches on an ugliness in both of your friend's eyes. It's something you've rarely seen in either man, but it's unmistakable. Insecurity is coating them. Drenching them. Your initial thoughts upon entering the chamber flashes back at you. Glancing to the reflections all around, it's clear to you that this is an inaccurate portrayal once more. But it is not the paint upon the walls. It is not the images embedded within the ice, that seem to shift and follow your company as you proceed. It's not from the gradual slope underfoot, and the absence of any enemy all around.

The trouble lies with the viewer. James and Harvey don't want to see themselves. They're keeping their eyes dead ahead, and it seems as if every glance Harvey makes to the left or right is irritating him further.

A few more disgusting thoughts carve into the back of your brain.
f̶l̶a̶b̶b̶y̶
f̶a̶t̶c̶a̶k̶e̶s̶

They're discarded as quickly as they came. You know better than this, and have an infinitely better self-image than anyone gives you credit for.

This isn't about hypocrisy, denial, or a poor sense of perception. You were visited by Dream Himself last night, and can recognize an unreliable narrator better than any other man alive. You may physically feel like death, and are relying on a divine Relic to keep exhaustion at bay, but this is seriously nothing. "James. Harvey."

>Your friends feel like shit, and it looks like things are getting worse by the second.
>You are an inspiration for all of mankind— when you put your mind to it. The Father of Compassion has earned his place in the world.
>As the leader of the Church of Mercy, as a priest of Dream, and as a man who is willing to accept his own flaws, you know how to preach better than anyone else alive.
>You don't know either of them as well as you could, but...

>A] Live up to your titles. (WRITE-IN something inspiring.)

>B] Remain silent, and press on as quickly as you're able. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>C] Ask both of them to voice their insecurities. It might make things worse, but who knows?
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>>4525452
>C] Ask both of them to voice their insecurities. It might make things worse, but who knows?
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>>4525452
A; tell them of your experiences as a child, whose faith, though immaculate, often led him astray. Something deeply personal you loath to tell others about. A personal demon laid to rest, an insecurity conquered and forgiven.

It'll serve as both a distraction and an inspiration, while we continue onwards through these dark caves of reflection.
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>>4525452
>>4525486
Support
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>>4525456
>>4525486
>>4525490
(Fuck yeah. Great stuff lads. Vote is locked here, then! Writing now.)
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"A cave of reflection." It could hurt to ask, but you want to try. "Could you both tell me what you see?"

"The fuck do you care for," James continues to snip.

Harvey remains quieter than usual. Withdrawn.

"Drinks on the surface may not come as quickly as I would hope for. I would like to tell you both of my Catalyst— but I— I believe it would only be fair to hear of your own demons, first. It's alright if you don't wish to—"

A distant, and entirely unfitting voice trails out from the red lion. "I haven't d-done anyth-thing. You're d-destroying yourself, when all I had to d-do was sacrifice someth-thing th-that was g-given. All I want to d-do is protect you, and Walter, and ev-veryone else—"

The minstrel at your back snaps, "the fuck are you on about?"

Silence hangs in the air. No echo. No repetition.

Nervous laughter breaks out behind you. In a whisper that only you can hear, James continues, "the things you have are worth more than most of us are! Dimwit. You think anyone else on earth rates the shit you do? Saving all of our lives, over and over again. And for what? What are any of us actually worth? I'm not a hero. I'm not a coward. I'm not a leader, or a follower." It sounds like he wants to cry. "I can't even tell my own story. Go on, Father. Go ahead and preach. For all the good it'll do for someone like me."

"I don't want to," you confess.

The stare at your back weakens. "I didn't mean that."

Harvey is being disturbingly quiet. The crunch of ice underfoot is the only sound for a few moments.

"You know I can't help myself," you softly begin.

https://youtu.be/Z-Q72YA3DFg

"Insecurity." Both men beside you stiffen. There is love, and conviction all through every last word that leaves you. "We all had a difficult childhood. We all have had a poor foundation to build our lives upon— but mine was bolstered. I looked not to the barren fields, nor to the loss of faith in my fellow man. It was not a search for a cure to the Catalyst that saved me, for all the years in the dark. It was not our weaknesses that were to be my guide. I had my faith."

You keep your eyes ahead. The hold you keep upon a divine locket, and the light of a Goddess tightens tenfold. There's no pain in your hands, but a swell of tension all throughout your chest. Fear of the pantheon. Fear of the dark. Fear of yourself. "And for all of my preaching, there is something about it that I am loathe to discuss. I destroyed a young man's life, at such a young age, I had scarcely lived my own. In a mockery to Vengeance, I had taken away the freedom of choice from another. I was taken from my family, and—" You swallow. "—and I trusted in the church of Mercy to not steer me wrong. I believed that my captors would show grace, as— as I know it. I told Stace. I told him so many times. The Gods are Merciful."

Three clouds of fog catch on the frost in the air. It hurts to breathe.

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"My faith was immaculate, and it is for that very reason that it led me astray. I hoped, and I prayed, for years in the dark. But nevernot even once, has my faith faltered. It is everything that I am. Everything I hope to be. Call me a demon, if you like— but I know that my devotion, allegiance, and love is what has guided me here today. It has been a singular beam of light upon a cell floor. It was the hand of the Father, who took me from darkness and sin. It was the care and teachings of a Mother, who showed me what it means to serve with everything I have. It was my unfailing need to never look back. To commit to one course of action, no matter the cost."

In a softer voice still, you remind both of your friends, "it is the trust I placed in all of you."

James sniffs. He might have broken down, but you don't falter. He doesn't, either, and you all continue walking more and more verve.

"It was the hope I held to recover. To return to a life worth living. The confidence I placed in my caretakers. The loyalty I hold for our King."

Harvey makes a noise like he wants to laugh.

Your smile returns. "The willingness to pursue you all to the ends of the earth, and bring you back to the light. To come home. To save mankind. My insecurities are conquered— and I know— I know with all of my heart that they can be forgiven. Just like the lost soul we are here to see today."

"Hey." There's a tap on your back. "Stop. Both of you. Just for a second."

Harvey starts as if he wants to complain, but you immediately come to a halt.

James gives you a hug, even though it's awkward from behind. He still smells like paint and dust, the bones of his elbows nudge you, and he can't get his arms all the way around you. It's still wonderful. "Save that shit for the church, alright? Wasting all of that on us. Come on."

Thanks to the vice he's assumed, it's impossible to easily hug him back. Instead, you smile so hard your face hurts. "No promises."

There's no end in sight to the corridor, but both of your friends seem to be in far better spirits. You and James break the hug. The ascent continues its gentle rise. Harvey is still remaining extremely quiet, and pensive, but after at least another ten minutes of walking further, he manages to find his voice again.

It's wavering, as if he can't find the right words. "I d-don't rem-memb-ber who I am. What I n-need to d-do. Where I n-need to g-go. It's n-nev-ver b-both-thered m-me. B-but I can't help but wond-der. You're so s-sure of yourself, Fath-ther. I am, too, but it's for all th-the wrong reasons, isn't it?"

A tsk leaves Klepto's lips. "Harvey."

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"I j-just d-don't have anyth-thing to lose. Anyth-thing to g-gain. For m-myself, you kn-know? I care ab-bout th-the world, too, b-but I can only d-do so much. It's n-not th-the same. B-but I kn-know—" He's wincing. It's incredibly difficult for the man to speak at length, but he presses on. "—th-that someth-thing isn't right with m-me. N-not like with eith-ther of you—"

"Thanks," James drawls.

"Sh-shut up, Klepto. I'm trying to ex— ex— tell you what I m-mean—"

"You're fine," you try and stress. "Go on."

"N-neith-ther of you have ever m-mentioned anyth-thing wrong with m-me, eith-ther. Why?"

>A] This isn't like Harvey. You're all behaving strangely, but this has NEVER bothered him before. Try to pick up the pace. You're deeply concerned, but don't want to press him any further. Vocalize your concerns, but emphasize that you don't want to linger. (This is going to be physically taxing.)

>B] It never felt like your place to say something, and it still doesn't. You love Harvey like a brother, and don't judge him in the least. Offer to arrange for a meeting with Sister Cardew, if he'd like, if his Spirit is really something that concerns him. (You'll keep the same steady pace you've been using)

>C] Reassure your friend, and let him know how you feel. Plain as day. (Write-in.)

>D] You're still worried about James, too. (Write-in.)
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>>4525581
>>C] Reassure your friend, and let him know how you feel. Plain as day. (Write-in.)

Your missing memories do not define you, whatever your past might have been I've seen what it has produced, *you*. My brave knight, a stalwart leader. If you want to remember...perhaps Father Willhelm will be able to help, if he can take them away surely he can put them back. In the meantime Sister Cardew can help, there is nothing and no one we cannot help.
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>>4525581
>C] Reassure your friend, and let him know how you feel. Plain as day. (Write-in.)
memories dont define us in the now or the future, only remind us of what we once were
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>>4525581
C; Your hygiene worries me a great deal, despite the hypocrisy; but that isn't what you mean, is it? To not know who you were, a man lost in the dark mists of his mind; in a sense, it is very frightening indeed. But you have also been given something unique, that many men and demons alike covet. A fresh start, uninformed by your past, but also unhindered by it. It was never the past that made a man, Harvey, but the choices and actions he makes in the present, in the moment, that matters most of all.

If we've been presumptuous, I'm sorry, and am willing to listen. I don't wish to derail his line of thought further.

I would pull a D, but James seems in much better Spirits now :^)
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>>4525597
>>4525611
>>4525616
(Incredibly good shit guys. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4525624
https://youtu.be/mnsHz23ZUQg

"I'm going to sound like a hypocrite." Your smile falters. "I know we are not speaking of hygiene, or habits. You're in the dark in a way, too. Lost within the mists of your mind. It is terrifying, and I— I know you are afraid. But that is alright."

Harvey hazards a glance over his shoulder. The tension through his back only gets worse. "What m-makes you so s-sure?"

"You have something unique. Something that men and demons alike covet. A fresh start. You may be unaware of your past— but you are also unhindered by it."

He turns back around, with a look that says that's easy for you to say. But there's a thoughtfulness in his eyes.

It's enough to encourage you to press on. "I'm being presumptuous. But I know— I know beyond any doubt that it is not the past that makes a man. Memory is but a brief reminder of what we once were. It is our present moments— our choices, and the actions that we make now. THESE are the things that matter most of all. And— Harvey?"

His voice is distant. Deep in thought. "Yeah?"

"You're easily the bravest man that I've ever met. My knight—"

"Stop." He grins. "You're b-being rid-diculous—"

You have to insist. "No. I mean it. You are a stalwart leader, and I'm sorry. I want to listen, but I can't help myself. I— this is far from my field of expertise. I want you to know how much I care, but memory, and matters of the mind— Sister Cardew would gladly assist you, if no one else is willing or able. But perhaps Father Wilhelm could help. He possesses the ability to remove memories—"

Harvey stops dead cold in his tracks. You nearly hit his back. James does crash into you, though you're soft enough that neither of you really mind. Everyone pauses.

With wide eyes, the red lion stares straight at you. "What d-did you j-just say?"

"Father Wilhelm. The leader of the Church of Dream. He's a dear friend. A treasured mentor. He alone is able... to..."

Horror sinks into everyone present. Harvey looks like he wants to sit down, or to grab you by the shoulders, or to scream.

He laughs in a light way, just to himself. He shakes his head. You all resume walking.

"He alone is capable of removing the memories of others. It is utterly unique. I take it— it is highly likely that with such an ability, he can— surely, he can replace them."

James has his hands to his face, and can't believe what he's hearing. Still, he finds a few words. "We're getting out of here as soon as we can, Harvey. I'll drag his smoky ass all the way down here myself, if I have to. Mark my fucking words."

The red lion is deep in thought, and utterly speechless. He's walking like a dead man.

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>A] You'll get a messenger to Father Wilhelm the moment you return to the Church of Mercy's main levels. Spare no expense, and demand his presence. As the leader of the Church of Mercy, you DO possess the authority to do so. It may pull the leader of the Church of Dream away from matters of importance, but this will not wait.

>B] You'll write to Father Wilhelm as soon as you reasonably can. Don't make Harvey any promises, but ask James if he actually would deliver the message himself. You trust him to be capable of handling this matter, and doubt how much good the minstrel can do for your image with the city (given your current condition). The trip from Eadric to Somerilde is incredibly long, and it could be over a month before James returns with any word, but you're asking regardless.

>C] You'll write to Father Wilhelm when you can, but leave pursuing this matter up to Harvey. This is his life, his burden, and his question to answer. Don't push it right now.
>1] But when the time comes, promise that you'll aid him to the best of your ability, whatever his choice is.
>2] You need to be frank. You are up to your eyeballs in other issues, but will grant Harvey any and every resource he needs to pursue this on his own. Say as much, and then drop it.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4525651
>C] You'll write to Father Wilhelm when you can, but leave pursuing this matter up to Harvey. This is his life, his burden, and his question to answer. Don't push it right now.
>1] But when the time comes, promise that you'll aid him to the best of your ability, whatever his cho
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>>4525651
>>C] You'll write to Father Wilhelm when you can, but leave pursuing this matter up to Harvey. This is his life, his burden, and his question to answer. Don't push it right now.
>>1] But when the time comes, promise that you'll aid him to the best of your ability, whatever his choice is.
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>>4525651
>>C] You'll write to Father Wilhelm when you can, but leave pursuing this matter up to Harvey. This is his life, his burden, and his question to answer. Don't push it right now.
>>1] But when the time comes, promise that you'll aid him to the best of your ability, whatever his choice is.
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>>4525651
C1, D

It is much to think about, but it changes nothing about the man you are. Your both my friends, and I would go to the ends of the Earth for you, if need be. Just say the word.
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>>4525655
>>4525657
>>4525664
>>4525682
(Absolutely based. Locking the unanimous vote here, then! Noting the write-in as well. Lovely stuff. Writing now!)
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>>4525716
https://youtu.be/M8SQsQA5pEs

You'll write when you can, but this matter is up to Harvey. This is his life, his burden, and his question to answer. Only one thing needs to be said. "This changes nothing about the man you are. I would go to the depths of the earth for either one of you. Just say the word."

Everything speeds up. The walls streak past in a blaze of color and light. The reflections are distorted beyond comprehension.

The world feels as if it's melting. The ice upon the walls is dripping with paint. A bright, glaring image is all around. The portrait encompasses the walls. It is not in the distance. It is all that there is of the ceiling. It is not on the periphery of your vision, though there is nothing left of the floor.

The world is suspended for a moment in a miasma of liquid and depiction.
Everything stops making sense.
You are frozen in a singular moment.
So is James.
So is Harvey.

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>>4525732
There is no illusion.
You all want to protect one another.

They reach out.

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>>4525735
James swore he would kill you and Harvey if you tried sacrificing yourselves again. The red lion's courage falters.

You make a choice.

>MAJORITY VOTE WILL DECIDE.

>A] You won't let anyone in your care hurt themselves. They may try to kill you for it, but this is your burden to bear. (Roll a flat 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.)

>B] Follow James deeper into the painted world. Drag Harvey in with you. (No roll will be required.)
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>>4525738
>>B] Follow James deeper into the painted world. Drag Harvey in with you. (No roll will be required.)

Never split the party, we are stronger together.
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>>4525738
>B] Follow James deeper into the painted world. Drag Harvey in with you. (No roll will be required.)
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>>4525738
>>B] Follow James deeper into the painted world. Drag Harvey in with you. (No roll will be required.)
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>>4525738
>B] Follow James deeper into the painted world. Drag Harvey in with you. (No roll will be required.)
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>>4525747
>>4525758
>>4525764
>>4525766
(bros... ;u; Really, though. lovely. Locking the unanimous vote. Writing now!)
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>>4525738
B good now, y'all hear :^)
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>>4525814
>>4525818
You drag Harvey out from his reverie. Together, you follow James deeper into the painted world.

https://youtu.be/6GBm7c1q7vc

Everyone crash-lands onto a hard, tiled floor. No pain registers in your body, but you're positive it's going to leave bruises. Everything is dark.

"Fuck." The singular expletive comes from Harvey, deep in the shadows of a rectangular room. The ceiling is twice as high as what you dealt with in the caverns, and at least twice as broad. The red lion fell a few feet away from you, but sounds as if he's fine. There's room to spare, and you can breathe. Your lanterns are extinguished from some unseen motion. A light flickers above. It casts a pale blue light upon the angular hallway you now are in. Double-doors line either side. They're equally harsh in their design, all in angles and sharp edges. The walls are coated in paper, but there are no markings upon them. They are white.

Nausea hits you, hard and fast. The layout of the doors here are identical to those within your dungeons. It's as if it's the same corridor you entered from, but trapped in another Time. Nothing makes sense. The light overhead is not from flame, nor Magic. The dim glow flanking both side of the passageway mirrors it. Your eyes are rapidly adjusting to the poor visibility, but you don't get to your feet just yet. There's a crick in your neck from bending down for so long. The amount of cloth you're wearing is excessive, as the area you're in is a normal, room temperature.

There are more important concerns. James is laughing to himself. He's ripped off the scarves and gloves to feel his face, and laughing like his skin is the funniest thing he's ever felt.

It looks like he's aged twenty years. The cartilage and bulk of his nose is bigger, and longer. There's fine lines around his eyes and mouth, from exaggerated expressions throughout his youth. His posture isn't nearly as confident. His hair is grayer, and lifeless. The image is certainly more akin to what you first looked upon when you entered this demon's domain. It's a poor image for an entertainer, and a man who's livelihood comes from his image.

A sinking dread settles into the hallway. The blonde can't stop laughing. He's holding onto his face, and his sides, and sounds like he's trying hard not to cry.

Harvey gets to hit feet, looks around wildly, and offers you a hand to get up. Just a single word is whispered. "Th-thanks."

You accept the gratitude, and his hand without question. Getting to your feet isn't so bad. It seems that your own appearance and mentality is unchanged. Possibly better than it was moments ago.

James won't stop laughing. Harvey gives you a look. It's that look like he wants to slap some sense into the formerly-young-man. It's probably not the Time, nor the place for it— but it's difficult to say what Time it is, or even what place you are in.

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No matter what anyone may say about you, you are a good man. A priest of Mercy. Someone who will stay by his friends, and follow them to the ends of the earth.

You won't regret them doing the same for you.

>A] Don't thank James. There's a Time for that, and it's not right now. Firmly tell him to get on his feet, and make for the door at the end of the hall.

>B] Briefly express your gratitude, as James did for you. Leave it at that.
>1] Ask both men present if they want to scope out the surrounding rooms. You don't want to be ambushed, or worse.
>2] Tell both of your friends that you're certain this demon is forcing you all to waste your Time, and go to the door at the end of the hall.

>C] Mercy. He's lost a quarter of his life.
>1] Time scares you shitless. You won't like it, but you have to write to Mother Aimar. This has to be changeable.
>2] Pray to Time, to Dream, and to Spirit. Seriously stop everything. Don't get sick, but you need to do something.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4525902
>>C] Mercy. He's lost a quarter of his life.
>>1] Time scares you shitless. You won't like it, but you have to write to Mother Aimar. This has to be changeable.

Her will is unchangeable, and this is very much NOT her will. Which means it IS changeable, might invoke Time regardless. Our love eclipses any fear.
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>>4525902
>C] Mercy. He's lost a quarter of his life.
>1] Time scares you shitless. You won't like it, but you have to write to Mother Aimar. This has to be changeable.
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>>4525902
B2, we can C2 while on the go.
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>>4525902
Time's will is unchangeable, but this is not of her will, but of another . Keep in mind, this is a demon of Time AND Dream. Don't fear, or lose hope, friend.
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>>4525907
>>4525930
>>4525939
>>4525948
(Yes. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4525960
https://youtu.be/yVzUj0oAYOk

Fear drenches you. It's not going to stop you. Not for anything. "Mercy." You stride over to James, and take a knee beside him. You grab the man hard by his shoulder, and shake him. "James. Look at me."

There's tears streaked across his face, along with the frostbite, and enough self-pity to kill a man. He miserably asks, "what?"

"Time's will is unchangeable— but this is not of Her will. This is the work of another. There is a demon on you, and we are going to get it out. You have yet to lose hope for me. Don't lose it for yourself." You scramble to get a sheet of parchment, having kept your journal in hand all the while. "We're writing to Mother Aimar. I don't care how much she scares me. Love can eclipse any fear. We'll set this right. You tell me what you'd like to say. Go ahead." Pen in hand, you already begin writing. "Mother Aimar. I will not waste your Time. This message is written on behalf of..."

The tears before you dry. A letter is penned on the spot. You both implore the Mother of Ages to provide her guidance, on behalf of the church of compassion. Mother Aimar answers to your authority, and you're certain that a reply will come swiftly. The letter is sealed, stamped, and securely placed on your person. It's going to be mailed the instant you're able, but you get to your feet, and offer James a hand. "Come on."

He sniffs. The hero gets to his feet, and pulls you into a tight hug. He doesn't cry. He's pissed, and can't even express how much the effort means to him. So he hugs you all the tighter, and knows how much it means to you, too.

"Thank you," you murmur. "Thank you so much. I'll pray for us as we walk. This demon is bent on wasting our Time, and I will not grant it one more second."

Harvey pats you on the back, and the three of you make sure that everyone is intact. There's a few scratches and bruises from the fall, but nothing too severe. You don't need to treat any injury. Harvey's armor badly damaged the tile he crashed into, but the corridor is otherwise untouched.

At the end of the hall lies a double-door, illuminated from within. A cell. Containment for a creature that has fallen so far in on itself, it may be unable to escape. You're no coward. Under your breath, you implore the patrons of the mind, the imagination, and the sands of ages for guidance. To not lead you astray. For hope. For your faith to be rewarded. Harvey has his sword and shield drawn, and is keeping Klepto directly behind him. You get your own shield in hand. The journal and lantern are put up, and all the excess fabric. You take one extra moment to remind your company, "this is a demon of Time and Dream. It is changeable."

With a deep breath, you open an unlocked cell door.

Madness lies within.

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https://youtu.be/G55GspnNkBo

You stride into the cell without any hesitation. Harvey and James come directly in behind you. The scent of aging meat and sand is hot and heavy in the air. There's no light. There's no sanity. An intense urge to vomit, run, scream, or hide overtakes you. A long tendril of silt and bluestone extends from the back of the room, with a hand attached to its end. The mixture of gore and paint slams the door shut, and slinks back into the body at the end of the hall.

It's a colossal face. There is blood everywhere. The form and function of the demon feels as if it reaches out and eclipses the entire wing you're standing in. It's in you. On you. At the same Time, the creature's body is residing in one, fixed place. It's fused to the walls. Bits of machinery and pipes stick in and out of its skin. There are brushes, flecks of hair, and a shape that defies comprehension. The monster's hair is matted, yet swims in the air. It is countless eyes transposed in and on one another. Impossible colors, all shifting in and out of one another. It's neon, and pastel, and monochrome that makes your eyes swim, and your gut churn.

Every inch of you wants to vomit. It's disorienting to an extreme, and you can't make out any distinct shapes within the mass save for one gaping mouth. The mouth extends across the entire demon's face, across the hall, in and around you and your friends. It is collapsed in on itself, and outside of itself, and here in the present.

You feel a little further from God.

The voice that rings out from the demon is disembodied. An impression of lilac and lost years sticks to the inside of your skull, as you clutch onto your head, and try not to scream or puke. The lips in and on and around the room move out of tandem with the voice. Leering. Grinning. Shrieking. It's glaring, and beautiful, and impossible.

"I am the face of every nightmare become real. I am a throne of dust. You are a phantom of your former self. You are more than what you were. You are further from what you can be. What am I? Who are you? Answer me. Answer me. Answer me."

>Write-in.
>In addition, roll 1d100 to maintain your composure. Best of 3 will be used. Write-ins may provide additional bonuses.
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>>4526006
You are a living nightmare. An enteral dream. A whisper in the night, a laugh of fright, a sorrowful joy. You are unique, yet common; the embodiment of all of man's hopes and dreams, fears and nightmares, across all ages. You are as everybody see you to be, and you are what you wish to be. You are Interpretation incarcerate.

I am but a faithful fool, a madman in the moment. I am the will of the soul, the lover of light, a man of earthly mighty. I am the passion of the sun, the savior in the Night, a ray of hope in the darkest depths below. To many I am Demon of Faith. To others I am the Father of Compassion. I am the man in the present. I am Father Richard Anscham, leader of the Church of Mercy. I hope to be your friend.
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>>4526006
>>4526083

Seconded
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Rolled 1 (1d100)

>>4526006
Hello painting, I'm Dick!

(Not intended as an actual response.)
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>>4526267
>panic
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>>4526083
>>4526179
(That 87 is the bo3, and I'm going to count that spectacular write-in as a complete success.)

>>4526267
>>4526271
(I was one second away from sleeping and now can't stop laughing. Good. Thank you. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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Rolled 15 (1d100)

>>4526006
>>4526267

This world is filled with suffering.
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>>4526273
>>4526291
https://youtu.be/kL6fN3HNAXo

For the briefest of moments, you want to turn, to run, to scream, to vomit, or to lose your mind. Maybe a combination of all four.
Panic. Panic. Panic. Panic.
There's a shriek in the back of your mind.
A complete break of sanity.
The absence of all reason, thought, hope, or love.

A Catalyst.

You put a hand to your mouth, and choke back a wave of nausea. "Mercy—"

It is not the presence of joy that drives your lover. It is not Her ambition, or lack of logic that keeps Her suspended between the world of Gods and men. She understands the condition of all of your children— and you do, too. You choke out a single sentence, and understand Mercy's agony in full. "Our world is full of suffering—"

The men at your side are gritting their teeth, and looking to you for guidance. For hope. For protection. They cannot invoke, and both have looked upon nightmares untold. Both are shaking like leaves, but hold their ground. They do not panic. They do not run, even in the face of terror itself.

You swallow the wave of bile. Another. The burn in the back of your throat is hot, and rancid. You take a step forward towards insanity— towards its shrill laughter— and find yourself. You repeat its words. "You are a living nightmare."

The pulse in your chest has never beat so quickly in all your life. You are inspired. "An eternal Dream. A whisper in the night. Sorrow in joy. A laugh of fright. You are unique, and the most common of all things: the embodiment of all of man's hopes and Dreams. Our fears and nightmares, across every age. You are as everyone sees you. You are what you wish to be. You are interpretation incarnate."

James and Harvey are furious, and don't back down for an instant. They don't dare to interrupt. The demon continues to slowly shift and move in the walls ahead. It has rows of square teeth, that are whiter than any bleached thread. They're so large, you can see chunks of viscera embedded in them from a distance.

You take another step forward, into the mouth of madness. "I am the jester of my court. The fool of my faith. A madman of the moment. I am the will of our souls. I am the lover of Light. I wield the very Earth's might. I am the passion of the Sun, and a savior of the Night. I am your ray of hope, here in the darkness below." Your voice drops to a whisper. "You may know me as a demon of faith."

A tendril of blood and gore snakes along the ground. You keep your eyes locked with the agonizing swirl of paint and death before you. There's love all through your tone. Not disgust. Not judgment. With all the softness and Mercy you possess, you confess, "others wish to call me the Father of Compassion, but I am also a priest of the present. I am a devotee to Time, to Dream, and to all of the Gods. I am Father Richard Anscham, leader of the Church of Mercy— and I hope to be your friend."

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>>4526350
Klepto laughs as if his soul has left his body. "How the fuck am I supposed to follow that up, Dick."

The voice of a demon is one thousand voices, as one thousand instruments play. The discordant cacophony has your ears ringing from the second it starts, but you do not bend. You do not falter. You take another step forward. The demon of the night is laughing. The choir of its sin is screeching at you, and the tendril along the ground snakes out towards you. The instruments cease their symphony. A worm of rot, paint, and ruin is heading your way. Slowly. Methodically. "Do not hesitate. Answer me."

At your back— without any hesitation— James spits, "I'm the ballad never sung. A message cut to ribbons. A duet without a partner. The love of Mercy, without the Mother. I'm a knife in your back. An overused trope. A demon of wit. A stranger in your bed. The life that you stole. I am the walking dead. Now cut the bullshit. Stop with the questions—"

"Answer me," the demon leers. Its head cannot turn from its position recessed in the wall ahead, but the pipes protruding from its skull pull and tear against its Flesh. Blood oozes from the small openings created, and drip down into the monster's eyes. A colossal tongue snakes up, crawling along its face, and wipes away the crimson. It lingers over the motion. A familiar sin. "Indulge me. Tease me. Please me. Share your sin. You picked the weaker. Answer me now, he who is meeker."

"N-no," Harvey grins.

You nearly drop dead.

The red lion couldn't look more pleased. "You took Klepto's youth, and tried to ruin Rich-chard's image. G-good th-thing he's tougher th-than any one of us. You'd have gotten m-me too! So, g-get fucked. G-give th-them b-back who th-they really are. I d-don't want to b-be friends with a m-monster. Not when I've g-got en-nough d-demons to save right here."

James begins laughing nervously. Uncontrollably. "Oh, you sorry sack of shit— I love you, too, Harvey, but this is really not the—"

The tendril that's been creeping across the floor splits. There are three branches that extend, and stretch out towards all of your faces. You keep your shield high. "Mercy."

"What are you," the demon repeats. Its voice is distant, and still so discordant, it has you wanting to get sick all over again. "What are you?"

The figure lingers over Harvey's face. Its voice is far from amused. The demon is sneering. "The world may see you as a coward or a madman— but you are not a man of stagnation. You bide it." It can't speak of Time. Good. "The hope you hold is for mankind. You are a hero. Pure of heart. Far from blind."

Harvey looks like he could spit at the demon, but stays back. James snickers, while hiding behind the armored knight. "Oh? Me next?"

"You hide behind humor, and favor oration. The weakness you clung to suited a lesser station. I have taken your youth, and granted reprieve. Forsake your vanity. Embrace your will to deceive."

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The demon has abandoned all pretense of coherent rhyme or meter. It doesn't care for form, or function. It's enamored by your company. By the Time you've taken to interpret with it. This is a dreamer. A creature of the night. One who draws inspiration from darkness. From you. "Father."

"Do you have a name?"

"Death."

"I know you have fallen deeply in on yourself—"

"Life."

You don't interrupt further.

The demon of interpretation takes on a sing-song voice. Something free of form. It can't contain its enthusiasm. The very walls tremble from the might of it. "And everything in-between. You profess to love the sun and the earth, the night and the day. Yet you are captivated by sin. It is the absence of light that has motivated your descent. You express compassion in any form. I have granted you a chance to express yourself in full. The choice to approve of oneself, regardless of what you are told. To accept that your pursuits are anything but transgressions. To explore your desires. To indulge your obsessions. You seek pleasure, in any form it can be given. You are bent, but not broken. I cannot push you into submission."

There is an incredibly long pause. You realize that the hands stretching out towards you all are not hands, necessarily. There is a single, enormous eyeball recessed in each palm. The irises are cobalt and lavender. They're stunning, and nauseating to an extreme. The whites are rimmed with blood, and they're darting over you all erratically. Excitedly. The demon has a manic tilt to its voice. "I will accept your proposal, but I have several conditions."

You can't believe your ears.

>A] Hear out the demon's proposal. You won't commit to anything just yet.

>B] You want a friendship, not a business deal. Refuse to bargain at all. You will fight this thing tooth and nail to behave reasonably (though hopefully not literally).

>C] From this demon's perspective, it's been trying to help you all out— but only as everyone present saw fit. It might not be malicious at all.
>1] Refuse to hear out the bargain. Ask the demon of interpretation about its lair. You were expecting a hideous ordeal, yet it took you almost straight here?
>2] This is a lot of blood. Everywhere. And the ash of all those corpses? Why?
>3] Try asking about something else. (Write-in.)

>D] Make your own bargain. (Write-in a proposal to get this demon to befriend you.)

>E] Harvey has an incredibly good point. You've hedged your bets on Praxilyos, and this monstrosity has robbed Klepto of years of his life. Even if you're grateful for any effects it's had on you, there needs to be something done. Hammer the red lion's point home. Stay on the defensive, and keep your shield up.

>F] Write-in.
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>>4526354
A; you leave me intrigued. I'll listen, but this is no bargain committed to. I also have a few questions as well.

Question C1, 2, & 3-What is your interpretation of the length of time spend alone here, long amongst yourself?

And just so you know, E is nonnegotiable in our friends case.
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>>4526368
*'lost among yourself'
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>>4526354

>C] From this demon's perspective, it's been trying to help you all out— but only as everyone present saw fit. It might not be malicious at all.
>1] Refuse to hear out the bargain. Ask the demon of interpretation about its lair. You were expecting a hideous ordeal, yet it took you almost straight here?
>2] This is a lot of blood. Everywhere. And the ash of all those corpses? Why?

Think we need info before we decide. Also no deal to the bargain no matter what.
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>>4526354
B

Bzzz
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>>4526368
>>4526372
>>4526383
>>4526396
(Three way tie? Good. I'll make it work. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4526354
>B] You want a friendship, not a business deal. Refuse to bargain at all. You will fight this thing tooth and nail to behave reasonably (though hopefully not literally).
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>>4526458
https://youtu.be/rumvsghcGh4

Curiosity has yet to kill you. "I would like a friendship with you. Not a business deal, but— but I will not deny you the opportunity to speak your mind." You fire a glare to Harvey, and to James. One that says you both are right, but this is non-negotiable. "I will never make you a promise I cannot keep, and I will not barter for the life of someone under my care. I will listen, to— to grant us all a chance at interpretation. Nothing more." Your shield stays high. "Do you understand?"

Monochrome lights flicker within the demon's many eyes. "You have questions. A rarity, from your type."

"I am not my fore-bearers. I can see when someone bears no ill-will in their heart. Your intent is clear. Nearly everything else— the rest of your very existence is not." You can't help but enjoy yourself, and smirk. "What is your offer? Answer me."

That terrible laughter. It puts neon in your bones. "You came to me of your own volition. To have wandered thus far? You must have a mission. We can exchange our visions in turn. To feel. To grow. To learn."

That damn phrase. A cold sweat is on you. "What did you— what did you just say—?"

"Not a one I can speak. You are forsaken by the first, from a choice all your own. The second held dear, for your love you atone. The last is my own, in a way most profane. Death would be sweeter than speaking three's name."

"You're also a demon of Spirit. You— you can speak of the Gods, in a way—? This—" You run a hand through your hair. "This is remarkable." You have too many questions, but you're not bargaining. "What of the rest of your proposal, then?"

"You will not honor it."

"No," you flatly state. "But you are not fooling either of us. I know you can't pass up this opportunity. Share your vision with me. You can take your Time, if you like— and only your own. I cannot fathom the ages you have spent down here all alone. These are my cells. My cages. My keys." You drop your voice, in a promise. "We both know that I'll take every last bit of punishment you can deal out— and you do want to share. Indulge me. Answer me."

The demon's head begins to slowly turn in place. The skin around its face isn't fused to the walls. It's fixed onto the structure. Nails, pipes, and a number of other pieces of unnatural metal works hold it fast. There's a gradual tearing sound, like meat being pulled taut until it snaps. The urge to vomit is extreme. There's no particular reason you can discern for what must be an excruciating motion. It may want you to come to your own conclusions. It may be utterly insane. It may want to die. It speaks in pastels. Light. Airy. "I would like for you to spend more—"

"Time."

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"Yes. With me, Father. You are an enigma." Static frizzes and fries in the air between you both. Blood is suddenly in the demon's gums, as it gnashes its teeth. "What are you? What are you? What are you?"

There's no point making a deal with a demon. Sane or not, this is unnecessary. You get to the point. "How do you perceive your wandering? For how many ages have you been lost within yourself? If you can speak of it in any way, do so. Now."

The utter silence of the friends at your back is sorely appreciated. They have to recognize that you can't afford any distractions or disruptions in the conversation. Brother Wilhelm did not merely ensure you saw to getting enough rest while in Calunoth. He taught you that— if nothing else— repetition can aid in making sense within a Dream. "Now. The Time that you have spent in the dark? Answer me."

A trail of laughter streams from the demon's lips. It's a thin line of paint on the air. Shadow soaks into the strands. "Darkness reigned. In sin— my brother. Upon His head He wore a crown. Fear was His name. Never His lover."

"Time. A King of Time. ...King Thaddeus. He— you—" The architecture in the hallway outside is similar enough to an archdemon's former home. Angular. Brutal in its simplicity.

This demon is easily as old as Arkthros. Possibly older.

"But you don't know how long it's been. You can't possibly."

"No."

James shifts. His joints can't feel anything like they used to. A tendril of meat and ash snakes its way closer to the minstrel. Your voice becomes a bark. "ASH. Soot."

The monster stops in its tracks, inches from Harvey's shield and face. The red lion has made no motion to move, but fires you a thankful glance. His hair is practically standing on end from the tension throughout his frame.

"Please," you mildly continue, "do not make me raise my tone. Keep your focus here, on me. I wish only to understand. I want to interpret your meaning. To serve. Your domain is coated in blood. Death. Decay. There was a forest of human remains when we first entered. The descent we took here was littered with blackened blood. There have been ample opportunities for you to kill us outright. I know you must possess the power to strike us all down where we stand. So, why— why did you lead us straight to you? Why would you harm anyone?"

"My intent was to take you away." The demon drags its massive tongue along all the blood upon the floor. "To mislead, and beguile. I would have taken what you hold dear. One. Five. Ten."

"Years," you clarify.

"Yes. For you to wander in peril. To unearth your darkest fantasies. To find the depths you could reach, in darkness, and night. Beneath the clouds. My pale moonlight. Yet— a most delightful surprise—"

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The tendrils of hands and eyes snake back, deep into the recesses of the demon's face. The limbs crawl over and under the skin upon its face, like worms within over-sized veins. "—you know how to tantalize. Temptation, dangled before me. You will not turn. You will not fade. You will not dull, nor be dismayed. I cannot corrupt your vision. Neither through cruelty, malice, or standard derision."

The demon sighs. It's one of the most disturbing things you've ever seen in your life, and that's saying something. The creature's broad lips and flat teeth are barely visible, as a cloud of lilac paint kicks into the air. It smells like warm dust, and old paint. "There was no use in toying with your image. Your hearts have felt too much toil to be destroyed by my visage. My curiosity raised, why would I bother? You're better to me alive than dead. Better found than lost, my dear—" There's a sudden, sharp movement from the periphery of your vision. "—darling—" You dig in your heels, throw up your shield, and brace for an impact. "—Father."

The demon is painting upon the wall, using the blood on the floor as ink. It's still bleeding from its head. A horrific thought occurs to you. A monstrously abhorrent thought. "The gore. The ash. The paint. It was splattered, and scattered, but there was a meaning to it. A pattern. No discernible bodies. No names upon a single grave. Was it— is all of this... yours?"

No response. At least ten different eyes before you are swimming with every emotion conceivable. It's impossible to piece it all together, but you think you can try. There is one more horrific question on your mind.

"You have fallen in on yourself, yes— but you have also robbed James of his youth. I know your intent was not malicious— but he is suffering. Please. Is there anything that can be done? This has to be reversible. This is not negotiable. It is a mockery of Time's intent—"

There's a sick, disgusting laugh all through the demon's lair. "You think me so blind? I intended to share with you my vision in full. To open your eyes. This is no corruption. You both were granted what has already transpired. And what you symbolize. You already know this destruction."

(Options in next post.)
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>>4526509
>Several of these are mutually exclusive.
>If necessary, majority vote will decide.

>A] You're furious. There has to be a way to fix this. You don't care if it jeopardizes your work, let alone a potential friendship. This is a monster, and you will not place its feelings above your friend's life.
>1] Intimidate the demon into giving you a more appropriate answer.
>2] Plainly threaten it with something worse than death. The effort will not help with your image, but you can live with it.
>3] Get in its face, and swear on every last God that you'll kill it if it can't find a way to bring back James' youth. Your friends will back you up. You're willing to deal with the consequences.

>B] You know nothing about how Time works, but this is a start. You'll add this to your note to Mother Aimar, and seek her counsel. If anyone can do something for James, she can.
>1] This monstrosity must be in excruciating distress. It's likely too far removed from reality to express it. This is still a lost soul in need of your aid, and you're not giving up on it.
>2] This demon is clearly fucking with you, and you won't tolerate it for another second. Put your foot down about its behavior, if nothing else.

>C] This demon is infatuated with how resilient you are. You won't bargain. Cut your losses, and leave.
>1] Something this ancient and powerful should be kept locked away, and never let out. You'll find a means of returning to the rest of the world with or without its help. Make the offer once, and then go— let come what may.
>2] You want to make this venture worth something more than you can say. Blankly tell this monster you will not leave it here to rot, but that you have to go. Maybe swearing to dedicate Time to it later will help matters. It's not bargaining. You don't want to give up on anyone.

>D] Write-in.

(This vote will remain open for at least the next 6 hours. We will resume our weekday schedule at that time, with 1-2+ updates a day. Thank you all for the SPECTACULAR start to the thread!)
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>>4526511
B1-2, because I believe in both.

And what of our interpretation? An artist does not own the meaning of his work; that is up the eye of the beholder. You may have given us your interpretation, but you have failed to interpret ours. How can you fully understand that art which you mar? Give us back our rightful form, so you can truely partake in the tapestry that is our soul!
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>>4526511
>D] Write-in.
Try to see this situation from the demons perspective, it knows of Time more than we do.
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>>4526511
>>B] You know nothing about how Time works, but this is a start. You'll add this to your note to Mother Aimar, and seek her counsel. If anyone can do something for James, she can.
>>1] This monstrosity must be in excruciating distress. It's likely too far removed from reality to express it. This is still a lost soul in need of your aid, and you're not giving up on it.

Something this old can't be intimidated, it has nothing to lose. Our best bet is to play off of it's infatuation with us and try to get on it's good side.
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>>4525126
Richard has gotten the relic, and I am baffled. I skipped over the torture porn with the succubus, and from then to now Richard has been nothing but "I've been so incredibly horrible" and "thanks demons for showing me how horrible I was", and instead of the usual "no you haven't been you loony" it's been "yes you have, but you meant well". And I'm sitting here going >what the hell happened?
>why doesn't he care where the people that followed him to the bottom of the world went?
>Is he still drugged in the succubus's room?
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>>4526567
With mental trauma, the brain gets screwy at the best of times. At worst, your completely lost it, and become stark raving mad. You should also keep in mind that Richard has either become an unreliable narrator, or you may have missed a plot point by skipping the torture porn. Just read the timeline, lad.

https://m.imgur.com/a/zD6ywiQ
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>>4526595
>Just read the timeline, lad.
Nah. I enjoy reading quest archives as much as I enjoy participating. And if I can't make it through the archives to present day, I doubt I'd like what was waiting for me at the end anyway.

I'll quit bothering you all here in the future though.
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>>4526595
wait.
Did you just post a link to an image? On 4chan?
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>>4526608
I understand, but you can understand my confusion when your saying you skipped portions of the story, then you get confused by what's happening/ed to the protagonist, then you refuse to catch up on the summary of whatever you skipped was. You do get where I'm coming from, yea?

It does get better in later threads, especially when Richard escapes the ruins, but if you don't want to continue, I would understand. Some of the choices we make can be trying, but I'll say that it does say something that this thread is still going, with a dedicated audience still enjoying it.
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>>4526610
Yes. The timeline. You don't even have to read it all, just the portions you want to skip mate.
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>>4526619
If there's a major plot point buried somewhere in the extended scene involving a hot chick mutilating a sickly mindbroken priest that's had his pain center replaced with a second pleasure one, I've no interest in trying to dig it out. From what little I could stomach it reads like snuff porn.


>>4526621
I was pointing out that 4chan is an image board.
I guess /qst/ really is isolated from the rest of the site.
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>>4526638
You know, it's funny you come up when you did. We're currently dealing with problems of Interpretation atm, and seeing you post yours is a bit funny, atleast in the meta. Your Timing couldn't be better.

By the way, I'd like to see you post the image in the link, and have it still be readable in a single post.

Either way, it's been fun anon. I'm heading to bed. Hope you have a lovely day!
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night anon.
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(Oh good heavens just look at all this discussion. I'm going to grab some coffee and try to respond thoroughly. Vote is open!)
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>>4526567
Going to answer this with as much transparency as possible, given how much our protagonist has learned over the course of the quest. I'm going to spoiler tag everything, as I'm going to connect a few dots, and don't know if archiveanon wants to see the whole hand.

>instead of the usual "no you haven't been you loony" it's been "yes you have, but you meant well".
There was major development between Richard, Ofelia, and Celegwen over the course of the fourth and fifth thread. The women in his care followed him to the depths of the earth for the Relic, not for him. Once he got it, the pretense, lies, manipulation, and just about everything else they were presenting as their support towards him was cast by the wayside. Richard recounted everything that happened to him in order to get the Relic, and both of his companions had no illusions that he was out of his mind. That doesn't change that his motivations were in the right place, and no one could deny that he DID accomplish his goals despite everything he had been through. Neither Ofelia, nor Celegwen wanted to maintain the farce. That doesn't mean they were both monsters, and they wanted to at least concede that the man who saved their lives over and over again had his heart in the right place.

>why doesn't he care where the people that followed him to the bottom of the world went?
Chasing them was out of the question, there were significantly larger concerns regarding his very survival, and you guys were bullied badly by both women for your behavior. A HUGE rift grew between Richard, Ofelia, and Celegwen over the course of the fifth thread, but it was always there. Our boy is an unreliable narrator through and through, but the severity of it peaked after being tortured.

>Is he still drugged in the succubus's room?
Not so far as you guys are aware. :^)

>>4526608
I sincerely appreciate the discussion! Please feel free to continue sharing your thoughts man, they are unbelievably valuable and talking over past points can be incredibly illuminating.

>>4526610
The timelines are massive, and require being cut in half to post here.

>>4526638
I hate it, but I'm going to go re-read it and try to condense the points of it. Be back in a flash.
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>>4526638
As unpleasant as it is, I went ahead and re-read through the entire torture scene. The point isn't buried in there. It's literally forced onto the reader, throughout the entire scene. The succubus repeats over, and over, and over again that the protagonist's behavior has been unacceptable. That her needs were never considered. That Richard was behaving in a way that she felt made him unfit to have Idonea's relic. That she was hurting him because she didn't want him to hurt anyone else. She was crying through the whole thing, and robbed the reader of any say in the matter right out the gate. It was intended to be as distressing for the reader as it was for our protag. A loss of humanity, of control, a VERY harsh criticism of their behavior up until that point-- and it ended with an offer for salvation.

Remigius is a monster through and through, but her point throughout the entire scene was that Richard's inability to perceive how OTHERS see his actions is what led to him becoming a sickly, mindbroken priest that had his pain center replaced with a second pleasure one. Having one's flaws pointed out in full can feel worse than torture, and an extended scene of it is enough to turn off almost anyone. I took a big risk putting something like that in a quest people read for fun, but here we are, 17 threads later, with the situation practically reversed.

I hope that sheds some light on a few things. tl;dr The torture Remigius inflicted on Richard was unbelievably traumatic, and may have seriously hurt his self-image and perception to an extent that he still is bothered by it to this day.


Looks like our readers are, too.

(All that being said, going to lock the vote here!)
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>>4526539
>>4526540
>>4526566
(Majority vote for B1, and we can certainly work in these write-ins. Vote is locked here, writing now!)
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>>4526883
https://youtu.be/f2Mn3AMWsiE

Desperation is on you. More than a demon. More than your sin. "I want to understand. Please. There must be a way. You know of Time better than I could ever hope for, so— so tell me. Show me your perspective. Please attempt to understand my own. An artist— and artist does not own the meaning of his work. We are all at the Mercy of an eye: and it is that of the beholder. I cannot hope to comprehend your vision, if it is one that is marred. Open your eyes. Look to our rightful forms. Partake of our visions. Gaze upon the tapestry of our souls."

"It is my vision you fail to perceive," the demon replies. "Not one that is marred. You preach, and you pray— but your eyes are the ones that deceive. This is a fate that is known to the stars. The sands of your life. Look through your cage's bars. This man here before me is a peddler of deception. I ask the same favor. Trust in your perception."

You look to James. He's the same man he was who entered, but there's something darker to his appearance. His visage. Not the leering, lecherous, light-hearted fool you know, and love. He's bitter. Resentful. Confident. He isn't clinging to your actions, or the company he keeps. He's sheltering himself from certain danger. Exercising caution. From the budding wrinkles around his narrowed eyes, to the bristle of his thinner hair. He's hardly an old man. He's lost his youth, but there's something he's gained as well.

Wisdom. Maturity. He's desperate to live, and to thrive. Not to fritter away his youth. He wants it back. He wants to be someone.

It hurts to breathe. You speak to a demon as if it were your child. "You're hurt. I won't give up on you. I can't. But please— please try to understand. We only have so much life to live. Even the brightest stars can go out. If this is Time's vision, and your interpretation, I can't stand it. I can't stand any of this. I love you all— I love you all so much. I—"

You take a moment, and a deep breath. Hands clenched. One around a gift from the Gods, and another behind the works of an archdemon. You grit your teeth. "I won't tolerate any of this. Not for another second. Will you help him, or not?"

"I already have," the demon of interpretation replies. "What is lost cannot be found. We are but grains of sand upon the shore. His vanity has been unwound. You're still insatiable— and want for more?"

There's no guilt. No grievances. "Yes."

"You offer me nothing in turn. No respite from my pain. For yourself, you still yearn. The concerns on your shoulders are crushing. Your station. You waste yourself here, with me— and ignore a whole nation. I care not for the troubles of the world up above. I look now to a man crippled by love. This will consume you, but you will not be broken. We cannot erase that which is written. Your choices are cemented. The artist has spoken."

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>>4526925
>A] Break down. Give James a hug. Ask to leave. Fuck this.
>1] You're not coming back. Let the demon rot.
>2] You'll come back another Time— with Mother Aimar, or Father Wilhelm, if you can. This creature is infinitely too insane and dangerous to ever take someone innocent and unprepared down here ever again.

>B] Refuse to accept the demon's answer. Kindness and compassion will not sway the void of this monster's heart, but maybe something else will. (Write-in something you'd like to try further to persuade it.)

>C] Most people are too scared to deny you what you want. As the most spoiled man in the nation, this is a shock beyond reason. Your behavior in response to this can be justified in almost any event. (Write-in something you'd like to say or do. QM discretion applies as always, but we have a lot of leniency here.)
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>>4526927
>>B] Refuse to accept the demon's answer. Kindness and compassion will not sway the void of this monster's heart, but maybe something else will. (Write-in something you'd like to try further to persuade it.)

My side of the deal, I offer you salvation. From your pain, from everything.
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>>4526927
B; you are right, I am a man of many concerns. The weight of a nation is on my shoulders, yet I come to visit you when there is no logical reason. I'm not the Father of Reason, but of Compassion. My concern was always the welfare of ALL under my care. I will not leave a soul behind, to rot in the dark tapestries of his mind. I open my hands in friendship, to give some respite. Friends don't bargain; they gift. Kindness is not weakness.

(We could offer a bit of relief with the relic if you lads want?)
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>>4526927
>C] Most people are too scared to deny you what you want. As the most spoiled man in the nation, this is a shock beyond reason. Your behavior in response to this can be justified in almost any event. (Write-in something you'd like to say or do. QM discretion applies as always, but we have a lot of leniency here.)
May I commission from you this art and show you what We can create in turn? Kotgurls
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>>4526938
>>4526948
>>4526949
(Beautiful guys. Locking the vote here. Just a quick reminder that you guys are using the Relic at the moment for your own pain, so it's viable to not offer it. Writing now!)
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>>4526958
https://youtu.be/Vjd2xDs9Q04

This is going to require more finesse than you're used to. A whole lot more, for a man who lives by compassion, and not by reason. But your kindness is not weakness.

The irony of Sullivan's absence is not lost on you. But regardless of the weight on your shoulders— of allies, the Gods, or even the entire nation— you are not one to take 'no' for an answer. You grimace. "Friends do not bargain. They gift. Now, you are absolutely right— there is no logical reason for me to come here. But here I am. Here I stay. As a man of many concerns— as a priest of Dream, and of Mercy— I look to your very welfare for inspiration. Not to leave you behind. Not for you to rot, or to bury yourself deeper in the tapestry of the mind."

You show the palm of your hand, and the Relic inside. Pain crashes into you so hard and fast, you stagger. It's an unhealthy kind of exhaustion. You've been pushing yourself. Dual invocations, lack of sleep, a staggering increase in weight, and stuffing yourself for days on end is adding up fast. Two bent swords are on display. Your vision swims. Blood drips from the ceiling. You don't care, and gasp, "I offer you my hand in friendship. I offer you my home. Take my hospitality. Take my affection. Take this respite, and hear me: I wish to offer you something more." You close your hand. The world immediately normalizes. You don't falter again. "Not divinity in a physical form. A greater gift than any other."

Shifting clouds of florescent light drift across the air. James and Harvey are visibly sweating. The demon waits for an answer.

"A commission, from the Father of the Church of Mercy. I give you the opportunity to create a masterpiece. Would you like to hear the details?"

The demon is a buzz of static, and frenetic energy. Its head cranes forward from the wall, with another sickening snap of Flesh being torn asunder. The thought of surrendering your Relic to the creature crosses your mind. You want to help. You want to show it Mercy— but your current exhaustion and pain is through the demon's fault as well. You discard the notion, and focus.

"Beauty," you murmur. "Let's gaze upon the most captivating of figures. No mortal woman. No flight of fancy. I wish to look upon the image of another. A demon, who can gaze upon what I create in turn. Grant me your perception. I grant you this blessing. Share with me. Tell me your interpretation of salvation."

A child's voice filters out from the demon's colossal lips and grotesque teeth. A young child, who sounds badly hurt. It's nails on a chalkboard. Chewing on tinfoil. A barb in your mind. "What have I done wrong?"

Harvey can't stand it, and has to ask from behind you, "what th-the fuck?"

The monstrous child's voice continues, "what is there to forgive? I'm the one who's hurting. I'm the one who needs rescue. You're trying to save me from— from—"

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>>4526993
Horror. Not panic. It's sickness, in the pit of your stomach. Not nails. It's a cold slime, sticking to the back of your tongue. Nausea. Dread. "The Gods. You feel like you're the victim. But don't you want—"

"What is there to be redeemed? Why does the infinite need to be preserved? How can you deliver me from what I am?"

James and Harvey are both looking at you like you're insane. You probably are. This may be a more difficult situation than comforting the Goddess of Agony.

It's a good thing that the Goddesses of Intelligence, and Growth are both on your side.

>Write-in.
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>>4526994
Your perception. The sensations you feel. Even your circumstances need to be redeemed. Pain can be your greatest inspiration, not in creation but in prevention. Even if you are a victim of circumstance, it is not what surrounds us that define us. It is not the past that binds the paint to form. It is the illusion we wish to turn into reality that inspires us. That is why I am here, to deliver you from what you are into what you wish to be!

That is, if you want to take my hand in friendship.
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>>4526994
I wish to turn you into a being of inspiration.
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>>4527028

Ehh I don't think he wishes to be anything else, he seems pretty content with existing like this. If he is a demon of interpretation perhaps we could tempt him with a new perspective, one that he cannot comprehend in his current state. He wallowed in this form long enough, doesn't he wish for something new? Something previously uninterpreted. He thinks of himself as innocent apparently, so blaming wont get us anywhere. He was human once, a demon for longer. But never more, or less. We are the only chance to a new horizon, and is an artist not meant to wander?

Addendum: we could push this angle with praxilos too. The ultimate scintillation would be salvation, none have achieved it and no one knows what it's like. the instant between sinner and repentant. Wouldn't that be the ultimate thrill?
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>>4527091
Actually, I disagree with you here. He may not wish to be anything else, but that may be because he's been suffering so long, lost in himself to the point that he can hardly interpret his own existence, let alone his agency. He may have simply never considered it before. It a way, I believe he must have suffered a trauma so heavy, he just retreated inside himself to try and figure it all out, and never did. He very well could be a victim here as much a demon, for it's not only malevolent intent that creates one (Idonea, Beltoro, Yetch are many that come to mind). I'm not blaming him, but his perception of the past, the pain he feels, his circumstances that brought him to this point.

Addendum: I don't think Interpretation comprehends his own existence fully atm. I doubt he'll be tempted by another incomprehensible perspective.
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>>4527138

I think you are assuming a lot there, I am going off what he himself said. It is easier to redirect his thinking rather than forcefully go against it. I am having a hard time figuring out exactly what point you are trying to make though.
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>>4527028
>>4527138
>>4527151
>>4527033
>>4527091
(I'm about 85% sure I get what you guys mean, and goddamn does my face hurt from smiling all morning. This discussion is my lifeblood. For the sake of clarity, can you both try and clearly point out your goal/action/point you're making? Just plainly. OOC is fine. Just want to make sure I understand completely.)
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>>4527164

He is a demon of interpretation. I want to use that to convince him to change so he can have a new perspective on things, more stuff to interpret. Trying to double down on his catalyst basically. He doesn't think he did anything wrong so pushing the "redemption" angle won't work or at the very least it will be a lot more extra work.
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>>4527164
It's a redemption of his circumstances and situation, not necessarily himself. His existence seems to be one of endless suffering, an eternal nightmare of his incomprehension. It's obviously causing him a lot of pain, and I wish to help him turn his pain into inspiration, to prevent harm instead of causing it. Interpretation can easily turn into Inpiration, if the will is there to change, and this will ease his suffering instead of prolonging it.

We may be who we are, but we can turn into what we wish to be.
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>>4527151
I can say your assuming a lot as well, but I believe we having the same thoughts. I'm not trying to go against his own thoughts, but redirecting his perception into a more positive direction. His existence need not be endless trying to comprehend the incomprehensible. If he his Interpretation, he can interpret himself as he wishes to be, instead of trying to understand what he is. Does this help clarify my perspective?
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>>4527170
>>4527186
>>4527199
(Seriously appreciate it! I'm currently at work, am pretty busy, and want to do this all justice. These are some pretty conflicting ideas. I'm going to leave the vote open for a while, think it over, and see if anyone else has any thoughts to share as well. If I can't reconcile the split by the time I'm off of work, I'll find a way to make it happen anyways. Thanks for all your patience and participation, for real.)
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>>4527213
Well lads, I would also appreciate your opinions on this as well.
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I'm going to rally the troops and do a run-off vote between the write-ins. VOTE IS LOCKED.
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>>4526994
>This is a run-off vote based on the two well-justified write-ins provided.

>Select one of the following.
>Majority vote will decide.
>In the event of a tie, or no further votes, QM discretion will be used.
>Feel free to add additional comments or justification, and to reference the previous posts for further explanation on these ideas.

>In the name of fairness, the two previous IDs used for the vote will not be counted. 1 ID votes will also not be counted.
>THIS VOTE WILL REMAIN OPEN FOR THE NEXT TWO HOURS.

>A NEW HORIZON] Push the envelope of identity. This artist cannot conceive of a way out of itself, and has been lost to a world of inner turmoil. Invite it to show the world a never-before-seen interpretation of what it truly is. The instance between the sinner and the repentant. Ask the demon of interpretation to truly accept itself, to be more than its suffering, and to embrace its Catalyst. Acceptance of one's flaws does not mean they are condoned. You want this demon to know the truth of itself, so it can find a way to live once again.

>REDEMPTION THROUGH INSPIRATION] Pain is a Catalyst of a different sort. Challenge the demon to conquer its incomprehensible circumstances. It seeks meaning through creativity. It can inspire itself-- through change. To take all that it is, and become all that it can be. Not the old, not the known, but a new idea entirely.
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(Apologies for jank btw, still mobile. My summary is just supplemental to the discussion provided, do please consult the post and prior convo for full context! Be back in a bit.)
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>>4527575
>A NEW HORIZON] Push the envelope of identity. This artist cannot conceive of a way out of itself, and has been lost to a world of inner turmoil. Invite it to show the world a never-before-seen interpretation of what it truly is. The instance between the sinner and the repentant. Ask the demon of interpretation to truly accept itself, to be more than its suffering, and to embrace its Catalyst. Acceptance of one's flaws does not mean they are condoned. You want this demon to know the truth of itself, so it can find a way to live once again.
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>A NEW HORIZON] Push the envelope of identity. This artist cannot conceive of a way out of itself, and has been lost to a world of inner turmoil. Invite it to show the world a never-before-seen interpretation of what it truly is. The instance between the sinner and the repentant. Ask the demon of interpretation to truly accept itself, to be more than its suffering, and to embrace its Catalyst. Acceptance of one's flaws does not mean they are condoned. You want this demon to know the truth of itself, so it can find a way to live once again.
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>>4527600
>>4527676
(That seals the deal. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4527734
Well, a fair contest. I submit to the ruling of the majority. I will only say...

Be careful what you wish for.
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>>4527734
>>4527780
https://youtu.be/WiONUl3B9po

Blood squelches underfoot. It's nearly as slick as the sweat in the palms of your hands. The sickness in your soul. "I will never deliver you from who you are. Who you can be. I will not assume you need to be offered redemption. You are an artist. A master of your craft. Permit me to witness your greatest work."

Your pace picks up. Harvey and James shout as you put up your shield, and come face-to-face with an abomination.

The demon is in pain beyond comprehension. Tears are at the edges of its impossible eyes. The pastels of its living corpse are embedded in a grave of its own making. Turned within its own lies. Lost to Time. Trapped in a reverie that cannot be woken from. It is full of questions. "What are you?"

Softly, sweetly, you offer it all the empathy you possess. "I am a friend, and I offer you salvation. You were human once, but never less. You may be a demon, now— but that is a shackle. These are the restraints that have kept your self-compassion at bay. Love your innermost being, and everything that makes you who you are. Do not return to the earth, or look the sun in the sky. Do not Dream of the stars, or obey the sands of Time."

Compassion seizes you, in a fit of devotion beyond all logic or reason. You do not care for what is possible. You care for the lives of the lost. Your fallen brothers and sisters. You are a preacher of Mercy, but no light of the Goddess comes to your voice. This is your answer. "Show me something new. What is the instance between the sinner, and the repentant? Accept your flaws. Please. Show us all the truth of all truths. EMBRACE your Catalyst!"

There is a horrible trembling in the walls. The ceiling. The floor. This is the domain of a demon, and you ask for it to be more. "You have been trapped in a nightmare of your making! This is nothing. This is folly! This world of inner turmoil is not ALL that you can be! It is a trapping! A MOCKERY of your vision—!"

There's a horrific tear. The demon is wresting itself free of its bonds. The massive jaws that surround you on all sides rapidly retract. It's bleeding profusely from every orifice. The metal protruding from its skin loosens, and collapses to the floor. It is an orchestra of death, and unnatural life. Light reclaims the corridor. A single beam shines upon the center of the floor.

"Mercy." You won't stop for nothing, hold your ground, and bellow over the choir. "We will not condone all that you hate. You are the artist— conceive a means of ACCEPTANCE! What does it mean to live beyond death?!"

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>>4527796
A flood of sand is sinking from the demon's many eyes. It's been silent, but begins to let out a low sigh. Paint is flooding around your feet, and in the very air you breathe. Harvey and James do not back up. The heroes you call friends rush to your side, coughing hard, and join you before the sight of insanity. The monster's eyes are closed for the first Time since you entered its true cell. Its hands are resting upon the floor, as if it's deep in thought.

It is finding an inner reflection.

You practically scream, "surpass all that has defined your suffering! Push the envelope of identity! You are no corruption of the glass, the thread, or the moon at night! You are something MORE! TAKE US TO A NEW HORIZON—!"

A space between color and time eclipses your vision.

It cannot be perceived as an image.

It is something more.

Something new.

Harvey and James scream, and throw their hands before their eyes— but yours widen. You grin, and laugh, and fall to your knees. An endless stream of gratitude rains from your lips. It's more than prayer.

The demon's form has become something never seen before. It is not in the way of a mirror, though it is all that can be reflected. It is not the oil upon a canvas, though it paints a perfect picture. It is not the song of your prayer, though it makes you feel closer to every last God.

It is interpretation incarnate.

Not a demon. Not a beast. Not a man, and nothing like any God you have ever seen.

You gaze upon a figure, and it gazes back. It makes you think of all that can be. The truth of all truths. The first form is the very act of its being.

It assumes the method. You must give it an answer.

It will be the result.

>Describe YOUR innermost trait.
>The core of your being.
>The thing that makes Father Richard Anscham— the leader of the Church of Mercy, the defender of the city of shields, the demon of faith, and the FOREMOST RESEARCHER OF THE CATALYST— the man he is today.
>It need not be faith.
>You know who you are, but what matters to you most?
>What makes a man of all the Gods?

All thoughts on your identity will be taken into consideration.
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>>4527780
(Just want to say man thank you so much for being such an amazing sport about this. You all are absolute treasures, and I can't say how much I appreciate the enthusiasm and out pour of creativity!! Going to leave this vote open overnight so everyone gets a chance to vote. I'll be around, though. You all are the best.)
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>>4527806
It's fine. In a way, I'm glad you took the interpretation the way you did. The conclusion of my thoughts on it... I'd rather not say at the moment. ;^)

I think I'll sit this one out. I'm still new here, so I would know the least about the core being of Richard, and I'd probably muck it up for the rest of you lads. Cheers, mates! I trust your judgement on this matter? And wish you luck in your interpretations!
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>>4527825
*matter, and

Gotta love autocorrect :^)
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>>4527825
>>4527826
(Glad to hear it man, and looking forward to your thoughts. :^)

I know this is given as a very high-pressure prompt, but that's why I mentioned that all votes will be considered. :^^^^) Feel free to abstain, or course, but really though!

This prompt is about what the quest feels like for you. How you see the unhinged eyes you play through. It doesn't have to be a meta commentary on other voters, or even how Richard is portrayed. The prompt is asking what matters to you most. The thing that you love, or hate, or just feel like makes a difference in how you play. I won't ever include a vote that's completely out of character. This is an open invitation to express what makes you care.)
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>>4527832
Well, I guess it's his childlike nature. Even though he was beaten bloody and traumatized out of his mind, he never really lost who he was. It's... not really sound, this idea. But Richard reminds me of a lost childlike wonder to the world, a caring nature that can only be nurtured then. Potential. Idealism. Honesty. Even the shadows of his adult life can't help but cower to to the might of his childlike wonder and delight. Kindness isn't weakness. Not to a child.

But I'm rambling now. Take a bit of salt with my words. I may not know what I speak, or mean.
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>>4527798
>What makes a man of all the Gods?

What has shaped Richard?
What has strengthen his bond with the gods?
His Motivation to live up to the King's expectations of him.
To research a cure to the catalyst?
To try to cure this Demon?
One Thing.

>Belief

Belief in the gods
Belief in Mankind
Belief in Himself

That he can do these things, that he has been endowed by his country and the gods to achieve these things, that he will find an answer to the impossible.

Belief is the root of all things, it can move mountains, dry rivers, turn a Man into a demon,

And a child into a man of all the Gods.
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>>4527855
>>4527868
(God fucking dammit this is so good. I'm going to force myself to get some sleep so I can wake up early enough to update before work. Good night everyone! The vote remains open until I'm back!)
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>>4527798
want for understanding, a desire for the unconvenient.
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>>4527798
Huge
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>>4527798
Cock
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>>4527798

Richard to me embodies the true potential of mankind, the drive to rise above. Tenacity, resilience. Before he became a man of all the gods he was just a child, a child that endured unspeakable horrors. The thing that led him to this day, to the gods, was an indomitable spirit. His motivation might have been his faith, belief and compassion but the driving force, the bedrock of everything has been sheer willpower. For all of his flaws and sins, there has never been a more stalwart representation of FORTITUDE.

>>4527855

I won't fully agree to this. I think childish is the wrong word to use here, it implies he is naive and clueless. For me his actions are very mature, forgiving your enemies is borderline impossible for nearly everyone, a child reacts on impulse while Richard always falls back on his virtues, on his kindness. What I *think* you might mean is his purity? Even through everything he has been through his soul is unmarred, he didn't let his dreams and ideals be crushed, not even under the weight of the entire world. He kept his essence, where others would have lost themselves. I don't mean to put down your post, just add on a bit and perhaps clarify some things.
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>>4527981
>>4527982
>>4528010
(Thank you lads. Thank you.)

>>4527855
>>4527868
>>4527936
>>4528150
(This is spectacular. You all are the best. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4528169
https://youtu.be/PCyynFl4E9c

An interpretation stares back at you. You're both grinning ear-to-ear, like the madmen that you are. It's a reflection, but unlike any mirror you have ever seen before.

Staring back at you is the face of idealism. Honestly. Potential. A stalwart representation of fortitude itself. The man standing before you is not caught between life and death. He is something more. Every star in the sky dances in his eyes. It is faith in the world. It is the hope of a youth that was never lost. Purity unrivaled. He laughs with belief, knowing that he has triumphed over all adversity. Humble robes adorn the frame of a runner, who refuses to say 'no' to indulgence. His heart is bleeding gold. A gaping hole is in his chest, in a shape reminiscent of a locket. He is the physical evidence of divinity. There is gold all throughout his hair. The same substance coats his hands, and swims through the night and forestry within his eyes. He is scarred. This is a figure who can withstand trauma that would drive anyone out of their mind, and come out all the stronger for it.

You get to your feet, and stand before the full potential of mankind.

Both of the priest's hands are extended towards you, in a gesture of good-will. It's purity. Someone who is caught between repentance, and sin. Someone who is compelled to give everything that he has, and wants to take in so much more. With all the kindness anyone could ever hope to express, a reflection of yourself strides across the floor, and pulls you into a tight hug.

More than his presence is around you. It is the bedrock of willpower. He speaks with the voice of a man of all the Gods. The timbre and pitch of his speech is gentle, and sweet. The accent is of your home. The land you love. Someone who wants to care, and nurture, and who takes delight in demonstrating his values above all other things. "I believed in you. Are you alright?"

The scent of clove, myrrh, amber, and parchment is on both of you. The motion feels real. The hold on you is firm, and unwavering. He is indomitable, but the walls of the domain are trembling. This is the lair of a demon, and one no longer exists here. For one brief moment, you can only think of how to respond to the birth of this new existence. Thanks to the ferocity of the embrace you're in, he's buried your face against his robes. The shifting hues of amber and yellow are soft.

So is he, and it's reassuring to an extreme. This is a lover, who wants to share his faith with all that is, and all that ever will be. A hero.

You can't really see your friends— and for one more moment, that's alright. They're both equally quiet, as you find an answer to the impossible.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4528190
>A] Say something.
>1] "You never needed to let your ideals be crushed. Not your Dream, and not a single second of lost Time. Not under the weight of the entire world. I believed in you, too."
>2] "You only ever needed to believe in yourself."
>3] Write-in.

>B] Hug him right back.

>C] (Gently) pull out of the hold, and make sure your friends are alright.

>D] This is unsettling to an extreme, but you're not going to be phased. You want to understand, and will approach this situation with as much caution as humanly possible.

>E] Write-in.
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>>4528191
>>B] Hug him right back.
>2] "You only ever needed to believe in yourself."
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>>4528194
+1
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>>4528194
>>4528230
(That'll do lads, that'll do. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4528232
https://youtu.be/z7rxl5KsPjs

You hug him right back. "You only ever needed to believe in yourself."

The world is shaking. A few pieces of the cell all around you collapse. Sand and dried paint kicks up into the air, as the domain you are deep within utterly crumbles. The embrace you keep lasts only a moment longer, before Klepto's wavering voice registers on the periphery of your mind. The clown sobs, "Richard. Richard, what are you doing? What is this— what the fuck is this— what have you done—"

The arms of compassion do not hug you for any longer than what's necessary. The hold you're in parts. The rest of reality sinks in. The cell is well-lit, but slowly is falling to pieces. Paint is melting from the ceiling, to the walls, to the floor. The blood all around is gathering in pools, rising up in murky inches. Water courses from underneath the door at the end of the hall you entered from. There is no other exit.

Between both ends of the corridor still stands Interpretation, you, James, and Harvey. Only you, and the embodiment of a Catalyst appear to be calm.

Something is wrong.

Though the manifestation standing before you is harmless, Harvey has his sword drawn. Tears are streaming down his face. He's quietly laughing to himself. "I have n-no eyes. Why am I b-blind? Th-they're sinn-nners, b-but I kn-know th-them. I'm n-not insane. I'm only hum-man."

James is holding onto himself. There's desperation all throughout his tone. "I don't need a mouth. I don't need reason."

So far as you're aware, you have a heart. You try to understand. Both men standing near you are facing Interpretation— but it's clear that they're not seeing the same thing.

The being grimaces at you, with a familiarity that sends a chill down your spine. He recognizes their distress, and feels it in turn. You know your friends are suffering. "Their interpretations are not nearly as kind."

Harvey has his sword drawn, and his hand is shaking. He can't stop crying. He's barely holding the item up to protect himself. He wants to see, but is shield is held before his face as if he wants to flee for his life. "Stay b-back. You d-don't rem-memb-ber. You d-don't n-need to. Stay b-back."

Another colossal piece of the ceiling drops. It's five feet across at its widest, and falls no more than three feet behind you all. The crash is deafening.

No one moves. James is beside himself, running his hands through his hair, and quietly laughing. "I'm not my age. I'm the story. The ballad sung." He has a sadistic glint in his eye, and swiftly draws out a dagger. "Not a happy ending. I'm a tragedy! A masterpiece. But I'll never make anything like it. It's impossible. You're impossible. I'm not who I am. You don't know who I am."

His interpretation is nothing like mine.

"James—"

(1/2)
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>>4528256
The reply is a bark. Not a request. Blood might as well come to his eyes. "KEEP OUT OF THIS, RICHARD. Stay back. All of you."

The figure standing beside you offers an apologetic glance. He's fidgeting. There's anxiety all through his form, from the knowledge that he is responsible for this turmoil. "This is not your fault. They are victims of their own interpretations."

"I'm b-blind," Harvey repeats. His quiet laughter deepens. It sounds as if his soul is aching. "I've b-brought this on m-myself."

>A] Demand that James not harm whatever he's seeing. He's going to get himself killed. This being exists out of Time and space.
>1] He's out of his mind. You're significantly stronger than he is, in almost every way. Tackle him to the floor. Wrest the knife from his hands. Slap some sense into him, if necessary.
>2] Explain what's happening. Klepto is still one of the most cunning men you've ever met. He surely will listen to reason.

>B] Harvey is having a complete breakdown, and probably needs your attention more.
>1] Try to reassure him.
>2] Insist that he lower his sword, if nothing else.

>C] This place is crumbling, and you all need to flee.
>1] Invoke Mercy to restrain both of your friends. They might resent it, but this is for their own good.
>2] The demon of interpretation was completely lost in itself, and you're more worried about it than anything. Implore the embodiment of Interpretation to follow you. Pray that your friends do the same.
>3] Use your Relic. One of its sides is meant to shape violent intent into compassion. It's unorthodox, and you may be forcing something onto your allies, but you're willing to try.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4528259
>>C] This place is crumbling, and you all need to flee.
>3] Use your Relic. One of its sides is meant to shape violent intent into compassion. It's unorthodox, and you may be forcing something onto your allies, but you're willing to try.

Grab them both, let them see themselves the way we see them, let Richard become a mirror.
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>>4528264
+1
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>>4528264
>>4528267
(I think we can make that work. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4528259
>>4528264
Support
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>>4528316
(Appreciate the vote man, ty! Almost done with the update, will be out shortly.)
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>>4528317
https://youtu.be/dh7nTM6D-GU

You ignore the knife in James hands, close the distance between you both, and grab him firmly by both shoulders. He tries shrugging you off, and every last bit of his anger is shoved against your side. The wiry, middle-aged man can't do much to fight back against you. You're likely double his weight, and dramatically stronger in every conceivable way.

His voice cracks with raw hatred. "Get your SICK fucking HANDS off of me!" He's keeping the blade in hand turned towards himself, still taking pains to not cut either of you. It's compounding his inability to fight back further. "I'll kill you if you touch me again, Richard! GET OFF OF ME, YOU FAT, SELFISH, DENSE FUCKING CREEP—! You don't know the FIRST fucking thing about what I need! GET [I]OFF[/I] OF ME! GET OFF OF ME!"

This isn't anything you haven't heard before, and literally drag him kicking and screaming across the room towards Harvey. The knight lowers his sword, with tears running down his face. "What do you want?"

Nothing could feel worse than what your friends are going through. You wrestle James into a hold with one arm, using much more force than necessary. He needs to know he's not going anywhere.

There's more screams of abuse. You're not hearing any of it. "This is not who either of you truly are. You are gazing upon your own interpretation, but your self-image is flawed. Look."

Unwinding the chain around your hand, you're greeted by angry red marks from the metal digging against your skin. It's been days now that you've been relying on its properties. There is a passage of Time here that isn't right, but you don't dwell on the abrasions. You look to a pair of bent swords. Violence bent towards compassion. "There is something more to both of you."

With the side of a nail, you open your Relic. There is a small, but immaculate mirror housed within. You've never gazed upon it before, and have never needed to. The instant that the item is opened, its previous properties dissipate.

You gasp, and nearly drop James. The degree of agony you're in is almost unbearable. Your lungs are burning from inhaling paint and sand. There's a hunger on you that is days in the making. The ache throughout all of your body resonates as deeply as your soul. It's as if you haven't slept all night or the last three days, but you stay standing. There's some expletives being screamed at you about being a pervert, and a monster— and you talk over it. "You need to look at yourselves as I see you. As the world sees you. Look."

You need to flee. The walls are crashing down on all sides, yet both men in your company cannot help but look to the object in hand.

It won't be the first Time I've forced Mercy upon them, but they thanked me before. They will come to thank me again.

(1/3)
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>>4528341
The man you've kept in a vice relaxes, and begins crying hysterically to himself. It's ugly. Every last bit of hatred he's been throwing your way is directed towards himself. He slumps in your arms, and drops the knife in hand to the floor. "You see a drinking buddy. The clown that made a fool of himself in the Pit. A story-teller who spins nothing but lies. You think I'm insane— and a genius. You love me. You've always thought I was worth saving, even before you ever knew me. You'd rather talk to me than anyone else in our sick little circus. You're desperate to just have some fucking Time together. For fuck's sake, Richard. I'm sorry, and I—" He's crying so hard, he can't even speak for a moment. A hand comes to your back, trying to drag himself up. "I keep making you prouder. Every day you've known me. Every sorry day I've really been alive."

He buries his face in the side of your sleeve. "I didn't mean any of that. I'm sorry."

"I know," you murmur. "It's alright."

Harvey is completely silent. His tears have dried. His teeth are clenched. Disbelief is all across his face. He knows what he's looking at, but still won't internalize it. "You'd have rath-ther walked a d-day in m-my sh-shoes th-than anyone else's." Something seizes him. "You respect m-me, and would follow m-me to the end of the world." Motivation. "You d-don't th-think I'm b-blind at all. "He turns his face completely from Interpretation, and looks to the object in your hands. "You want m-me to come to m-my own conclusions, b-but in th-the end, I'm still your friend. You n-need m-me to see th-the b-best I can b-be."

You are the bearer of truth, and look to the red lion. He keeps out his sword and shield, and charges for the door at the end of the corridor. He's furious. "Th-this th-thing can rot for all I care." There's at least enough anger to get him to keep moving. "We can talk m-more ab-bout th-this sh-shit if we m-make it out alive. Let's g-go!"

James manages to wrest himself free from your grasp, and screams, "WAIT! THE DAMN WATER, HARVEY, YOU IDIOT—!"

Skidding to a stop, Harvey doesn't get to place a single hand on the cell's only door. "We m-might have to swim." He looks to you, though not with terror. He trusts you to do the right thing. To save everyone here.

The rogue among you sneers at Interpretation. "This is your lair. It's collapsing because its demon is gone, is that right?!"

There's no answer you can perceive to his question. The mirror-image standing beside you murmurs, "he still does not understand."

There's a brief pause, as if something is silently replying. James snaps, "it won't make for a better story, you sorry sack of shit. We're making it out alive." The bard looks to you, and with legitimate gratitude all through his eyes. The same expectation. "You got us into this mess. How are we getting out?"

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>>4528345
Water continues to filter in from the corridor beyond. It's flooded with blood and paint. The ice in the cavern you entered from must be melting. It took well over an hour to traverse even the fastest routes. There are spikes all throughout the chamber you descended from— but the rope you left should still be in place near its peak. You are not in the best of shape. With the locket open, your vision is swimming from sharp pain. It hurts to stand, and to breathe, let alone to do anything more.

The being beside you softly says, "you are more than a mirror. See yourself the way that others see you. Show yourself the same compassion. I may embody interpretation— but you embody so much more."

You feel like you're going to pass out. In a distant voice, you remind everyone present of what you believe in. "To live is to serve."

(Options in next post.)

>Be advised that you have several substantial maluses. One has been accumulating. (Currently -15 to all physical rolls, due to the severity of the pain and exhaustion that you're in.)
>This is in addition to a number of other stacking modifiers, that will be highly dependent on the prompt selected.
>Write-ins subject to QM approval.
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>>4528347
>Choose ONE of the following.
>Majority vote will decide.

>THREAT ASSESSMENT] Turn from Interpretation, and run. You're going to do everything in your power to keep it from harming anyone else.
>CONTAINMENT] Explicitly tell Interpretation that you want to get it to shelter, but need to discuss its situation only when it's safe to do so.
>CLEMENCY] Invite Interpretation to come with you to the Church of Mercy's keeps. Your allies are in no place to argue, and you will protect them if necessary.

>In addition to the prompt above, choose ONE of the following.
>Majority vote will decide, unless it makes complete sense to combine a prompt.

>A] Get out your mace and shield. You're using your own two hands for as long as you're able. Have Harvey/you lead the charge. (Clearly specify who will lead. AN EXTREMELY HIGH ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>1] Keep your Relic open. You don't want to risk things collapsing all over again. (ALL CUMULATIVE MALUSES WILL STILL APPLY.)
>2] Keep your Relic in hand, for your own purposes. (THE CUMULATIVE MALUS WILL BE NEGATED.)

>B] Don't fuck around. You'll exercise as much restraint as you can, given the circumstances. Invoke Mercy for Her protection, and ask for nothing more. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>1] Keep your Relic open, and lean into the pain. (THE CUMULATIVE MALUS WILL BECOME A POSITIVE. You're aware of the effects this may have on you.)
>1] Keep your Relic open, and rely on Mercy for pain relief. (THE CUMULATIVE MALUS WILL BE NEGATED.)

>D] Invoke Agriculture. You'll utilize Her ability for barriers, for growth, and to create a safe route to the domain above. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. ALL MALUSES WILL BECOME BONUSES. You're aware of the effects this may have on you.)

>E] Invoke Mercy and Agriculture. It's not overkill. You want to live. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. You're not certain what effect this may have on you.)

>F] That water is going to keep rising in the depths below. You have to go up. Harvey is in a full suit of armor. You're all exhausted, and things are going to keep collapsing. You're willing to risk your life. Invoke Storm. (No roll will be required. There are usually severe, lasting physical repercussions for calling upon the God of the Tempest. MAJORITY VOTE IS MANDATORY. Vocal opposition will be considered in full. Discussion welcome.)

>G] Write-in.

>This vote will remain open for the next 9 hours.
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>>4528350
>CLEMENCY] Invite Interpretation to come with you to the Church of Mercy's keeps. Your allies are in no place to argue, and you will protect them if necessary.

We'll likely see about getting it it's own room in a tower, with art and Paint supplies. It'll be touch and go to see who can actually interact with Interpretation in a safe manner.

>E] Invoke Mercy and Agriculture. It's not overkill. You want to live. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. You're not certain what effect this may have on you.)

We're gonna be an interesting time with this dual invocation, hopefully we don't pass out from over taxing ourselves.
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>>4528350
>CLEMENCY] Invite Interpretation to come with you to the Church of Mercy's keeps. Your allies are in no place to argue, and you will protect them if necessary.

>D] Invoke Agriculture. You'll utilize Her ability for barriers, for growth, and to create a safe route to the domain above. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. ALL MALUSES WILL BECOME BONUSES. You're aware of the effects this may have on you.)

Reject Fatness, embrace THICC DICK
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>>4528358
The Fat is only FUEL for later BROTHER!
Embrace the GAINS with Father Flesh!
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>>4528350
>>CONTAINMENT] Explicitly tell Interpretation that you want to get it to shelter, but need to discuss its situation only when it's safe to do so.

We don't know anything about it, I don't want all of this suffering to be for nothing.

>B] Don't fuck around. You'll exercise as much restraint as you can, given the circumstances. Invoke Mercy for Her protection, and ask for nothing more. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>1] Keep your Relic open, and lean into the pain. (THE CUMULATIVE MALUS WILL BECOME A POSITIVE. You're aware of the effects this may have on you.)

Apologize to everyone first, but I think this is very much needed.

>>4528357
We already dual invoked, we aren't in a good enough physical state to do that again I don't think.
>>4528358
Having even MORE weight to carry around is a really bad call. I strongly oppose this.
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>>4528350
>Containment
Not because I believe he won't harm, but because I believe he would be harmed otherwise.

>E] Invoke Mercy and Agriculture.
Call it curiosity. Also call it saving our friends. I will not endanger them further.

G; what is Interpretation idea? This was his domain, after all.
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>>4528373
It very well may be that Interpretation's got the best idea out of all.

Hopefully :^)
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>>4528350
>CLEMENCY] Invite Interpretation to come with you to the Church of Mercy's keeps. Your allies are in no place to argue, and you will protect them if necessary.
>F] That water is going to keep rising in the depths below. You have to go up. Harvey is in a full suit of armor. You're all exhausted, and things are going to keep collapsing. You're willing to risk your life. Invoke Storm. (No roll will be required. There are usually severe, lasting physical repercussions for calling upon the God of the Tempest. MAJORITY VOTE IS MANDATORY. Vocal opposition will be considered in full. Discussion welcome.)
disregard waifufagging, stormbros rise
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>>4528400
Would +1, but electric currents in water sounds dangerous as fuck, plus what of our packs with the waifus?
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>>4528434
>>4528400

Mercy doesn't mind invoking other gods when we are in peril, just seeing them in person like we do with her, it should be fine.
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>>4528434
>>4528457
(It's a little more complicated with Storm, given that it's seriously hurt you every time you've invoked him. Hence majority vote with no seriously vocal opposition being mandatory. Mercy may construe it as self harm, and Agriculture (who is historically opposed with Storm) may construe it as an unnecessary risk when you have other options. It's still a viable option but I wanted to make sure you guys had all the info.)
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>>4528481

I didn't vote for it, just wanted to clear up that invoking other gods won't break the pact we have with Mercy. I am well aware of what Storm does to a man.
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>>4528491
(Gotcha. Having a hell shift at work that's frying my brain. Will probably abstain from further comments until it's time to vote unless you guys have a direct question for me.)
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>>4528503
(Time to lock the vote* auto correct making life even more fun)
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>>4528379
I would like to add to all the Clemency lads out there; I do think he deserves it. However, my fear is that there would be a bad reaction to him if we brought him up from the cells of Mercy. Frankly, we don't know how our friends will react to him, let alone the city, strangers, our enemies, even the Gods themselves. As much as I hate to admit it, temperance and moderation may be wise in this case, if only for his own safety and well being. Not saying he should stay down here, but... I just want to make sure he'll be alright, and not reviled on sight. It's a new path he's trying to take, and I'd hate for it to be marred by preconceived notions and the like.
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>>4528678
I agree, we don't have to leave him to rot but a bit of caution is warranted. We could transition him out of the dungeon in time.
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>>4528682
(Been several hours since the last vote. To ensure I can update when I get home I'm going to call this a little early. The vote will lock in 10 minutes.)
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>>4528913
(Didn't mean to reply to that post specifically, sorry. still mobile.)
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>>4528913
(Alright! Locking here.

>>4528357
>>4528358
>>4528362
>>4528364
>>4528373
>>4528379
>>4528400
>>4528434
>>4528457
>>4528491
>>4528678
>>4528682
(This is a tough call. We had the majority for Clemency, but there was multiple notes on all sides to use caution, and three posts with STRONG justification for Containment + multiple posts of opposition to Clemency. I am making the call here, and you guys will go for the Containment route, but will not permit Interpretation to rot. It will be spun as a measure of caution so *he* isn't hurt.

Nearly a four-way tie for the rest. While we had vocal opposition from one voter to not invoke Agriculture or Mercy, three of you outright voted for it with strong enthusiasm and reasoning. F was explicitly majority only, so will not be used. B1 cannot overlap. We're going to go with E due to the overlap with D, justification, strong reasoning, and its ability to work with the write-in vote for G as well. I'll call for the roll based on all this momentarily.)
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>>4528941
>TO LIVE IS TO SERVE
>Thanks to your enthusiasm, devotion, and respect for your pacts, failure is not an option.
>Maximum overkill, however, is still an option.
>Any roll with a score of over 100 (after modifiers) will trigger special conditions.
>A critical success (100 on the dice) may trigger something spectacular.

>Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.

>+15 PAIN KEEPS THE RHYTHM (You've opted to keep your Relic open for your allies)
>+45 PRIEST OF AGRICULTURE (Failure is not an option.)
>+20 TRANSCENDENCE (The world, the sun, and their lover does not fear the domain of a demon of Dream, nor of Time.)
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Rolled 93 (1d100)

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Rolled 22 (1d100)

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Rolled 70 (1d100)

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>>4528960
>Any roll with a score of over 100 (after modifiers) will trigger special conditions.

>>4529021
>102
>>4529031
>150
>>4528969
>Best of 3 is 173

(I'm a QM of my word. This should be fun. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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I think this is more appropriate for Richard and his friends.
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Harvey's face when
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>>4529088
(lol you guys are great. This took a lot longer than I was expecting. Posting shortly! This will be the last update of the night, but I'll try and be back early in the morning.)
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>>4529315
Standing on your own two feet for even a second longer is incomprehensible. The degree of pain you're in may not eclipse what your friends were feeling moments ago, but it's still crippling. Your vision is swimming with conflicting sensation. Agony, and pleasure in spite of it.

Because of it. Mercy—

You reach out to a nearby wall, to stop yourself from collapsing. You want to take in more.

The smooth stone underhand is cold. Reassuring. An immediate reminder to ground yourself. You are at least down-to-earth enough to realize that the creature before you has no place in this world. Not yet.

Breathing is difficult, but you manage, "Interpretation. I can't let you come under any harm. Not on my watch. Your suffering will not be for nothing. Let there be no ambiguity in my meaning. You are strictly forbidden from leaving your shelter— but come with us. Out of this tapestry of nightmares. Lend me your vision. Show me your good-will, and all the kindness that you possess—"

Your breath catches. There's no Time for any of this.The haze on the world is rapidly intensifying.

The being looks to you, and slowly nods. It will have to do. The jewels of your eyes fall to your friends. You murmur to Harvey and Klepto's terrified forms, "you need this more than I do—" You bind your Relic once more around your hands and wrist, but leave it open.

They both start to protest.

You speak so softly, and with so much desperation, they stop in their tracks. "—but I need Them. Please find it in your hearts to forgive me." The entire hallway is threatening to collapse.

You can feel it underhand, and welcome the opportunity. The chance to sate your curiosity. To fuel the flame of your devotion. Love is all through your voice. "Mercy."

She doesn't need you to speak, and was on you faster than light can travel. Hotter than the sun. The joy that She brings is as bright as the radiance She brings to your eyes. You grin, reach out a hand, and splay your fingers. A shield is produced out of solid radiance, in the same sheen as the gold plating your eyes. The impossible defense is a liquid flame. It burns brightly enough that the rubble collapsing from the ceiling melts away, long before it can fall upon anyone's head.

The motion is ecstasy. Desire is on you, before you finish another breath. You dig your hand into the rock that is anchoring you, with a gasp. "Agriculture."

It is known that the sun is your lover, but for several moments, there is no knowledge. No reason. No language. No logic. It eclipses the gifts of all others. It is the very essence of fertility, and love, and the creation of all life.

She eclipses the day, the night, and pleasure that could be granted by any other.

Euphoria wraps up through every last cell in your body.

"Aaah—"

You are with the sun, and the world.

You are the lover.

Your vision blacks out.

(1/3)
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>>4529318
https://youtu.be/DF5plzMFST8

Temperance. The act of abstaining from excess. The home of your partner, the Mother, and Goddess of Mercy is meant to be defined by it. You've asked Mercy once before if your fixation upon consumption is a problem. Mercy has protected you from Agriculture's bounty before, though it was only at your request. The two Goddesses are meant to be each other's compliment— yet in this one aspect, they are utterly at odds.

You've never understood it. Overindulgence is all that you are. To deny yourself excess is to deny the fabric of your collective being. When you asked Mercy about this one, singular issue, She could not give you a straight answer.

Fortunately, your body and soul is currently occupied by Her, and the most pragmatic being in existence. It sheds some light on a few things. It's appropriate. You appreciate Them both, and try to focus.

Mercy stated that She is compassion. That several things are everything to Her: your happiness, joy, pleasure, and pain. Like your desire for comfort, relief, growth, and all the hardship that can make all of these things manifest.

She stated that She is defense. You cannot protect your home if you destroy your body. Mercy wants to protect you from yourself.

But Mercy is the sun. The light. The energy in all things— including your own enthusiasm. She embodies the hands of every healer, including your own.

As the essence of truth, and your partner in all things, the Goddess of empathy does not want you to suffer. She can permit you even to self-destruct, if it is something that can be mended. The very Goddess of restraint explicitly said She loves you enough to redefine the tenets of your church, if it means seeing you happy.

You love Her. You love Her more than words can say. It is not lust, nor gluttony that made you invoke two Goddesses. Your utter lack of hesitation was not from abuse. You entertained wilder prospects. Things that could have caused you greater pain, or risked your very life. But you will not risk the lives of your friends. Mercy and Agriculture know that you wished to call upon both of Them in equal measure, and for a dozen different reasons. It was not purely self-sacrifice. It was not a desire purely for pleasure. It was not a hunger for power, nor your insatiable curiosity that led you to ask for Their aid more than any other.

It's because of this inner conflict that They love you. It is because you are human that They wish to work through you, with everything that They have. You all have an unshakable bond. Something that transcends any differences. Something that is greater than your mortal image.

Maybe they are not so opposed. Maybe it is Their contrast that makes the Goddess of plenty, and the Goddess of restraint a perfect complement.

(2/3)
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>>4529319
Your collective eyes of gold and green drift open. They're as refreshing, and clear as a dew-speckled garden. There's light all through your voice, as bright as a new sunrise. There's no pain. There's no unhealthy pleasure. There are two Goddesses in you, and they want you to be happy. They want you to live, and do more than serve.

You've been breathing hard. One palm is still outstretched in defense. It's Relic-bound, and shielding your companions from certain death. James and Harvey are rooted to the spot of their own volition. They trust you, and the construct completely. Judging by the collection of rock and silt atop the barrier, you only blacked out for a few seconds.

The palm you have placed upon the nearest wall has sunk completely into the surrounding material. It's not fused with your skin. It has bent to you, in deference to its master. You grin, delighted beyond all measure. Interpretation is still standing beside you, and you take one precious moment to ask, "what do you make of this?"

The reflection of your enthusiasm and devotion eagerly replies, "you have embraced your Catalyst. We are beneath the bedrock of a reverie. I have awoken, but the trappings of a nightmare remain." Interpretation nods towards your Relic. "It is truth, and gold that is your lover. You are one with the earth. This is your touchstone."

You don't need to hide how broad your grin gets. Praxilyos would likely kill him on the spot for wordplay this gratuitous.

Interpretation reminds you, "I am the stimulus. The explanation. Yet you are the answer. You know these elements far better than any of us could ever hope to profess. We have provided you with questions..."

The effort of maintaining a shield of pure light and energy is legitimately too much to sustain. The effort to do anything further with the barrier puts sweat on your brow, and an ache in your soul, but you manage. Your body fused with the earth. A hand outstretched in Mercy. They work in tandem, through sheer force of will. A display of pure faith. You carefully shift all of the light, the rock, and the shrapnel. The most you can do to warn them is to dart your eyes to the left, and try not to gasp or moan.

They dive. In a deafening roar, you bring down the entire collection of debris. Gritting your teeth, biting your tongue, and stifling any and all sound takes every ounce of strength you have. Waves of ecstasy crash into you.

A dust cloud billows. Before it even clears, both of your friends have put their backs nearest to the door. The water has flooded up to everyone's ankles. The red lion could not look paler, but remains silent.

Interpretation politely claps. "Excellent work."

"JUST DIVIDE IT," James shouts. The collapsing walls and floor are loud, but he's only screaming for love of the drama. "MAKE A LITTLE BARRIER, OR SOME SHIT, AND WE'LL HEAD OUT!"

(Options in next post.)
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>>4529323
>Choose only one of the following.

>A] TOUCHSTONE: Have your allies demonstrate the measure of their quality. You'll protect them with everything you have, and let their choices be your guide. This may place all your safety in jeopardy, but will no doubt bolster their confidence to an extreme degree.

>B] COMPARE: The Goddess of gold and the Goddess of all ore are working through you. Their similarities are unmistakable. Your understanding of the earth exceeds that of any other. Manipulate the rock and sand throughout this former-demon's domain. Use the gold produced as you see fit.

>C] CONTRAST: The patron of restraint, and the embodiment of plenty both love you dearly. Implore the Goddess of growth to grant you all the resources you need, and for the Goddess of temperance to stay your hand when necessary. Grow only EXACTLY enough of what you need to get everyone out alive.

>D] COMPLEMENT: Mercy embodies empathy and emotion, in all of its forms. Agriculture represents life and fertility, for all of mankind. On this day, your nature as a lover will not be to your detriment. All three of you have enabled the birth of a new creature. It is your collective compassion that will feel a way out.

>E] MASTERY: The only thing you love more than the Gods is your ability to wield Them. Don't hold back. Dig into all of these elements, for they are yours to control. Harness the power you possess, and achieve something never seen before. You are not afraid of greatness.
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>E] MASTERY: The only thing you love more than the Gods is your ability to wield Them. Don't hold back. Dig into all of these elements, for they are yours to control. Harness the power you possess, and achieve something never seen before. You are not afraid of greatness.
Finally, some thicc fucking invokes
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>>4529326
E; I would love to try all, and use A to bolster our friends confidence most of all, but you have tempted my curiosity, and it must be satisfied. :^)
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>>4529326
E

Might as well do something cool before passing out.
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>>4529326
>E] MASTERY: The only thing you love more than the Gods is your ability to wield Them. Don't hold back. Dig into all of these elements, for they are yours to control. Harness the power you possess, and achieve something never seen before. You are not afraid of greatness.

Yeah sure fuck it, bust a move Richard, Show us what ya got.
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>>4529370
(That is 100% unanimous! ALRIGHT. Sleep is overrated. Vote is locked! Writing now!)
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>>4529546
Sorry to hear you can't sleep mate.

Guilty exited to see what comes next out of it!
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>>4529664
(Appreciate the thoughts mate! Poured my guts into this update, taking me a lot longer than usual. It'll get done though. I'm excited, too.)
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(testing, this timing could not be worse)
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>>4529546
He wants a little.

Something in you snaps.

Temptation?

Finally.

I might as well

dig in

They know I would love to try it all.

Fuck it.


https://youtu.be/LzdhTGaWzec

A hand buried within solid rock rips clean out from within it. The motion is effortless. The stone wall you've carved away— with finger tips, and the lightest touch of a lover— bursts into a smattering of never-before-seen gemstones. They're all in green and gold. They fall slower than gravity should permit. They drift against the incoming stream of water, back up towards the exit.

"Get back."

There's no hesitation from anyone in the room. A small voice in the back of your mind says to let your friends bolster their confidence, as they run for cover. You know that they'll feel more confident alive than dead. Their permission is not needed to continue. With several strides forward, you close the distance between the door, you, and a current of death. You laugh quietly to yourself. It's hilarious. Death is in you.

A hand splays against the exit. The last few seeds of fruition pass beneath the door, and out of sight. You bite your lip, and jerk your entire arm down. The swift motion brings with it a new wall of rock. It utterly seals the passage you're within off. Closed, and protected from corridor beyond. Nothing should enter. Nothing should exit. As you place your forehead to the door, the stone underhand is as tight, and close to you as the Goddess of love.

Mercy doesn't mind if you groan. The Goddess of fertility has blessed you with these gifts. Agriculture invites it.

You can feel Them working through you. Every last fingertip traces along the rock and stone. Softly.

The gems of your creation plant themselves deeply within the heart of a former demon's domain. They will not be trees. This is a garden of annihilation.

They are liquid gold, and instantaneously heat with the intensity of your devotion. It ignites the water in the rooms beyond so violently, the entire corridor explodes. The world all around shudders in anticipation.

You gasp in mutual ecstasy, and laugh again. It's more than a twitch from a woman beneath your arms, or the shiver of pleasure coursing hot and fast through every last inch of your body.

It is potential. A new polymer. An ore that renders the flood utterly useless, and soaks in as much as it can. It's beautiful. Agriculture could yield one hundred times the Harvest. Storm is a trifle before it.

But this new mechanism is still not enough. The water and ice is endless. The domain will not relent, even as it crumbles. Hundreds of feet of tunnels would need to be traversed if you took the very same route you entered from. It is folly.

"More."

With a smooth motion over the earth underhand, you coax another barrier. It's of radiance, and gravel.

"Thicker."

(1/4)
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>>4529701
The density of it is compacted, and compressed, beyond the realm of impossibility. Not a shelter. Not a home. It is a gift. One that can withstand devastation unrivaled.

Mercy blesses you with a solar flare. You splay your hands against the barrier, and bite down. It draws blood, as you press forward, and take on the incoming wave of heat and devastation with zero hesitation. Every fiber of your being is poured into it. This is a resistance that cannot be eclipsed by the heat death of your universe.

"More."

There was screaming at your back, but it cannot be heard. You snuff out the heat. You snuff out the day. You snuff out the might of a demon of Dream, and it is all thanks to something greater than even your fear of Time. It's love. And the only thing that you love more than the Gods is your ability to wield them.

Darkness encompasses the hall, and you take it in. The world trembles. You are enamored with that which comes in-between. A moment of ringing in your ears, and the shattering of a thousand panes of glass. What was built, and never meant to be escaped from. You do not fear glass. You do not fear crystallized Time. You do not fear the warped domain you have tread upon, or destroyed beyond all recognition.

An embodiment of interpretation itself is at your side, but it does not speak. It watches, and is captivated.

You dissipate the last of the demon of interpretation's influence in a wave of petals. You tear down the walls that defended your allies, too. The stone burst into three hundred thousand yellow-green petals, that coats the world as it crumbles.

Several hundred feet above you are cascading waterfalls. The demon's lair has melted. There is no asylum to be found. The bottom of its identity was a lie. Decaying networks of tunnels stretch nearly as far at the eye can see. They are above, and you have destroyed what is below.

You and your allies stand upon the few platforms you have constructed. They persist only through your efforts. This venture was a suicide mission, though you did not know it at the Time.

Above is a labyrinth of insanity. This was the cage of a nightmare. The lair you traversed was nothing but an illusion. You could have wandered in its maze for an eternity, and never once reached your destination.

Thousands of feet above is a forest. It's pinpricks in the sky. You do not walk under the moon, and the stars. Streaks of azure melt on the periphery of your vision. The canvas is fraying. Blackness encompasses painted world— save for one, final detail.

Above a new horizon is a singular beam of light. A bent knee is taken. You're reverent. The remnant of Mercy in every cell is not a reminder of Her grace. It is a reminder of Her restraint. You are the key— and She is the one, true jailer.

You look to your friends with a smile, and tear down the sun.

They scream.

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>>4529703
There is no fear in your heart. Comparing gold and all ore that may be turns you towards the heart of this lair. It is not so fantastic. It is a physical substance, like any other. The very ground upon which you stand does not need to respect the God of Vision, or the Material. It is yours to shape as you see fit. You will lift it.

Contrasting the patron of restraint, and the embodiment of plenty does not stop your known limits. Mercy is not the Goddess of wisdom. She is the Goddess of compassion, and will never deny you what you believe you truly need. You would convince a Goddess to reshape Her own image, just to enable your gluttony. Agriculture cannot, and will not deny you Her works. She IS plenty. She IS generosity. These deities will not only help you take more— they want you just as badly. You will enjoy it.

Complements of empathy, emotion, fertility, life, and love itself are your creed. Your bond. They are yours to embody. Yours to pursue. Yours to control. No excuse will ever be enough. You are insatiable. Limitless. You will take it all in.

Mastery has possessed you. It is every element of your loves that have driven you to lengths never before imaginable. You bring together the floor of the world, and the height of the sun. It is brought down from the sky, from a tapestry that should never have been spun. It is a singular moment, in which a nightmare is eclipsed by something greater.

You devour the sun.

It is not as Agriculture would imagine. It is nothing you can consume. It is not as Mercy would have you either, though She would have you share Her with all of your being. You are the lover.

A beam of sunlight is embraced in your arms.

This is the lair of a demon of Spirit, Dream, and Time— and its threads have unraveled. As you keep the light in your embrace, reality slams back up towards the cell above. You are greeted by cold truth. The darkness, a mile deep below the surface. A cell that has no key. A shackle unbound.

It is the year 606, in the country of Corcaea. You know this, because you count every single minute, of every single day, of every single year. You have since your imprisonment. You will until the day you die.

Love was the retainer of a demon. It was the constant reminder of your partner: The Mother of the Church of Mercy. Sparks of gold part from your arms, as you open your hands. You are more than love itself, and stand once more within a simple, white, empty cell.

The cell door has been left open. Interpretation is gone.

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>>4529704
No distortion of space persists. A painting hangs on the wall at your back. It's of the demon you left, trapped at the bottom of its mind. Shades of neon and blood are smeared across the mouth of madness. Three men are facing it, but a mirror is placed before each one of them. Within the mirror is the old image of yourself, and of Klepto. It was something the demon had seen before, and will never return. Your faces are scratched out, and only the backs of your current images remain. Harvey is untouched— but all three of you are not facing the viewer. It had already walked away.

Harvey once again dares to put a hand to your shoulder while you are in the throes of the Gods. He's shaking so violently, he very well may still be in the midst of a solar flare. His voice is cold. He is haunted by something that never should have been looked upon by mortal eyes, but still speaks to you directly. "You said noth-thing here sh-should g-get out."

"It should be impossible."

Like dead men, you walk out of the cell alongside Harvey, and James. The latter drags a hand over his face. "Nothing is impossible."

Ray is alive, and whimpering on the far end of the hall. Everything left for him is nearly gone. You were in the demon's domain for four solid days.

James collapses to the floor. He's out like a light. You stagger to his side, in such an intoxicating haze of divinity that your body hardly feels capable of normal movement. The minstrel did not split his skull, or hurt himself from the fall, but he's not getting up any Time soon.

Harvey laughs wearily to himself. His sword is dug deep into the stone underfoot, while Ray walks over, and tries to keep him upright. "G-go," the red lion demands. Even with Ray's help, he drops to both knees. "D-don't leave m-me here forev-ver. B-but g-go. I kn-know you'll b-be b-back."

He locks eyes with you, but isn't looking at the Father of the Church of Mercy. A steely glare bores into the soul of the Gods. Determination beyond all human comprehension twists his face. A traitor to the crown, and a heathen without compare finds the will to beat down his own demons. An oath is sworn. "If anything happens to him, I'll find a way to kill you all myself."

The red lion collapses. Your blood runs cold.

Ray whines up at you, and nudges at the side of your robes. You're splattered with paint. The bottoms of your robes are damp from liquid runoff, old ice, and sand. Mercy kept Agriculture from ruining your body utterly, but you're even heavier still than when you entered the demon's domain. There's no doubt in your mind that you haven't slept in nearly a week, and that exhaustion will bring you to your knees.

Anyone who looks upon you would know beyond any doubt that you're dependent upon the Gods to stand. It was just last week that you confessed to an acute awareness of that very fact.

You've embraced your faith. You've embraced your Catalyst.

Are you satisfied?

(Options in next post.)
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>>4529707
>A] You are a man possessed, and want to wander over to your cell. There's no telling how long it's been since Interpretation escaped, and morbid curiosity is compelling you to act without rhyme or reason. You'll go after the escaped prisoner once you've confirmed you aren't still one yourself.

>B] Close your Relic, and lean hard into its properties to stave off your pain. Get to the surface as quickly as you can. Leave the rest of the supplies here with Harvey and James. They won't be able to escape once you leave, and you don't know how long you'll be gone for.
>1] Command Ray to guard them with his life. You know you'll be back.
>2] Have your boy come with you. They'll be completely defenseless if something is still wandering in these cells, but you're willing to take that risk.

>C] Write-in. (Feel free to answer the question posed to you.)
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>>4529710
>A] You are a man possessed, and want to wander over to your cell. There's no telling how long it's been since Interpretation escaped, and morbid curiosity is compelling you to act without rhyme or reason. You'll go after the escaped prisoner once you've confirmed you aren't still one yourself.
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>>4529710
>B] Close your Relic, and lean hard into its properties to stave off your pain.

We have two hands and a debt to pay to Flesh, we are going to be beyond fucked whatever we do so might as well carry everyone out of here. Leave the shit and just get the boys to the surface. It might have escaped the cell but there is still the rest of the dungeon keeping him from getting out into Eadric.
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>>4529710
>A] You are a man possessed, and want to wander over to your cell. There's no telling how long it's been since Interpretation escaped, and morbid curiosity is compelling you to act without rhyme or reason. You'll go after the escaped prisoner once you've confirmed you aren't still one yourself.
take a fat dump over that trauma baybee
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I bet Harvey, James and Ray are staring at Richard spazzing out on the floor in a puddle of paint again, just cracking a few beers. "Dick's gonna be Dick's" "Classic Dick" "Ever wondered why he keeps doing that?"
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>>4529710
Only if those I love are.

I trust Interpretation not to stray. He is no prisoner of mine, but a guest of Mercy. I only with he doesn't come to harm.

Gotta satisfy A, the we can focus on B, get us all out if possible. Call Richard a fool, but he doesn't want to leave anyone behind if he can help it.
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>>4529941
(Going to go with A, noting those write-ins, and work towards B. Vote is locked. Can't update in a super timely fashion because of work, but I'll be plugging away at it. Update will come when it can!)
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>>4529710
>A] You are a man possessed, and want to wander over to your cell. There's no telling how long it's been since Interpretation escaped, and morbid curiosity is compelling you to act without rhyme or reason. You'll go after the escaped prisoner once you've confirmed you aren't still one yourself.
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>>4530135
(Thanks for the vote man! Still periodically making the time to write. Update should hopefully be out shortly.)
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>>4529974
>>4530192
When those you love are satisfied, you will be, too. The Relic is closed, and clasped tightly in the palm of your hand. Pain relief washes over you in waves. You lean into it. Into a glimpse of sanity. Interpretation is a guest in the house of Mercy. More than anything, you want for no harm to befall him.

There is your faith. Trust in the unknown. Confidence in your dungeons to contain any monstrosity. This is no nightmare. *You are not the nightmare*. Though your friends lay upon the floor in a puddle of blood and paint, they will live. You will carry them out of this place with your own two hands if you must. The tools you possess will be put to use, even if it kills you. A debt is owed to Flesh. You have not forsaken Him— even if He has forsaken you.

There is a task you intended to address before ever descending below the castle's keeps. Though your heart goes out to all of mankind, your own needs must be met. Your curiosity that MUST be indulged. It compels you to act without rhyme or reason.

You'll go after the escaped prisoner once you've confirmed you aren't still one yourself.

You are a man possessed.

https://youtu.be/8YR6wfO9m5c

Indulgent wandering takes you down the hallway. Ray stays on your heels. He's not whining or whimpering. He's not nipping at you to stay behind. There is no fear. Only the belief that you can conquer your demons.

You are greater than your trauma. You are NOT your trauma.

The hallway shifts before you. Perception and reality becomes hideously distorted. The form and figure of your own body becomes blurred. It's a mockery of neglected Flesh. A bad Dream.

A steady stream of rain can be heard pounding against the walls of your mind, in a Storm of your own making. The very tempest weeps. The sound of a small boy crying faintly leaks down the hall. He is less than a broken Spirit. He's starving, dying of thirst, and will not look to Agriculture for answers. He will count one million minutes, and want nothing to do with Time.

This was meant to be a demon of Vengeance. He is a man of all the Gods, yet cries only for Mercy.

You are the very *leader* of the Church of Mercy, and are no longer the tortured *little* boy shackled to the floor of a cell. You stride down the hall of blurred paint, and ignore the frayed thread of your consciousness. You descend beneath the highest cells. Beneath an endless hall. Beneath the earth, beneath the sun. There are no torches. No clean hay. There are winding staircases. Depths that are meant to contain a threat to all of mankind. The corridor is devoid of all other passages, entrances, or exits.

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>>4530286
At the end of it all is a sealed chamber. At its lowest recess is a single, innocuous, sturdy cell door. There are no openings upon the broken, battered, and bloody exterior of your cell. The wood itself is scarred. Bands of metal and chains provide further security, for fear of risking the release of what lies within.
No indication or intention of granting the prisoner within any relief from his pain.

The scent of rot is thick, hot, and heavy on the air. Dread sinks into the pit of your stomach— but without any hesitation, you open the door.

The cell is not empty. Your cell is not empty. There is something in your cell.

Something snaps hard in the back of your mind. You try not to scream or retch on the spot. Every last gemstone and swirl of metal in your eyes is exposed, as you look upon your first room within the Church of Mercy.

The walls are barren, but slick with old, dried blood. Chunks of viscera from being flailed and flayed stick from floor to ceiling. The entire room is red, in a nightmare, and a disgrace to Flesh Himself. Decay and filth is caked to a series of restraints. The heavy, rusted metal is attached to the floor and furthest wall. The intent is to hold a prisoner immobile. To weigh him down beyond any thought of escape. To force his gaze to the door, to the light, and nothing else.

Your bonds were not merely a heavy set of manacles. Not the iron collar. Not the cuffs, the rope, or even the lock that gently clicks as you step fully inside.

Ray whines beside you in a low voice, as you nearly collapse against the nearest wall, and dry heave. It's not the single beam of sunshine, or the high crack in the wall. It's not the impossible reminder of Mercy, that shines for only a few hours of the day. It's not the insane scrawlings of a madman made in blood upon every inch of the floor. It's not the litanies penned in agony. It's not the worship of your pain, and the deity who granted you blessings over and over again from it. It's not the blatant evidence of madness, self-harm, and of a soul who did not seek escape from his own mind for over eight solid years. It's not the dead lilies left behind by Father Sullivan, as a reminder to look after your Spirit. It's not the sobs that rise to the back of your throat.

It's what's occupying your cell. The sickness in you cannot be purged. It's the bodies that makes you heave. It's your old clergy.

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Twenty-eight men, women, and children's corpses are stacked on top of one another. They are two weeks rotten, and nearly as bloated as you are. Their pallor is gray, their skin waxy. They writhe with worms. The bodies shift before your eyes from the maggots within them. They are stacked to the ceiling, and every last one has been posed as if they are laid prostrate before you. Hands folded in prayer. Blasphemers in life. Devoted only in death.

Upon each one of their faces, their identities have been mutilated. There is no recognition from any party. Their eyes are absent, or clouded, and are as vacant as your stare. You can't look away.

A singular word is carved in place of a recognizable face. It is a recognizable word.

Twenty eight of them.
Twenty eight lives.
Stace killed them, just to remind you of your Catalyst.
A trigger.
A promise.

Again.
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>>4530295
>Roll a 1d100. The first three rolls will be used.
>All votes will be considered.

>A] Back up, close the door, vomit in the hallway, and scream to yourself for a little while. Ray won't mind.

>B] Invoke Vengeance. No one needs to know.

>C] Again.

>D] Get closer to your clergy. Permit yourself to get extremely upset. It's warranted.

>E] Write-in. (Results are not guaranteed.)
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Rolled 67 (1d100)

>>4530297
>>D] Get closer to your clergy. Permit yourself to get extremely upset. It's warranted.

Why would you ever vote for this. baka
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Rolled 68 (1d100)

>>4530297
D; Vengeance for the fallen can be handled in time, but Mercy for our clergy takes precedence. The same funeral rights and burial situation as the Demon of Agony, something solemn yet beautiful, if you will. They will not be forgotten, or left to rot in the darkness.
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Rolled 37 (1d100)

>>4530297
>D] Get closer to your clergy. Permit yourself to get extremely upset. It's warranted.

And an F for the fallen. Damn. Damn it all.
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Rolled 86 (1d100)

>>4530297
Too late for the dice, but still:

>D] Get closer to your clergy. Permit yourself to get extremely upset. It's warranted.

Rage, black and murderous will sooner lead to regret and bitter bile, better to build and bottle it up until a proper opportunity for punishment presents itself.
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>>4530302
>>4530327
>>4530530
>>4530556
(You all are the absolute best. Home from work. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4530659
https://youtu.be/rs5bc_P1kKo

Sobs wrack your body. You slump to the floor, and gently nudge Ray aside. He's commanded to stay at the door. Your boy loves you to pieces, and whines in a low way, but he obediently stays back.

You get closer to the corpses. To your clergy. They may have hated you in life— but you love them even in death.

They were killed to send you a message. They feared for their safety almost every day they were in your service. It feels as if the weight of the world is on you. One of the bodies can't be of a child older than ten. There will be no parents to notify. The rest of their family is somewhere stacked in a pile of cadavers.

You're crying so hard, it takes two Goddesses to force out your disbelief. You're torn between gritting your teeth, and struggling to gasp for air. "Damn. Damn it all. Who would ever want this? Why?"

This is no burial ground. This is no resting place for the fallen. Your own blood is still caked thickly upon the walls. As you place your forehead to the ground— too anguished to even kneel, or stay upright— it streaks old litanies across the floor. But you do not call for Mercy. She's been with you, for every moment that you've been in the dark.

This is no place for Vengeance. You can't even entertain the idea. This is a disgusting insult, and the second funeral you've overseen this week. A tragedy.

A mass grave is made. You stay bowed, and weep for the fallen with your head placed miserably against the floor. There's no need for a shovel. There is not yet any soil here.

With your hands clasped in prayer, you erode the rock, and let dirt take its place. The blood upon the walls is another metal for your use. By your hand, blossoms form atop the makeshift cemetery. Copper coats new flowers. Away goes the sight of torture, shackles, and the blindness of sin. Stace's words bear no further meaning for you— and they will not for anyone here, either.

Rising to your feet, you set about burying the dead. You use your own two hands, and the physical funerary tools you brought with you. It is solemn work. Most of the bodies are too far gone to require separate plots, but you carry out the task with no further hesitation. Your tears dry. Your family is at your back, within your very soul, and gets buried beneath your feet.

Grave dirt is beneath your nails, as you, the Goddess of death, and the Mother of light preside over a private service. Flowers coat every surface of the space. A large mound is formed from newly made soil. Buried deep within are twenty-eight lost souls. They cannot turn. The entirety of the chamber flourishes as a crimson and amber garden. There is no obstruction of your suffering. The grave site is made beautiful because of it.

They will rest.

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Your chest is aching. You're beside yourself, and won't pretend like this isn't shredding your heart to ribbons. You're devastated, and have to do something.

A few of the flowers of your creation are picked, and placed directly atop the grave. You have to say something.

It's not so much a speech, as something from the heart. Devoid of trappings. They were the clergy of the church of honesty.

"You came to my thoughts before any other, deep within the depths of the world. You may have not loved me, and never in the way that I loved you— but you still supported me. The lessons I learned from you were some of the hardest, but I wouldn't trade them for anything. You took me in. You sheltered me from myself. You were never to blame for what I endured. I will not let this murderous bile collect within the halls of our home. You would have waited for me— and I won't live with regret." You're crying all over again, and don't care. Wiping at the side of your face, dirt and flecks of metal smear across the side of your cheek. "I wish I could have known you all, but you helped me discover something more. What it means to teach myself. What it means to serve. You all never left. Not even in the end. You will not linger in the darkness. You will never be forgotten."

It hurts to breathe. A pain deeper, and sharper than any physical distress.

As you stand before a mass grave of Mercy, what little light is in the cell could be brighter. The world, the sun, and a single one of your hands reaches up towards a source of hope. A reminder of restraint. The desire to punish this transgression can be stilled. The light was peeking through a small opening, at the highest point of a prison. You coax it out from your distant vantage point, away from the rock. Mercy was not nestled in ordinary stone. She can be aureate.

With both hands— standing amidst the small field of copper flowers— you create this fixture of remembrance. The very goddess of Mercy ensures a broad panel of sunlight filters in. A gilded frame, depicting devotion. A new window, to frame a light that will never go out.

A little dust and pollen picks up in the beam. The cell does not resemble its old self in any way. It's clean, and represents a memory you never want to forget. You leave the cell of your tormentors, and do not resemble the young man who was brought there as a demon in any way.

The door stays unlocked. You will not forget. Neither should they. "The Gods are Merciful."

The first few steps away from the cell are confident, and firm, and you are capable of holding your own.

By the Time you get to the end of the hall, and look to the winding stair leading back to your friends, you fall to pieces all over again.

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>>4530755
You hold yourself, and try to love yourself. There's no further thoughts of revenge. All you can think of is what led you to come down here.

Ray nuzzles you, and demands that you kneel down to hug him. Burying your face against his fur is enormously reassuring. He doesn't mind the dirt, the blood, or the gold on your hands and face. He likely can't understand the presence of two Goddesses needed just to keep you conscious. Your dog just knows you're upset, and he wants to help.

He can't understand that you've shoved all memory of this place to the back of your mind. You've lied to yourself one hundred thousand times. There has always only been one Father of the Church of Mercy. Stace and Morris broke you as a boy.

You could never have fathomed trying to lash out against them. Not in retribution then, and not for justice now.

You did not go to the ruins to cure the Catalyst. You left for relief from your pain. You left because you couldn't live with the crushing weight of your station. You couldn't reconcile everything you had been through, and still shoulder the burdens of a nation.

The Father should not have to suffer the judgement of demons, but you have always been accused of being one.

You've shoved down the past, the memory, the trauma, and never wanted to look it in the face. Not for the months you spent in Beorward, even when a letter from Father Edmund was hand-delivered to your face. Not when Mother Aimar spurned your questions. Not when Stace and Morris threatened the lives of half of humanity's last remaining capital to unseat you. Not when the King of your country wished to discuss their affairs— and NOT EVEN ONCE did you question their behavior when you came home.

You don't want to care.

You're crying so hard, you could die. The real truth of the matter is that each and every Time you have entertained death, these two men were the first people to come to mind. As you faced down an army, and fought for your life in your flight from Ostedholm. In a battle at a demonic waterway, death seemed sweeter than to think of their names.

When confronted with poison, on the eve of reuniting with one of your most significant allies. Ofelia and Cyril immediately accepted the significance of your relationship with these men, but even they knew better than to push you. Your friends know how much pain it's caused you, and that you do not want to care.

Before coming home.
After being given your rightful title.
It's been building on you.
The guilt has been eating you alive.
You never knew the men and women you killed.
There were twenty-eight in all, and there is no telling how Father Pevrel will respond to your confession.

Every last one of your victims was taken all the way down here to die, and you never want to talk about it. To think about it. To touch on it.

It is not because possession drives you.

(Went over, 3/4)
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>>4530759
You are only human, no matter what anyone might have to say about you. You are just a man, who is crying on his knees, and hugging his dog. You want only for a healthy life, and to be permitted to love without any restraint. It's not righteousness that drives you, either.

You just want to be happy. You want your faith to be rewarded. You want your belief to feel founded. You want to feel, and think, and know that things can be better. That is the all-encompassing element that brings your enemies to the forefront of your mind.

No matter how badly they've hurt you, they've always been a reminder of an inescapable fact. Your thoughts. Ones buried so deeply in your mind, you have never wanted them to come out.

How you really feel about Adrian Morris, and Theobald Stace. Murderers, mentors, captors, and former priests of the Church of Mercy.

>This can and will have an effect on your actions regarding your greatest mortal enemies.
>You already know the value of forgiveness, as the Father of the Church of Compassion.
>You are also a priest of retribution.
>This can be as complicated or simple as you all want.
>Discussion is strongly encouraged.

>A] Stace and Morris are irredeemable monsters. No. You want simple enemies, and a simple life, and you are NOT about to entertain the prospect that either of these men are worth another second of your time. Go save Harvey and James. You have immediate, pressing problems greater than even life and death to attend to. Shove it down. Shove it away. Don't think about it. They can always wait another day.

>B] They still thought you could be redeemed. Your old tormentors may be monstrous, but both men did ultimately work for you. They may have sabotaged your efforts at every turn, and let you leave for the ruins to die, but they at least had a good reason for their actions, too.

>C] They're also human. Theobald and Adrian raised you. They taught you. They guided you after Father Edmund's death. They sent you to the Church of Agriculture. They let you go to the ruins without further conflict, and kept things running in your absence. You hate it, and you hate them, but it wasn't ALL bad.

>D] You want to forgive them, but this wound is raw. Having such a bleeding heart is going to kill you, at this rate. This is all something you've ignored for far too long, and you won't let it fester. You'll go over it all with Harvey, James, Walter, Sister Cardew, and maybe even Mercy when you're able.

>E] You can't even think about this. Cry it out, and get back to your feet. You're comfortably numb, and two deities are shielding you from yourself. Let Mercy and Agriculture keep you from hurting yourself any further, and go save your friends. Pretend that things are fine for awhile longer.

>F] Write-in.
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>>4530763
D; even if A is true, monsters and demons can be saved. It is not only your soul you care for, but theirs as well. They must know what they have done, the pain their actions have brought. They must understand the pain you feel, by their hands. You will save them, in then end. Your Vengeance shall be Mercy. (Use the relic, give them your pain, so they may understand the agony of their actions, and a chance to repent their sins.)
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>>4530763
>F] Write-in.
How much longer can we keep enabling them Richard? Do we continue granting them Mercy for their continued murders? WILL THEY NEED TO KILL ANOTHER 28 Men for you to see reason.

What happens when they come for your mother and father, your clergy, or your life again? They've shown here that they kill as easily as they breath, and yet you want to bury it away and keep telling yourself it's a mercy, it's forgiveness.

It's NOT. This is your FAILURE, you WEAKNESS to not stop these monsters sooner from destroying more lives.

They beat, whipped, and flayed you for one purpose. They wanted a puppet so that THEY would have total control of the Church of Mercy. And when that failed they destroyed your reputation, and when you came back from the ruins how do they greet you?

With death, with suffering. For that's all they understand. They hate you. They hate their fellow men. They want to be the masters holding the collar around our necks. They desire power over all of mankind, over life and death.

They want you scared of them, to be that little boy inside curled in the corner of your cell weeping from the pain of their touch.

They do not deserve forgiveness, for they are not human anymore. They threw that 'weakness' away when it no longer server them. They are something worse than a demon.

An aspirant of evil so foul they poison everything they touch.

The sightless eyes of your dead clergy want for only one thing from you now Father Anscham.

VENGEANCE.
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>>4530821
I must say, it's very inspired. Bravo.
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>>4530763
>>4530821
>>4530838
The trauma is real with Richard. The dead have not use for your tears which will water their graves, for they are dead and he survived. And he is the only one that can avenge them.

To grant them abusers *mercy* is to allow her clemency to be abused, for *her* to be abused again. For these men are Blackguards of the foulest stock, the face of man's evil come alive again, their sins so numerous they are without counting.

Only a Hero can stand up to something so monstrous. But Richard knows the way, for they invoked not a few feet away his catalyst 28 times for vengeance. A False vengeance, but vengeance all the same. These things *need* to be repaid. Richard still wears the black colors, though they are gilded, of priest of vengeance. He's learned the tenants.

Perhaps now, with this *motivation* he'll have the opportunity to serve The wrathful one correctly for the first time ever.

For his Wrath is *Divine* and his *RETRIBUTION* is porportionate.

To *Punish* is to serve the GODS Richard! To *Not* is to FAIL ALL OF THEM!
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>>4530843
Still a nice speech, Father Pevrel. This might require more discussion with the rest of the lads, though.
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>>4530821
wew nice speech
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>>4530763
>F] Write-in.

Dead men can't hamper us, time to put an end to Stace and Theobald.
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>>4530763
>>C] They're also human. Theobald and Adrian raised you. They taught you. They guided you after Father Edmund's death. They sent you to the Church of Agriculture. They let you go to the ruins without further conflict, and kept things running in your absence. You hate it, and you hate them, but it wasn't ALL bad.
>D] You want to forgive them, but this wound is raw. Having such a bleeding heart is going to kill you, at this rate. This is all something you've ignored for far too long, and you won't let it fester. You'll go over it all with Harvey, James, Walter, Sister Cardew, and maybe even Mercy when you're able.


>>4530821
>>4530838
>>4530843
>>4530982

Kindness is not weakness.
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>>4531084
Agreed. But they must know the pain they've wrought. Only then can we save them.
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>>4530794
>>4530821
>>4530838
>>4530843
>>4530871
>>4530962
>>4530982
>>4531084
>>4531174
(Wew that's more than reasonable. Alright lads. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4531174

They know, a while ago it was suggested that they might just kill themselves. I think they are in a similar position with Sullivan before he came to us, I want to offer them the same chance we offer everyone.
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>>4531213
Agreed. But they must know the pain we feel, if Mercy was ever to be extended. They can't just start killing more people in the hopes of either sending us a message or fucking with us. It sets a dangerous precedent, and we're supposed to be the Church of Defence.
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>>4531230

We don't know where they are, and agonizing over our torturers is something we have been doing our entire live. There are people here and now that need our help, going on a manhunt wouldn't be very "Church of Defense" of us.
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>>4531201
>>4531213
>>4531230
>>4531238
https://youtu.be/Lhv_yFMuwxs

Adrian and Theobald are also human. They raised you. Eight years of it may have been within a cell upon the floor, but a nearly equal number of years were given towards your growth. When you were released, Adrian was the very man who taught you to read, and to write. They were the ones who cultivated your love of the earth. Who granted you respite, and as much Time as you needed to hate, and heal. They kept you from lashing out at Father Edmund. They gave you the tenets of Mercy. When the light of your life wasn't enough to ease your soul, they were the ones who insisted you go to the Church of Agriculture. They were responsible for reaching out to Mother Bethaea. They realized you were too far gone upon your return.

They helped you go to the ruins. They may have done everything in their power to sabotage your career, but they also kept the Church of Mercy running when even you and the Goddess had abandoned it. You hate it. You hate them. It wasn't all bad, and having such a bleeding heart is going to kill you.

Rage had no place at a funeral, but you have never felt more vindicated in all your life.

How much longer will it be, Richard? How many more murders will you grant Mercy to? Will they need to kill another TWENTY-EIGHT times for me to see reason? What happens when they come for my blood-relatives? Have my mother and father EVER been safe? What about my present clergy? What about my own life YET AGAIN?

They can kill as easily as they breathe. These men are monsters. Something infinitely worse than any demon.


You want to forgive them, but this wound is raw. You drag yourself to your feet, and grit out, "dead men cannot hamper us. Come on, Ray."

There are two beings present who can actually understand what you're going through. The Goddess of empathy is in you. So is the Goddess of death itself. You pick up your steps, and head for the winding stairs. The rise to the cells above. Where your friends are lying on the floor. Men that are still alive, who need you to save them.

It's only possible if you're alive. If there's nothing actively plotting to kill them. You may seek out demons, and sin— but there is something within you that you have never wanted to address.

This is FAILURE. This is the DIRECT RESULT of my WEAKNESS. Not for my devotion to Mercy. We could have stopped them sooner. But I never could have prevented either of them from destroying more lives. They beat, whipped, and flayed me for one purpose.

Mercy. Forgiveness. They wanted a puppet, so that THEY would have total control of the Church of Mercy.
And when that failed? They destroyed my reputation.
When I came back?
When I survived the ruins?
How do they greet me?


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>>4531244
With murder. Suffering. It's all that they understand. They hate me. They hate their fellow men. They want to be the masters holding the collars around all our necks. They desire power over all of mankind. Over life, and death.

You laugh to yourself softly. To the very Goddess of life, and death. "They want me to be scared of them. To be that little boy inside, curled in the corner of my cell, weeping from the pain of their touch." You're not laughing. You're not furious. You are justified. "They do not deserve forgiveness. They are not human." You clutch at your heart through your robes, and pick up the pace. "They threw this 'weakness' away when it no longer served them. They are something worse than a demon. Aspirants of evil so foul, that they poison everything they touch."

You grimace, and ascend. Away from your cell. Away from the dead.

"What a blessing. I am immune to poison."

The sightless eyes of your dead clergy want for only one thing. The presence of two Goddesses stills from the radiance and life in your voice. Something darker, and deeper wants to make itself known. You've known him for longer than any other.

"Vengeance."

You'll save them. You'll show them what they've done. The trauma you've felt is real.

The dead have no use for your tears. Though you will water their very graves, the reality of your situation is inescapable. They are dead. You have survived. You are the only one who can avenge them.

The Goddess of emotion prefers that you speak softly. You do no such thing. "To grant my abusers Mercy is to allow Your clemency to be abused. For You to be abused again, Mercy. These men are slavers of the foulest stock. The face of man's evil come alive again. Their sins are so numerous, they cannot be counted."

The very embodiment of Interpretation saw you as a hero. Someone who can stand up to monsters. But you know a better way. Something less noble.

You're not a traditional hero. You never have been. Stace and Morris know it well. They were there. They were only a few feet away, when they invoked your ability. When they forced your hand twenty-eight times. When they enabled a false Vengeance— but Vengeance all the same. They have done so again, but you will not merely repeat the past.

You are a priest of repayment, and have learned His tenets. Your appearance is not befitting of Him. You can do better, and place a hand to your robes. They're enchanted, and respond instantly to your request. "Though they may be gilded, I still wear the deepest of hues. Grant me the colors black."

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>>4531246
In an instant, all of the glimmering light at the edges of your frame drop. A jet-black, matte hue compliments the Father of the Church of Mercy's gold. The cut is practical, and meant for combat. For action. It is a familiar contrast to the muddied, excessive copper through your hair. The presence is an encroaching shadow. It is greater than even the representation of blood that has dried. You wear the color of grief. The color of motivation to live, and to live is to serve.

You were frequently mistaken for a priest of Vengeance throughout your youth. All clergy knows that black is the representation of all color. You have an opportunity, as a man of all the Gods. The first one of your life to serve wrath correctly.

The remaining walk to your friend's location is made with a prayer. "His wrath is divine. His RETRIBUTION is proportionate. To punish is to serve. To stay one's hand is to FAIL ALL OF THEM."

The pool of blood and paint beneath Harvey's and James' inert forms is still. They're both passed out cold. Dread, and morbid paranoia has you check their pulse. They're alive— just asleep, after over four days spent on their feet.

This entire affair needs to be ran by them. You trust them, and your research team. Your lover, too. There will be an end to your suffering. There will be a Time to put an end to Theobald Stace. To offer him a chance. To show him all of the pain he has inflicted upon you.

You are not merely a priest of Vengeance. You are the union of wrath and clemency. You are the hand that stays, and the hand that strikes. You are a man. The leader of the church of Mercy. The defender of the city of shields.

There's two bodies at your feet who need your help, but you haven't slept in nearly a week. Moving your allies out of here will be an ordeal. Ray can certainly take care of James, but you're already carrying the weight of nearly two men. Flesh will not come to you, and it required Mercy's gifts to carry Harvey's armor (without him in it). You need to work with the gifts that you have been given, if you want to continue staying on your feet.

There are a series of your own labyrinths here. They are designed to house and keep any demons that attempt to escape. This is your home, and you are not about to let one more soul come to harm within it.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4531247
>A] Release the invocation to Agriculture, maintain your connection to Mercy, and invoke Spirit. Deduce the true location of Interpretation. Nothing can hide from you, through the Goddess of Sight. It will no doubt be infinitely more difficult to stay grounded, but you're willing to call upon ANYONE necessary here to get this work done.

>B] This is your home, your church, your land, and it bends to you. It will be blasphemy of the highest order, but don't use your own two hands to move James and Harvey. You'll get them out of the dungeons, and see if Interpretation tries to follow you out.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4531250
>>A] Release the invocation to Agriculture, maintain your connection to Mercy, and invoke Spirit. Deduce the true location of Interpretation. Nothing can hide from you, through the Goddess of Sight. It will no doubt be infinitely more difficult to stay grounded, but you're willing to call upon ANYONE necessary here to get this work done.

Thank you, Agriculture. But I have kept Spirit waiting for too long.
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>>4531250
>A] Release the invocation to Agriculture, maintain your connection to Mercy, and invoke Spirit. Deduce the true location of Interpretation. Nothing can hide from you, through the Goddess of Sight. It will no doubt be infinitely more difficult to stay grounded, but you're willing to call upon ANYONE necessary here to get this work done.
Ring ring banana phone
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>>4531250
>A] Release the invocation to Agriculture, maintain your connection to Mercy, and invoke Spirit. Deduce the true location of Interpretation. Nothing can hide from you, through the Goddess of Sight. It will no doubt be infinitely more difficult to stay grounded, but you're willing to call upon ANYONE necessary here to get this work done.
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>>4531250
A; thank you, Agri, but I need to locate my new friend, and it's been far too long since I've communed with Spirit.
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>>4531269
>>4531276
>>4531323
>>4531334
(Locking the unanimous vote! Work is hell
today, but I'm going to do my best to update when I can. Fortunately this is my Friday this week so I'll have a full session through the whole weekend once I'm clocked out. Writing now!)
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>>4531471
The hand on your heart clenches at the black fabric beneath, and reaches out. You feel for a deity who has given you more than you could ask for. You can't express how much you love Her, but She appreciates your words all the same. "Agriculture. Thank you. Thank you so much, for everything."

It would kill you to persist with Her, and your lover, and to call upon another. But there's no way you'll be able to stay on your feet without at least Mercy's aid.

You release the invocation to the Goddess of fertility, and stagger backwards. You gasp. It's caught between a hitch in your breath, and the impossibility of surppresing a moan. Blood and paint underfoot slips, as you fight to stay upright. You keep your footing, as if the hand of your lover is placed against the dip in your back. There's dirt underhand, as you put a hand to a nearby wall for support. You can't be grounded. There's the blood of nearly thirty men and women. There's a Goddess of relief, who needs you to never *want* for pain, and gives you all the love you need. The agony all through you is amplified tenfold, and it is a beautiful thing.

You're consumed by pleasure. Mercy is one with your most holy trinity. She *also* needs you to want for *more*. It's impossible to see. You can barely think, and gasp, and fight for anything resembling decency. You clasp your hands together.

You'll invoke as much as necessary. You can reach *deeper.*

"Nnn. Goddess of sight. Goddess of knowledge. Goddess of Spirit. Here within the halls of my home, grant me the wisdom to bring nothing to harm. I have kept you waiting for FAR too long. Come unto me. Unite with the Goddess of Honesty. Let us share in an ultimate TRUTH. NOTHING may hide from our communion. The immaterial must be known."

https://youtu.be/-OMLnGtIzug

She's not a voice, or a thought, or a feeling. Her message is imparted, but only if you seek it.

He was right behind you. The demon was before you. He is no longer. Vision itself become twisted, into a form unbefitting of a God. He had escaped Dream, Time, and everything I am. He has escaped you— but no longer. This new creature cannot run. It cannot hide. It is immaterial. It is an essence. Yet, it is for this very reason that you cannot contain him. He is the premise. He is the delivery. He requires an audience, and will seek release before all other things. His very existence has been threatened, and so he is pushing the envelope of what that very existence means. Interpretation has seen the doors that have ensnared him. You do not possess this being's key. He is the question. He has asked, "what is keeping me here?"

Nothing replied.

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>>4531555
The hall is empty, save for you, Ray, Harvey, James, some clean hay, the torches, and a pile of supplies. White gold flows through your veins, and all across the green of your eyes. The exit to this chamber is open, though you should be its only keeper. Stace changed every lock in the Church of Mercy. This is still your home.

You grit your teeth, and try to not see red. You see black, and white. "Stace."

It wanders through a labyrinth of your forefathers designs. Interpretation begs the question, "what is it to wander?"

'To find a destination,' was his answe. You have unleashed a monstrosity that should have been lost in itself, beyond Time or space. Yet, this is also no place for Time. Grant your Grace to the undeserving. Let Us share with Interpretation what it means to understand. Go. He is on the winding stair. This is your domain. Seize the sun. Shape the world. Demonstrate your love.

The winding stair. There are thirty doors between you and the base of Eadric's deepest keeps. The winding, waving stairs do not possess rails. They are thin, and are designed to be destroyed in the event of an emergency. If ever necessary.

This is your home. These are your dungeons. This has always been your choice.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4531559
>Choose one option from A.
>Majority vote will decide.

>A] Your friends are not going anywhere.
>1] Leave Ray to guard Harvey and James.
>2] Have Ray come with you for backup.
>3] Write-in.

>Choose at least one of the following options, from B-E.
>These are not all mutually exclusive.
>Vocal opposition will be taken very seriously. Please speak up if you do not want to pursue a specific, proposed course of action.
>In the event of any directly conflicting votes, majority and/or QM discretion will decide.

>B] Get out your mace and shield. You don't want to hurt Interpretation, but he can't be permitted to escape. It's time to throw some weight around. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>1] Maintain the invocation to Spirit. You're not losing your target.
>2] Release the invocation to Spirit. You can't even imagine how ragged you must be for Mercy to be affecting you so strongly, but you're certain you can pull through.


>C] Thank Spirit, and release the invocation. You can make your own calls from here, and need the aid of another. Invoke Agriculture again. This is your domain, and you will manipulate it as you see fit.
>1] At least get visual confirmation of where Interpretation is, before making any calls or taking further action. You're risking further escape, but the Goddess of restraint wants to remind you that temperance is still an option.
>2] Slow him down as much as possible, while you decide how much of a threat you're dealing with. Create as many barriers as necessary.
>3] Don't hold back. Reach out, and attempt to ensnare Interpretation while you catch up. Destroy the stairs if you must. They can be rebuilt.

>D] DID SOMEONE SAY RESTRAINT?
>1] Release Spirit. Laugh, and let Mercy be your only guide.
>2] Maintain the connection to Spirit, for your sanity's sake. Finding a way to pin down a new being may require more finesse than your partner usually possesses. (Write-ins may help enormously.)

>E] Write-in.

(This vote will be open for the next three hours.)
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>>4531561
>D] DID SOMEONE SAY RESTRAINT?
>1] Release Spirit. Laugh, and let Mercy be your only guide.

Hug it the fuck back to the cell, smother it with compassion
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>>4531561
A1, but I won't be mad if he comes with. I do wonder what Ray would see in Interpretation.

D2; it's been awhile since we spent some time with Spirit. I'd like to spend some more, if it's not to much trouble. Interpretation is a reflection of one soul, an answer to an unspoken question. It's only natural that he wishes to go out and seek differing interpretations from others, to reflect and learn. But we have questions of our own that need interpretation themselves. He must indulge us before we indulge him. He must learn restraint, before he overwhelms others and get overwhelmed by them in turn.

Don't say I didn't warn you, lads.
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>>4531561
>>A] Your friends are not going anywhere.
>>1] Leave Ray to guard Harvey and James

This is no place for a dog.

>D] DID SOMEONE SAY RESTRAINT?
>2] Maintain the connection to Spirit, for your sanity's sake. Finding a way to pin down a new being may require more finesse than your partner usually possesses. (Write-ins may help enormously.)

We have answers he could not hope to obtain, he has the questions to those answers. This is exactly what we asked Dream to do. This thing is as Immaterial as it gets, do not let Her go. *This thing MUST be known.* We must come up with a paradox, a questions that is it's own answer. Something for it to dwell on for eternity while embodying it's catalyst. We shall create the greatest riddle known to man, and contain it inside.

>>4531586
This could have been the good end for all we know. Hindsight is 20 20.
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>>4531598
I believe that trapping it in a riddle it cannot solve is not Mercy, but another form of torture. We brought it out of the ruins that trapped it soul, and I don't see how that would help him further. We must take responsibility for our actions, and by consequence his.

And compared to my thoughts on what would happen, this is the lighter end. Be thankful Alaric had a differing interpretation.
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>>4531767

It wouldn't be trapped, just contained, I specified that. It wouldn't be stuck thinking about it, we can't force it to think about anything. It would just be something to occupy it's time. We can come to it and bring other things to interpret. It's like giving a sculptor a mountain to carve, yes it's impossible but it's also the thing he would love to do the most. It can always focus on something else for a bit. It's not LITERALLY trapped anywhere. Right now it is wandering around looking for questions, we can offer it those in exchange for it staying put for a bit until we can figure out more. Also yes, I am thankful the qm is writing this quest and not you.

Spirit and Mercy will assist. Between the 2 I doubt they would let Richard do something that isn't in line with their tenets and Alaric won't let us do something that is out of character.
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>>4531790
Wow. I almost feel like that was a personal attack or something.

>It's like giving a sculptor a mountain to carve, yes it's impossible but it's also the thing he would love to do the most.
>What is Mount Rushmore

But to be serious for a moment, I don't think it'll work. Your underestimating the scale of what we achieved here. This isn't just an artist, looking for inspiration. It is an entirely new entity, one never before seen. I doubt it's a demon anymore, and it's certainly no God, but it is something entirely beyond human understanding at the moment. I doubt it'll be satisfied with a time-waster of a riddle, or the creation of a painting in motion, or a never-ending sculpture. It's entire existence up to this point has been nothing but that, and it was in misery. I don't think it'll appreciate being put back into the same kind of box it was before.

And either way, we need to talk with it first. Try to find out why it wishes to leave even if we have an inkling why in the first place.

After all, did Richard want to be trapped down here in the first place?
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(Adore the discussion guys. Thanks for keeping it pretty civil. I'm going to leave this open for another 10 minutes, and if there isn't a consensus at that time I'll make the call.)
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>>4531569
>>4531586
>>4531598
>>4531767
>>4531790
>>4531824
(A1 is unanimous, D2 is majority. D1 has a direct conflict, but I'll do my best to incorporate and reconcile as much of this as possible. Absolutely love the strategy lads, thanks for all the thoughts! VOTE IS LOCKED. Three day weekend is a go! Writing now!)
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>>4531569
I'd also like to state for the record, I like they way you think anon. Hug and smothering is underrated.
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>>4531857
>>4531873
You laugh. This is the very Church of Restraint. Not only are you its Father, but you are with the Mother.

But this is no unruly child. This is no demon. This is nothing like a God. You have birthed a new entity, and will take full responsibility for your actions.

https://youtu.be/UimyAzjEyWU

A single, swift gesture commands Ray to guard your fallen friends with his very life. This was never any place for a dog, but you love him to pieces. His support got you through the worst of your nightmares. It is your family that deserves your compassion, even if you smother them with it.

Thirty doors pass you by in rapid succession. Flashes of color and ever-decreasing light. You need no torch. Sight Herself shows you only what matters.

The base of the Church of Mercy's labyrinths is meant to house a number of winding stairs. At its very peak is a creature that defies explanation. Interpretation has sprouted wings. They are feathers. They are thread. They are one hundred birds, and they are something that was never really there. An impossibility. A perfect representation of what it means to be lighter than air.

The core of his body is as immaterial as anything could ever hope to be. For a single second, you get a glimpse of endless potential.

Your Spirit soars. A Goddess gazes upon a new truth. A new potential. A new being to understand. She drives you forward, unfettered.

The moment your eyes truly lock with his shifting presence, the collection of freedom is no more. Interpretation plummets. The pin prick of symbolism molds himself into a more tangible form as he falls through the air. It's still a swirl of weightlessness, and an invitation.

Mercy is your guide. You stride a few more steps forward, brace yourself, and catch the being in your out-stretched arms. From the height he's fallen, your shoulders should dislocate on the spot. But your bones do not bend, and your strength does not falter. The Goddess of protection has cushioned the fall of a reflection.

Interpretation mimics you once more. The wings at his back retract. A flood of shadow takes form in its place. You look upon your own face— ten years younger. Emaciated. Furious. Hot, angry, red scars are across every inch of visible skin. The pits of his eyes are green, blood-shot, and ill. Black adorns all the rest. The hole in his chest is bleeding bile, yet his heart is made of solid gold. There is no evidence of a locket. There is still a reminder of unity. A pair of outstretched hands, as Interpretation clutches onto you.

He hugs you, and cries. "Don't take me back to the cell. Don't let me rot. Don't leave me to die. You know what it is. You know what it's like. You could come back, but I can't. Take pity on me."

He says something that makes your blood run cold. You nearly drop him.

"Mercy."

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>>4531937
He scarcely weighs more than a hundred pounds, but you're struggling to hold onto anything. It feels like the world doesn't exist. You, the Goddess of truth, and the Mother of Empathy are speechless for several long moments.

Holding him is effortless. Hugging him back is easier, still. He's all bone and neglect. A spit in the face of Agriculture, Flesh, and all of the Gods. Everyone present knows that he can't hide. The edges of his frame are white-gold sparks on the edges of your mind. Spirit knows you must not lose sight of your quarter.

All the scruffiness of the copper through his hair reflects your own. There's hints of your present state. A gnawing hunger in his eyes. The need for answers. The pursuit of the question. An all-consuming obsession, that will drive this creature from the depths of the earth. The last thing you want is to torture him.

You can't force him to think about anything. He is anything. Riddles, projects, rhyme, and devotion itself will never satisfy you. Why should it satisfy him?

The marriage of honesty itself speaks. You are a bridge, and can unite Gods, humanity, and something that was once a demon. You can be better. You can do more.

"All I want is for your happiness. To help you pursue all that you love. To love yourself. I cannot put you in a box. I can offer you questions, and answers— but I could never tell you who you are." You hug him all the tighter. Interpretation has yet to slip from your grasp. "That very search was your cell. You know that WE are not trapped anymore. Your life is yours to lead. I should never deprive you of the choices you wish to make. THAT is Mercy's will. You don't have to know who you are. You do not have to worry for Time, or Dream.

The hold you're keeping on one another is stronger than iron. There's sniffling. He's calmed down a great deal, but you could not be more worked up. "We recognize the presence of something new. Something We want to understand, more than anyone else alive. Help me understand. Please. Tell Us what you need."

"I want to live," Interpretation replies. There's no indication of any other action. No other change. He doesn't know who he really is, and is just reflecting an image at you. It is an interpretation, yes— but this is a creature all its own. Not you, no matter how uncanny the image may seem. Not for the tears streaking his face, the way he buries himself against your robes, the hitch in his breath, or even the desperation in which he's clinging onto you. This was not a creature of Mercy. He wants to be a child of Her, but doesn't know how to love himself— let alone what he is.

He doesn't know where to even begin, and shakes his head in frustration. "I don't know what that means."

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>>4531938
No one present can really believe it. This IS a life after death. Maybe saying it will make it easier to comprehend. "You are alive."

"I must be. But I don't want to go back. I won't fall in on myself. I am not self-reflection. I am not a corruption of vision. I am not a mockery of junctures, or moments that have passed us all by. I want to understand. To truly understand what I mean. I must be Interpretation, but every single person's Interpretation must be different."

Something seizes him, and he rips away, out from you arms. "I NEED to know!"

The entire creature's body is immaterial, and he literally passes through your grasp. It's like a phantom. Like splashing through a reflection on water. But there is no wave of paint, or anything more than the phantom through yours and two Goddesses skin.

It's so unsettling, both deities within you run cold.

He backs up. He's terrified. "You want to lock me away. You're not protecting me. You're making me die. Let me go. I won't be locked away! I won't go back!"

This creature is far from immune to its Catalyst. He's petrified. He thinks even a pause in his Catalyst will destroy him. Interpretation is no longer a demon, but he was. He still can be.
He was trapped within a nightmare of self-deception. He has embraced the desire to interpret, but he is not Dream. He cannot truly embody his deepest desires, when he never knew what they are.
Not truly. You encouraged a demon to reach its ultimate potential.
What it felt most sincerely.
Answers do not come before the question.
We still do not know what to ask, but...
We have Faith.

He's going to get away if you don't do something. The inner conflict you're facing is killing you. You want to paralyze him. You want to drag him back to his cell. You want to give him everything he needs, and you admit that you can't begin to understand what that may be. What he is. What you all are.

This is not the cure to the Catalyst. It's something entirely different. Your primary obsession is the need for understanding. Understanding ITSELF is trying to work through you. Spirit wants to help you see. Mercy wants you to empathize. Even They don't know the truth of this matter, and are counting on you to decide on something.

"Wait! Interpretation. Wait. Please!"

>Unanimous vote required.
>1 ID votes will not be counted.
>If no decision is reached, Interpretation will escape.

(Write-in.)

(This vote will remain open for the next 12 hours.)
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>>4531942
Interpretation. Please, wait. I will not keep you in a box, or seek to contain you in a cell. You are unique, a curiosity of the moment, a mirror of the soul. I will not put you in chains, or bind you back into darkness. You are far more precious than you realize. You are the mirror of the mind, a reflection of the light in the soul, no matter how shaded. You are a breath of fresh air, a window into opportunity. You are the beauty to the eye, the beholder of a vision... Please. I only seek to help, and protect. Not to harm or chain. I would never do that to a child of mine... Please, stay with me. You are alway welcome in mi- in our home, proper, under the sky above. Please.

I'd love to interpret with you.
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>>4531970
Addendum: Hugging and smothering with compassion isn't underrated. Never was.
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>>4531942
Ask him to stay with us, atleast until he figures out that even the best artists veil their works while intepreting others, not to spoil others eyes but to learn and improve in their craft and life. Show him the frailty of man, the chaos of life above, the disharmony of being under cover. Ask him this, to keep a form that does not alienate, a disguise, a veil over his canvas.
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>>4532145
>>4532011
>>4531970

Seconding all of this while adding.

Do not despair, lest you fold into yourself again. You say you need to know, I do too. Let us learn together, I am not your jailer. Please, let US be your guide. The Immaterial must be known.

I don't really know how to empathize with it but Richard does, try to present our hopes and fears plainly, it can see through as after all.
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>>4531970
>>4532011
>>4532145
>>4532176
(Wonderful stuff guys. Good morning! As promised, vote is now closed. We are go for a session! Great work. Writing now.)
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>>4532410
https://youtu.be/ec414F67D7w

You shove down the conflict, and take solace in an ultimate truth. You are a Father, and have to protect your child. "Please wait. I will not bind you in darkness. We will not return you to a cage. There is nothing that can keep you down. You are not the light on the wind. You're the window into opportunity itself. A breath of fresh air. I will never ask you to go back to that cell. Please—"

He believes you, but still hesitates. Another step is taken back.

"Please don't despair. I know you're scared." There's enough strength in your tone to carry a mountain. You'll carry him too, if need be. "And there is nothing wrong with being afraid. I want to help you. We don't ever need to have you fold in on yourself again. You can fear me, and anything else in the world, but please— I can't stand to see you fear yourself."

The gesture you make can never be overemphasized. You share the symbol of your church. A pair of open hands, that want to welcome a lost soul into your arms. Interpretation fights through a fresh stream of tears, and closes the distance he made between you. You're seized in a miserable hug. He's so distraught, he can hardly stand.

You keep him up. "You say you need to know?" Judging by the way he's shoved his face against you, and simply nods, you don't need to press for a further reply.

He needs to hear this, anyways. Keeping him on his feet is nowhere near enough. You blanket him in a hug, and don't worry that he's too upset to return it right away. "I do, too. Let's learn together. I'm not your jailer. This is our home—" His crying redoubles. "—and I am much more than its leader."

"You really mean that—?"

"Always. I'm also scared. I'm also afraid. I'm worried that I can't always protect you. I'm terrified that I'll lose you, and— and that both of our fears are founded. We worry for things that have yet to transpire, but that is a beautiful thing. Fear is a vision all its own. The future is yet another thing for us to interpret. We can seize all of this beauty. All of this promise, of what lies ahead. I hope you'll join me, and the sun. I hope you'll learn to live. We can learn so much from one another."

The shake in Interpretation's shoulders has yet to stop, but he holds onto you. It's less of a hug, and more of an anchor. He needs you to ground him. He didn't fall from the air. This being can assume any form, and he chose to come straight to your arms. He shakes his head, but doesn't protest. He simply can't believe you.

It hurts you more than you can say, but you have to try. "The immaterial must be known. We both know of what lurks in all of us. The cruelty of man. But we do not have to suffer. You know that I aim to spread compassion. To strengthen the hearts of mankind."

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>>4532509
He needs to be held. He begged for Mercy, and you will smother him with understanding, if need be. Smothering him with a redoubled hug will have to do, for now. "But they are not always prepared for a masterpiece. Even the greatest of artists veil their works. It's not to spoil one's eyes. It's a welcome step. One through which we can learn, and improve upon our craft. Let me help you improve upon your life. Would you let me show you? To teach you? To interpret the work of others: The frailty of man. The chaos of life above. Even the very disharmony of being under cover."

The shake in his shoulders is a reluctant laugh. This is no demon. It's a child of Spirit, too, who even possesses a sense of humor. "You want me to hide."

Your heart breaks into a thousand pieces, and is rebuilt into something that much stronger for it. "Not necessarily. I ask you to keep a form that will not harm your study. I would never lie to you. You should walk under the light of day, and know what it is to be free. But I ask for you to take on a disguise— now, not to harm. Not to chain. I would never do so to any child of mine. I'm making a request, Interpretation— so that we can find your place in this world's gallery."

It hurts, but you gently take him from your arms. Both of your open hands go to his shoulders, to look at a work of art. His eyes are red, with a face as human as anything you've ever seen. It's an impossibility. He's still terrified. "How are you so certain?"

With a squeeze at the bone and fear all through his shoulders, you plead. "I have faith. We can conquer our fears, and take each day as it comes. Let's place a veil over your canvas, and make something of the day. Of all the people you have yet to meet. Of our home. Stay with me. Please."

Interpretation sniffs. "A veil."

There's are deities still in you, who you can't hope to keep at bay. They've silently waited, and feel for this creature. They desperately want to give an answer, without stealing his choice away. "Not the curtain that conceals. Be the adornment itself. Not the raiment of an order. YOU are the finery. Do not worship yourself. We ask for admiration of nothing. We all will share our interest in you, with or without beauty. The covering is not so important as the nature that you possess. What lies beneath. You are stunning. Even as a work in progress."

You have to remind him, and take him right back into your arms. "You are a child of Mercy. We will always love you. Do not fret over the details. You are not the embodiment of the physical. You are not the canvas painted upon. There is no need to decide on any image, for now. Do what helps you feel right."

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>>4532510
The crying completely stops. There's a spark of inspiration, and only one more hitch in his breath. "I've got it."

He laughs to himself. Interpretation's voice is muffled from how tightly you're hugging him, but neither of you care. He pulls away gently. A single gesture is made with one of his arms, from head to toe. Your heart stops.

Interpretation takes on the appearance of a young man, no older than seventeen. One with with stark cheekbones, and a strong jaw. He's devastatingly handsome. No broken nose. No scars upon every inch of his face. There's ruggedness. Deep within startling, blue-green eyes is the reflection of an old soul. No divinity. No gemstones. But there is an unmistakable bob to his curly, golden-yellow hair that lasts for a moment after he moves his head. But he wants his own identity. This is a being who wants to be thought of as your equal.

Another gesture is made, over the visage of someone who could instantly be mistaken for your's and Mercy's son. With the motion, a white-gold veil is produced. Another motion. Another shawl. He dresses all of his appearance with a number of coverings, but it is not the hallmark of a priest. There's no softness to his lithe frame. Interpretation adorns his wiry body— unfit for physical labor— with the garb of a painter. An artist of the immaterial, who's now speckled with ages-old paint. His hands are calloused, as if he's worked every day of his life. The thin, sapphire thread all along each stretch of fabric begs the question of what lies beneath. This is a being who was trapped within the very walls of his mind, and carries the sheer curtains as if they are nothing.

He speaks with a light, and dreamy tone. One removed from reality. A creature that was birthed through embracing his innermost being. He bows ever-so-slightly, enjoying the flourish of all the cloth draped around him. You can make out the edges of a slight smile, beneath the cloth upon his face. His throat is still ragged from sobbing, but he keeps it together. The embodiment of interpretation understands how much strength lies in kindness. He looks to its leaders for an answer. "Father. Mother. I would appreciate being given one more thing. Only one. Will you give me a name?"

>A] Huard. Its roots belong to the brave, and hardy, of both heart and mind. It's normal enough to not draw attention, and also tugs on your heartstrings. An alternative spelling is "Hughard."

>B] Sebastian. A venerable name. This is an ancient soul, who inspires awe, and reverence. It also sounds a bit like "bastion." Appropriate, for a guardian of his own identity.

>C] Have Mercy decide. Corcaea's naming conventions are hodgepodge at best, and you're terrible with names at worst. She's got Her head in the clouds, but you trust Her with this.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4532513
>>B] Sebastian. A venerable name. This is an ancient soul, who inspires awe, and reverence. It also sounds a bit like "bastion." Appropriate, for a guardian of his own identity.
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>>4532513
>D] Write-in.
James, its a common name and almost like a fresh canvas, for something new yet old.
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>>4532513

Adwin. It means creative, I think it is very fitting and speaks to his *essence*. To interpretation and the art that he embodies.
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>>4532519
We already have a James and it's bound to get confusing at some point. We can do better for such an artsy fella :^)
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>>4532513
Prometheus, since he'll give new hope (fire) to demons that want to cure their catalyst
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>>4532513
>C] Have Mercy decide. Corcaea's naming conventions are hodgepodge at best, and you're terrible with names at worst. She's got Her head in the clouds, but you trust Her with this.
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>>4532516
>>4532519
>>4532528
>>4532534
>>4532540
>>4532544
(Ah, a five-way tie with one vocal opposition. Excellent. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4532545
https://youtu.be/p636Rw_L3XU

It is the twenty-fifth day of Last Sowing, in the year 606. It is now one of the most significant dates of your life. The birth of a new life is a momentous occasion for any soul in Corcaea. It's an event that you treasure, and hold in the utmost seriousness.

You also are usually terrible with names, and turn to your partner for guidance. This is just as important to Mercy as it is to you. It's simply an inner reflection. Feeling together. Loving one another enough to share in the moment.

Sebastian is the first name that comes to mind. It's venerable. Interpretation has weathered the sands of Time, and he predates any other creature you've ever seen. He is also a bastion of his own identity, and a guardian of his own truth.

He's a fresh canvas. Something new, and something old. Your heart goes out to the man who lost two decades of his life to make this all happen. But James, no matter how well-intended, would not sit well with you, or with anyone else present.

You want something unique. Prometheus. This is the spark of a new hope— for Gods, man, and demon alike. A fire has been kindled in all of you, but he is not the flame.

He is the essence of art. He is the embodiment of skill, and might appreciate something unorthodox. Mercy still really likes 'Sebastian,' so you'll make it work.

"Adwin. Adwin Sebastian, if you prefer. You can even take my surname, if you wish. Anscham. It's nothing remarkable— it simply indicates that my family is 'of Anscham.' My father is a farmer, and a number of our neighbors didn't possess a surname at all. It's simply a reference to his own family's heritage. He came to Pontos for my mother, for a land that they loved, and called home. This is your home, too. Your family."

Stars shine at you, within a pair of cyan eyes. "It's wonderful. These are pieces of history. Reminders of our past."

"All of humanity is gathered in Corcaea. We are the last vestiges of mankind. I'm certain you've heard of the name before, somewhere. Adwin's origins derive from ancient references to 'creativity.'"

A broad smile beams at you. "And the other?"

"Awe. Reverence. Dread, to some— but the name is truly derived from that which is most impressive. Respect for age, your character, and cognizant benevolence." More sheepishly, you and your partner add, "Mercy prefers it."

The smile before you doesn't falter.

Several minutes stretch out in silence. Everyone present takes the Time for once to relish a little sanity, some peace, and quiet.

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>>4532626
"Thank you. Adwin Sebastian Anscham. It is a mouthful. I love it."

Your smile hurts.

Adwin looks to the high, winding stairs leading out from the base of the of the world. Away from the dungeons. "I would like to see how things have changed. To cease my imaginings. Interpretation cannot thrive without inspiration to draw upon." His gaze falls back to you, and to the many doors you entered from. "They will never forgive me. I will create no end of turmoil for you. This veil will keep me from the harm of the world, but what of what I've already wrought?"

"We will guide you— and you can help Us."

>A] You've been invoking for five days without a break. Almost all of it was spent with two deities at once. You're nearly afraid that you'll die when you release Them. Ask for some help bringing James and Harvey back to the surface, along with Ray. Reassure Adwin as much as necessary that you'll leave the dungeons as soon as possible.
>1] Spirit has guided you, and with far more than you've asked for. Release the invocation to Spirit, but stay with Mercy.You won't abuse Her gifts. You can tolerate the intensity of Mercy's invocation, even if it compromises your ability to stay in the moment.
>2] Release the invocation to Spirit, and immediately invoke Agriculture again to keep yourself down-to-earth. The Goddess of Generosity would come to you for something as minor as a picnic, and you are certain She would understand your need now.
>3] Maintain the invocation to Spirit. You are desperate for Her guidance, even if you have all the ability and answers you seek at hand.

>B] You'll have to come back for James, Harvey, and Ray. A search party is incapable of finding them, but you will endure as long as necessary to get this all taken care of. Go with Adwin to the surface straight away. You want a moment to talk with him (almost) alone, anyways. (Feel free to write-in any subjects you want to broach off the bat.)
>1] Release the invocation to Spirit, but stay with Mercy.
>2] Release the invocation to Spirit, and immediately invoke Agriculture again.
>3] Maintain the invocation to Spirit.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4532629
>>A] You've been invoking for five days without a break. Almost all of it was spent with two deities at once. You're nearly afraid that you'll die when you release Them. Ask for some help bringing James and Harvey back to the surface, along with Ray. Reassure Adwin as much as necessary that you'll leave the dungeons as soon as possible.
>>1] Spirit has guided you, and with far more than you've asked for. Release the invocation to Spirit, but stay with Mercy.You won't abuse Her gifts. You can tolerate the intensity of Mercy's invocation, even if it compromises your ability to stay in the moment.

It will heal, in Time. For now, I would like to bring *all* of us into the sunlight again.
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>>4532637
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>>4532629
A1; thank you for you wisdom, Spirit. It is appreciated beyond words.
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>>4532637
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>>4532647
(Unanimous vote seals the deal! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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"Most wounds heal with Time." You're almost afraid that you'll die if you part from both Goddesses that are present. Still, the thought of abusing Spirit again is unthinkable. You appreciate Her beyond words, with a hand to your heart. For Her wisdom, Her truth, and for granting you everything you've required. She is a blessing, and you are all the more grateful the moment you release the invocation.

The world turns sideways, and your vision blurs. There's an exhaustion on you that Dream couldn't heal. The severity of the matter is instantly harder to parse. But you feel fantastic. The exhaustion on you is the result of your work. The pain running through every fiber of your being is a nonstop reminder of your success. More for your own sake than for Adwin's, you laugh. "It's a good thing I'm widely regarded as the most capable healer in the nation. I need to get James and Harvey back to the surface. I might die. You don't have to come with me to help, but I could use another pair of hands."

You casually stroll back the way that you came. The artist runs up behind you, with anxiety running up through every inch of him. "Where are you going?"

"They are both lying on the floor, in your blood, and plenty of both our own. I can't leave them down here. Not even if it kills me." There are spots of gold dancing in your eyes. "I would like to bring us all into the sunlight."

Nothing might as well exist, save for reassuring the utterly distressed figure by your side. He steps right alongside you, as you hold open a door. You can't even feel the handle underhand, let alone register anything that's more than three feet ahead. Through the haze of relief, you hear a faint, "can't someone go after them?"

"We are," you lightly reply. "Ray is down here, too. I would much rather die than to have anything happen to him, in any way."

A bolt of guilt lances through Adwin's heart. Fear. He's still hesitating. "Your dog. I frightened him. He doesn't like me."

The procession doesn't miss a beat. You only linger long enough at the next door to hold it open behind you. "Animals are sensitive to our distress." Adwin practically rushes behind. His guilt intensifies. You pick up the pace. "He would have known how much turmoil you were experiencing. He's a lover, and wants to help, too. I'm sure he'll take to you as soon as he can understand what's going on. You'll be alright. Try to calm down. He won't hurt you. We'll make sure that nothing else does, either."

The rest of the walk is a blur, as your companion tries to calm himself down. He's learning already. It's utterly remarkable.

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>>4532742
You offer him a grimace, as you open the door to the endless hall. The lit torches. The clean hay. Two inert bodies are on the floor, that have not budged an inch since you left. Ray is on high alert, and starts to growl the instant you and Adwin appear. You firmly gesture to your boy to calm down, and stride up to him. Your dog shouldn't even have any view of Adwin, or vice versa. To them both, you immediately stress, "Ray, this is Adwin. Adwin, Ray. No one is going to hurt anyone else. Sit, boy. You are such a good boy, Ray. Look. Carry."

Several firm gestures are made to your dog, to treat James as if he's been mortally wounded. The gangly, middle-aged man can be easily carried by your combat veteran. Ray's easily the most capable defender of the Church of Mercy after you, and he disengages completely from any other task. Adwin isn't even a blip on the back of his trained, and completely professional mind. Klepto is secured, Adwin rushes to your side, and Ray is right on your heels. You stress once again, "We will leave immediately. I can't carry Harvey like this. Can you please give me a hand?"

Quickly, and with absolutely no grace, you both get the red lion up. The sun and the world is morning light on a garden in your eyes. He's propped up between your aching shoulder, and both yours, and Adwin's arms.

The strain is too good for words. Speaking is a terrible idea. This is all a terrible idea, and you're not going to be able to concentrate on any discussion whatsoever.

That very fact is more encouragement. The collection of haphazard supplies, the blood, and the paint is left on the floor. You all set back off.

The expedition up from your dungeons is a blur. Dreams are less sweet. A nightmarish amount of focus is directed towards navigation. Keeping everyone's footing on the stairs. Protection. Care. Having been on your feet for nearly a week, it's more walking than you should do. There's no question that it's a miracle you can make the venture at all. The pace is plodding, given the two grown men you're all carrying, but the caution is worth it.

By the Time you wind out from the lowest mazes...
Away from the central labyrinths...
Past all the sarcophagi...
Beyond the remnants of lost torture devices...
And up to the final few flights of stone steps, it's early the next day.

The sun should be rising over Eadric, on the twenty-sixth day of Last Sowing.

Adwin spent his birthday with his family, putting his past behind him. You're both struggling with Harvey, but a lot more light comes to your vision. It occurs to you that everyone has been traveling in utter darkness, while you've seen through the eyes of the sun itself. Ray is staying incredibly close on your heels, but your ward had to have been walking blind. The young man trusts you completely. You appreciate it beyond words.

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>>4532744
By this evening, a search party would have been sent to wander through the depths. A single further delay could have cost the safety of all of your friends. You don't waste another second. With a haze of radiance over your eyes, it's difficult to make out much of anything, but at long last, you reemerge from the depths of the Church of Mercy. Angular walls stretch out in an incredibly narrow corridor. The rusted, broken, iron gate was totally dismantled, and set aside. Pillars of stone support lift up the depths of the castle's keeps. No one is propped alongside them, but there's evidence of days of watch. Myriad beds, cots, dishes, old candles, and parchment is scattered all around. Only one person is in sight. Sitting with his back to a nearby pillar— directly facing the door you've exited from— Walter "Professor Echo" Middleton has his razor-sharp feature buried in a book. He's wearing a pair of over-the-top, bright-yellow pajamas. A pair of disgustingly comfortable slippers are on his feet. His nightcap stretches down to the floor. He's using the tail of his hat as a bookmark, while reading through two of your old tomes at once. Both are open. So is his jaw.

The nobleman staggers to his feet. As a long-legged scholar, Professor Echo is easily the most useless man in your employ to help you get Harvey to the ground. "Harvey." He's speechless, but you all wordlessly manage to let the red lion down without incident. There's stammering. "Richard. What the fuck." Gesturing. "What the fuck—" He's caught somewhere between outrage, fury, morbid curiosity, one hundred thousand questions, and legitimate concern for your safety. Walter is smart enough to know what questions to ask, and first impressions mean a lot to him.

He makes a quick bow to Adwin. "Pleasure."

Adwin gives a weary smile in return. "A pleasure."

A firm poke at your chest (it feels spectacular), and a point to the pile of blankets he was wrapped up in. "Good morning, Mercy. Richard. Go sit your happy ass down. You trusted him to carry Harvey. I'm getting Harriet. Don't let me catch you awake when I get back."

The lunatic has already torn off his nightcap, and dropped it on your head. "We'll talk later."

He turns, doesn't even swipe up his lantern, and goes off running. "Don't make me swear on any Gods, Richard!"

You give him a casual wave, which puts a few more beams of light in your eyes. Commands are swiftly made to Ray, to get James gently set down.

Adwin collapses against a nearby wall, though he can't be sore.

It occurs to you that he's emotionally exhausted, so you sit right alongside him. It's so hard to feel anything, it takes you a minute to move the silly nightcap away from your face. You place yourself between Adwin and Ray, but take a minute to introduce your boy properly. Several more commands are made to watch you, in the event you pass out. Ray won't lay a paw on anyone. He nudges you to cuddle.

You're in good hands.

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>>4532757
>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>1] Request to be roused in a week, if you don't wake naturally before then. You trust they'll take care of everything, and you can't even imagine waking up after this.
>2] Trust your friend's judgement. They really do have your best interests at heart.

>B] Make a formal prayer to Dream. Ask for His union with Mercy. Ask for respite, grace, and recovery. You have mistreated Him over and over again, and won't presume to ask for anything further. Release the invocation to Mercy when you're finished, and put your faith in the Gods.

>C] You're driving yourself into an early grave, but stay with Mercy a moment longer. There's something you still want to say or do. (Write-in.)

>D] Write-in.
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>>4532759
>>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>2] Trust your friend's judgement. They really do have your best interests at heart.
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>4532759
>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>>1] Request to be roused in a week, if you don't wake naturally before then. You trust they'll take care of everything, and you can't even imagine waking up after this.
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>>4532759
>>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>2] Trust your friend's judgement. They really do have your best interests at heart.
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>>4532759
A2, B; Enjoy the sunrise, Adwin. We all deserve it.
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>>4532759
>>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>2] Trust your friend's judgement. They really do have your best interests at heart.


Adwin, promise me you will be here when I wake up.
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>>4532798
(You all spoil me. Seriously. Alright! Going with majority for A2 but will put a note about everything. Love the write-ins. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4532759
>A] Quickly write a note to Harriet and Walter. Address every single EXTREMELY urgent matter that requires their immediate attention. You'll release the invocation to Mercy right after.
>2] Trust your friend's judgement. They really do have your best interests at heart.
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>>4532806
>>4532808
https://youtu.be/MPbZGYdKgQM

A nearby piece of parchment gets swiped up, along with Walter's quill. To your moderate amusement, the ink flows with gold leaf as you write.

I am relying on a Goddess to pen these items. Do not postpone their address for anything. All other items in my schedule are to be cleared, if they are in ANY WAY a hindrance to the following:

-Ray may have gone without food or water for upwards of two days. Please look after him. Spoil him rotten. He deserves it.
-Mother Aimar's presence is required, as soon as humanly possible. If she cannot answer my summons, an EXPLICIT reason must be provided.
-James has lost twenty years of his life. He aided me in potentially granting salvation to an incubus of Storm, Dream, and Flesh. His work with an ancient demon of Spirit no doubt saved all of our lives. He is a hero, and I will not tolerate ANY mistreatment towards him, or anyone else in our company. ANYTHING they require will be provided for them. No exceptions.
-I entered my dungeons in the company of three friends. We have emerged in the company of another. My companion's name is Adwin. We have been through a living nightmare together. He does not require any material accommodations. Please do not tax him emotionally, or mentally. I promise to discuss his rescue, and condition, as soon as I am able. Do not disclose his presence here to ANYONE until I awake. I trust that a priestess of Spirit, and the foremost counselor of the Father of Mercy can recognize my SINCERE emphasis on the matter of his safety. Keep him here with me, if you must.
-A demon of Spirit resides within the dungeons of Mercy. She is ancient, likely of immense power, and is suffering intensely. I trust your work with mortal minds entirely, but this is Father Sullivan's expertise. I understand he has all of Murgate to answer to, and may be incapable of answering a call for aid— but if nothing else, his counsel is required. Her name is Aldreda. Any information he requires to aid in this affair is granted, with my blessing.
-I was visited by Dream, made a demand of Him, and have lived to tell the tale. A number of revelations regarding humanity's very nature, the Gods, our clergy, demons, and the Catalyst were gifted to me, thanks to His opportunity for interpretation. I would like to have James and Harvey present, alongside both of you, to discuss it all.

There is no denying the number of concerns we all must address. I could sleep for a week, but I trust your judgement entirely.

The Gods are Merciful.


It's dark, this far below. The flicker of a single lantern's light is a pleasant reminder of the heat of the day. Shadows of everyone present dance in long stretches off sharp stone walls. Almost blindly, you seal the letter in a fog of fatigue, and relief. "Adwin."

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>>4532876
The tension all through him has relaxed, and no darting glances are made to Ray. He's been watching you write with utter fascination. "Yes?"

"Promise me that you'll be here when I wake up."

A generous smile flashes at you. "I promise. Get some rest."

The blankets are nestled into. Ray demands that he get to join you as a makeshift pillow. You don't complain, and start a formal prayer to Dream as you drift off. You're not releasing the invocation to Mercy until the moment you're done.

The last audible words that leave your lips are a reverie. "Enjoy the sunrise, Adwin. We deserve it. We all do. Blessed be the Dream."

"Blessed be the day, Father. Blessed be the night."

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Several souls watch over you, deep in the darkness.

A pounding, throbbing, and incessant headache is at the edges of your mind. It registers long before anything else does. It's pain in your temples. Pain at the back of your head. Pain through every inch of your body.

Everything feels right. "Mercy...?"

"Guess again." It's Walter. He could not sound less amused. Sister Cardew is snickering.

"Walter." Your eyes drift open. Ray is still curled up beside you, fast asleep. The low lantern light nearby is like a knife straight through the eye closest to the flame. You wince, and try not to make any sound. It's impossible to see through the bleariness of a deep rest, and pain unlike anything you've ever felt before. You ache on such a fundamental level, your soul might as well be bruised. "Aa— Mercy— my damn letters—"

A cup of something is thrust at you. Harriet's voice is another forest fire, in the blaze that's every last synapse of your brain. "Taken care of. We'll get to it. This is water. I hear you haven't had any in six days. You should be dead. Drink. We'll talk."

The agony is only building. You can only think of one other thing. "Adwin?"

She shakes the cup obnoxiously. "Take the damn water, Richard."

You do. The artist pipes up. "I'm right here." It sounds like he's at least ten feet away, and concern is all through his tone. "He looks like he's in a lot of pain."

It's worth it for Sister Cardew to firmly repeat, "drink. You should be dead. I couldn't let you sleep even through the whole day, Richard. I'm sorry." She's entirely aware that every syllable is another spike of agony, and stops talking.

Walter doesn't care, and grumbles. "Get something for the pain, and we'll sort this out. I didn't want to get any of your clergy, with him here." He must be referring to Adwin. "James and Harvey are fine, by the way. They're just exhausted— but you are far worse off. We need to do something about this. We're not in the capital. This isn't a vacation. You can't just go sleeping for—"

Your reply is something between an inwards-hiss, a gasp, and a few extra sounds. It's unpleasant. He gets the picture. "Thank— nn— th-thank you, Walter."

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>>4532881
>A] This might be the last time in a VERY long time that what you eat and drink isn't controlled, so you might as well make it count. Conjure something that will completely deaden the pain, keep you awake, and set you straight. No half-measures— even if you're taking a risk. (A roll will be required.)

>B] Try to reassure your friends that you won't do anything that they can't manage. Conjure the painkiller you had during your first session with Sister Cardew. It's going to put your nerves at ease, and you don't mind loosening up in the company of your friends. (Your judgement may be compromised.)

>C] Endure a couple more moments of agony to assess your present situation with a (relatively) clear mind. You might have SERIOUSLY hurt yourself, and can tackle a little more pain before getting on with the night.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4532883
>>C] Endure a couple more moments of agony to assess your present situation with a (relatively) clear mind. You might have SERIOUSLY hurt yourself, and can tackle a little more pain before getting on with the night.

Try to figure out what exactly hurts. We are the Father of healing too, try do diagnose ourselves a bit.
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>>4532883
C; some butterscotch tea would be brilliant.
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>>4532883
>C] Endure a couple more moments of agony to assess your present situation with a (relatively) clear mind. You might have SERIOUSLY hurt yourself, and can tackle a little more pain before getting on with the night.
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(Thanks for your patience lads. Taking a break in the massive session to get some dinner, will be back shortly.)
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>>4532902
>>4532904
>>4532916
(Back and ready for action. A unanimous vote! Alright. Locking here, definitely noting those write-ins too. Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/x2EJSuD_9PI

You are the Father of healing. No matter how incredible it feels to mistreat yourself, you are going to stop, and take the time for once to actually look after your health.

The water is kicked back. It's the snow at the base of Folorast mountains. Ice upon your favorite lake. A winter breeze. It's a start, but you can do better, and get your flask.

Deep breath. You're not going to moan.

"Butterscotch tea. Aah—" You are not going to dwell on it. Settling for not making a scene is acceptable, as you quietly try to finish, "you— nn— you know the one."

A piping hot, light-yellow, and pleasantly sweetened blend floats up to the top of the container. Walter looks at it curiously, as relief crosses over your face. He seems to take heart from your respite. "What's that for?"

"It's dandelion. For inflammation. Nnnhn. Pain, swelling. Digestion, bile— ahh— and to— to help remove toxins."

There's at least twenty other things that you haven't listed, but it's useless. "There's much m-more to it."

You aren't going to speak at length until you do something about the pain, and at least will make the gesture at breakfast. A brief prayer to Agriculture is made under your breath.

You do not moan again, but want to. It tastes heavenly. The dandelion is just bitter enough. Honey, and vanilla. At least a tablespoon of ghee. It's clean, sweet, and caramelized. There's a little foam on top, that endlessly will replace itself to compliment the ideal ratio a normal cup would yield. You're not dying. Your body has simply been screaming from neglect, and overuse. Not having to worry about hunger or thirst for four years made it easy to forget just how crippling the absence of nutrition can feel, but there it is.

A (relatively) clearer mind. Another deep breath. A clinical disposition is taken. Triage. Pain management— in your case, at least— can be a complicated thing. The agony all throughout your temples and the back of your skull is primarily from dehydration. It already is getting relief. Sister Cardew made the right call. Making sure you don't sleep for days on end will help with chronic headaches, as no man should go without water for nearly a week at a time. You should be dead.

The remaining concerns are completely interconnected. You're not sick, or permanently injured. Your joints are aching, and the pit of your stomach might as well have been stabbed, but there's good reason for it. A week or two of soreness is understandable.

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Three weeks and some change of binging was manageable. A visit from Agriculture in-person was better, still. But you also pushed yourself beyond any mortal limits the very next day, when seeing to the demon of agony. The demon of interpretation attempted to corrupt you further. Persisting with Agriculture for four solid days should have been impossible. You do not regret keeping you and your friends alive in a den of poison, and sin— but you need to be objective. The amount of weight on you can be responsibly lost over time, but the sudden accrual of so much, so fast, is not normal. The human body is not built for it.

You lay back down, and look to the ceiling. You're softer than a teddy bear. Even while laying down— with a completely empty stomach— your belly can't be concealed by the blankets, robes, or anything else on you. It easily rests on your lap while sitting upright. There's no hiding it, or anything else that's changed about your appearance, and you can't quite mind. So you shift back upright, and allow yourself to groan. It feels incredible. Like a foundation for more.

The ache in your soul feels more like a stretch, more than a fracture. There's never been anything like it. You were able to push yourself beyond all limits. To persist with the Gods in a way that They wanted, for even longer than you had anticipated.

I don't have a limit.

It occurs to you that you have hardly stopped drinking, even for air. Your connection to Mercy and Agriculture is something that's running deeper than any possible connection of this world. You all transcended those aspects.

Mercy did recently mention how happiness is a funny thing. You can't help but grin. The pain all through you is a framework for achievement. The weight on you is fuel for your fire. The pleasure from both is highly inappropriate, and you love it all the same.

You fish out the pocket mirror James gave you, and pull a little at the bags under your eyes. They're like pits of self-neglect. The gaze within is utterly inhuman. Virtually no resemblance to a normal stare is reflected back at you. It's of man who's created new beings, confronted the Gods, calls the sun his lover, flirts with death, and has buried nearly thirty members of his family in less than a week.

You don't want to ever forget. These are reminders of who you are, and you don't draw back. Mercy may have seen fit to brighten the gold once more through your hair, but She wouldn't let anyone ruin your body. You're certain that this is something that can be mended, if you wish.

It's more than an invitation to challenge yourself. You're not mortally wounded. You did not suffer any catastrophic injury. You aren't crippled. It's going to hurt in plenty of ways, and you no doubt will have your image challenged— but this may be an opportunity to practice what you preach. Love. Compassion. Self-acceptance. Mercy.

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>>4533175
>A] Your friends are being quieter than death. Sigh, and let them vent. Put your foot down if necessary, but they probably have been worried sick.

>B] This is the house of Mercy, and you are setting a precedent right here, right now, for no verbal debasement. Your friends are always welcome to speak their minds, but they can do so in a civil way. The same goes for everyone else. This is as good a place as any to start making some changes.

>C] You are so relieved to be alive, and this is something readily manageable, you don't want to hear another word. Stress to your allies that you'll be alright, and get something for the pain. You can't make any plans until you find out about the situation at home. It's been nearly a week. You'd like to go somewhere a little brighter, while you're at it.
>1] Work at some poppy tea. It can still affect you, and you'd rather be more relaxed.
>2] A more potent version of the Green Fairy would kill a normal man, but you're starting off the night with something that will lift your spirits. (Make sure no one else drinks any, though. Seriously.)

>D] Write-in.
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>>4533179
We'll, I'm a bit conflicted with A and B, as both have merits. So I'll cop out and choose C. I'll do wish to give them Mercy, and let them speak their minds though.

C2, as I don't know what a Green Fairy is, but I'm willing to try :^)

Though if there is opposition, I don't mind trying another time.
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>>4533179
>B] This is the house of Mercy, and you are setting a precedent right here, right now, for no verbal debasement. Your friends are always welcome to speak their minds, but they can do so in a civil way. The same goes for everyone else. This is as good a place as any to start making some changes.

>D] Write-in.
Start planning out your exercise schedule for tomorrow, we've put on alot of weight, it's time to turn it into muscle and pay respects to Flesh.
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(The green fairy = common nickname for absinthe. You guys affectionately refer to it by its more fantastical nickname. Thujone is not normally present in significant amounts in the drink as-is, though the chemical can be capable of inducing euphoria, hallucinations, and other interesting effects in higher quantities. You guys would create a version actually capable of inducing a natural high, though it would absolutely kill a normal man. It is a convulsant, though your extraordinary sensitivity to natural substances would enable a controlled dose. When administered properly, these kinds of chemicals can act as a stimulant, rather than a depressant (as alcohol usually is.)

Conversely, opioids possess pain relieving properties, can induce euphoria, prevent withdrawal, and have had an EXTREMELY positive effect on Richard's behavior in prior threads. There is an incredibly high risk of addiction for individuals with poor impulse control. They act on different receptors from both stimulants, and depressants, making them particularly interesting for a guy who's immune to poison.


I totally don't research every physical thing you guys go through. Absolutely do not have an arsenal of shit like this. Nosir. :^)

Gonna leave the vote open for a bit, spending some time with my partner this evening, but should be able to still crank out some more writing tonight!)
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>>4533221
>>4533256
(Alright guys! Gonna knock out one more update tonight. Thank you guys for such an amazing turnout today! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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The night is young, and so are you. All of your issues can be tackled. You can start by setting a precedent for some changes to come. The utter silence from all of your friends can persist for a moment longer, while you force a steady breath, and mutter to your flask. "Fennel. Hyssop. Wild celery. Heavy on the grand wormwood. Enough calamus root to completely relieve the pain." Clarification is needed. "Let's not find out if this can still kill me. But up to that point. Please."

Walter looks at you like you're insane, and has some context. He's heard of a few of these plants before.

You give him a weary frown. "Please be civil." He really does have an active interest in learning anything. The concern comes from a good place, too. Waving the flask at him reveals the absence of steam. "This will not kill me." The absence of heat. "This— Mercy,— this should not hurt me, in any way." The absence of absinthe as anyone presently knows it. "This is to help. To heal."

Though the primary constituent of emerald-green drink should be wormwood, it is not just relief that you're after. Its bitterness is needed, to mellow out sweet flag. You can toy with the composition all you want, but concessions have to be made for how these herbs interact with one another, as well. Explaining all of this is not in Walter's best interest. He is no assassin. This particular blend would kill any normal man.

You don't want anyone duplicating it, but have complete faith in your Goddess— and knock back the flask like it's nothing. Normally, you'd melt sugar over the beverage. It's a fun ritual, and helps to further mellow the wormwood's bite. The sweetness is here in spades, and far more than what you'd usually use, to compliment an immediate, pungent blend of more spice than you've possibly ever ingested. The calamus root is initially sweet. There's cinnamon. Ginger. Nutmeg. But the aftertaste is unlike anything you've ever had. It's phenomenal. Strong enough to wake you right up.

Even your gluttony can make way for self-preservation. The single pull is potent enough for you to pause, and wait. You should be immune to toxin, yet you've felt the effects of it several times over in the last month. You're feeling it now. All of this experimentation is good for something.

https://youtu.be/ReTWbFfFlsg

You are protected from toxin. It's not a gift solely from the Goddess of poison. It is your collective love of bounty, death, suffering, poison, and protection from all of it. A tolerance.

It doesn't take more than a few minutes for pain-relief to kick in. Meanwhile, you propose finding a brighter place to find a meeting. James and Harvey were brought to actual beds, and need to be fetched.

(1/6. Hope the leader of the Church of Mercy is ready to get back in the saddle.)
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Everyone gets the watch-post cleaned up. There's no trace of your excursion, save for the broken iron gate. You'll address it later, and ensure Ray was looked after. (He has been spoiled, though not rotten, and is very happy to see you awake.) You get the remaining blood and paint off your robes. Wash your face.

Delight works its way into every motion. A dull pressure is in the back of your mind. Sensation still registers, and you know that the pain is somewhere in there, but there's no care for it at all. Nothing like your Relic.

You remember that you'd been relying on your Relic for pain relief, and try not to twitch.

This might be indicative of a greater problem.

You'll get to it. You make an active effort to take it easy, for now. This is incentive, and further inspiration. An opportunity! Despite only sleeping for a few hours in six days, there's green sparks inside of your skull. A green fairy puts a spring in your step, all through the lingering taste of mint and ethanol. You are not incapable of being drunk. It's that your tolerance is so astronomically high, your body would likely give out before your brain did. Ray gets to go on a normal walk, and you get to work a little more blood through your system. The intent to work on a normal exercise routine will be enacted tomorrow.

You've put on a lot of weight, but it can be a means of paying respect to Flesh. You've been stressing your joints, but it's also been building muscle. You spent months in the Church of Flesh, and know that Father Friedrich is allergic to excess. He'd sooner die than see one of his men go soft— but anyone knows that a flame needs fuel, in order to burn. You will need to shed the weight on you, before seeing the fruits of your labors. Fat turning into muscle is the stuff of Magic, or miracles. You're going to have to start with cutting enough bulk to improve your mobility, let alone to make proper use of your body, but there's lots that can be done. There's a plan in your mind's eye. A spark. It's enough to make something burn.

It's likely going to damage your ties to Agriculture. Something tells you that there is no tempering Her enthusiasm. You've been meaning to get to it. You will get to it, but there are more urgent tasks at hand.

You reconvene with everyone in the floors above. It's still several flights of of stairs beneath the first level of the church. A bright spot is created, in the depths of the keeps. Several lanterns are posted, candles are lit, and James and Harvey are fetched.

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>>4533575
Adwin has remained respectfully quiet, and you suspect he hasn't breathed a word in nearly a day. The artist's eyes are wide, in a familiar, unhinged way. He's seen things that only the two of you would believe, but still wants to take in the world all around. The high, stone walls. The countless holds for torches gone unlit. The foundations of your home, and their humble return to a more civilized age. The sharp angles fade to smooth rock, but the advanced architecture persists. It's the hallmark of another Father of the Church of Mercy, and you hope to one day familiarize yourself with every last one of their names. You give him an appreciative smile, which he returns, and you both settle at the head of a large, wooden table.

Ray is at your back. He's been given six different toys to chew on, and you check on him almost constantly to make sure he's still alright. Adwin seems to be making active attempts to get along better with your dog, and doesn't falter.

To your right is Harvey, who has yet to take off his armor. He's cleaning it with an old rag, and trying to buff out a streak of blue paint across his forearm. There's something paler than death on his face, and you know he's disturbed beyond measure by everything you witnessed together. He's keeping it together, like he always does, but doesn't look up for an instant from his work.

To his right is James. James is pissed. James is staring down Adwin like he could skin him alive. James looks like he's been dragged through a living nightmare and back, and been the only one to come out seriously for the worse from it. James stabs a knife into the center of the table, and seethes. "Hey. Would you look at that? Wonder how someone would interpret an open display of aggression?"

To the right of James is Walter. There is an unspoken policy at meetings: James sits between at least two other, more reasonable individuals. Walter flicks a wadded up piece of parchment from his hands at the blade in the table, and sneers, "disrespect for Father Anscham's things? Honestly. You're making a fool of yourself— and I do mean more than usual."

Harriet is sitting opposite the men at the table, occupying the entire left side. She's flanked by several dozen stacks of paper. It looks exhausting, but she's also buzzing with energy. There's order, and business to attend to. "Letters, Richard."

You're not going to tolerate any chaos. You twitch at the prospect of delaying your mail for even a second, but you are Merciful. "There are going to be many changes in the coming days. Civil behavior will be one of them." The rest of the liquor can wait. You put the flask away. Some tension you hadn't noticed earlier drops from Walter's shoulders. "That said, everyone should have the opportunity to speak their mind."

"Are you alright," Walter inquires, almost before the last of your words even leave your lips.

"Much better," you reply.

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>>4533584
"How many times, Richard?" He's looking you over, and making a gesture in a tacky mockery of prayer. "This isn't Mercy."

"I need you to be civil, Walter."

He tosses another wadded up piece of paper at the knife on the table. "I would never withhold an answer from you. Don't you dare do the same to me."

"It was not so much the number, as the duration." You pause. "Since I left, you mean?"

"Since I last saw you."

"Agriculture?"

"Great. We'll start with Her. Sure."

"Twice."

"I hear you spent more Time with Her than without."

"Yes."

"You fucked up, Richard." He's trying with every fiber of his being to be kind, but there's a fine line to Walter's lips, finer lines around his eyes, and everyone present seems relieved that he's the one doing the talking. "You fucked up. You have no idea how hard we all have been working in your absence. Harriet has been killing herself to help with your image."

He throws another wad of paper at the knife on the table. It dawns on you that they are pieces of very fine papyrus. It's so wasteful, you can't help but ask, "where did you—"

"Elders," Walter spits. "I have been making an address to the city's elders. They don't want to hear from you. They don't want to see you. They are refusing a meeting, unless a formal gathering can be held. A public discourse. They've called for Father Pevrel. They want to arrange for a hearing, to have you expelled from the city. They don't believe that you're, well— you."

Your grimace could cut glass. "Pardon me?"

Everyone is dressed for warm weather, and has no indication of getting any sleep tonight on them. Walter alone is wearing a large traveling coat, and has lined all of his pockets with more paper. Another wad is tossed, which bounces off the knife. "You don't even know the half of it. They think that you're an imposter. They don't want to hear anything about the man who thinks he can seize a castle, occupy it with enemies to the King, claim to be the missing hero from Calunoth, and go around looking like some spoiled nobleman. I thought it was going to be impossible before. Look at you."

Harvey looks straight at Walter, instead. "You have n-no fucking id-dea what we went th-through."

You sigh. "I want to keep this civil. Please make an attempt to understand."

Turning his nose up, Professor Echo makes a point of staring straight down at the red lion. "I understand completely. Harvey, I thought you were supposed to protect him—"

A single, swift sweep of Harvey's leg knocks Walter's chair out from under him. You've never heard a more delighted, "woops!" in all your life.

There's a shout, and a crash. No one makes any motion to stop the fall, but James laughs hysterically.

The red lion gives you a grin. "Huh. G-guess I forg-got. I'm such an id-diot."

"Fuck you," Walter wheezes, dragging himself up off the floor.

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You pinch the busted bridge of your nose, and try to maintain your patience. "This is not an issue. Our lives were at stake, and we have accomplished—"

A fist is slammed down on the table.

Everyone goes silent, as your research partner glares at you. "I know. I'm not talking about that. Acknowledge the words coming from my mouth, Richard. There's something wrong with you. You've been getting worse. We're not all hopped up on the same shit. We were supposed to test this. Measure it. Keep you on the level. I've been working my hands to the fucking bone to get things on track. Harriet and I want to take care of our baby, and it's not even safe to leave the keep. I won't say another word about any of the dozens of things that are stacked up on my plate, until you tell me, plain and simple, why I shouldn't start hounding you every time you try to clean yours." His face is red. He's furious. You try to not get offended. "This isn't something you're going to lose in a day, or a month. You're dependent on Them, Richard, and They're doing worse things than rotting your mind—"

There's a limit. "Walter. I hear you."

It's not that your friends don't want to interject. James goes to open his mouth a few times, but thinks twice about it, until the rant is finished. He sweeps the knife off the table, and picks up one of the letters. He laughs a little to himself, and fires a venomous look right at Walter. "The Church of Vengeance, huh?"

Daggers aren't as cutting as the reply. Despite everything, Walter is still trying to be civil. "I said we will GET TO IT, James." More knives are fired at you, from a pair of heavily bagged eyes. "I'm going to lose my fucking mind here, Richard. I don't want to harp on you, but this is— what were you planning on doing if the castle comes under attack? If someone comes after me, or Harriet? What about your work in the city? I don't give a shit how uncomfortable I'm making you. I'm sick just looking at you."

Sister Cardew chucks a pen across the table, which flicks right off of Walter's forehead. He doesn't even recoil, as the priestess snips, "that was unnecessary." A weary, an understanding glance fires to you for only an instant. "You look unstable. I understand. There will be virtually no Time to divulge any reasoning behind your work, though. Not in the days ahead. Neither your connection to the Gods, nor your work with almost any other." Her stare goes straight back to Walter. "He wouldn't have held a meeting in secret if he wasn't aware."

A biting glance from everyone present is directed straight at Adwin.

(Home stretch, 5/6!)
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>>4533592
You fire a warning stare back. It dawns on you that there is so much to cover here, it might be impossible to address it all in a single sitting.

Walter winds up taking his frustration out on the furniture. A few nails drag on the table. You recall him flipping tables before. It's not the Time to reprimand him for the destruction of property. He mutters, "it doesn't matter how aware any of us are. I'm not wasting another fucking second on plans. He's thrown half of mine in the trash. This is bullshit." The cold, hard stare of judgement is boring down on you. "Mother Aimar isn't coming. Neither is Father Sullivan, and neither is Father Wilhelm. Atticus said he'd send Teddy if he could, but that it's too dangerous. Too dangerous for Teddy!"

Your heart drops. You miss the priest of Dream terribly. He's one of the most valorous, and noble men you've ever met. Not being able to meet him on the road was bad enough. For him to be unable to come here—

"Do you hear this shit?! Are you even LISTENING to me?!"

You are not even going to sigh. "I'm listening."

Harriet is visibly agitated, and adjusts some seemingly random papers. She stares Walter down, as a nearby candle catches on the lenses over her eyes. "You're being ridiculous. There are plenty of ways to deal with this situation."

Walter snaps. "Stop sugar-coating it. Stop. You're not helping." He actually points a finger at you, and starts to make some accusation.

James faux-gasps, loudly enough to cut the scholar short. Klepto gives you a wink, while audaciously mimicking Walter's motion right back at him.

Irate beyond all measure, Walter's finger drops. "Shut the fuck up, Klepto."

"No," he leers, propping his feet up on the table.

The wind is taken right out of Walter's sails. He obviously wants to go on a tirade, and is holding back. There's muttering.

The promise ring on your hand is fussed with. All of the energy in you is rapidly reverting to anxiety. You just buried nearly thirty men and women who resented working for you, and this is a VERY poor way to remember them. But you have been through entirely too much shit to not change. You're going to be better. To set the best example you can. You resolved with Mercy to make a few changes, here at home. This is where you start.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4533599
>A] It goes against every fiber of your being, but give Walter the floor. Let him criticize the Gods. You're in the company of skeptics, heathens, and beings who defy metaphysics themselves. Your dog won't mind, either. It's obvious that he won't be consolable if he can't speak his mind.
>1] Do everything in your power to shove down any outrage. Let Walter vent. He's making a fool of himself, but you'll address his concerns as you see fit.
>2] Allow yourself to argue right back. You can keep this to a civil discussion, and keep some reigns on the situation, without permitting your primary counselor to fly completely off the handle.
>3] Leave the floor open for everyone to voice their grievances. You're a bridge to the Gods. Act like one.

>B] It sounds like Harvey and James have recounted a good deal of your collective exploits, but EVERYONE present is missing huge swathes of the total picture. Particularly with Adwin. You're acutely aware that retelling every experience you have has been a luxury for the last (many) months. You might have to accept a loss of total understanding.
>1] But not today, dammit. Everyone present is getting the full picture of what transpired this last week, even if it takes half the night. Make some beer for the boys. You, James, and Harvey meant to go over this, anyways. See if Harriet wants anything, too. They're getting comfortable, and no one is going ANYWHERE until you're all on the same page.
>2] The urgency and stress of your occupation is unavoidable. Try to reconcile things, but skip the details. Summaries miss out on a LOT of context, and it could hurt the overall picture, but your fear of Time is still pressing. Enough to risk Walter still being furious.

>C] No. No, fuck this. Not again. You're seeing your LETTERS. Shut down Walter, shut down everyone. You're seeing every last one of those stupid little notes on the table, the correspondence, and all the sheets Harriet brought for your attention. YOU are getting the full picture, and everyone else will wait.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4533604
>C] No. No, fuck this. Not again. You're seeing your LETTERS. Shut down Walter, shut down everyone. You're seeing every last one of those stupid little notes on the table, the correspondence, and all the sheets Harriet brought for your attention. YOU are getting the full picture, and everyone else will wait.
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>>4533604
>C] No. No, fuck this. Not again. You're seeing your LETTERS. Shut down Walter, shut down everyone. You're seeing every last one of those stupid little notes on the table, the correspondence, and all the sheets Harriet brought for your attention. YOU are getting the full picture, and everyone else will wait.

>D] Write-in.
By the gods Walter, Fine, I'll restart my exercise training fist thing tomorrow. *Thank you* for being so polite about how much weight I've put on.
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>>4533604
>>C] No. No, fuck this. Not again. You're seeing your LETTERS. Shut down Walter, shut down everyone. You're seeing every last one of those stupid little notes on the table, the correspondence, and all the sheets Harriet brought for your attention. YOU are getting the full picture, and everyone else will wait.

I will give you all the full picture at a later time, for now I need to *know*. I know I'm fatter, and it's not JUST because of Agriculture.
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>>4533796
(Overslept so much, oh boy. Back in the saddle now. Unanimous vote, write-ins work just fine! Vote is locked, writing now!)
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>>4534160
I would like to mention that we're going to have to deal with this eventually. Bit u do agree that we should get the full picture of the situation out of the way before we address their concerns (and I'm sure there's many.)
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>>4534174
(Gotchu boss.)
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>>4534160
https://youtu.be/RjmQdASJRws

"No," you mutter in reply. "No. Not again."

Everyone's eyes are on you. They can't wait.

You are the embodiment of faith, and patience, and politeness. "By the Gods. Walter. I will give you the complete picture at a later time." He immediately goes to protest. You fire him a glare so cutting, the reply never leaves him. "I am fully aware that this needs to be dealt with. Let me remind you that I have a city to run. My intent— from the moment first I left— was to utilize my work to better aid the people." You swipe one of the crumpled notes up. "I know you all are worried. Thank you for voicing your concern, and for your honesty. I know that I'm fatter. I have every intention of resuming a regular workout routine, starting first thing tomorrow."

Everyone present knows it isn't your activity level that's to blame. Walter makes every indication that he wants to protest, but he still respects you a great deal, and doesn't interrupt further.

Patience is a virtue. "This is not only the consequence of my relationship with Agriculture. You know me better than this, Walter. You are also missing a great deal of the picture. We will get to it. Please— please. I ask that you please trust me."

Walter settles down. You've got his curiosity, and it will have to do. Enough at least to not verbally protest, and you collect the letters he's carelessly crumpled and tossed away. "I swear, we will address your concerns, but I need to make myself clear. Tonight we are setting a precedent for our work here. All of us, together. I must know not only what has transpired under my roof, but— but also what concerns are raised in my absence. The correspondence made to me has been penned with purpose. Obscuring, withholding, and outright destroying the letters sent to me is tantamount to sabotage of— of everything that we have all worked for." Your grimace deepens. "Please empty your pockets, Walter."

Guilt sets thirty more pieces of wrinkled paper on the table. He makes a show of taking off his jacket. Between the candlelight, and the Time of year, it's particularly warm beneath the keep. "You can't have the Time to go over every single thing addressed to you. This is exactly what I'm talking about."

"I trust you and Sister Cardew to disseminate your findings, Walter, but this comes first." The priestess deserves an attempt at a softer expression, at the very least. You quietly ask Harriet, "you would have only brought these—" A gesture, to the stacks of parchment all around her. "—to my attention if they merited it."

She's completely unphased by the entire debacle. The devotee to knowledge is pleased with herself. With you. "I knew you could handle yourself." She's speaking about much more than the conversation. An almost-imperceptible glance goes to Adwin. "We will get to everything, yes."

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>>4534329
"Thank you." You neatly slide over and set aside enough wrinkled, loose pages to compose half of a book.

Sister Cardew is beaming. It's making you nervous. She only gets like this when there's a headache waiting for you. "The correspondence from Eadric's counsel is a fine place to begin. They have been badgering Walter from the moment he reached out to them, of course."

You lay out every page, side-by-side. It covers half of the table. The reason for Walter treating them so carelessly is instantly apparent. Every note is almost identical. They are all made in different handwriting, upon different pieces of vellum, but they are ultimately the same message. It's a list of charges. They were being tossed onto the table out-of-order, so you neatly arrange them in what seems to be a chronological order. It seems that the last week has doubled the initial, apparent grievances against you.

The professor in your midst unfolds one, clean note from within his coat pocket. "This was the most recent. Arrived this afternoon. They've been delivering them through the guard."

It's flowery, and incredibly difficult to parse. An older model of the common tongue. Haughty. There's a lengthy diatribe reminding you why— in the absence of the present leader of the Church of Mercy— the Church of Vengeance's lead presides over all matters of judgement in Corcaea. That even if your identity has been mistaken, Father Pevrel's counsel is required. That the city leaders have overstepped no boundaries in seeking to establish who is residing within Eadric's keeps. That your immediate shelter within the castle has raised more questions, than answers. That no matter how much of an ordeal the excursion from Calunoth to Eadric may be, that a week-long absence in the city is unacceptable.

This is typical. They're already trying to tell you how to run thing (again). You double-check the other notes, and confirm that they've kept the same consistent verbiage throughout the last week's correspondence.

The current charges (under the ridiculous assumption that you are not Father Richard Anscham, leader of the Church of Mercy):
- Extended occupation of the Church of Mercy, without being granted permission to reside therein by Father Anscham or King Magnus 'the Merciful'.
- Seizure of the Church of Mercy.


You immediately have to stop. "Have there been any attempts at forcible entry?"

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>>4534333
Harriet doesn't miss a beat. She couldn't seem more in her element. "No. I was happy to inform any possible entrants that the doors of the Church of Mercy are open to anyone. Sister Superior Tirel has been invaluable in addressing any complaints made regarding the legitimacy of hers and Sister Corbon's presence here. In every event that you were unavailable. Brother Fergant has been acting as a neutral mouthpiece, on their behalf. The presence of the clergy you brought from Calunoth has bolstered our claim tenfold. No citizen of Eadric can strike at the Church of Defense. We are protected. That is the issue. That is why Father Pevrel has been summoned."

- Obstruction of Eadric's affairs. Investigation into the legitimacy of the Church of Mercy's current occupation could not be conducted, in absence of a direct response from the accused.

You really should be having an audience with your people every single day, but this wouldn't be the first Time you've had an extended absence. "This is absurd."

"They want to waste your Time," Walter snaps, "and to make it impossible for you to conduct your affairs. This should have been easy enough to reconcile. That's really not the meat of it, though." The scholar is incredibly pale. Everyone present is, from rarely venturing out of doors. These are friends you've made in the dark, and the world still does not seem ready for them. You all are thought as madmen, and a threat to the nation by most citizens. A King's pardon will not undo public opinion.

- Association with enemies to the crown, thereby allying with usurpers of Eadric's order, and function.
- Failure to release returnees from the ruins to the Church of Spirit.


There is a lengthy diatribe about how Sister Cardew is inadequate. You nearly tear the paper to pieces, but instead clench at it. Your heart sinks. This is news. "This says you've been removed from the Church of Spirit."

"Oh, yes," Harriet grins. It's sadistic. Vindictive. Walter is picking off entire chunks of the table now.

Your chest is aching. "When...?"

"I found out yesterday. Marjorie seized authority in Murgate. During Sullivan's absence. He is likely facing an even more dire situation at home than ours, here. My big sister seems to take issue with my career choices." Sharks have fewer pointed teeth. "We'll get to it."

James fires a look of newfound respect towards the petite young woman, but keeps quiet. There's still more, and you are not going to stop until you see to all of your damned letters.

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- Assuming authority in absence of the leader of the Church of Mercy.
-- Request for 100 forces removed from Calunoth, in the wake of Father Anscham's work, and continued reduction of capability throughout the Church of Mercy's forces. (This has to be— at least in part— a bold-faced lie. You know you spoke with Mercy at the start of the week, and reconciled Her issues with being invoked.)
-- Misinformation provided to the guard of Eadric's keeps. (Walter seems particularly proud of this.)
-- Obstruction of care to the sick and dying of the city. (Sister Corbon was instructed to heal them by any means necessary.)
-- Unnecessary attempt at requisition of forces from Father Bennett. Disregard for the Church of Storm's recent loss. (Brother Murdac was murdering scum, and died in the street like the dog he is.)
-- Interference with reconstruction at the Morinburn. (Irefist is a hard worker, but not the most social of sailors.)
-- Failure to utilize proper channels for correspondence with the Church of Agriculture. (What even are the correct channels? Have they developed some system?)
-- Inability to recognize the authority of the city's counsel in regards to finance. (Sister Superior Tirel IS the correct authority.)


You breathe. They are spinning virtually every attempt you're making at law, order, and decency into a nightmare. The fact of the matter is simple. "This is treason."

You resist another urge to crumple up the note yourself. It's concluded with a lengthy explanation as to why the aforementioned charges are sufficient grounds to escalate the affair, and to request the judgement of Father Pevrel personally. The primary cause for concern in a normal address of the issue is the potential loss of life. An attempt made at forcibly seizing you from the Church of Mercy would "no doubt be met with violence and extreme prejudice of a caliber formerly unseen by mankind. Minimizing the threat of a potential outbreak is of the utmost..." Your eyes glaze over. It's nonsense.

Multiple accusations are made regarding the mental integrity of Sister Cardew, Sister Tirel, Sister Corbon, Brother Fergant, and Brother Durville- but none of the Willoughby sisters are mentioned. Dread drenches you. You have to ask, "the triplets?"

Harriet assumes a neutral expression. She must be horrifically upset. "They had the wisdom to keep their heads down." So they have been doing nothing to meddle. Nothing to help, either. "You'll have a neutral party." It's help in a different form.

"They likely anticipated this," you mutter. "Mauseburg houses at least one clergy member of Dream, Storm, Spirit, and Time at all times." You can't take heart, with the hope of extended travel. "They could be here within days. They'll take the river upstream, in the event of an emergency. There is simply no Time to address any of these issues— to address any of these issues properly."

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>>4534342
"There's really not," Walter sneers. "That's what I'm saying. Planning and plotting is wasting what little we already have. There will be a hearing. Father Pevrel is coming. He'll have forces with him. Harriet and I have been consolidating and revising all of this for the whole fucking week, trying to shrink down what you'd have to deal with when you got back." He's back to digging his nails into the table. "I want to know what the fuck you were doing down there so badly I could scream, Richard. I don't want to sit here and insult you. We have infinitely more important things to address, but that's. My. Point. You knew what to expect when you got here, but this? We can't ignore them. They're coming."

You don't want to hear it. There's a final note, at the bottom of the page. A footnote.

The decree issued in regards to Father Anscham's missing clergy will be temporarily suspended. Investigation, judgement, and appropriate action will be carried out on behalf of Father Nicholas Pevrel, leader of the Church of Vengeance.

You feel sick. Extremely sick. The kind of sick that comes from being in a small room with twenty-eight decomposing bodies.

The letter is set down.

They're going to find out. They know that my clergy has been absent, but only Mercy, Agriculture, Ray, and I witnessed what has happened to them. They're going to say that I did it. They're buried in my own cell. They want to pin this on me. Again.

>A] Everyone present should know that Father Pevrel is likely going to charge you with the murder of fifty-six people, along with every other sin you're actually guilty of expressing. You can explain. Now would probably be a good Time. (Feel free to bolster this with any additional thoughts.)
>1] The full picture. It's okay to be upset. Everyone here is going to be, too.
>2] There isn't enough liquor in all the world for this. Keep it brief, keep it together, and ask your friends for their take.

>B] Sister Cardew lost her family in Murgate, but is trying to make a new one here. Try to gather your composure for long enough to say something.
>1] Walter is terrified for her even leaving the keep, and is devastated that you might not be able to protect them both easily. Ask Harvey what can be done.
>2] Express your sympathy. Be sincere. You can make a minute, and keep it brief. You WILL get to this properly, but it will have to be another day.

>C] YOUR FUCKING LETTERS. You can't be more relieved to actually see correspondence in Time to do something about it. Shove down the nausea, the questions, the urge to order anyone around, and all of your righteous frustration. Keep reading.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4534351
>C] YOUR FUCKING LETTERS. You can't be more relieved to actually see correspondence in Time to do something about it. Shove down the nausea, the questions, the urge to order anyone around, and all of your righteous frustration. Keep reading.
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>>4534351
>>C] YOUR FUCKING LETTERS. You can't be more relieved to actually see correspondence in Time to do something about it. Shove down the nausea, the questions, the urge to order anyone around, and all of your righteous frustration. Keep reading.

Calm down. This is no the time for emotion, we KNOW what they are trying to do, justice is on our side, we just need to do what we do best and make people see the light. The King has our back, worst case scenario we make an appeal to him to sort this all out. I am actually looking forward to meeting Pevrel, if we play this right we could end up with one more ally by the end of it. *We've done nothing wrong, we are the Father of honesty.*
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>>4534351
A1; as much as I don't enjoy the prospect, it has to be done. They deserve to know what transpired.

B1; is definitely worrisome, and must be rectified. For our friends sake.

I want to do C, but I assume this is the most worrisome news. Everything else can be handled after.
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>>4534373
If this conflicts with the other votes, it can be brought up later. This isn't the time to dally, after all.
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>>4534373

We can't assume what the most worrisome news is before we hear all the news. If the rest of the quest is anything to do by the actual problems are probably hidden at the bottom.
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(You guys are so great. Tragically I have to change the oil in my car. Hope the beefy update tides you all over for a bit, I'll be back as soon as humanly possible. Vote is open until then!)
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>>4534351
I will like to point out, that we should endever focusing on the people of Eadric, as gaining their support (however hard) would be immensely beneficial. It'll atleast eliminate a significant portion of our problems.
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>>4534380
Oh boy, gonna need some more butterscotch tea for this then. Anybody else want some?
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>>4534390

I would normally agree but I have reason to believe they are acting in bad faith and might be in cahoots with the cunt brothers. Why else tell obvious lies like that? They know what they are doing.

>>4534397

Welcome to the pain train buddy, we lost the brakes on it thread 4. We are just getting started, can't wait to have to explain whatever the fuck Adwin is at some point and why the door to the dungeons is ripped open.
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>>4534426
Well, it just means we have to govern so well as to change their minds. (Don't exactly know how we're going to do that, but it's best to keep a positive attitude about it, right?)

What action could we take to alleviate their concerns(they all can't be made in bad faith, right?), or make them seem so ridiculous as to inquire about their wellbeing? What could we do to get the people on our side? How can we locate the source of our problems (meaning our tormentors)?

How can we get ahead of these problems?
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>>4534456

We must keep in mind these are the elders, and not the entire population. Our best bet might be getting to the hearts of the common people, directly. We know a lot about agri so maybe we could work the fields with them, it would be a great work out too. But that is for the future, right now we NEED to find a way to survive this audit with Pevrel. If we do that we have a really strong base to work with. The king and father of Vengeance being ok with everything would make us a lot more trustworthy. There is really no way around this, we just need to grind everyone's opinion of us little by little.
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>>4534498
(Inhaling this discussion, it's soooo gooood. C will take precedence for the next post's actions but I'll incorporate as much as possible! Vote is locked. Back at home for the rest of the night, too. Writing now!)
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https://youtu.be/kXEeyajJvwY

You're not going to get sick.

My FUCKING letters. There's Time here. Time to take action. Time to read. Time to take action. This is no Time for delays, questions, orders, or emotion. Especially not emotion. Calm down.

Walter needs to hear this. "We are not going anywhere until I have looked at all of my return correspondence. You cannot fathom how worried I am for all of your safety. But I will not take any questions, counsel, or suggestions on this matter until I have the entire picture. You're welcome to join me for tea, in the meantime."

Completely disbelief drops his jaw, with more outrage than the scholar is capable of immediately articulating. You don't pay any attention to the nonverbal abuse. You take a couple of minutes for yourself, some butterscotch tea, and your sanity. What's left of it, anyways.

Aldreda has phenomenal taste. So do you. The tea sincerely helps. It's soothing to an extreme, and you allow yourself to get lost in thought. No one gives you a hard Time. You need it. This is only the beginning. Walter eventually knocks over his chair, and goes to retrieve some cups for everyone else present. There's some mumbling about not having eaten anything in two days, anyways.

The explanations that you are desperate to give will have to wait. The crushing weight of your station drove you beyond any point of despair in years past. You're a mess. You have been for nearly a year. Most men would have collapsed in on themselves several times over from any one thing you've been through, in all the years past, but at least you had the reigns. It's enough to choke on. The crushing, suffocating grip of a demon's hands are not around your throat, now, but they might as well be. You're not being belittled and beaten by a monster, and have to keep reminding yourself of that same fact.

Remigius isn't here.

Walter is your friend, and he means well. There's no blood, and no drugs. The absinthe was replaced with tea a few minutes ago, and you are the only one putting something in your body. It doesn't have to be agony. There's no curse on you.

I'm still being tortured.

Ostedholm is halfway across the country. Your strongest allies are looking after your worst enemy. If your experiences have taught you anything, it's that the worst of your problems are buried beneath the rubble. This may appear to your friends to be your most pressing concern, but you don't want it to be. Demons were easier. You left for the ruins to die because of the responsibility at home, and everything you've been through, but it's only since you've been gone that things have become worse.

(You guys want info, you got info. Another 1/4.)
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>>4534746
You don't want to make any assumptions. So you'll dig deep. There's unwavering optimism, buried beneath all the bodies you've buried this week. You're the Father of honesty. You're fully aware that you have no idea what you're doing. You were a prisoner for most of your life, and were thrust into one of the greatest responsibilities any man alive could face. It's that very fact that has earned you respect.

The people know how hard you have worked. That you've bled, wept, and prayed for them. That your ceaseless pursuit of answers will drive you to self-destruction, if it means saving even one more life. The titles you hold has always been in service to another. You've healed thousands, and saved so many more. You've killed one hundred demons for every soul you've tried to save. The defender of Eadric is more than a protector of the common man. You're a farmer's son. You want to work the fields. You want to be out there, getting dirt under your nails, and learning who is the bedrock of your home.

You pour some tea out for your friends gathered around a humble, wooden table. Working your body will have to wait. They'll look after theirs, and learn to mind your Time. A few polite "thank you's" are murmured, from a group of individuals who seem completely ashamed of themselves for making things harder on you than they already are. There's a lot more calm all through your frame, and no denying that the off-kilter look in your eyes isn't leaving any Time soon.

"This isn't bad," Walter mumbles. It dawns on you that he looks thinner than when you last saw him, even a week past. He probably has been neglecting himself again. The ponytail his hair is tied back in is stringy, and unwashed. He's likely being doing little else but working on your behalf. His outrage is understandable.

"We can't trust them," you say. "They may be allied with the—" A strong urge to swear is swallowed. More tea goes with it, and is a lot sweeter. You take a deep breath, with vanilla, and a more level tone. "—the former Brothers who have sought to be my undoing. I know— I know that they want to use me as a puppet. I know that they want to lead by my hands. My elders know that their accusations are unfounded. They will seek to cover their own actions, and their own livelihoods, by any means necessary. But they are forgetting something terribly important."

The sheer amount of confidence you're radiating eases most of the nerves around the table. Everyone present is too traumatized, exhausted, and stressed out to engage in casual conversation. They seem grateful for an excuse to keep their mouths occupied. Adwin sat down beside Ray at some point, and was cautiously attempting to play with him. He pauses. Professor Echo has his nose buried in a wooden mug, and simply looks to you for your answer, rather than to offer his own take.

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>>4534750
"While their accusations may service some twisted reasoning— this is the city of truth, and I am the Father of Honesty. Justice is on my side. I am— honestly, I am looking forward to meeting Father Pevrel."

Harvey laughs to himself. "Fig-gures."

You give him a weary smile. "We may be at odds, but he— he may still be my ally. Mercy and Vengeance are innately opposed, yes. But neither of us should fear the other. I've done nothing wrong—"

Several noises are made around the table, as Harriet snorts into her tea, James tries not to laugh, Harvey coughs, and Walter outright snickers, "ahahaa."

Adwin and Ray give you a perplexed glance. You will not falter. You tilt the flask towards everyone present, and remind them, "no man shall take the life of another without vindication. I have sought redemption for you all in the name of righteous, equal, and fair treatment. Mercy, Agriculture, and Spirit have all personally vouched for my right to lead— and our King would not have reinstated me if my personal conduct was unfitting of my station. I am His hands, and He remains my foremost supporter."

You nod to Harriet, and make a brief gesture to the papers all around. She gladly organizes them further, and begins sliding the material over. You conclude, "I can make an appeal, if necessary. You are absolutely correct, Walter. There is no getting around any of this. It will take Time to mend my image in the eyes of the people, but I will see to it. Little by little."

There's enough material here to keep you occupied all night. The security of the soon-to-be-parents here must be rectified. "Harvey? I know Walter and Harriet are safe here, in our company, but can you please ensure— if any additional measures are required for our collective safety. I do not want to dither."

Your knight knocks back the last of the tea in hand, and excuses himself from the table. There's a hand instantly on the hilt of his sword, and a nearby lantern is swept up. "Yep. I'll b-be right b-back."

He'll feel a lot better for the action, too. You let out a heavy sigh. "Thank you." He's striding quickly enough away that his cloak billows after his back. A call is made after him. "The Gods are Merciful, Harvey—!"

A casual wave is a shadow over his shoulder. The clank and clatter of his footsteps echo down the hall, as you unseal a number of envelopes. They're from your fellow church leads. Literacy is rare in Corcaea, but the distance between you all is great. Privacy is a treasure. Your heart soars. Love is all over you, as you practically sing to Sister Cardew, "these have yet to be read."

She's paler than death. "I would have. They just arrived. The minute I heard from Walter. You only told me to write to them less than a few hours ago."

You blink. "Pardon me?"

That's right. This doesn't make any sense.

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>>4534755
All of the envelopes simply have "To Father Anscham" written upon their face. No seal that you recognize. You look to the stacks behind Sister Cardew, and realize that the majority of the correspondence is in light blue, lilac, and lavender. A little sand is on the edges of the letter in hand, beneath the wax. The grit elicits a small noise from Adwin, who shifts at your back. His eyes are as wide as yours.

The papyrus within is so ancient, it crunches underhand as you extract it. There's dust in the air, that smells staler than the realm of a demon. Upon the crumbling note is writing, by Mother Aimar's unmistakable hand. Small letters, pressed so firmly into the paper, it's as if she's tried to carve the message into stone. Sand is in thick chunks at the bottom of the envelope. There's a few wads of blood within that have clumped it together. The reply must be in response to your request for her presence. You swallow hard.

It's only three words, jotted so hard into the parchment that she's nearly torn through the other side. The first two are a contraction, as if she couldn't even take the Time to write it all out: "I'm busy."

>A] You're not touching this shit with a ten-foot pole. Try not to have a panic attack. You don't have Time to wind down. There's so much to do here. There are actually more pressing matters at hand. Apologize to James, and swear on all the Gods that you WILL make a proper address to Mother Aimar, once this matter with Father Pevrel is resolved.
>1] Swear— just this once— and move on. (Feel free to write in any expletives. It's understandable.)
>2] Spike the tea— just this once— and move on. (Feel free to make any suggestions for how much to dull your nerves, or anything you want to offer to your friends.)

>B] Get properly upset, and spend some more Time on the matter. James CANNOT wait. Accept that this is going to take all night, and that you're immediately getting distracted.
>1] Give the letter to Adwin. Don't explain anything to your friends just yet. You're dating this, interpreting it, and making some sense of it. (A roll will be required.)
>2] Ask Harriet, Walter, and James for as much information as humanly possible. Anything they know about the matter.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4534773
A2 take priority (just the butterscotch tea thank you), but have a quick B1 to get some initial understanding and have my curiousity sated. You spoil me with questions and mysteries, good sir.
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>>4534773
>A] You're not touching this shit with a ten-foot pole. Try not to have a panic attack. You don't have Time to wind down. There's so much to do here. There are actually more pressing matters at hand. Apologize to James, and swear on all the Gods that you WILL make a proper address to Mother Aimar, once this matter with Father Pevrel is resolved.
>1] Swear— just this once— and move on. (Feel free to write in any expletives. It's understandable.)

I feel like swearing to the high heavens, but they don't deserve that. There must be a GOOD explanation for it though. Gotta try and keep a clear head, we ain't done yet.
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>>4534795
>>4534963
(Hell yes dudes. Gonna keep this simple, for a cursory look. Vote is locked!)

>Interpretation is your ally.
>Make an attempt to date or otherwise understand Mother Aimar's message.

>Roll 1d100. Best of 2 will be used.
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Rolled 32 (1d100)

>>4534965
I do hope there is a good explanation. I don't want to involve Time in this, but for our friends I'll step up to the plate.
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Rolled 98 (1d100)

>>4534965
I have faith.
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>>4534982
>>4534992
(Bro. Fuck that's good. You guys are the ones spoiling me, I swear. Alright! That'll do. Writing now!)
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>>4534992
>my savior

Looks like Time in on our side, am I right? Guys? Ok, look, I know puns are more of a Dream thing but...
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(Probably the last monster of an update for awhile! Probably. Hope you all are enjoying the length. You did want to read some letters, after all. :^) Will be taking a break for the rest of the night, and hope to be back bright and early in the morning!)

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>>4535000
You could swear to high heavens, and don't want to touch this with a ten-foot pole. But your friends deserve better. You are infinitely more wholesome than anyone gives you credit for, have your faith, and mull over your tea. "Adwin. Come here. Just for a minute."

He's instantly on his feet, with a little bob of his artsy hair. The very embodiment of interpretation is all aglow, as he looks to the ancient piece of paper. He could not sound more excited. "Yes?"

"There must be a good explanation for this. I would like to keep Time out of it."

"Time is all that this is, Father." He nods towards the flecks of sand scattered along the table. "But there is always another way to view an image."

Deep breath. You're not going to have a panic attack. You have some more tea. It's wonderful. Earthy. A thought occurs to you. "Papyrus."

There's the pith of a plant in your hands. You examine it closely. "This is truly ancient. The plant truly thrives in wetland, but we—" The terrain of your home is intimately familiar to you. You've traveled more than most. "Our Doorway is desiccated, now, but water would have once ran through it. This could have been pressed somewhere to the west, but this material cannot thrive here. Our climate is far too cold for it. This is from a different land, or brought here by another."

A knowing grin flashes at you. A being likely older than the page between your fingers challenges you to wonder. "What makes you think so?"

You love the water, and were raised in what amounted to a fishing village. Storm showed Himself to you before any other, after all. "Paper reed grows in abundance, under said conditions. Their practical applications are numerous. Boats. Rope. We have always— we are primarily a country of rivers. Regardless of the humidity, or heat required to nurture sedge— this material is horrid for writing upon. Parchment is a luxury, yes— but its craft is well worth the expense. It is our go-to. I can barely make out Mother Aimar's script, here. She was clearly in a hurry, but would never have wasted her Time with a message that wasn't critical. Our prior correspondence has been odd, but she respects me enough to give a proper reason for writing, at least. This is still inadequate. There must be an explanation for her brevity."

Brevity always escapes you, because Time is always on your side.

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Out of morbid curiosity, you look to the blood within the envelope. No one present recoils, as you sweep up a few of the clumps, and tease it between your fingers. It's wet. Thick. You're not just a priest of Agriculture. You're a devotee to Flesh, no matter what anyone might say. Everyone knows that you're a man of blood, as a healer of Mercy. A priest of Spirit, too, who's education rivals most scholars. More recently, even a patron of Dream, who would challenge a God's own version of events. While to the country, you're known as a servant of Vengeance, who has delivered more demons than he's saved— it's thanks to all of the Gods that you'd recognize this substance anywhere. "This is demon's blood. Blacker than salvation. Deeper than night. Thicker than the bonds that run through our veins—"

It's still wet. "It's still wet." You laugh, horrified beyond reason. "The injury could not— this much blood would have dried overnight, if a message was penned any earlier than today. The sand should have decreased the Time required even faster, still. This message is not ancient. Mother Aimar would have had contact with this envelope not even a few hours past."

"When you requested her presence," Adwin reminds you.

Your laughter intensifies, as you set the message down. A tacky, and beloved gold kerchief is fished out, to wipe the blood from your hands. A shaking hold returns to your flask. You mutter through another pull at the dandelion sanity, "she wrote to me as soon as I requested her presence." The details aren't important. The paper is still crumbling. This is entirely out of your field of expertise, and deducing this much was far more than happy chance.

You try to focus on the present. The tea has been a nice, continued distraction. Everyone at the table is whiter than a sheet. They're all nervously smiling, as you refill their cups, and try to stop your hands from shaking. "I will make a proper address to Mother Aimar, James, but it has to wait. I am so sorry. This matter with Father Pevrel will destroy me, if I can't ensure that all of his concerns are resolved. I will not—" The streak of blood upon the parchment is drying by the second, as if it's been there for one hundred years. You gulp. "—I cannot forget this. But we must move on. Just for now."

He's bitter, but far more reasonable than anyone gives him credit for. The lunatic isn't disturbed by the letter. He's just upset for what he's lost. "I know you won't forget. I won't let you. What else do you got?"

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>>4535324
Your curiosity is far from sated. It's clear that Mother Aimar was in the midst of fighting something demonic when she penned the message, but its delivery, and inconsistent age is driving you mad. The note is lovingly set aside, and you get a few things to preserve it correctly. Quiet fascination, and polite respect for your things seizes your company, as you make a light etching of the note, and then tend to the original document. It's pressed, sealed, and stashed away between several sturdier objects. To the best of your knowledge, the interior of the satchel Yech gave you has a stable temperature, and is completely dark.

The item is stored, and you look to the monstrous collection of correspondence still before you with bags under your eyes. Fewer nerves are through you, as you go through the next several letters. They're all opened. Every last one is from Father Wilhelm.

https://youtu.be/qk9QYRuxauA

His gorgeous handwriting has yours, Harriet's, and Adwin's attention immediately captured. The blue script is dated correctly. Daily updates from the Father of premonition stretch back as far ago as one month past. He keeps the tone light, and the details are vague.

While skimming through the normal, innocuous notes about the weather, you ask, "when did these arrive?"

"They all came this morning." Walter sighs. "I know you'd hate me looking through them, but I needed to see this for myself. He had to have sent them all several weeks ago, at least. The messenger wasn't a priest of Dream, either. Some farmer."

'Jack's an old friend. I can vouch for him! Haven't even had to go fishing lately. The ice has all melted here.'
Your old code. The correspondence shouldn't be compromised.

"This was delivered in secret, Walter, and I can reassure you that Father Wilhelm would never put our safety at risk."

The scholar grumbles, and works at the tea, which he clearly loves. There's no further interruptions while you deduce the meaning of the messages. They're vague, but you have enough context to easily see which ones contain more meaning.

'Safe travels on the road! Mind the weather. I hear it should be hot.'
He knew about the the ambushes and turmoil that followed you all the way to Eadric. The forest fire.

"Be sure to ask Fred about getting those grass stains out. No rush, though! The lady of your house really should have the final say, wouldn't you agree?"
The priest of Dream is good friends with Father Friedrich, and has trusted the Father of Flesh with your health above everyone else. Mercy's opinion of you trumps your combative mentor's concerns in every way. You should patch things up with Father Friedrich at some point, even if the death threats, and your unbearably hectic lifestyle are an active deterrent.

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>>4535331
"I hear you've been looking after the stars! My boy's got his head in the clouds, too, so don't worry about a thing. You're all in good company."
Starlight and Stardust should have been protected, under Father Wilhelm's youngest son's care.

"My little bear took on a few tears since I last saw him. Something tells me he's to blame, but I think you'll understand why I'm reluctant to lend to anyone again so soon."
The scar on your own chest pales in comparison to the damage on Brother Theodore Wilhelm. It was inflicted on himself, thanks to repeated abuse of Dream. He perpetually looks as if he's weeping paint across half of his face, after witnessing the loss of hundreds of lives that couldn't be saved. Children who succumbed to poison. Families driven apart by the actions of your brothers. He was terrified that Father Wilhelm would kill him when he got home, after leaving your company. It's no surprise that he's not being permitted to stray.

"Clear skies. Those stars you wanted me to look at were hard to miss. Can't say I'm fond of them, myself, but I'll try to see things from your perspective!"

You can't help but show the note to James and Walter. "He can't stand the twins."

It easily makes their night.

"No." Walter needs a closer look.

"Aahhahahaa!" The clown is falling to pieces. "Who can?! You're a right bastard for shipping them off to him. He's going to have his hands full." A few tears are wiped from his face. "Can I keep this?"

"I'll think about it."

"Storm's gathered up north. They say payback's a bitch, but we both know he's a bastard. Take care of yourself. I'll stay in touch. Please do the same."
A priest of Storm is bringing Father Pevrel to Eadric. You need to write back immediately, but there's more.

The remaining letters from Father Wilhelm are the ones plainly addressed to your name. Your heart goes out to the man from the instant you open the first envelope. Every last letter is a small sketch, illustration, or painting. They're all in blue, and have a small caption. It's a number of your exploits. A depiction of the gradual shift to your appearance, reputation, and where you are today.

Evidence.

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>>4535341
You could cry. They were clearly made in a hurry, and the forms are dark, but the resemblance to you and all of your allies is unmistakable. Saving Father Wilhelm from plummeting into the ice lake at his summer home. Uniting Mercy, Dream, Flesh, and two leaders of the country within your first few hours in Beorward. Sheltering Sister Cardew from the rain. A young guard being urged to take refuge with his family, the day you heard of the outbreak in the capital. Confronting Marjorie Cardew, with a gash fresh upon your face— that is still on your face to this day. Saving Brother Trebbeck, as he lay burning from lightning to the chest, on the ground of an abandoned alleyway. Tearfully reuniting with a halfling friend, and respecting her needs more than any other. Taking down a demon of Storm on the castle's doorsteps. Healing hundreds of the sick and dying, long after your work for King Magnus was done. Sitting around a campfire with your friends, as they recounted your collective heroism in song. The lyrics are embedded on the page. So are a few tears.

There's dozens of illustrations, and every single account has someone else present. A witness. It's not just a chronicle of your return home. It's every friend that you made along the way.

You're speechless.

Sister Cardew gives you one more note, in a deep blue envelope. It's properly addressed from the Father of the Church of Dream. The item is sealed with the stamp of moon, the stars in the sky, and the steps one needs to take to reach them.

You seriously need a minute to compose yourself. There's no other mail, after this. No one else has bothered to write. You only got home last week, and word is hard to come by in the year 606. It's a good thing that one of your mentors— and dearest friends— is the leader of the Church of Vision.

The artist at your back has some mist in his eyes, as well. "Such a display of devotion is unmistakable. If nothing else, his loyalty is irrefutable."

You sniff, and unseal the letter in hand. It's one of the most beautiful pieces of paper you've ever seen in your life. A swirl of ink, and dyes, upon which is penned a testimony. You read some of it out loud, just to confirm that it's real. "On behalf of King Magnus, 'the Merciful,' and Father Richard Anscham, leader of the Church of Mercy, I— Father Atticus Wilhelm, the seer of the City of Vision, and leader of the Church of Dream— will pray for you all. May they live up to their names, and extend their compassion. The expedition undertaken from our most holy city of Calunoth— to Eadric, the City of Shields— was undertaken by Father Anscham in the company of the following..."

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>>4535353
Listed are all thirty-three individuals who accompanied you on the road from Calunoth to Eadric. They're all citizens of your city. Their occupations at the time of their departure are listed, in full. It shouldn't deviate from their activity in the last week. You're choking up. "...this roster should— Mercy. Should correspond with that of Sister Superior Clemence "Electrum" Tirel. Any member of Father Anscham's caravan can confirm his identity. I will not jeopardize the safety of my family to send a representative to Eadric, on my behalf, but the following..."

A lengthy number of formal confirmations of Father Wilhelm's own legitimacy is made, including a number of seals.

The item might as well be made of solid gold. The scroll is over two feet long, and refutes a number of obvious arguments that could be made against its own validity.

James is shaken. "Where was this in Calunoth?"

Sister Cardew shushes him. "He's not the leader of the Church of Timeliness."

There's a final, small slip of paper that you nearly missed. It's nestled deep within the blue envelope. You fish it out, and look to a minuscule message. It's not encoded.

"Richard,
Wish I could have made the trip myself. This should be the next best thing. Keep your family close. Your enemies are closer. I've done all that I can.

I'm sorry for your recent loss.

Congratulations on the new addition to your family.

We have a lot to discuss. Come and visit soon.

Sincerely,
Father Wilhelm"


>A] Tear up, and immediately address a return reply.
>1] Keep it extremely vague. This won't solve your problems, or destroy your enemies, but try to just reassure Father Wilhelm that you'll do everything you can to set this right.
>2] Thank Father Wilhelm profusely, for everything. Make it sappy. You don't care. He deserves to hear it.
>3] You don't care if it's intercepted. Draft a proper message, and let your ally know as much as he needs to. (Write-in.)

>B] This is incredibly overwhelming. There's no way you can ever repay this kindness. Ask your friends if they have any suggestions on how to safely secure this information, while you try to remember how to think.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4535374
A2, B; I may be be at a loss for words, but that's what letters are for. I frankly don't know how to thank him enough, but some flowers are definitely necessary.
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>>4535386
+1
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>>4535386
>>4535491
(Thought I was going to get some sleep, but I think I can squeeze in another update before bed. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/bvDLlTFQ1zs

You're at a loss for words. There's no way you can ever thank Father Wilhelm enough, but you're going to try. This is precisely what letters are for.

Before you break down completely, a gesture is made to all of the correspondence. To your friends. Logic escapes you. Love is your guide. "We have to secure this." More gesturing. "Please."

Adwin immediately steps up, and instructs your friends on a few methods for preserving the illustration. Storage. Frames. Sister Cardew is floored, clearly knows how to handle the rest, and everyone gets to work.

The nicest paper in your possession is located. Blue ink. A reply is immediately penned. You cry all over it. It's sappy, and sugary sweet. Father Wilhelm deserves it. The thank-you letter winds up being five pages long, and you still can't thank him enough.

Everyone's settled back down, but Harvey has yet to return. It had to have taken you an hour, but your hand is far from sore. The concentration of herbs and pain relief in you is working like a charm. You try wiping at your face, are still beside yourself, and insist, "some flowers are necessary. Excuse me."

The second you get up, Ray is immediately on his feet, and follows right after you. No one protests, save for repeated requests for you to come right back. Walter also shamelessly asks for more tea before you go. You oblige, but cap the flask immediately afterwards. Getting so much emotion out of your system has you feeling better already.

A walk is made out, and up, from the lowest depths of the Church. Ascending several flights of stairs in darkness is comfortable to an extreme. You used to spend countless night wandering through the castle, long after dark. When the choir was empty, and not a soul would disturb you. Stretching your legs also feels spectacular, thanks to the absence of any residual exhaustion. Several long, candle-lit corridors pass you by. The stained glass above catches on starlight, and flickers color onto the neatly swept floor. Your congregation has been hard at work, even beyond the main choir.

Exiting the tower keep, out to your gardens, you're all smiles. Fresh air hits you like a Dream. The night is clean, and crisp. Everything is in bloom, beneath the stone walls of your home. High, full, amber and golden trees. Neatly tended shrubs, littered with countless blossoms. A breeze is on the air, that carries with it a gust of dried leaves, and more fallen flowers. Ray is immediately delighted, and eats several of the petals. The walkway has been cleared, though more life is growing on every side. Agriculture Herself cleared most of it with you earlier this week.

You can't help but utter your thanks. A nearby outcropping of yellow roses are perfect. Joy. Friendship. Gratitude. Appreciation. Admiration. They smell nearly as sweet as they look. But something gives you pause.

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It's the sky. This is the first Time you've been out of doors in six days, and it's the dead of night. The stars are bright, and a Storm is unquestionably on the horizon. Clouds are gathering, far off in the distance. No thunder rumbles, and Ray blissfully rolls through a pile of leaves at your back. This is foul weather, given the season. Warmer than it should be.

Mercy would love it.

Agriculture loves just about everything.

You can't get Her off of your mind.

Your friends are worried. There's so much work to be done that you could die, and they're all waiting. But there are a number of concerns on your mind that you wanted to reconcile as soon as humanly possible. It may take some Time for Harvey to attend to everyone's security, and privacy is an incredibly rare luxury for you.

This is a window of opportunity.

>A] Take a minute to walk through the gardens with Ray. Play with him, and spoil him some more. He seriously deserves it, and you've been meaning to do this for weeks.

>B] Make a formal prayer to Agriculture, and to Dream. Their favor has been invaluable, and you want to show your devotion.

>C] You're confident you can handle the strain of an invocation, if it's only for a few minutes. You need to see Mercy, and swore you'd do your best to increase how often you see one other.
>1] Keep it short, and sweet. She saved yours and your friend's lives countless times over. Let Her know how much you appreciate Her, and promise to see Her again soon.
>2] Adwin is remarkable. You want to hear Her thoughts.
>3] You need to ask Her if She's alright with you seeing Agriculture. It's not easy, but you're sick of ignoring and denying the choices you've made. (A separate set of prompts will be provided, if selected. Majority vote required.)

>D] Ignore the temptation, gather the bouquet for Father Wilhelm, and head back downstairs. Your friends are waiting.

>E] Write-in.
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>>4535532
>A] Take a minute to walk through the gardens with Ray. Play with him, and spoil him some more. He seriously deserves it, and you've been meaning to do this for weeks.
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>>4535532
>>A] Take a minute to walk through the gardens with Ray. Play with him, and spoil him some more. He seriously deserves it, and you've been meaning to do this for weeks.

Don't take too long.
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>>4535538
(Good morning lads! Seem to have fixed my sleep. Got the rest of the day for one more session this weekend! Vote is locked here. Writing now.)
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>>4535640
(Not gonna lie, made something for the /qtg/ while I was waking up, and totally lost track of the time. Thanks for your patience guys. Writing now!)
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https://youtu.be/hpfLKbjTWn0

The light of your life hasn't been getting nearly enough attention lately. You place your hands on your knees, and assume a ridiculous voice. Ray's ears instantly perk up. He's got a bunch of leaves on his face. Your smile is nearly as bright as the look that comes to his eyes, as you grin, "come on, boy. You want to go on a walk? We can't take too long— but let's go!"

A tuft of leaves burst into the air, as your dog catapults himself upright. He skips circles around you.

"Good boy, Ray—!"

The two of you take a stroll through the gardens together. Loving the moonlight, and stars. The darkness is a welcome reminder of night walks long past. The combat veteran and killer mastiff also adores flowers even more than you do. He seizes every opportunity to smell the roses.

Fireflies float by on the long stone paths, clicking slightly underfoot from your boy's paws. He couldn't be more excited. There's a ritual. A little spot at the back of your orchards has something hidden away. A deep, dark, and terrible secret. You fish inside of the center of a gnarled old oak tree, to the far left. The item is so concealed, no one could ever hope to discover it.

You find the hand-sewn, leather, beloved chew toy in an instant. It's so worn, the stitches are coming off in places. It's a couple of loops of hardened leather fastened over a single, strong, weighted ball. It's frayed with love, and old age. You're no priest of Spirit, and used the best thread you had at the Time. Dusting it off, keeping your back to your boy, you can't resist teasing him by waiting a moment longer. Religious fervor lit up in his eyes from the moment you approached the spot, but he's all business, now.

You turn around, with equal formality. A single hand is held out. "Sit."

He obliges. His nose goes to the air, amused. Is this all you have? This is child's play.

A slight twirl of your finger. "Roll over."

Four rolls. He's excited.

"Ahp." You make the motion again. Firmer. One twirl. "No. One. Roll over."

A single, magnificent roll is performed. The last of the leaves on his fur flutter away.

While he's still flustered, you pretend to collapse to the floor. A leaf lands on your face. It gets blown away, as you dramatically sigh, "oh, Mercy. If only there were a hero to come rescue me." A cheeky grin is given to your dog. "Save."

He tugs hard at your sleeve, though no tear is made in the fabric. You continue feigning dead, to his alarm. A firm series of nudges are made right at your face. This is no time for games.

You roll over, and boop noses. "Good boy."

He pants, and boops you right back. Ready for action.

Getting to your knees, and producing the play ball has Ray sit, even without a command. "You are excited." He deserves to be spoiled, even though he'd train all day long. "Here you go. Come ooon."

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The two of you wrestle with the toy for a few, precious moments. You're a lot stronger than you used to be. This used to be a serious challenge. A workout, even. But you're able to keep up with the grip of a colossal hunting dog without breaking a sweat, and ultimately have to give Ray a break. Panting, and a few excited steps follow behind you, while you stash the toy once more. He has a lot of others in the castle, and understands.

An impromptu game of fetch with a few stray sticks keeps him in high spirits the whole way back to the keep. Ray's came to you as a puppy, on your twenty-second birthday. In just a few months, he'll turn three years old. He's in the prime of his life. His eyes and reflexes are sharper than ever.

Before you reenter the castle, you get to your knees, and take him into a hug. The mastiff's heavy head rests right on your shoulder, as he nuzzles you, and places a paw on your shoulder. You want to take good care of him. He loves you more than life itself. You've been through more together than any war buddies. There's no denying that you'd have never survived half of the things you've been through, were it not him.

On the way out, you trim and gather a full bouquet of yellow roses for Father Wilhelm. Ray sneezes at the pollen kicked up. He might be reminding you not to prick yourself on any thorns. Your dog is the real hero of your story, and that's exactly the way you like it.

"Come on, boy." The night is creeping on, but you can't have spent more than fifteen minutes getting some fresh air. Everyone should understand. "Our friends are waiting."

>A] You really want to stop taking so many risks with your boy's life. No matter how much you love him, you do have a serious support network in place now. He should be spoiled rotten, and allowed to live a healthy, happy life. Ray should probably spend more Time within the Church of Mercy, and be given more love and attention than even he can handle. See about having your congregation help out with his care.

>B] It's not selfish to keep your guard dog close. You have a number of serious physical, mental, and emotional concerns that warrant having his support as often as possible. You know what you're doing when you take him into battle, or through the lair of a demon. He'd die for you, and you've always been willing to do the same for him. You'll still always find a way to make the time for him when you can, though.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4535733
>A] You really want to stop taking so many risks with your boy's life. No matter how much you love him, you do have a serious support network in place now. He should be spoiled rotten, and allowed to live a healthy, happy life. Ray should probably spend more Time within the Church of Mercy, and be given more love and attention than even he can handle. See about having your congregation help out with his care.
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>>4535733
>>A] You really want to stop taking so many risks with your boy's life. No matter how much you love him, you do have a serious support network in place now. He should be spoiled rotten, and allowed to live a healthy, happy life. Ray should probably spend more Time within the Church of Mercy, and be given more love and attention than even he can handle. See about having your congregation help out with his care.

He can be assigned to guard duty. Someone needs to protect our friends while we are gone right?
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>>4535750
Also get him a nice bitch. He deserves it and I want to play with puppies.
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>>4535733
C; it's as much Ray's choice as it is ours. Though I do care dearly about his safety, I would not begrudge his choice in this, of all things.
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>>4535750
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>>4535788
(Alright lads, we can certainly work in all of this! Locking the vote here. Writing now.)
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Lurker posting my two cents on a couple things since I usually have to catch the quest up in the archives and don’t have time to actively participate in voting unfortunately.

I think it’d be wise for us to hold a public sermon, preferably with an invitation to the council members; the presence of them at such an event would likely boost our legitimacy in the eyes of the public regardless of whether they view us as an imposter.

We need more people period, our true disciples are good but there’s only so much even they can do; we need a general populace of clergy behind us. I’d suggest we send one or more of our disciples out into the area surrounding Eadric to perform missionary work on the behalf of the church of mercy, sending any waifs, strays and the downtrodden into the care of the (currently pretty empty) church, additionally missionary work will also help our image problems.

For the weight issue it may be worth while consulting agriculture to see if she can/will willingly subject us to the effect of abusing her gifts (if she can do it when we fuck up and abuse her power, she might be able to do it to us at any time, I’d focus our conversation around the aspect of death and how flesh rots to nothing since that’s still her domain and we could swing it as a blessing in a sense).

As head of the church of mercy we have the authority to order mother Aimar to attend to klepto, however doing so would probably damage our already shaky relationship with the head of church of time; I’d write our correspondence to her again implying that we could force the matter, summoning her and have father Percival take care off the demonic issues she’s “busy” with, it technically falls under his jurisdiction anyway. Given the church of times reluctance to share info I doubt she’d compromise to anyone let alone to the head of the church of vengeance of whatever demonic stuff it is she’s dealing with and I doubt she’d like to have the problem be left unresolved in an untimely manner, order at a bare minimum for a high ranking priest of the church of time to be dispatched immediately, with her own presence some point in the future being requested once she’s no longer busy (we fear time not the head of the church of time, regardless of her capabilities or the divinity she embodies; she soured the relationship by being undisclosing and unhelpful not us).

When we find Stace and his “pals” I think a dual invocation of vengeance and spirit would be the most satisfying end, we have experienced enough to break lesser men; give him a glimpse and let him be broken upon the vision of what he inflicted and what we have endured.
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>>4535798
(Well, shit, caught this just before I went to go write. I'm going to proceed with the current update, but will put a number of these things to prompts at the end of it! Thank you VERY much for sharing your thoughts! So glad you've been taking the time to read with us.

Of course any discussion is amazing, but since the vote is locked I'll leave it to you guys if you want to discuss all of this further while I'm writing.)
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>>4535798
You make some pretty compelling points, and smart ideas. Thank you, mate.

A point on the Mother of Time. I don't think ordering her around would be necessary. A simple "Report when you find the Time" would suffice, as if she's extremely busy, then odds are so is her Church, and we may have bigger things to worry about if even the Chuch of Time is under demonic attack (after all, who would be foolish enough to attack Time's home itself?). Best to waste as little time as possible, after all, she didn't say no.
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>>4535835
https://youtu.be/qGanxKLxsIE

It's a quick stroll through the gardens.
Through the keep.
Down the stairs.
Into the depths.
Back to the impromptu meeting hall.

Everyone is situated around the humble wooden table. Harvey returned, is out of breath, twitches at the sound of your approach, and has blood slaked across his sword arm. He couldn't have arrived even a minute ago. No one is standing around him. They're all quietly sitting, and stare at you the second you enter.

You try not to panic. "Mercy." Ray immediately rushes up to him, and is irritated by the man's armor. He wants to nudge him. You gesture for your knight to get his helmet off, quickly stride over, and start looking for serious injury. "Harvey. What's happened—?"

There's a weary smile plastered across his face, but not a scratch on him. It looks like he's untouched. The blood isn't his own. You breathe. He tries to calm down. "D-dang-gerous walking alone at n-night. G-got jumped. N-not clergy, it was j-just a killer. Hired hand, I'm sure. Th-the g-guards are taking care of th-the b-body. Th-they say it wasn't someone from th-the city." He offers a weaker smile to Harriet, and Walter. "I d-don't trust th-them. Sorry. D-don't leave th-the keep. I'll g-get some extra hands for th-the tower. I d-don't th-think it will b-be for m-more th-than a few days. Right?"

A hopeful glance is made to you. You clench your hands, and offer something better. The next twenty minutes are spent delegating guard duties to Ray. Sister Cardew is familiar with a few commands, and his general care, but you insist on walking her and Walter through some measures for defense. You won't take 'no' for an answer.

Harriet is beside herself, and knows how much he means to you. You quietly resolve to get a litter of puppies in the works as soon as possible. This is only the beginning, and your boy deserves a proper family, too. A safer life. You have a support network, and don't need to drag him again into another den of sin. He's needed at home. You'll be fine.

Collapsing at the head of the table, you put your head to your hands, and sigh. All of the correspondence from Father Wilhelm has been cleared. The bouquet of roses are set aside. They'll be sent with your letter. Getting some fresh air has helped enormously. Taking the Time to gather your thoughts is a rarity, but this is all something that can be surmounted.

(Paragraphs and spacing the prompts made this REALLY weird. Please refrain from voting until the time frame for the voting window is stated.)
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Walter is taking notes on some of the orders you've taught him for Ray. Manuals are being created for gestures. He thinks making a system for guard dogs in the church is a fantastic idea.
Harvey's a hero, but remains a man of action, above all else. Even after getting his hands dirty, he's already restless. Pacing.
Sister Cardew can't see more than a few inches away from the front of her face, but sees you lost in thought well enough to leave you be.
James is carving his initials into your nice table.
Adwin is audibly contemplating if curtains would do something nice for this level of the church. There's a little paint on the tips of his fingers. He couldn't look happier.

You can bring more than the hearts of mankind together. The strengths of the entire country are at your disposal. In years past, you've been too overwhelmed, and entirely too damaged to do anything with all the power you possess. But tonight is a night of change. You are going to put your foot down, and take control of your city.

You're not certain when Father Pevrel will arrive. He could be well on his way. There may have been a delay at the river. Your guards could have slowed him down, or maybe they helped him along the way.

All of your family is ultimately trusting YOU to lead them. This is about more than your life. It's also their choice.

You won't let them down.

>Time is your most precious commodity.
>Depending on your choices, plans may take much longer, or run far shorter than what you estimate.
>A time skip will be initiated between the prompts selected, if necessary. You will have no control over this, but as much swiftness will be taken as humanly possible whenever something is out of your hands.
>Not every prompt will be immediately addressed. This will direct the course of the remainder of the thread, and probably a lot of your actions after.
>We will run until 404, if necessary.
>Any additional actions written in after this point will be noted, but run the risk of not being addressed.

>None of the following are mutually exclusive. Only vocal opposition will prevent prompts from being implemented.
>Discussion is strongly encouraged.

(CLEARLY SPECIFY the order in which you want to attend to affairs. Feel free to number them for clarity.
If there is a direct conflict, it will be settled by majority vote, and/or QM discretion.)
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>A] Your friends need to know that Father Pevrel is going to judge you for the deaths of 56 individuals. (At least half an hour. Write-ins welcome for your feelings on the matter.)

>B] Harvey and James went through a living nightmare with you, and need to look after themselves.
>1] Get some beer, and make sure that tonight is spent on your friends. They risked their lives for you, and James lost a good chunk of his. You want to have that conversation you promised, about Harvey's memory, James' travels, and your Catalyst. (Until sunrise.)
>2] None of you left those dungeons the same as you entered. Ask Sister Cardew if she would look after your friends, as a priestess of Spirit.
>3] Order them both to take some Time off, for whatever they need. They do need to stay in the castle, but you want to make life as easy for them as possible. It might drive Harvey crazy for awhile, but he needs it more than he thinks.

>C] It's Time that you fear. Not Mother Aimar.
>1] If she can't make a personal appearance, you want the next best thing. Demand that her most veteran clergy member be sent in her stead. (Ten minutes to certify and seal a formal request for forces.)
>2] Mother Aimar's obstruction of your work is unacceptable. You are demanding her presence, consequences be damned. (An hour at minimum. This is a big deal.)
>3] You know better than anyone how busy the leaders of your nation are. Politely request that Mother Aimar report as soon as humanly possible. It's not that you fear her. You respect her, and her Time. (When you can make the Time.)

>D] Adwin.
>1] Introduce him properly, but only to everyone present. Be prepared for James to flip out. (How long this takes is not up to you.)
>2] This is his home, and he really should find his own place in it. Take him on a tour of the castle, so he can have a proper room. Make sure it has windows. (At least three hours. The Church of Mercy is the second-largest structure in the country.)

>E] Your public image is a disaster, and the city's elders are obstructing your requests for additional forces.
>1] Put out some missionary work. It's been standard practice since you came into your title. There's only seven clergy members of Mercy in your employ currently, but you'll use them.
>2] You need to have an audience with your people every day, but it's a luxury. (Two hours at minimum, and usually will run over. Specify CLEARLY if you want to make this a hard number or not.)
>3] Public sermons are kind of your thing. (Further prompts will be provided in later posts.)
>4] Helping the poor and downtrodden is your life's work. Make sure that the doors to your church stay open. Sister Corbon can get a break. The care of your children should be yours and Mercy's work, too. (This is a colossal Time investment. Further prompts will be provided in later posts.)

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>F] Your weight has become an issue.
>1] Every morning will be dedicated to working out, no matter what. (A roll will be required at the start of each day. Note that even if this option is not selected, you will still adhere to an exercise regimen, come hell or high water.)
>2] You need to talk to Agriculture— but you need to talk to Mercy, first. Do so as soon as humanly possible. You'll go from there. (You have no idea how long this might take.)

>G] A LOT happened while you were in the dungeons. Your research team deserves to know. (Specify how much Time you're willing to allot for this. Minimum one hour.)

>H] For fuck's sake, you also need to be kept abreast on what's happening in the city.
>1] Trust your congregation with affairs until Father Pevrel gets here. You are confident that they will at least not make things any worse. (Harriet can consolidate a report for you in less than ten minutes each morning.
>2] This is YOUR city, dammit, and you're not going to get overwhelmed this easily. It's unrealistic, but you're going to try to make the Time to see to more mundane affairs, too. (Expect more meetings like this.)

>I] You came to the city in the company of thirty-three other individuals. They all likely need your attention in some way, and their testimony will be needed in the days to come. (Further prompts will be provided for this in later posts.)

>J] Write-in.

>Time is on your side, but it is also of the essence.
(This vote will remain open for the next two (2) hours.)
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>>4535882

>A] Your friends need to know that Father Pevrel is going to judge you for the deaths of 56 individuals. (At least half an hour. Write-ins welcome for your feelings on the matter.)

Handling Pevrel is the most important thing right now, get everyone on the same page.

>C] It's Time that you fear. Not Mother Aimar.
>1] If she can't make a personal appearance, you want the next best thing. Demand that her most veteran clergy member be sent in her stead. (Ten minutes to certify and seal a formal request for forces.)

Maybe not her most veteran, but someone decently experienced. Don't want to step on her toes but fuck man WE need help too.

>D] Adwin.
>1] Introduce him properly, but only to everyone present. Be prepared for James to flip out. (How long this takes is not up to you.)

>E] Your public image is a disaster, and the city's elders are obstructing your requests for additional forces.
>2] You need to have an audience with your people every day, but it's a luxury. (Two hours at minimum, and usually will run over. Specify CLEARLY if you want to make this a hard number or not.)

This is huge, whatever time is left after we do everything else goes into this.

>1] Every morning will be dedicated to working out, no matter what. (A roll will be required at the start of each day. Note that even if this option is not selected, you will still adhere to an exercise regimen, come hell or high water.)

Fat dick has to go. If anything it allows us to invoke Agri even more considering we are making more space for fat.

>H] For fuck's sake, you also need to be kept abreast on what's happening in the city.
>2] This is YOUR city, dammit, and you're not going to get overwhelmed this easily. It's unrealistic, but you're going to try to make the Time to see to more mundane affairs, too. (Expect more meetings like this.)

It's not that we don't trust them but PERSPECTIVE is very important, Adwin taught us that.


>G] A LOT happened while you were in the dungeons. Your research team deserves to know. (Specify how much Time you're willing to allot for this. Minimum one hour.)

>B] Harvey and James went through a living nightmare with you, and need to look after themselves.
>2] None of you left those dungeons the same as you entered. Ask Sister Cardew if she would look after your friends, as a priestess of Spirit.

Mix these 2, it just works honestly.
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>>4535889

In hindsight we can leave D at the end with B and G. Introduce him when it makes sense.
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>>4535880
A&I; can be condensed together somewhat. I trust them.

B1 can happen after everything else is settled, but they do deserve more care, support and attention than you can give them, so 2-3 are a good idea.

C3, I don't believe she would intentionally delay a correspondence of her Time wasn't of essence. I do trust her to get back to us when she can. Tell James that this will get seen to, even if you have to go visit the City of Time itself to be done.

D2, after option B, as this would take some Time. If Adwin want to introduce himself now, that's fine, but I don't feel the need to pressure him in this insurance.

E-All; it is important we focus on our City until we can put together a proper administration in place to see to it needs. (I know how big a task this is, so is there is an opposition to this I understand completely.)

F1,2; I'd like to worship Flesh the proper way, but I do understand that we don't have the proper Time for it atm. A prayer to Flesh stating our apologies isn't enough, but it'll have to do atm.

G can take as much as it needs, can blend into B, with some short meetings afterwards, in-between the hectic schedule.

H1-2, a short report during the weekday, a meeting or two at the end of the week, or if something comes up that does require our attention. I do trust them implicitly, but a Leader should be aware of the nuances going on in his city every once in awhile.

We should send a prayer to both Time and Spirit, for the weeks to come will be taxing, but hopefully fruitful. After all, what difference is this to the hard work of tilling a field for it to blossom and flourish later. I do believe our efforts will be rewarded.
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>>4535889
I’ll back this, however I definitely vote in favour of most veteran clergy (we have a flock, albeit small, and we’re essentially unestablished in our own city, the church of time should out of almost all the churches be the most prepared/established, one clergy is a drop in the ocean realistically) and for E I think we should focus on the missionary work to get some clergy from outside Eadric (less chance of Stace influence that way) and have at least one sermon even if only to announce our presence to the general populace.
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>>4535930

I will actually oppose doing all of E, it would be a lot of wasted effort to do every single action.

>>4535882
I would also like some extra clarification about what missionary work entails, who it targets and what tangible effects it is going to have.
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>>4536006
I disagree with about it being wasted effort, but I won't oppose. As I said, it's a big task, and I would understand if you don't feel Richard is up for it.
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>>4535930
+1
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(Oh fuck, I accidentally napped. My bad. You guys are unbelievably stellar. Going to go over this now! Vote is locked!)
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>>4536082
(Consolidated all of my own notes and I'm going to answer every question posed here through the update. You guys are the best. Writing now!)
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>>4535930
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>>4536006
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>>4536046
https://youtu.be/XWIGbHhSsGs

It's the craziest thing you've ever set out to accomplish, but it has to be done.

You make your own schedule. One you can actually stick to.

Huddling around a piece of parchment has everyone's curiosity piqued, but the intensity of your gaze keeps everyone else at bay. It doesn't take long to draft. These are issues you've been mulling over for months, if not years. Several questions are raised, and you make a note of all of them. It's written chronologically. Your respect for Time is without equal, and you won't presume to know how long any one item will take. But it's there. It's penned. It might as well be made of gold, but you look at the piece of work with a sigh of dissatisfaction.

There won't be enough Time for everything, but you'll be damned if you won't try. A lengthy prayer is made to Time, and to Spirit under your breath as you write. Your hands are shaking, but you don't care. You're going to be giving Them the same diligence as any other.

Informing the entirety of your company about the deaths of your clergy, and the murders made by your hand will come first. You trusted all thirty-three of them with your life on the way back home. You need to trust them now that you're here, too. They're scattered throughout the city, and this is the most Time-consuming task by far, but it's worth the effort. You are worth the effort.

Harvey and James went through a living nightmare with you. They need to look after themselves, and you'll find a way to get them to take Time off. For now, you'll talk to everyone present about what transpired in the dungeons, and introduce Adwin when it's appropriate.

The moment you're all done, a formal request will be drafted to Eanlac for a representative from the Church of Time. You fear Time— but not Mother Aimar. It's respect that you hold for the Mother of the Ages. She has to be battling her own demons, and the last thing you want is to step on any toes. A few extra minutes of your day has to be carved out. It's the least you can do, to recover two decades of your friend's life.

While you pen the schedule, an additional prayer is made to Flesh. His forgiveness means everything to you. Working on your body is non-negotiable. Every single morning is now dedicated to devotion of your foremost temple. It doesn't matter what other things crop up. You WILL lose weight. It's more of a reason to invoke Agriculture, after all.

Mercy needs your attention, too. There's no use denying and avoiding the consequences of the choices you've made. You'll talk to your partner, so you can find a way to discuss this matter with the Goddess of Plenty. It'll happen as soon as you're able, even if there's no telling how long it might take.

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From the first day you became the Father of the Church of Mercy, Morris made public sermons its staple. The initiation was a sick display of affection. You still know virtually nothing about how much good his efforts have done for the people. You'll consult with Brother Fergant, Sister Tirel, Sister Corbon, and Sister Agnes on the history of the Church of Mercy's work outside of Eadric. The obstruction of transparency in your church ends today.

Helping the poor and downtrodden is your life's work, but it may do more harm than good in the days to come. The rest of your schedule has to remain flexible. While you'd like to attend to every affair regarding your home personally, it's impossible. You're only one man. You won't turn a blind eye to any lost soul you see, but a singular, public sermon may be the most you can muster. An address must be made to the people. They need to know the legitimacy of your return.

It may be a week too late. Any remaining Time you have each day will go towards a public audience. Your sleep will take a hit from Time to Time, as these sorts of things tend to run on. But you'll make up for it with revised meetings, and improved efforts made towards your health. Brief addresses throughout the week are better than a daily report. You can be notified if anything requires your immediate attention.

Most importantly, you want more meetings like this. Staying informed of the nuance of your city is incredibly important. It's not that you don't trust your friends. You simply love your family, and want to be involved in all of their lives.

When this hearing is over, you'll have that long heart-to-heart with James, and Harvey. You'll all share a few beers, talk about their travels, their history, their memories, and your Catalyst.

It's the dead of night, and now the twenty-seventh day of Last Sowing. The year 606 is a little over halfway over. Father Pevrel could be here any minute, and you won't waste another second.

The schedule you've drafted is stashed away. You'll bring this all up to your friends, and set the ball in motion.

You start with a confession.

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>This is a private conversation, and doesn't have to set the tone for how you present this matter to your other caravan members. Feel free to specify if you want it to, or any other thoughts you have on the murders you've bore witness to.

>A] Repeat to them the confession you made to Father Pevrel verbatim. The letter isn't with you anymore, but it took hours to pen, and was reread one hundred times for catharsis. You know it by heart. You're giving them the same sincerity and devotion you initially expressed to the Father of Vengeance on the matter. It's shredded your soul to pieces over the last eight years, and you are not about to pretend like you're alright.

>B] You're furious. The rage you've been bottling up from seeing the decaying bodies of your clergy should not be contained. Go on a rant. Let everyone present know how sick your enemies are, and don't sugar coat a thing. This is about more than your history. It's murder.

>C] All of the emotion you've been battling as a priest of Mercy and Vengeance is too overwhelming to dive into. Stay clinical. It's not healthy, and Sister Cardew will bully you for it, but you don't want to spend any more Time on this matter than necessary.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4536198
>C] All of the emotion you've been battling as a priest of Mercy and Vengeance is too overwhelming to dive into. Stay clinical. It's not healthy, and Sister Cardew will bully you for it, but you don't want to spend any more Time on this matter than necessary.
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>>4536198
>A] Repeat to them the confession you made to Father Pevrel verbatim. The letter isn't with you anymore, but it took hours to pen, and was reread one hundred times for catharsis. You know it by heart. You're giving them the same sincerity and devotion you initially expressed to the Father of Vengeance on the matter. It's shredded your soul to pieces over the last eight years, and you are not about to pretend like you're alright.

Our ability to tend to our duties and people rests on this meeting, NOW is the time for emotion, let it all out and try to be done with it. We need to face Pevrel with confidence, not as a broken man.
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>>4536198
A; while a light touch of B may be justified and healthy, you are the Father of Mercy. Though you are a man of all the Gods, it would be unseemly to act Vengeful when wearing the colors of Mercy.

And ideally, we'll be giving them our own personal blend of Vengeance and Mercy. Inspite of whatever they've thought of you, their actions have led to atrocious behavior for one blessed of Mercy, and the sins they've committed to your former clergy are unjust and unforgivable. We will give them our Mercy, but as we see it, not they.
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>>4536216
(Going to lean towards the majority for A but we can definitely work with this. Great stuff guys. Vote is locked! Got the rest of the night free. Writing now.)
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It's overwhelming. No one bothers you for several long minutes, as you silently battle with yourself. Your ability to tend to your duties and people might as well rest on this one meeting. You need to face Pevrel with confidence. Not as a broken man. Not as a priest of Vengeance. You are a man of all the Gods, and want to be whole. You want to be healthy, and to own all that you are.

Mercy, now is the Time for emotion.

https://youtu.be/pUtPZGkZCqs

You worked with Harriet for months on this, and spoke with Walter about the affair, but it wasn't until you penned a confession that you were able to own up to the action.

"I am a killer."

Everyone present shifts, very slightly. The beat of your heart is louder than anyone else in the room. Louder than the creak of Harvey's armor, as he sets down the rag he's been cleaning blood off himself with. Louder than the clack of Walter setting down his mug. Louder than anything you've ever heard in your life.

"Twenty-eight men and women were killed by my hands."

It's hard to see. You were in the dark for nearly a decade. You don't look at anyone present, and clench your fists onto the robes over your knees. They're the color of forgiveness. Clemency. "I was under the instruction of Adrian Morris, in the year 598. As a prisoner of the Church of Mercy, my actions were at the behest of Theobald Stace. Though I had been released from my cell beneath the Church itself, my isolation persisted. I— I have asked Father Pevrel for forgiveness. Long, long before that, I have prayed. It's been eight years."

Glancing up, eyes red, you have to stress the truth. "The guilt is crushing me. It has been eating me alive."

All of your friends look devastated. Not judgmental. Most of them are killers in some way, too. Those who aren't have already heard this before. But this is different, in every way. This has been carried with you for most of your life. Your voice breaks. "I took no pleasure from my actions. I wanted—" You're choking up, and don't care. "—I simply wanted the torture, and confinement to end. This was the eighth year of my life that I had been in chains. Bleeding on the floor. It was long before my initiation into the church that I was being abused— but it lasted longer. So much longer. They're torturing me to this day. They're still trying to drag me down, into their heretical pit."

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>>4536443
A few nails dig into your leg. It's reassuring, but nothing like the pain you want to inflict. "This is a consequence of my God given RIGHT to keep the Catalyst at bay. They knew what they were doing. I know what they have been doing. I have stopped at nothing to get answers. My work has borne fruit. They know nothing but rot, and ruin. They have done everything in their power to destroy my career. I will have retribution. I will drag myself away from the fringe of calamity, if I must."

The lost soul at your back hasn't said a word. The parallels between your captor's relationship, and his own with you is far from lost. But you will not drown in self-pity. You will not allow yourself to draw false comparisons. You are not your captors, you are not Sullivan, and you are not a monster.

"I may be obsessed— and a masochist—" You're not going to wallow in self-debasement. "I may be a bleeding heart, and yes, I have always been the rightful leader of the Church of Mercy— but I am not completely blind. I am not merely the Father of emotion. I can see what their game is. I am the leader of the church of HONESTY, and ANYONE who can see the truth of this matter WILL understand. They will feel the same swift justice that has been enacted upon all of my enemies."

You're gritting your teeth hard enough to give yourself a headache. It's too hard to look at anyone.

The old notches in the table are fine, while you break down, and let yourself cry. "They'll feel my compassion. They want to kill me, and know that they can't through force. They want to destroy me from the inside. They always have. They know how to get to me. They know me. They murdered—"

Sobs are working too hard at your chest and breath for words. Ray drops his head on your leg, nudges your nails away, and demands that you pet him. You oblige. He loves you. He was there. He understands.

You murmur, "they murdered my family. My clergy has been missing for at least the last two weeks. Their bodies were mutilated, and left in my old cell. Twenty eight men, women, and children. I don't even remember some of their names. They waited for me. They didn't leave. They were faithful to the last, and they are gone. I couldn't even recognize them."

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You miserably wrap an arm around Ray. Weeping is understandable. Your eyes are knitted shut, as you try to not dwell on it. Empty sockets. Letters carved into faces. The smell of rot. You want to gag. "I had to bury them. It was no final resting place, but I— I did all that I could. I wish so badly that I could have done more. I pray we can do more. It was the second funeral I presided over that week, with Mercy, and Agriculture. Ray was the only living soul there with me. I buried them all. All twenty eight souls, with my own two hands. I made a memorial. I had to preside over their service through invoking the Gods themselves, I was so devastated. I couldn't even stand on my own, and I had to bury them. They're dead. They've been dead, and I can never tell them how much I cared."

It takes a few minutes before you can remember how to breathe.

"This is my weakness, and my greatest strength. It's what I am. Who I am. They've tried to make this define me. It does, and though I may— I can love myself. But I hate them. I hate them so much, I could die all over again. I never wanted this. Adrian and Theobald raised me. They could have been my fathers, and they are monsters. They are infinitely worse than any demon. These are men who can justify their sin beyond any mortal comprehension. THEY are the embodiment of sin. THEY cannot be redeemed. This is unforgivable."

Sister Cardew gets up, strides over, and takes you into a hug while you completely break down. She's heard of the murders made by your hand, but not this news about your clergy. The petite young woman is violently shaking. Venom drips from her voice, right alongside the sympathy of someone who's lost her own family. It's miserable. She fights through it. "I'm so sorry."

Hugging her in return smothers her veils and shawls. Neither of you care about getting tears all over them. "I knew you would understand. I am the one who needs forgiveness. I wish I could have done more. Anything. This is my fault. I could have confronted them. I could have—"

A slight noise of distaste cuts you off. "You've done more than any of us. You did rescue all of us. There are lost souls here. Now. We all know that you're a good man. You came home. You will avenge them. There will be justice." She squeezes you all the tighter. You must feel wonderful to hug. The priestess is proud of you. "Am I mistaken?"

"No." She still smells like lavender. It's lovely. There's something that you've been meaning to ask. "Lilies. You stopped using them."

She snaps, "I'm tired of grieving. You gave me hope for the lives we can live. I'll wear lilies when I'm dead. We have plenty of years between, for every other flower." A twisted grin flashes at you. "Don't tell me you don't want to get as much use out of your gardens as you can."

The back of your sleeve wipes at your eyes. A smile is manageable.

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A bleary-eyed look passes over the rest of the room. Your friends are pissed beyond all measure, and seem ready to storm out of the castle this instant. There's no doubt in your mind that they're all calculating the best way of getting even. You're blessed, but have to insist, "I have to show them Mercy, but it will never be as they see fit. It would be unsightly for me to enact Vengeance while wearing Her colors, after all."

You've been wearing black since the day you buried your family. It's gilded. Everyone present offers you an appreciative look.

"I am— I will never pretend that this is alright. Every last individual who traveled with us from Calunoth needs to be notified of this matter. My identity is far from the issue at hand. I strongly suspect it's all a ruse, just to get Pevrel here. This is the heart of the matter. This is what they are attempting to use against me. They do not simply want me out of the picture. They want me dead."

A mild voice at your back pipes up. Adwin can't help but say something. "Everyone present here can be made aware of your situation in full, but not all of your people may be so understanding. Particularly not a figure of Vengeance."

James doesn't throw a knife, but he's been toying with one all night. It's tilted towards the artist. Blade first. "Then we'd better find out who's a problem before the fact."

"I can m-make a few g-guesses," Harvey scowls, leaning towards Walter. "B-but I b-bet you have a m-much b-better id-dea."

He straightens up. "Of course I do." A nod is given towards Harriet. "We've been hedging bets since Calunoth."

Your grimace could not be deeper. The confession you made to Walter was meant to be confidential. This is beyond insensitive. "Excuse me—?"

The priestess pats you on the back, and parts from the hug. "I intend to win."

She's being serious. You shake your head in disbelief. "How can you be so insensitive—"

James and Harvey immediately look like they want in. The former still has his feet on the table. The latter mentions, "I g-get the feeling th-these assholes are weaker th-than th-they let on. Why would th-they g-go th-through so m-much troub-ble if th-they had any real power?"

A bark of a laugh escapes from Walter. It's one of the most insecure noises you've ever heard. "There it is." A steely glare falls on you. "We'll get to the company, and all the rest. We'll delay Pevrel for as long as we can. He won't know you have anything to do with it. I'm seeing your schedule, and it'll be like you were never involved. This is too important not to make it happen." A glance is fired to Adwin, and back to you. "You went down there with Harvey and James, just to prevent you from dealing with that cell all alone. Yet you all became separated. There was no accountability. This is what we were attempting to prevent. They won't talk. I know you will, though."

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>>4536468
James and Harvey look disturbed beyond all measure. Your knight is the first to speak up, for once. "I couldn't fucking und-derstand what was happening half th-the Time."

Both of Klepto's feet come off the table. He's wearing the same blood-soaked, curly-toed shoes he went into the dungeons with. You've been trying to block out the sight of the deep-blue paint and crimson agony, but it's there. A little smear is on the table. The middle-aged man twitches, and laughs to himself. "Well. Yeah. We're not being obtuse, Walter. He's bugging sandy old Astrid for my sake. You think that's some shit we have any handle on?"

A long, deep breath escapes from Sister Cardew. She smiles to everyone present. Your nerves are instantly on fire. The priestess assumes her seat opposite everyone at the table, and sets aside several blank sheets of parchment. Her immediate reliance on the material has you even more distressed. She's only like this when she doesn't trust herself to keep it together, but her voice is level. Clinical. "We will get back to the matter of your clergy, Richard. I'm sorry we've been so insensitive. We were not there, but we can try for the next best thing. Can you tell us what brought you there?"

>A] It's okay if it's hard, or paints you in a negative light. Give a plain, simple explanation. You may have been out of your mind at the Time, but you know this sort of thing well enough by now to piece it apart for any sane man to understand.

>B] You're very upset. Your friends all have killed easier than they've breathed before, but you need some compassion. Seriously. (Write-in anything else you want to express, first.)
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>>4536472
A; despite all the demons left in Mercy's cells, there was one demon above all I'd have to face if I ever wanted some peace. It's unfortunate that my personal demon had company. It's ok to cry a bit, your among your friends now.
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>>4536472
>A] It's okay if it's hard, or paints you in a negative light. Give a plain, simple explanation. You may have been out of your mind at the Time, but you know this sort of thing well enough by now to piece it apart for any sane man to understand.
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>>4536526
(Awesome. Locking the unanimous vote! Writing now.)
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>>4536568
https://youtu.be/cVypnZRO-tU

It's okay if it's hard. It's okay to cry. They can think whatever they want.

Grief is all over you. You speak directly to James and Harvey. "I promise, when all of this is said and done, that we will have some normalcy. A few beers. I want to hear about your travels, and your memories. I'd love to talk about the Catalyst. My Catalyst. But I need you both to look after yourselves, for now. I'll try to explain everything as best as I'm able. It may take some Time. I'm willing to give this as much as it needs. Even if Pevrel shows up before the night is out, this can't wait. This is my life's work."

It hurts to breathe. All of this is raw, and you can't look after anyone nearly as much as you want to. "All of our life's work. Sister Cardew?"

"I'll look after them. You never have to ask." She's a gift. The sister of Spirit waves a pen at both of your friends, and simply says, "feel free to interject."

No complaints. They're both devastated. You try to breathe. "Aldreda."

It's too hard to look at anyone, and that's fine. You can busy yourself with the notches on the table. The choir of their voices. "I insisted that we write to Father Sullivan," Walter sneers. There's a sound of disgust from Harriet, but he talks right over it. The only thing he hates more than mind-games is the obstruction of knowledge. "This is his expertise. He must have seen her before. If anyone would have records on file regarding her, or any other demon's capture, it would be him. Harriet hasn't seen any regarding Aldreda personally— but she's seen yours, Richard. They're there, somewhere. All the way up in Murgate. He'll send everything he has on her, at least. I made the request in your name."

"Thank you."

"He wants to help. It might take awhile, but it'll get here. She'll be seen to."

Everything hurts. The sweet flag should still be working, but there's a pain that runs deeper. "Thank you. Thank you both so much. I can't imagine how hard it is for any of you to work with him. Thank you. I'll see to the rest, or as much as I'm able. I may need your assistance, Sister Cardew."

"I wouldn't miss the opportunity for anything, Richard." She sounds furious. "I'll save my complaints for another Time."

"You can't stand him. I know. I know there's no excuse. She's hurting, but I— I don't believe that she can die. She's a creature out of Time. Something older, and— and so powerful that she—" You're slipping into old habits. The stress is bringing out old tics. You take a level breath. "She can't hold her own strengths together, but we will find a way to ease her pain."

It's like knives through your chest.

You clutch at your heart, and start crying all over again. You're with friends. They understand. "Agony. The demon of agony. Harvey, were you—"

"N-no." He doesn't sound the same. It's distant. It occurs to you how much he doesn't ever want to remember.

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"N-no." He doesn't sound the same. It's distant. It occurs to you how much he doesn't ever want to remember.

No one is going to forget what you've seen. You steel yourself, and grit out, "no sin could have warranted that punishment. Nothing. Even an instant of it was unfathomable. He must have been down there for ages. Waiting to die. Wanting to be released from it. How many more are like him?"

Nausea is hot on you. "How many so-called 'monsters' have I been fighting, who simply wanted to be laid to rest?"

Harvey shifts. "It's n-not always th-the same, Rich-chard."

"That was no monster." He knows it just as well as you do. "This has nothing to do with Ostedholm. We are not still down there. He begged for death, in any way he could. I barely made out his pleas, in the end— and it still wasn't enough."

You're sobbing hard, and compulsively apologize. "I'm so sorry."

James is picking off chunks of the table with the edge of his knife. "You both came out of there looking worse than dead. Can't imagine you not doing everything you could."

Your knight deserves the credit. "I couldn't have done anything if you weren't there, Harvey. The effect that he emanated went deeper than the skin. Flesh was not listening."

The heathens present all tense. "N-no." He's in complete agreement. "N-no one was."

That can't be right. Your faith was rewarded. "Dream was. He was all throughout— there were more demons of Dream within their cells than any other ruin I've traversed. It is no mere coincidence. He was listening to their cries. Yet He— Dream did not speak to me on their behalf. He asked about my family, and my life. About Mercy. How can we be more important? There is no pain a mortal man could experience that could eclipse that demon's suffering. Nothing."

Blue is swimming in your gaze, as you stare down everyone present. They're shocked beyond belief. James still is looking at you with more respect than you can stand. So is Walter. Harriet puts it simply. "You confronted a God."

"Through the night," you explain. "Through His vision. He wanted to see me. He always has. He— he asked me about my children. His will has manifested itself before me, more than—"

A thought occurs to you, that nearly has you vomit on the spot.

We have seen this meeting once before.

You put a hand to your lips. Ray immediately begins whining.

There were eyes of green. There were eyes of gold. There were eyes of blue.

You speak in a voice that is entirely not your own. It is the moon, and the stars in the sky. A nightmare.

"A barrel of liquor tumbles down an endless staircase, and collides with a mountain of dead bodies."

"The base is hale, but the uppermost branches have rotted."


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"It drips from the walls. It pools on the floor. It coursed from your skin. He's been flayed. Through the darkness, crimson catches on your vision. You want to vomit, but nothing comes. The figure next to you is slaked with blood."

"There are corpses in the room before you."

"The mound of carnage is posed. Your congregation is rotting, and you look away. There are eyes, staring back at you. Impossibly wide, and utterly mad. The look is psychotic, one rimmed with deep bags under the eyes. Sunken into a face that has worn with care and trauma. Broken, and scarcely mended. You do not draw away. Though any sane man could turn and run, you do not run from your reflection.


Adwin makes a sound behind you. It barely registers.

With all the force you can muster, you pull the figure into you.

You can't snap out of it.

"Ignore your delusion— or embrace Our true meaning. Accept Our solution. This was a nightmare of your own creation. Make of it what you will."

The world goes dark.

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He has been trying to warn me. This is impossible. I never could have had enough information.

Dream is the nightmare.

What is His solution?


You drag yourself up, off the table. Violent coughing hurts every inch of your body, as you cough up streaks of paint. It's in an abundance that completely coats the hand that tries to stifle it. You nearly bump into Sister Cardew, who has been holding tightly onto your shoulders. She thrusts a cloth at you. There's blood coming up with the cerulean, that stains the white cloth she's given to you instantly. No more pain. Acrid, burning misery, of a God who's been slighted over and over again.

You get through it, and drop the tears. The agony. The pits of perpetual exhaustion that rim your eyes are deeper.

No one else dares to breathe. They're terrified.

You find the will to explain, as the world swims. "I confronted a nightmare, and have abused him more than any other. I told Dream that to live is to serve. I've never meant anything more in all my life."

Gently shrugging Sister Cardew off, you fire a stare directly at Adwin. "If ONE single soul can be brought back from the brink? You are ALL worthy of my love. EVERY soul deserves a chance at redemption. I regret nothing. THAT is my interpretation."

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Harvey makes a sound like he wants to interject, and thinks better of it.

A table of the living dead spends several minutes in silence, save for you clearing your throat. Your head is swimming from no more than a few hours sleep in seven days, but you are not going to let it slow you down. "This is His nature." A stare bores into Walter, and Harriet. You can barely see, but your friends are all pale as a sheet. They have no idea how to handle this. You do. "Dream is responsible for these opportunities. They are advancements in my findings."

Everyone at the table starts to protest.

You speak so softly, and so gravely, that everyone silences their outburst. "You may criticize my methods, Walter— and I know that you all are concerned. But these are matters of importance greater than any single one of us. Life, death— and everything that comes in-between."

Speaking at length hurts, but you don't care. The Gods granted you with a love of agony, and you have never questioned it. It's a gift. "The parallels between our demons, Gods—"

Harriet gasps.

You shove the disgusting handkerchief back at her, and glare. "This is not blasphemy. This is the truth. The Gods embody everything that They are. Nothing more. Nothing less. Their actions are not malicious in their intent, but what of their consequences? My faith is far from misplaced. Yet our very own clergy suffer. They die. We turn. I have met three figures this last week alone who warranted redemption, in my eyes. I spoke to an incubus, who did not subject me to neither torture, nor pain. He may be corrupted by his desires, but Praxilyos and I come from the same cloth. We all do. Humans. Demons. It's our commonalities that define us. So where— so where does the difference really lie?"

>A] It's not a rhetorical question. Your research team has been silently thinking, and your friends have plenty of thoughts. Hear them out. Try not to pass out.

>B] This is the culmination of your life's work. You have plenty of thoughts on the matter. Any interpretation is valid. (Write-in what you think separates humans, demons, and Gods.)

>C] Write-in.
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>>4536662
(This concludes our weekend session! Look forward to some serious transparency moving ahead. This vote will remain open at least for the next 8 hours. I'll resume our weekday pace starting tomorrow, with 1-2+ updates. As previously stated, we'll run this crazy train to 404 if need be to get as much covered as we can.

Thank you guys so, so much for all of your feedback and participation. I'll be around, and am working on a few supplemental materials tonight. Primarily, I wanted to make a very meta, OOC handout for new readers. It will have a concise summary of the abilities you guys possess, with a little disclaimer about our protag's unique situations (to put it bluntly) instability. Let me know if you have any questions, want further references, care to share suggestions, or need anything else!)
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>>4536662
Demons take their questions, their desires, fears, and feelings- their faith in one aspect of life, and take it to the extreme, to the brink of their existence, until they are consumed by it, molded by it... eventually they embody it to the core of their very being. Humans can reach those extremes, but there are other pressures in their lives that tend to pull them back from the brink, back from the edges of that abyss, back to the foundation of their soul. A human has mitigators that help keep them human, whether they be family, friends, faith... they have aspects of their lives that influence them to stay human. Demons have none of that... and so they lose themselves in their faith of a single aspect of their soul that is beyond question, that consumes and molds them until they embody that aspect... at the cost of their humanity. Often, the demons are the victims of their own feelings, their desires and fears, the questions... all that fester in the very bottom of their souls... and with nothing to help center them, to bring them back from that Abyss of... totality, the supremacy of one aspect above all... at the cost of all. It's a sad, lonely existence they embody. One aspect doesn't make a human... but it does create a demon.

A; I would like to hear their thoughts and opinions before and after our thoughts on the matter are clairified, if you don't mind :^)
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>>4536662
>B] This is the culmination of your life's work. You have plenty of thoughts on the matter. Any interpretation is valid. (Write-in what you think separates humans, demons, and Gods.)
Demons are based, humans less so. Being unbased makes you a normie.

but for real +1 this >>4536750
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>>4536662
The Gods embody many aspects associated with humans and the world they inhabit. They're not just the Sun, the Earth... Stars and Storms... physical aspects of reality, but what they also represent the human interpretation... the feelings humans feel, as well. Mercy, Vengeance... Spirit and Flesh... Dream... even Time has more associated with it then only one aspect. The Gods themselves represent reality, as we know it- not just physical realities, but the mental and emotional realities that humans experience every day, with their very being. The Gods are not one single aspect, they are many... and they are inflexible not because they choose to be, but because They cannot be anything other. The Gods do not represent their domains, they embody them. It's not that they are mysterious, it's just that being human limits our understanding of them, their actions and intentions... it's not that they seek to harm or be opaque, but simply that they do not know how else to conduct themselves beyond what they embody. That is why they are divine.
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>>4536662
There are probably more thoughts here, but this should be enough to answer the questions posed atm... I hope, atleast.
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(This is so based. Still up for awhile and might close the vote early if I have some time before bed. Still keeping it open for now though. Love it.)
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>>4536662
Humans... in a sense, they are potential in it's most pure form. They experience everything the Gods and the world has to offer. Some may turn inward, towards their worst tendencies, to intense emotions, the fringes of human experience... into damnation. Demonic corruption. But most don't. They live and die, because they are not eternal. They do not embody any one aspect, but they have the potential to feel them all. Humans have a versatility demon can't hope to match... that even the Gods themselves recognized and seek to protect, it their own ways and fashion. It is why humans are they way they are. Humans embody choice, and potential, it their most crude, base forms- its most pure form. It's why... why we're both the problem and the solution. It why we are the ray of hope, in a sea full of our darkest experiences. It isn't what we are, but what we could be, that makes us human.

Didn't think I had more in me, but here you go. Hope it can be of any use.
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>>4536662

>A] It's not a rhetorical question. Your research team has been silently thinking, and your friends have plenty of thoughts. Hear them out. Try not to pass out.

Especially Adwin. He passed the border between man and demon, demon and a catalyst personified. HE is the key, the question to our answer.
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(This is all so lovely. I'm going to lock the vote here and knock out one more update tonight. Almost positive I won't be able to write again until tomorrow afternoon or evening, but hope this packed weekend more than makes up for it! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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You were going to say something, before Dream rudely interrupted. "Dream has shown this all to me before. I never have— I can never get enough context, for anything. But this is the God of premonition. The God of vision. This is precisely what I am talking about. An opportunity. I know well enough by now that our patrons are not one aspect. He is every star at night. The moon in the sky. Every step taken to reach Him. It is not the embodiment of a nightmare that has watched me sleep. He is all that it is to Dream."

The surreal taste of paint is still on your tongue. Every word is an insult. You don't care. "For me to reject His will— even if it is through no fault of my own— is a spit in His face. To argue with His interpretation is to deny more than even His reality. He is reverie, and the song to which we all sleep. Not the absence of rest. He is inspiration, and what it truly means to BE MORE than interpretation."

Adwin has scarcely said a word. He knows that he's an anomaly. That to even show his face could destroy any unwitting soul who looks upon him. The outline of his face is obscured at the moment, but you can guess at his distress.

There's no interruptions from any of your other friends, either. You are a team, but they want to hear your thoughts first.

This is something you think about every waking moment, of every waking hour, or every waking day. The living nightmare. "Demons could not be more polarized. They fester."

Most scars on your body were made in an attempt to take you further from the Gods. They are cracks in your vessel, made from a fundamental misunderstanding. The experiences you have been through have only made you closer to Them. "The pressures of our lives— our hopes, love, family, and everything else we hold dear— they keep us from the brink. Those who leap off that precipice— they can persist with us all. Men like Adrian, and Theobald, they're still holding onto something, still. But there are those who will fall in on themselves. Who look so deeply into the foundation of their very beings, they think they cannot climb back out. There is no salvation. Not in their hands."

It makes perfect sense. Your tone picks up. Adwin is looking at you as if you're a genius, but you have to keep going. "It is not just one aspect that makes a person. That is our potential. Mankind is the embodiment of all that is. We are versatility, and potential. The choices we make. It is the purest problem, with the most elegant solution. It is not what we are. It is what we can be that makes us human."

The eyes of a madman scan the room. You're grinning, after being struck by a God. You laugh a little to yourself. A hand runs through your hair. "That's it." You laugh harder. "It's that simple."

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Everyone looks terrified, and traumatized. Despite their fear, they have all kept it together, and they welcome the opportunity to voice their own thoughts with open arms.

Most of them are blasphemers, and are deeply dissatisfied. Harvey looks like he needs a stiff drink. "I've seen it so m-much. People d-dying. Lost. Is th-that it, th-then? Ch-choice? We d-don't want th-this."

A wrinkle forms on Walter's nose. He hates to admit it, but the Goddess of Defense debated with him just last week. "The answer is elegant. Your faith is always rewarded, isn't it, Richard?"

He's bitter. You don't care, but your smile falters. "It is Their will."

"It's why They take an interest in us," he snips in reply. "No other race has Their favor. But it's not even every human who can call upon Them. They listen to the people who dedicate their choices, but only in Their favor."

A nod of agreement from Sister Cardew, who has been deep in though all the while. "If not for want of answers, we want for simplicity. Most of us tend towards one thing. One patron. One focus. Not only with the Gods, but that is the crux of our Catalyst." An apologetic stare is pointed your way. "The parallel is clear. You are absolutely right. I'm sure of it. But it's mad to think one could devote their lives to every aspect of life. Of what it means to be human. It is a struggle simply to survive our own impulses. Most of us cannot—"

Nervous laughter bubbles out from Klepto. He drives the dagger in hand into the table. Adwin doesn't flinch, but you and Harvey do. The beat of your heart refuses to calm down, as the clown titters to no one in particular. "It's not that simple, either. You're all wrapped up in it, Sister. Father. Most of us never get the chance to even Dream of what you all can touch. There's normal-fucking-concerns that keep us pinned down. Never mind the Gods, or the church. It's a distraction from the problem. We're all sick, down to the core."

"Oh, st-stop." Harvey grunts, and looks sideways at the clown. "You're n-not th-that b-bad."

James bares his teeth. "Then what is?"

The terribly quiet soul at your back finally speaks up. "It can be anything you wish."

Every face in the room looks to your interpreter, and blanches. Walter finally snaps, "alright. I've had enough. I have my suspicions, but—"

"Don't," you sigh. "Please." You take a minute to breathe. Everyone's nerves are on end. The ordeal you went through within Interpretation's domain was unreal. Five solid days of invocation should have killed you many times over. Nothing made sense. "We're going to make sense of this together," you insist.

Everyone quiets down. More deep breathing. The headache is just in your imagination. You are in no immediate pain. This is mostly a trick of the mind, just like the rapid beat of your pulse. You can get a handle on it. Eyes open.

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Your friends are all agitated beyond measure. Adwin sits down behind you, and folds his hands over one another. His body is screaming that he wants to run.

Leaning over, you preemptively unstick James' knife from the table, and demand, "no violence." The item is set aside. It's probably a bad idea for you to keep it in hand. Sister Cardew slides it an inch further away. You're not offended. "I am tired of unnecessary bloodshed, and pain. We bore witness to multiple demons this week who embodied several aspects of humanity. Aldreda was a collective. The demon of agony persisted through Time, and Flesh. Praxilyos is a manifestation of Flesh, Dream, and Storm. My cell was lower than any others, and I am a man of all the Gods."

It needs to be said. "I am what they deemed a success. Someone who could not turn. Dream attempted to warn me of what lied in wait at the end of their disgusting endeavors. But the God of the night does not possess a grasp on Time. Ultimately, I hold no keys to Eadric's cells. I was a prisoner, and the culmination of my enemy's labors, yes. But even the keys I was entrusted with were changed, in my absence. The locks on most cages beneath our dungeons are only symbolic."

You get to your feet. The world immediately tilts sideways. You grab at the table, right yourself, and resist the urge to cough. A mad grin is fired at everyone present. "Hear me out. A question, to my answer."

https://youtu.be/hTcBnxxuAls?t=5

Walter is vibrating with nervous energy. Harvey and James are caught between varying degrees of trauma, and just want the answer. Ray has resigned to the fact that he can't comfort the entire room at once, and politely set himself under the table for anyone's reassurance who needs it.

Sister Cardew sets down her pen, and looks to the young man standing at your back. "Ah."
Walter looks between the three of you, and grins ear-to-ear. "I get it."

"I descended with you all into the lair of a demon of interpretation, seeking to pull them from the brink. But we did not cure the Catalyst. We went deeper. I can confront my demons. I am no stranger to the weakness within the hearts of humankind." A (broad) gesture is made to your own body. "I know my flaws, and accept them wholeheartedly. I am a killer, a glutton, a masochist, and a preacher. These things never needed to be forced into me by a demon. Remigius never told me anything I did not already know. I could embrace an interpretation of my image readily. No matter how disparaging a demon of interpretation's image of me may be, it never could have expected for me to love what they depicted."

"No one could have," Adwin mutters.

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Harvey and James are looking at you like you're insane. You are, and that's alright. A finger points at both of them. "You know how distorted things became. We slipped from reality. The entire lair was within a painted world, but we never left the same canvas. It was all occupying the same space. We fell through images, made of our images? Yet we exited the domain in a physical space. The entire venture was up to our interpretation. We reached out to go deeper into the image— but it was only then that we fell deeper into ourselves."

"No." Adwin sounds distant. It's an unearthly tone. "Deeper into it. There was no domain."

Harvey looks like he's going to be sick. "I kn-knew it."

Everyone present looks to Adwin, with all the whites of their eyes. His voice is distant, like a creature who was nailed to a wall, in neon and watercolor, for several hundred years. It is the voice of insanity. "There is no bottom. There is no foundation. It is an abyss."

You twitch. The verbiage is so similar, you could die.

He continues, in the same horrific tone. "It is a fall so deep into oneself, no light should be found."

"Mercy." You, James, and Harvey all could not be paler. Your warden's light. "They wanted to remind us. SHE wanted to remind us—"

"There was no hope. It is the absence of all things, but one." Adwin's voice drops to a whisper. "Our innermost being."

Sister Cardew whispers. "The immaterial."

James kicks his chair back, gets to his feet, and spits across the table. "You sick fucking piece of shit—!" He's immediately trying to jump over Harvey, and the table. "I should kill you where you STAND—!"

Harvey is up at the same instant, and places his armored body between the two of them. It takes only a second to wrest an arm around Klepto, and to mutter, "you prob-bably can't. D-don't b-be a piece of sh-shit, too."

Both of your hands go up. Palms out. You open your mouth to speak, and obviously are about to preach, and instantly get screeched over by James. "SHOVE IT! I didn't choose SHIT, RICHARD, except to try and KEEP US ALL ALIVE—! Get your FILTHY fucking hands off of me, Harvey!"

"N-no."

"TAKE A FUCKING BATH, HARVEY—!"

"D-don't b-be a d-dick." A weary look goes to you. He doesn't bother making any jokes.

This is destroying your knight.

Walter is completely at ease. He laughs to himself. "You left Time. Spirit, too. That's what took so long. That's why you're all such a mess."

"FUCK YOU TOO WALTER—!"

"It's much worse than that." The nobleman fires an accusation at Adwin. "You forgot how to Dream."

He can see plain as day how much they're suffering. Apology is all through his tone. "Save for one thing. One aspect. One ultimate unreality. Interpretation. Father Anscham helped me see something—"

James is seriously putting up a fight against Harvey. There's teeth, and screaming.

This is not productive.

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The armored guard at the table grunts, and slams Klepto back down into his seat. It creaks from the sheer force of the motion. There's groaning, and complaints along the lines of "imagine how much easier I'd take a hit if I was TWENTY YEARS YOUNGER, HARVEY!"

The red lion outright barks at him. There's much more clarity than usual. "YOU'RE PROVING HIM RIGHT, YOU V-VAIN CUNT! Sit down! Sh-shut up! Father Anscham isn't g-going to let you d-die. Are you ab-bout to th-throw it away?! Th-that th-thing could." James looks like he's got a knife in his shoe, to which Harvey sweeps it away with his heel, and snaps harder. "SIT! Down. Shut up."

The two of them stare daggers at each other.

James sticks out his tongue. Harvey gives him the finger.

Walter leans over, and quietly asks, "I'd like to hear what the fuck happened, if you girls are done...?"

Both men simultaneously bark, "no."

Sister Cardew leans a little across the table, is far from bothered, and quietly promises, "I would like nothing more than to see you both tear each other to pieces. But will you humor me. Just for a moment. Permit Adwin to speak?"

A groan falls from Klepto. He hates it. "Fuck off." He can't say no. "Fuuuuck off." A pause. A glance to Sister Cardew. "I couldn't have known what would happen. There was no Spirit."

He slumps back in his chair. Harvey wraps an arm around his shoulder. "We'll g-get it sorted out. Really." A fiery stare bores into you. "Soon as we can."

The priestess raises her eyebrows to you, and your ward. "Go ahead."

The incessant tremor through your hands is not dying down. You're not making any assumptions. "I would also like to hear what he has to say. More than anything." You close your eyes, and try to breathe. "Please."

You're certain he's still scared that to stop interpreting is to die. Light energy is through a rambling, nervous attempt at an explanation. "There was no end to my inner-reflection. I could go deeper. Countless ages spent in agony could never sate my desires. I discovered a beauty unrivaled. An embrace, around this innermost aspect of oneself. Inflicting my own vision onto others could never hope to embody all that they truly are. Each and every one of us sees ourselves differently. There is something more to be found."

Deep breath. Your hands are shaking violently, and are set on the table for stability. The wood underhand is real. Nothing there was. "It was all a vision. The demon of interpretation was capable of manipulating the Time it took for us to interpret our own image. Yet the image— the image we saw was not a real reflection. It was seen through the demon's many eyes."

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A look to Adwin, for confirmation. The painter is distraught beyond all measure. He sounds like a dead thing. "There was no vision. Not as I saw it. It was as you saw yourselves, through another Time. Another instance. Another fact. Another interpretation."

The thickness of your wrists, and the deeper scars all along them are all familiar. The old wounds are as if they'd been inflicted only a few years past. The weight is nothing out of the realm of possibility. You put on more even after stepping into the demon's image.

A glance to Klepto. He's really not that much uglier. He's just aged poorly. Stress is all along every line upon his face. It's obvious that he doesn't get enough sun, and smokes too often. His nose is larger, but doesn't everyone's increase in size as they age? "This is nothing that could not have already transpired. Nothing we did not already know. You never interpreted anything at all."

Your words might as well be knives. Adwin clutches at a scarf around his arms, and chokes out a reply. "No. Never. Not until the day before yesterday. We cast aside the trappings of my mind."

No doubt is left in anyone's mind that the young man in the room with them was a demon.

You slide the knife on the table farther away, towards the edge Harriet is sitting at. The entire escape you made was a fever Dream, at best. You already have a headache, but are determined to piece this apart. "The maze you created was never truly there, was it? We could have wandered it for an eternity, if you wished."

That horrible tone is back. You can't imagine what it must have felt like. "It was there, in another Time."

There's no Time for this. "Be clear."

He's devastated. There's no clear way to put it. "It's impossible to know."

You get it. "We didn't cure you. There's still a fundamental absence of Their work in you. You can't understand it yourself. We did not witness reality, or humanity. Not as we know it."

You vaguely remember swallowing a sun. There's some metaphor in here that Mercy and Agriculture would appreciate. There is such a thing as too much reflection.

You court the embodiment of excess. The Goddess of Temperance is your lover. It all is insane. It borders on nonsense, that you feel is going to destroy what little composure everyone in the room has if you press it further. Attempting to wrap your mind around divinity has plummeted you off the brink, and there's only so much more rope you can unravel.

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>A] This will likely disturb you, Harvey, and James until the day you die. There are a lot of things that mankind was not meant to witness, and distorting concepts of reality is one of them. You'll all work through this with Sister Cardew in the years to come, but for now, try to move on. Adwin's shift into his present form is one of the most remarkable events of your life. Your friends are desperate to understand, too. This is all horrible, and you just need to work through the matter. Get on with it.

>B] You're shameless, truly insatiable, and cannot resist the temptation. Fuck it. Pick apart your experience. Go deeper.

>C] This raises at least one thousand questions. Take a minute. Breathe. (Write in literally any observations you want to make, things you'd like to do, if you need some more fresh air, or just want to break things down further.)

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>>4536860
>B] You're shameless, truly insatiable, and cannot resist the temptation. Fuck it. Pick apart your experience. Go deeper.
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>>4536860
>>A] This will likely disturb you, Harvey, and James until the day you die. There are a lot of things that mankind was not meant to witness, and distorting concepts of reality is one of them. You'll all work through this with Sister Cardew in the years to come, but for now, try to move on. Adwin's shift into his present form is one of the most remarkable events of your life. Your friends are desperate to understand, too. This is all horrible, and you just need to work through the matter. Get on with it.

>>4536864
STRONGLY oppose this. The lesson we learned was that too much reflection is folly, there is such a thing as going too deep. Everyone is on edge already, this is not the time.
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I pick C, as there seems to be a conflict between A and B. A point of note, we can always do B at a later point in time. To reflect on our lives is healthy, to try and understand what mystifies us is natural. It's only at the cost of everything else when it become unacceptable. But everyone is on edge, and I'd like for them all to calm down. Where did we put that butterscotch tea?

Oh, right, C. In a way, we didn't solve the Catalyst. We just doubled down on it, forced it to find its own interpretation of himself he can live with, so as to function in the world, and not an interpretation that's constantly shifting, a reflection upon reflection upon reflection... his light was there, just trapped within a thousand mirrors, a million interpretations, and no decision on which one is the right one... on which one is him. Until we helped him.

We're on the right track, but we may have to deal with the fact that each cure maybe be different for each Catalyst (we don't know yet, but if each Catalyst is different and unique in how they manifest, then it only reasonable to assume the same for each cure).

But we can delve into this another time. More tea?

As long as the people calm down, then it's alright for Richard to keep this to himself. I don't want everyone to dispair or misinterpret his words, as they are a part of the solution, and not a problem to be kindled.
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>>4536860
>A] This will likely disturb you, Harvey, and James until the day you die. There are a lot of things that mankind was not meant to witness, and distorting concepts of reality is one of them. You'll all work through this with Sister Cardew in the years to come, but for now, try to move on. Adwin's shift into his present form is one of the most remarkable events of your life. Your friends are desperate to understand, too. This is all horrible, and you just need to work through the matter. Get on with it.

I don't want to bring up past trauma for them when it's raw. It can wait when things have settled, and healed.
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>>4536860
>A] This will likely disturb you, Harvey, and James until the day you die. There are a lot of things that mankind was not meant to witness, and distorting concepts of reality is one of them. You'll all work through this with Sister Cardew in the years to come, but for now, try to move on. Adwin's shift into his present form is one of the most remarkable events of your life. Your friends are desperate to understand, too. This is all horrible, and you just need to work through the matter. Get on with it.

Too much of a smooth brain for c but
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I'll support this write in too.
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Lurker posting again, I might be way off but I have a theory concerning the catalyst; I believe if we play to a demons initial catalyst and can ascertain it and play to it and make the demon delve deeper into it we can reach a point at which the demon feels hope towards the subject of their catalyst, this doesn’t occur spontaneously and requires a transference of hope from a hope rich individual (I.e. ourselves) to the demon lacking in hope. The reoccurrence of hope in an otherwise hopeless form of a demon causes a second catalyst to occur from the conflict of the two states of hope in the hopeless (demons), hence why they are not human and not demon but something else.

As I say I could be way off but this is my working interpretation in case we wanna try and convert future demons
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Potentially. The thing I fear is that Adwin was created by the demon's uncertain interpretation of itself, which then solidified into its current form. It may not be a second catalyst in and of itself, just a demon finally coming to terms with its existence. It's just that it worked here because the demon was uncertain of its own nature of existence, to the point that it's soul was like clay, able to be molded into its current form.

But you very well may be right. To become a demon is the process of losing hope, while in Adwin's case it was a process of reclaiming hope. I don't feel that the transfer of hope is necessarily the solution, as I think it's an accelerant if anything, but the rekindling of hope would definitely be necessary for a demon to become something... else, in this case. Keep in mind, this isn't necessarily a cure to the affliction, just a form of treatment. We're in uncharted waters here, but it exactly because they are uncharted that give me hope for a cure.
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>>4537624
I'm sorry to hear that mate. I hope it gets better as the week goes by.
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>>4537838
(Thanks man! Really appreciate it. Things are already looking up. Just got back to my desk, gonna crank out some coffee, look over the votes and unwind for a minute. ETA prob 20 minutes to locking the vote!)
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(Absolutely phenomenal stuff guys. Seriously. Checking those trips. Going to incorporate as much as possible. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/9eIPllih7Qg

A gentle look goes out to all of your friends. You are a sage of insanity, yet the enigma at your back has raised more questions than anything else has in all your life. The fabric draped all across Adwin's slender form isn't shaking. He's tense. Ready to run for his life, from the first days that he's truly been born. Your heart is aching for them, and every question you all are too scared to ask. Three's a dozen theories cropping up with each passing moment, and the temptation to dig into them is the very first thing that comes to mind.

James is trying hard not to cry. This is tearing him apart. He's furious, with hands tight against his knees. A single foot taps incessantly, with sticky noise every time his heel hits the floor. It's from the carnage of a monster. His eyes are locked fast with Adwin's indiscernible features, but respects you and Harvey more than any other men alive. He'll stay his hand, and defer to your judgement.

There's no doubt that this will disturb the three of you for the rest of your lives. A vacant look is all across the red lion's features. He's not the same. He's a common man, with humble desires, and a life worth living. One that he's dedicated to two of the most ambitious researchers alive. He knew what he was getting into, but you can't bear the thought of making his life any harder. It's easy to imagine sorting this all out years down the line.

Sister Cardew's eyes are aglow. The young woman is fascinated with the unusual, and the insane. This is her element, and you're certain she'll gladly work through this with you all. But now is not the time.

Walter wants answers, and can keep a clear mind through any situation. He's giving Ray a little attention, and only wants to hear more. Neither one of your research partners bats an eye at the situation, but they can't understand. None of you can. Not even the four of you who were actually there. Though you may be insatiable, this is one temptation you can resist.

There are a lot of things that mankind was not meant to witness, and distorting concepts of reality is one of them. You get up slowly. Enough not to set off anyone's nerves. The tea is remembered, and you make a ritual of it. Methodical, easy movements. The flask is capable of endlessly facilitating the motion. It's such an utterly mundane departure from the conversation, no one really pays you any mind.

The sound of your voice isn't something you care for, but the scent of dandelions is. The bitter, earthy seeds constituting the drink is married with just the right amount of sweetness. Gold is all through your eyes, as you softly speak. "Yellow has historically represented the Church of Mercy. So has the sun. It's no coincidence that dandelions are used predominantly in our home. For our healers, both of the body, and the soul."

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You implore everyone to take a cup, and to quiet down, while you resume your position at the head of the table. "There are folk-tales, of course. 'Hold one to your skin. It may be an omen of wealth, if you reflects its gold.'" A sincere smile. "'Use your breath, and send them to the wind. Every seed that remains is another day of good fortune.' Their seeds are white as the moon, and take to the sky like stars. They are associated with wishing. A flower that opens in the morning, to seize the day— and closes at night. A flower, who knows how to Dream."

Everyone feels entirely too guilty to leave the cups you've poured alone. Walter slides an empty, wooden mug across the table to you, in lieu of the flask. He knows you treasure going through the motions of filling it. Tea is a ritual for the Church of Agriculture, Mercy, and Dream. "They are a union of our patrons. Bounty, health, and rest. They are far from a weed. They nurture our soil, and help the community around them thrive. It is a child's flower. A symbol of happiness, and simple joys. Companionship."

The first inch of the beverage is frothy. Honey, ghee, exotic spices, and blackened seeds all blend together in caramel hues. It's steaming. There's warmth all through your tone. "Our wounds are raw. This all can wait. Things will settle down." You raise your cup. "You all are so much more than an answer, or a solution. You're my foundation. I'd like to help us all calm down. You may not believe me— but even I can recognize when some things are better left unsaid."

Sister Cardew gives you a silly smile, while Harvey digs his heel into the top of James' foot to behave himself. Everyone present is still horribly traumatized. They take a moment, and remember that their tea exists, too. You don't make a toast. It's not appropriate to do more than work at your own cup, and murmur, "to healing."

No one else replies. Several more minutes pass by, as everyone else agrees that some things are better left unsaid.

You're certain that even while he's completely silent, Adwin has inspired you beyond all measure. There's a theory brewing in the back of your mind, but it can wait. There's Time. She is on your side. Enough to work over the bittersweet notes of homemade, butterscotch tea. It's Mother Bethaea's recipe, though she said it was passed down from a prior Mother of Mercy. She wanted to help you feel a little more at home, during your first stay in Wearmoor. The drink has never failed to put you at ease.

There's hope in your heart. Enough that you may have been capable of imparting your wishes for self-love onto a demon.
Adwin's Catalyst may have triggered a second Time.
He may have embraced interpretation all on his own.
You may have helped a lost soul learn to accept himself.

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No matter your interpretation, the rest of this affair can wait. The transformation of the being beside you is one of the most significant events of your life. Adwin deserves all the love, and respect you can give. So do all of your friends.

It's not exactly on-schedule— but while you drink, you borrow some parchment from Harriet. "James."

He resents how delicious the tea is. He hates it, and you, and everyone else here. He's already finished his cup, and stares you down like he's never hated being anywhere more in his life. The lost soul is too scared of losing you to outright walk away from the situation, but he'll make a stink about it. Venom drips from Klepto's vanilla-coated tongue. "What."

"More tea?"

Harvey laughs. So does Walter. Both of them request a refill. James scowls, and turns up his nose, while sliding his cup across the table only a minute later.

You try not to smile too hard at him, pour out more drinks for everyone present, and murmur, "I'm drafting a reply to Mother Aimar. She has my respect, and I know she holds the same for me. She never would have taken the Time to reply in the midst of battle otherwise. She will be summoned, but at a Time she sees fit. Until she can make a visit in person, she will have to send us all the next best thing."

The tea is slid to Harvey, who passes it down to James. The minstrel is scared for his life. His lost youth. He's grateful. He wants to skin Adwin alive. Daggers are fired off at everyone present— except for you. There's still hope in his eyes. It took him awhile to process what you've said, but he breathes, "what?"

Two formal requests are drafted, signed, and sealed. As you write, you gratuitously drink. It's hard not to. The heat, and immediate physical distraction comes with no pain. It's all pleasure, and comfort, wrapped up into a wooden mug. The nerves throughout your tone mellow. So does the tremor in your hands. "Adwin is no demon. He cannot undo the damage that has been done— but I would like a second opinion. Mother Aimar's church is the oldest institution of mankind. No matter how much discretion they wish to keep in their affairs, they should investigate this matter. I am making a reasonable demand: the formal requisition of one priest or priestess from the Church of Time. Their age or status is irrelevant, so long as they are capable of addressing your needs. Mother Aimar will not deny me this. Your life will not be wasted a moment longer, James. I will see to the matter personally. It won't kill me."

The urge to make a wax seal in your symbols is strong, but the old pair of outstretched hands will have to do. A nearby candle is swept up, and melts down gold-flaked wax. Each letter fits on less than half a page. You kept the brief, and hand off both completed requests to Sister Cardew.

The sealed envelopes are stashed away on her person. "I'll send this out the instant we're all finished here."

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Adwin is oozing apology, but continues to remain silent. You have to say something to everyone present. This is all horrible, but you need to get on with it. "Adwin was a demon of interpretation. The discretion I have asked for you all to keep is a matter of more than our collective safety. I cannot begin to understand this all now, and neither can he. He is now the very embodiment of Interpretation. It is thanks to that fact that he is here with us all today. He is an artist. A master of his craft— with the wisdom, and humility that it takes to continue to learn."

A small voice speaks behind you. This has to be killing him. Adwin knows that he's thought of as a monster. "I am doing everything in my power to keep to myself. The last thing I want is to go back."

He makes a sound, like he wants to start apologizing. It immediately stops. Your heart is breaking. You have to insist on this. "Salvation should not be a luxury. Agriculture Herself wished to hear the repentant." To everyone present, you put your foot down. "No matter your grievances, I cannot tolerate the mistreatment of any guest in my home."

James bristles so hard, he spills some tea. Outrage catches his complaints before they fall from his lips. Harvey fires him a glare, and then a weary, warning glance to you. "You don't m-mean to keep him here."

They're talking like he's not even present. They absolutely do not think of your ward as human.

A sniff, from Sister Cardew. You fight to not apologize for her congestion. She's not taking well to the tea. A congested scowl goes to the trio sitting across the table. "You'd risk your lives in a fight for Father Anscham, is that it? Just not when he's at home?"

Walter laughs to himself. He loves her to death, and crosses his arms, firing an accusing stare at James and Harvey. "Oh, no. You know I wouldn't risk my life for anyone! These two are the real heroes here. Just look at them. Not even able to keep from arguing, when we have a new nature of being in our presence." His nose is sky-high. "Imbeciles. I hope you both are ashamed of yourselves."

They are. James hates himself for it, and can't even speak.

Your knight gives you an apologetic stare. "I sh-should have b-been th-there."

Behind her wide glasses, Harriet's thin eyebrows furrow. She knew you'd come back to the matter of your clergy, and looks to you for confirmation that you dealt with their deaths all alone.

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You sigh. "While we were within the dungeons, we were— we were only cognizant of two days passing us by. Four more were lost from Time. It is nothing— it is nothing short of a miracle that we all made it out alive." You insist on getting everyone more tea. A gesture for their cups. It's important. "I had been invoking Mercy and Agriculture all the while, but our extended connection was not intentional. Harvey and James collapsed within minutes of us leaving Adwin's cell. They couldn't have possibly helped."

Both scholars in your midst are floored. You really should be dead. Harriet's parchment gets used for the first instance all evening. She was reserving it for any record about your mutual study. There's no further interruption.

A waver comes to your voice. "I was compelled to seek out my own cell. I am— I am only human. I desperately wanted for my faith to be rewarded. To know beyond all doubt that I was no longer— that I was—" It's hard to speak about it. It's hard to speak about virtually anything other than your faith, after eight years of nothing but devotion. It hasn't been easy, but you find a way, like you always have. "That I was no longer a prisoner. Reason did not drive me away from your company. It was my belief."

Ray slinks away from Walter's attention, and sits right by your feet. He gets it. You scratch at him, while the rest of your company mulls things over. Sister Cardew politely declines additional tea. It occurs to you that you've easily drank twice as much as what had you stuffed last week, but there's no pain whatsoever. It's harmony. An ideal.

You almost could feel satisfied, and don't mind quieting down while everyone civilly discusses what you've had to say. You really do need to show Adwin around the church, but it couldn't hurt to stay a few extra minutes.

>A] Give everyone some space. You've said more than enough, and trust that you'll have ample Time with your friends later. Be sure to inform Harvey and James that they're on a temporary vacation, before you go.

>B] Linger for just long enough to hear any parting words on the matter. Stick around for as long as you need to guarantee that Harvey and James will not go running off anytime soon.

>C] Stay awhile longer. The emotional devastation of the last week warrants every peaceful moment you can get. Listen to your friends, and try to take care of yourself.
>1] Just tea is fine. You're trying to watch your weight, and daffodil would be a nice segue from your earlier spiel.
>2] Even honeybees cannot survive on dandelions. Make sure everyone present gets some actual food in their system today. You're worried for how badly they're all neglecting themselves, and you intend to work out in a few hours.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4538089
C2; they do need some food in them. Try not to dally too long, though. We do have a schedule to keep.
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>>4538089
>C2
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>>4538089
>C] Stay awhile longer. The emotional devastation of the last week warrants every peaceful moment you can get. Listen to your friends, and try to take care of yourself.
>2] Even honeybees cannot survive on dandelions. Make sure everyone present gets some actual food in their system today. You're worried for how badly they're all neglecting themselves, and you intend to work out in a few hours.
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>>4538089
>>C] Stay awhile longer. The emotional devastation of the last week warrants every peaceful moment you can get. Listen to your friends, and try to take care of yourself.
>2] Even honeybees cannot survive on dandelions. Make sure everyone present gets some actual food in their system today. You're worried for how badly they're all neglecting themselves, and you intend to work out in a few hours.

They have more than enough food for thought, some for the body will do them good.
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>>4538254
(Good morning guys! Unanimous vote is locked here. I'll be sure to make note of the comments. Writing now!)
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https://youtu.be/ikYcyMFEPBI

Decent conversation is music to your ears. There's a schedule to keep, but your company's complete lack of care for themselves can't wait. You'll show Adwin around the castle as soon as possible, but this is too important not to attend to. "You all have enough food for thought. Some for the body will do us all good."

You excuse yourself from the table, top off everyone's tea, and give Ray a few words of reassurance. His ears perk up, as you head for a familiar exit. At this level of the keep, there are one hundred destinations you could be headed for. Your boy is eager to accompany you to any of them.

Walter calls after you, with polite curiosity. "Where do you think you're going?"

Your flask is stashed away. Your worry stays put. "Even honeybees cannot survive on dandelions. You're all getting some food in your system. I will be right back."

An exasperated sigh fires off at you, but no further complaints. It may be the dead of night, but everyone present has been devoid of normalcy for solid days on end. You gladly accept the invitation to stretch your legs some more, and head out.

Out, and up from the depths of the keeps.
Through a number of winding corridors.
Into the main tower.
On the ground floor.
Traveling to the kitchens would be excessive.
Another corridor is taken.
Down a small flight of stairs.
Around the corner.
A nearby candle is swept up, as you suspect no one has been to your destination in the last many hours (to say the least).
A quick descent to the keep's food storage. It's dark, dry, and smells heavenly.

Barrels, casks, dried meat, relatively fresh fruit, nuts, and more grains than you can shake a stick at are all neatly preserved. The low ceilings, stone walls, and low lighting puts a spring in your step. It only takes a moment to inspect some wares. A basket is swept up, to gather everything that you need. For a city beside the river, kippered herring is no luxury. It will pair just fine with several loaves of coarse bread. It's rustic enough for your tastes, and Walter will just have to get over himself. Wine for Harvey. He needs it. You don't, and keep the flagon sealed all the back to the tower's depths.

Your skull is swimming, as you head back towards the underground hall. Whatever Dream put you through is a different kind of exhaustion, especially coming off the heels of the last week's invocations. The fatigue is like staring into a well for far too long. The dizziness of a mirror that has fallen in on itself. The ache of a stretch that went on for far too long. Ray's company is appreciated, as always. He keeps you steady, and before long you return to your company's meeting place.

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Harriet and Walter are cordially engaging in conversation with Adwin. Their low voices carry through the corridor for a minute or two before you see them. Harvey and James were silently seething, while working over the remainder of their tea. All of their eyes light up as you reappear down the corridor. Interrupting the discussion is out of the question, so you silently set out the spread for everyone present.

Your more cerebral companions resume speaking, and Harvey thanks you immediately for the wine. It's a red. A cheeky grin comes before, and after he digs into it.

"You intend to stay, then," Sister Cardew repeats to Adwin. She seems worried. Her neutral expression is harder to read than usual.

The artist is enduring. "We both are well aware that even if I fail to raise any questions of my own, many will still be asked of me. It is still better to hide of my own volition, than to openly live in terror. Father Anscham is not sheltering a demon. I will not return to the home of one. This is an acceptable compromise, for the moment."

The fine line of Walter's lips tightens. "Naturally. I could badger you all day, and you know I'll be dramatically more capable of it than most. We can't shield you from the rest of the castle, though, let alone the city. The country. Do you intend to stay in the keep, for now?"

A glance goes to you, from the young artist. He says directly to Walter, "it is not my safety that is a concern. Time will tell."

The commodities set out are shoved towards your friends, as you try not to let your nerves creep back up. Standing a moment longer demands their attention. They recall that food is also a real entity. As heathens, or insults to the Gods, they don't remember to pray. You give thanks to Agriculture on their behalf.

Several words of gratitude are fired your way, when the prayer concludes. Walter still wrinkles his nose at the bread. You make a show of tearing off a chunk of it, grin at him with the piece between your teeth, and take a seat.

Everything is phenomenal. The meal's humble nature helps matters. Since the affair with Agriculture and Mercy— you're still not sure what you all went through together, while on the road from Calunoth— eating has become a religious experience. You're not going to slip into old habits, or binge, or give Walter an excuse to bully you. You make an active effort to keep up with the journaling that Sister Cardew encouraged. It's a physical distraction. Something to ground you. You're fine.

Only five minutes are ultimately dedicated to your breakfast. The priestess in your company can read how badly you want to get going, and spends the meal quickly looking over the schedule you've penned. Focus is nearly impossible, so she's patient. It's agreed that— at minimum— you should stay in both hers and Walter's company while out in the city. A group will greatly reduce the odds of you being accosted. The presence of a nobleman and a priestess more so.

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They'll stay in the building for the day, and the remainder of the week if necessary. There's no doubt Father Pevrel will arrive before then. Your friends are collectively determined to delay his affairs, and you're reassured repeatedly that it will be managed. With, or without your efforts, no effort is going to be spared to buy you as much Time as possible.

Both of your research partners are relieved beyond measure that you hope to address Mercy and Agriculture today. Harvey offers to help with working out, almost at the same Time.

He nearly flips the table when you politely inform him that he's to take it easy. You won't take 'no' for an answer. The question of how potent of a drink you had upon awakening comes to mind. There's still virtually no pain, as you get to your feet. Your mind's a great deal clearer than usual. Having a solid meal is such a rarity for you, it's easy to forget what a difference it makes in cognition, and health. Everyone's eyes are brighter, and you're thanked repeatedly for breakfast. Multiple reminders are given to your friends that your resources are always theirs to use, too.

James sets about juggling four apples at once, to the collective amusement of your company. Adwin looks like he seriously wants to be taught how, but you have a schedule to keep. Harvey's grumbling trails behind you, along with Sister Cardew and Walter berating him for giving you a hard Time.

Your friends will keep him in line. James not only put up no complaints about being given the week to himself. He won't consider anything less.

They'll all be fine. Adwin and Ray stride right alongside you, as you all head away from the newfound meeting room, and out towards the rest of the castle. A questioning glance is given to you, by both of your present companions. Some explanation is necessary. "The Church of Mercy is the second-largest building in the country." You're not bragging. It's the truth. "Only the home of our King is larger. If I am not mistaken, the Church of Spirit comes in a close third, though— though that is almost entirely thanks to its written works. We do not possess any libraries, but our home—"

Adwin smiles hard enough that it can be seen behind his veil.

You smile right back. "—is designed for wisdom of a different kind. Shelter— and protection. We are humanity's last bulwark. In the event of any outbreak, the Church of Mercy is to take on the sick, the dying, and any who are left without a home. This is not the first Time, nor the last that permanent lodging can be extended towards a lost soul, in need of our aid. Citizens of Eadric are held to an expectation: they are to be capable of defending our city, and their family, at any given Time. But this does not extend to the walls of my castle. As the leader of the Church of Mercy, I am held solely accountable for the welfare of anyone who resides here."

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The three of you are at the ground floor. The night is wearing on, but it should still be several hours before anyone is awake. It's safe to assume no one will run into you, save for perhaps a few night owls in your congregation.

Your smile brightens. Adwin is delighted, and you couldn't feel more at ease. This is the safest place in the country, and it is yours to share. "So long as you seek refuge, these doors will all remain open to you."

>A] "Where would you like to start?" Let Adwin make a suggestion. He's probably going to want to see the whole damn castle, and you're willing to make the Time for him.

>B] "I'll show you the guest quarters." Keep it to residential areas. Adwin will be living here, but he can freely explore the rest of the castle on his own. You trust that he will keep out of trouble.

>C] "I know just the place to start."
>1] The curtain wall. You can't resist. Give him a view of the city, and some more details on the present state of affairs in Corcaea.
>2] The galleries, at the upper floors of the keep. It'll take him through most of the rooms here, above the main hall, and you can talk about residing here while you walk.
>3] The main choir. Once things calm down, you should be spending an abundant amount of Time there.

>D] Write-in. (The Church of Mercy has installations from prior Fathers of multiple ages. It is safe to assume that structures are present that could be found in any real-world castle, dated up to the early renaissance. Feel free to ask if you have any questions, as this is your home, and should possess everything your needs require.)
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>>4538440
>>C] "I know just the place to start."
>>1] The curtain wall. You can't resist. Give him a view of the city, and some more details on the present state of affairs in Corcaea.

He will be spending most of the day inside anyway, use the cover of dark to show him the world above, and what Dream *really* looks like. He probably hasn't seen the night sky in centuries.
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>>4538449
+1
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>>4538449
>>4538476
(Let's try something crazy. I'm out running errands before work but will try and update a few times today anyways. To hell with it. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4538496
Utterly based & mobilepost pilled
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>>4538503
"I know just the place to start. Right this way."

The cover of night cements your security. Down long, wax-littered corridors. The scent of tallow and dust is all around. You curve through the back of the keep, to small passages designed to aid in the central structure's interior defense. To the edges of the courtyard, down moonlit halls. Adwin's eyes light up.

You'll ease him into it. It's likely been centuries since he's felt fresh air, let alone been under an open sky. There's no need to overwhelm him.

The night air is warm, thanks to the Time of year. A few fireflies hum through medicinal gardens, which cover the interior courtyards. Pinks and greens peek out of every stone window passed by. Cicadas and crickets create a melody of the night.

You want to remind Adwin of what it is to Dream. He's captivated already, but you don't hesitate to draw out the walk through a few final chambers. James has been hard at work on the locks of the keep, and you suspect the rest of your congregation has been helping. Not a single locked door stands between you, your ward, your dog, and the curtain wall.

A slow ascent is taken, up one last, narrow flight of stairs. You can't resist giving a preface. "Eadric's pulse runs from here. The city sleeps at night, but its Father's watch can never rest. To look upon it at night is to know Dream, in every form. Watch your step."

The door atop the stairwell is gently opened. The handle is far from cold. A gust of warm wind rises to greet the passageway, and you permit Adwin to step out first. He's nervous. You want to see the look on his face, even through his own curtain.

An old soul has his breath taken away.

The three of you resurface, into the night. It's spectacular. From the height of the curtain wall, over half of Eadric can be seen. Beyond the stone barrier of your home lies the very city of defense. Hundreds of stars are hundreds of candles, lit within fortified homes. They are recessed deep into the earth. Each foundation is structured deeper still, within segmented walls. They are all nearly buried in green, within one thousand gardens.

Relief from the unrelenting rock is granted by your people's cultivated self-sufficiency. Every house has a means of production. Every tradesman has their wares on display. Every market is closed for the night— but flags and cloths, all in yellow, can be seen even from your great height.

Above the marigold and daffodil are shades of the deepest night. Clouds have traveled across the horizon, shrouding only the furthest stars in the sky. A full moon paints clear, blue light upon all of your home.

Adwin cannot bring himself to speak.

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>>4538607
There's love in your heart. The homesickness that's plagued you for months vanishes without a trace. You approach the edge of the curtain wall, and lean a little on its side. This is your bedrock. Your support. It's warm underhand, from the heat of the sun itself. Your partner blesses this building with more than Her presence. She is within its heart, and all of your soul. You couldn't sound more passionate.

"Eadric. The City of Shields. Calunoth's Last Defender. Our Bulwark, and the Home of Restraint. This is Mercy's Refuge, guarded by the Father of Her church— the hands of the King— and is the heart of our country. We are unofficially recognized at the capital of Corcaea, though I would never dare to assume a greater position than Calunoth. The affairs of our nation requires that I unite us *all*. The day of my return, I extended an invitation to every last human soul: our arms and doors are to remain open, to anyone in need of my protection. In need of *our* protection."

Adwin is trying incredibly hard not to cry. He has to lean on the curtain wall alongside you for support. Your suspicions are confirmed. His voice is barely a whisper. "I can't remember the last time I felt the wind."

He takes a deep breath. You do, too. There's a nervous smile on two former prisoners' faces. Both of you are adoring the pollen, the heat, and a trace of running water. Ray quietly sits beside you, and sniffs at a few vines that snake around the curtain walls peaks.

A moat surrounds the Church of Mercy, and it is far from the only source of life in your city. The Morinburn river is directed throughout the roads and surrounding districts. The reminder of running water is a chill up your spine. A sudden desire to go fishing.

It feels like you can never get enough of the world, but this is a start. For both of you.

A few minutes pass by in silence. Adwin is given the Time and space that he needs. He keeps rubbing at his wrists and neck. It's no doubt some phantom pain from the hands and distorted face he was before. Conceiving of what he's trying to mentally reconcile is neither something you are capable of, or really should ever know. But this is your charge, and your child. You should probably say something.

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>>4538612
>A] Give Adwin some more Time. He must be overwhelmed. Head back inside, and keep things light.
>1] Show him to the kitchens and main hall. He needs to feel some humanity, and normalcy. Insist that he should not have to hide his presence in your home.
>2] Take him to the gardens, but stay under the canopy of your trees. Adwin should be welcome to make as many topiaries or additions as he pleases. It's much easier for you to deal with the boughs than an open sky, too.
>3] The main choir is stunning, and lets the moonlight in. He'll love the painted glass, and you're dying to invite him to do some painting on the walls and ceiling. It could be a welcome occupation in the days to come, and a great explanation to any visitors for his presence.

>B] Stay a minute longer.
>1] Adwin doesn't need to concern himself with politics, but a brief summary of current events would be nice. It might help place how long it's been since he lost his humanity, without pressuring him to relive anything.
>2] Just ask him if he needs anything.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4538616
>>A] Give Adwin some more Time. He must be overwhelmed. Head back inside, and keep things light.
>3] The main choir is stunning, and lets the moonlight in. He'll love the painted glass, and you're dying to invite him to do some painting on the walls and ceiling. It could be a welcome occupation in the days to come, and a great explanation to any visitors for his presence.

Something for the entire pantheon, for they are ALL merciful.
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>>4538625
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>>4538703
(My speedy voters are merciful. Hell yeah. Let's keep this ball rolling! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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"Blessed be the night, Adwin. Blessed be the Dream." The vine that Ray has been sniffing at has a few petals on it. You can't help but smile, and head for the exit. "Come along. There's something else I would like to show you."

It's a long walk from the curtain wall to the main choir, which grants enough Time for your ward to wind down. His nerves ease almost the instant you're indoors. It's not that he doesn't want for the open sky. It's the daunting reality of freedom. Every open window catches on Adwin's gaze. He's consumed by the need to examine, and to make sense of the world. The embodiment of interpretation could likely linger on a single stone for a lifetime, but you have something much better.

Past the tower keep.
Beyond the courtyard.
Adjacent to your gardens.
At the ultimate heart of the castle lies your church.
Not the institution, not the fortress, but your main choir.

https://youtu.be/lAOUNxS_eaY

Your heart soars, as you all pass through a colossal archway, and emerge below the shadow of painted glass. Pews line a clean, and golden train. Torches and candles flank it on every side. It takes one's gaze along the sweeping floor, up to an altar of your devotion. An immaculate tribute to the Goddess of wealth. Every surrounding statue, image, and candle is aureate. Light is inlaid in every brick. The sun and the moon is designed to shine more brightly here than anywhere else on earth. There is light in your eyes, in the song of your voice, and in the heart of a preacher as you look to the vaulted ceilings, the chandeliers, the thousands of candles, and the pinnacle of your worship.

"Mercy." You want to pray to an infinite aspect, and to transcend the sun. Instead, you smile sweetly to your friend and your dog. A hand splays a few fingers towards the masterworks upon the wall. Glass stained in countless hues. The promise ring on your hand catches on the light. These are representations of *all* of the Gods. You have stars in your soul, and know that They *all* are Merciful. To share in your love is your life's work. To the young, shaking man at your side, you earnestly ask, "would you like to join these masters in the sun? I'd like to extend my home to you, Adwin. To grant you the ability to provide your own interpretation. This is a blank canvas. It would be a tremendous honor to see your works upon it."

He stammers. "I couldn't." A few steps are taken down the aisle, towards a circular window on the eastern wall. He can't believe what you're saying. The works he's looking at are nothing short of a masterpiece.

Embedded in a mosaic of the Gods are impressions of the moonlight. A rainbow flickers between the teal of the evening. Each cloud that passes the choir shrouds the floor below, then reveals another shade.

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The artist observing the motion and pattern is beyond captivated. He's speechless, as he looks to the windows opposite, and might as well have died all over again. The few words he finds state the obvious. "I never could. This is sacred."

"Everything is sacred." You couldn't smile harder if you tried. "The walls. The ceiling. The stone beneath our feet. Capture it. Share your interpretation. Think this not as a commission. It's all the more reason for you to freely stay here. No one will question the presence of an artist, as he creates his greatest work. No one will defy the will of the Gods, or the Father of this church. You can *paint.* It is a simple thing. A joy. Your heart's desire. Not a sin."

He's breaking down, and has to pull away from the sight of the moon. Adwin turns towards you, and pulls you into a perfect hug. "Thank you." Silent sobs are working at him. "Thank you. You've saved me. You're saving me. It doesn't matter what they think of me. They all can have their own interpretation. I *will* share mine. Thank you, Father. Thank you."

A few pats of reassurance on his back. He's barely even there. His body has no heat. He's a manifestation of the immaterial, but sounds as real as any other person. Gratitude is soaking him, and you keep him up. The hug you give in return is ridiculously comfortable. The weight is good for something, at least. Your smile intensifies. He's grinning, too.

"I'd like to stay here, if that's alright with you." No tears. There's hope in his heart, which is more than you could ever ask for. Adwin pulls away, and looks wildly around. "Anywhere at all. I don't require sleep. I can mind the candles, and paint in the night. I'll be spending all of my Time in the church. I know how busy you must be." His smile falters. Fear is still winning out, even over an unfathomable amount of generosity. "This is a kindness I could not ask for. Yet *anything* would be better than the dark. Anything."

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>A] Of course that's fine, and you're spoiling Adwin whether he likes it or not. Make sure that any supplies he wants or needs can be granted immediately. Leave the entire venture up to him. You're wildly curious what he'll come up with, and want to help his self-acceptance (and Catalyst) blossom.

>B] While you trust Adwin, and care for him deeply, you need to make sure some ground rules are in place.
>1] No God should take precedence over the other. You want to help spread the love of all the world, and all the rest of the pantheon. Ask for depictions of anything and everything Adwin wishes, but it needs to be holy.
>2] Ask Adwin keep his meaning *clear*. Guide his devotion of Spirit, Dream, and Mercy. The truth is what kept you both together, in his first hours as Interpretation. Let Them be his foundation now.

>C] Just for appearance's sake, he really should have a room.
>1] Something humble, adjacent to the choir. It would be spartan, like your old quarters. He'll be able to hear the choir every morning.
>2] Something in the tower keep, for his safety. He'll be near Harvey, James, Walter and Harriet.
>3] Near wherever you decide to take up a more secure residence. He's your charge, and you want no illusions about it. Having him close to you will elevate his status, and might help protect him from scrutiny while residing in the castle.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4538914
A; though C1 would be a good idea, if only to store his smaller works of art.

This reminds of something I had an inspiration about, back during our demand of Dream. A mad idea, to try and have all the Gods represented in the Church of Mercy, within Mercy. A garden with Agriculture, a gym and track with Flesh, a library tower-keep with Spirit, a tower with Storm (open to the elements at the top, to gaze at the sky, with a sundial for clear skies and a lightning rod to connect us when it hits, for what is lightning but Storm's light?), the sleeping quarters with Dream, and Time itself eventually given the Cells of Mercy below. But what I had an inspiration most about was Vengence. A single Eye of Vengence, inlaid with rubies of deep red and shined to a polish, engraved into the middle of the room, so as not to obstruct any light coming in. Surrounding the Eye would be hands of gold, also sculpted/engraved into the floor, cupping the eye. It is to be placed in the heart of the room, where all the light can shine on both. It's intended to be walked though, so two openings between each hand, and lowered into the ground, for it isn't a display of faith, but a representation of the foundation of faith, Richard's devotion atleast. That's the image that was created in my mind, atleast. I hope I did my vision enough justice.

Yes, that last pun was intended :^)
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>>4538914
>C] Just for appearance's sake, he really should have a room.
>1] Something humble, adjacent to the choir. It would be spartan, like your old quarters. He'll be able to hear the choir every morning.

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>>4538914
>A] Of course that's fine, and you're spoiling Adwin whether he likes it or not. Make sure that any supplies he wants or needs can be granted immediately. Leave the entire venture up to him. You're wildly curious what he'll come up with, and want to help his self-acceptance (and Catalyst) blossom.

The man doesn't need to sleep, interpretation doesn't need to be confined. Let him loose upon the church and *witness* his works.
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>>4539008
>>4539019
(This is extremely nice. Vote is locked here! Writing now.)
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>>4538973
I'm compelled to mention that I don't mean to assume to run roughshod here. I just wanted to share my thoughts, not a course of action. Hense the spoilers. I don't mean to ruffle any feathers here.
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>>4539321
(You are more than good man, no worries. Nearly done with the update, will post shortly!)
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"You never have to ask. Permit me to grant you all the support you need, Adwin. I wish to witness your works. Not shape them into my own. You don't have to love them, or yourself, or even know where to begin. I'll facilitate any supplies that you need. We'll set aside a spare room. Just for appearances. I won't take no for an answer. Any pieces you wish to shroud could happily remain there. It will be your personal gallery, to use as you see fit."

In the shadow of painted glass, a new being looks to an altar. Hope is swimming behind the veil over his eyes. He's scouring the walls, the ceiling, and the floor. Fantasizing.

https://youtu.be/fcWo1hKHu40

He is an affront to the God of respite, but you've never been more proud. "Interpretation does not need to rest. You may not yet recall His vision in full, but we will nurture your passions. Our Catalysts are nothing to fear. Not when we can accept who we are. Not when we can love all that we possess."

A waver takes over the artist's face, hands, and arms. He grasps at the air, as if he could manifest his vision through will alone— and stops. "I long for the faculty of a brush. I ache for the caress of charcoal, and oils. I cannot remember their action— but my hands remain open."

Interpretation looks to you with a flurry of veils, and curtains. Insanity, and devotion is all through him. "The halls of this most holy chamber remain open."

Two madmen share a wild grin. "Yes."

He looks to the moonlight. "I will never be confined."

There's charcoal, ink, and chalk on your person at all times. You dig through an endless gift, and seize a willow stick of the blackest hue. It is charcoal designed for preliminary sketches, and handed to a master. "I let you loose upon my church."

Adwin's eyes are wide enough to create an impression, even behind his shrouds. It is the formation of an idea. A new beginning. Creativity stirs in the air. A Goddess, a priest, and their child watch blue dust filter from the reflection of the moon.

A mad vision has persisted with you, from instant you knew what it was to Dream. His visage and memory is a flash in your mind. The gardens of paradise you have cultivated. The flowers you have tended, within the bosom of Mother of Nature. Peril, achievement, and the physicality of Flesh. Monuments in fields, and weights in His name. An library dedicated Spirit Herself. Towering peaks of knowledge. Archives from the lowest depths, to the tallest heights of your tower keep. An open balcony in the rain. The onslaught of the tempest.A lightning rod, to connect with His fury. Corridors of rest, with which to decipher the solution of Dream. Time itself. The erosion of your dungeons deep.

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An outstretched hand goes to your heart, through which you seize the foundation of your faith. A vision of an infinite eye comes to you. At its center lies a blood ruby. The symbol is pressed deeply into the surface you stand before now. This central expanse of your choir is captured by the first radiance of the day. The eye is cupped in hands of gold. Their polish is the hand that heals, and the eye that bleeds. Retribution reflects all. Vengeance does not obstruct Mercy's radiance. They have never been opposed. Their meaning is made clear. It is justice, and grace, and everything that you hold dear. A creed.

"Pure is made blood spilled, when held by Mercy."

You could cry. You don't have the skill, nor the talent to make this vision manifest. Not yet. While traveling from the holy capital to your home, you wished to embark on a mission to Dream: To one day fill the halls of your home with Their image. You will work. You will pray. You will make this reverie a reality, but not this day. The Father of Grace resists the urge to take a knee. Humility, and reverence compels you to utter only four words.

"The Gods are Merciful."

This is your child's moment. Adwin has been wrapped up in his own vision. The artist clasps his instrument in hand, walks away from the high windows, and enters a wing scarcely used. You stay close behind, with Ray right by your side. He is enraptured. The cloth draped over the artist's form kicks up dust, as he kneels to the floor. In the darkest, deepest corner of the Church of Mercy, Interpretation begins.

The charcoal does not tremble. He is a master of his craft. Swirls of burnt willow dance across the furthest wall. A shape takes form. As he draws, Adwin speaks distantly. His disturbance echoes with the all the sincerity of a child of Mercy.

"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."

It is the makings of a human outline. "I will not distort Their image for a moment longer. I will pen my confession. It will consume the halls of this most holy home. An image of darkness. An image of caution. A living nightmare, the likes of which the world has only seen once before. My self-reflection will never fall so deeply in on itself again. I will find catharsis. I will reflect the light of the Mother Herself." He does not take his eyes from the work. It is forming a portrait. "Permit my sin to reach your sun. Connect your world with the vision of despair. Permit me to teach mankind what lies in the blackest pits of their hearts, that we may escape it once and for all."

The earliest depiction is nightmarish. This is no human man. It is the face of a monster, destroyed by its own inner turmoil. Your skin crawls, as you see neon, and monochrome. There is no color upon the canvas of your church, but the impression sticks to the back of your mind.

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Adwin glances up to you, your silent reverie, the trauma reflected in your eyes, and smiles. He can instantly see you trying to interpret his message. Pain is all through him, but so is relief. "Thank you for this gift."

You want this being's Catalyst to blossom. A shake of your head replies. "You are a gift."

The earth is your patron, and you will stay grounded. A quick word of apology is made, as you excuse yourself to attend to some matters back in reality. An excursion is made alongside Ray, to find a clean and empty room. It has to be adjacent to the choir. An ideal fit is swiftly located. It has a massive window, and no locks to speak of. You locate an hourglass. A mirror. Proper bed sheets. The mattress gets turned, the room is made clean, and by all appearances, a human could take up residence there. It's humble, and that means more room for canvas.

Perfect.

Returning to Adwin's side, you have to resist the urge to gasp. He's already covered three feet of the walls. The image should be viewed from afar, so you stop a good distance away.

His earliest drafts are of a lonely, tattered loft. The man at its center has his hands bent with torment, over an image he can never convey. It's the start of his Catalyst.

The younger, wiser being at your side sighs happily. "I will not capture the emotion in an instant. It will take Time."

Passion is all through him, as you both look upon one of the most morbid images you've ever seen in your life. It's saying something.

He has to say something. "What do you make of it?"

>A] This is troubling. (Write-in why.)

>B] It's one of the most beautiful ideas you've ever heard of. This is marvelous, and a far better chance at Adwin getting to share his message with humanity than anything you could have ever conceived of. (Feel free to write-in your praise.)

>C] "Teach me."

>D] Write-in a different interpretation.
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>>4539508
C; one cannot judge art in the making, even if making it is an art in of itself.
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>>4539508
>>C] "Teach me."

We must learn how to make art good enough to send back to Willhelm as thanks for bailing us out time and time again.
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>>4539508
>C] "Teach me."
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>>4539549
>>4539740
>>4539771
(Art class is in session! Having a very busy day today, things should start slowing down now though. Unanimous vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4540065
"Your process is a work of art, in and of itself. I will have to reserve my judgement for when my eye is trained, Adwin." Passion seizes you. "Teach me."

A joy beyond joy radiates from his shrouded features. The work does not pause. Neither does the creator. "It will take Time. But you are no stranger to labors of love, are you?"

"No." Your face hurts from so many manic smiles. "Never. I have a Dream— and will treasure each and every step it takes to reach His vision. Demonstrating my gratitude towards Father Wilhelm's efforts would make for a fine start. I can practice, and aim to create images befitting of even the Father of Dream. I will not falter."

Storm clouds of ideas gather before you. Your ward— and teacher— is thinking intensely.

Ray sniffs at a few dust bunnies in the corner, and sneezes. It's a lightning bolt of reality. Adwin sighs. The shapes he's drafting upon the wall are a terror, but he seems relieved beyond measure. "I noticed that you chronicle what you eat."

Half of your journal is flooded with recordings from the last month. They're not necessarily testing, or experimentation. It's helped you not binge at every opportunity. It's far from foolproof, but the endeavor has at least helped to keep your sanity. The suggestion Sister Cardew made to keep up with it may look unusual, but you have no qualms about it. "Yes."

The young man before you speaks as if he is a veteran clergyman. The order and instruction comes quickly. "Draw it, instead. Do not linger on any one item, shape, or form. Shade and depth can wait. Capture their essence. Replicate what you see, as faithfully as you are able. The sketches will not require any more Time than what you already have dedicated to your self-improvement. When your livelihood is no longer at stake, we can endeavor to see one another in a more structured environment. I will guide you. We will review a few techniques, for now, and advance later."

It's a disgustingly elegant solution. "I will. Thank you."

A few more minutes are spent with Adwin, as he gives you pointers on how to manage the tremor in your hands while writing. Tips on better control over the tools you use. Methods of creating straighter lines. Cleaner lines. Where to best utilize the page, the light, the placement of an object for reference, and multiple instructions to not linger on any one piece. He knows you're obsessive, and insists at least five times to keep it simple.

When all's said and done, you can't help but hug your instructor one more time. Everything smells like charcoal, gratitude, and dust. It's wonderful. It also occurs to you that simply being in Adwin's presence is a sharp departure from reality, and that there are many more concrete matters to attend to.

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>>4540142
It takes a few more precious minutes, but you draft a formal slip of patronage for your artist. The document certifies that Adwin Sebastian Anscham is privy to any and all resources required for his work within the Church of Mercy. There's justification provided for his artistic merit, benefit to the livelihood of Eadric and its peoples, your own testimony for his devotion to the Church of Mercy's image, and some nonsense required to verify that the document is credible. It's likely no one will ever read the fine print, but you make no concessions for additional scrutiny. Final notes are made certifying that he is protected under your hand, your home, and that any additional needs he requires for his personal use should be met without question.

The document is a two-foot-long scroll, by the Time you're done. One of the deep blue ribbons along Adwin's shrouds is torn off, while the artist tales the item, and beams at you. He looks over the piece of work for several minutes, lingering over the image. "Your calligraphy is the straightest I've ever seen. Remarkable."

Men like you have no use for pride, but you can sheepishly murmur, "thank you."

He ties off the note with a midnight ribbon. Both of you know full well that this will be costly. "I can never hope to repay you, Father Anscham— but I hope that my best efforts to express all my gratitude will suffice. This is an opportunity I could never have hoped for. Not even in one thousand years. Thank *you.*"

>A] This is going to be costly. Sister Superior Tirel needs to be notified. The note will suffice, but you're a very considerate man, and don't want to give your financier a heart attack.
>1] Go find her. Your clergy have been your workout partners for weeks, and if nothing else you can have some help for a morning routine.
>2] Electrum is (unfortunately) a gossip. Go speak with her privately. You need to put your foot down with her and Spangle. Especially when Adwin's room doesn't have a lock.

>B] Adwin is a treasure, and you never want to let him go. He's also a mockery of Time, and will be a slow tutor.
>1] Thank him again, maybe give one last hug, and promise to make art lessons a staple of your day once things calm down. You're a morning person, and can certainly see him before working out.
>2] The instruction you received is more than adequate, but you want MORE. Ask for specific exercises to practice. You'll sketch in any spare Time you have, even if it looks silly.
>3] (Write-in anything else you want to say or do before parting ways.)

>C] Write-in.
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>>4540143
A1, B1; I have faith in both, though we should ask for discretion from our clergy.
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>>4540171
+1
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>>4540143
>A] This is going to be costly. Sister Superior Tirel needs to be notified. The note will suffice, but you're a very considerate man, and don't want to give your financier a heart attack.
>1] Go find her. Your clergy have been your workout partners for weeks, and if nothing else you can have some help for a morning routine.

>B] Adwin is a treasure, and you never want to let him go. He's also a mockery of Time, and will be a slow tutor.
>2] The instruction you received is more than adequate, but you want MORE. Ask for specific exercises to practice. You'll sketch in any spare Time you have, even if it looks silly.
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>>4540171
>>4540179
>>4540195
(Beautiful. We can certainly work with all these! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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"You are a treasure." Sincerity and gratitude sweeps Adwin into a final hug. He laughs lightly, tries not to get too much charcoal on your robes, and hugs you tightly in return. You trust him completely, but he's going to be a slow teacher, and your will to serve is without parallel. The request is muffled by the shawls and veils you're holding onto. "I cannot lie to you. Exercise is almost all that's on my mind. A *few more* methods for practice couldn't hurt, Adwin."

His laughter deepens. "I should have known. Alright."

The two of you go over numerous, basic techniques. Back-and-forth motions, to help keep a steadier hand. Cross hatching. Stippling. Even scribbling seems to have merit, for someone who is only beginning to devote to the illustrator's craft. You are armed with techniques to implement at any spare moment, and intend to put them to good use. Every opportunity you have in the coming days can be taken for devotion to the God of Depiction. There's a quick agreement that (once things calm down) you will see to meeting one another every day. A staple in your schedule will be art lessons, just before dawn. You're a morning person. It's also an opportunity to see the sunrise.

https://youtu.be/yolbGaJD4AY

Venturing to the curtain wall, and returning to the main choir took almost all the night. The reverie and house keeping you engaged in consumed the rest. The night fades, and a glorious morning takes its place. Adwin stops drawing, to walk with you towards the central aisle. One hundred thousand beams of light begin to rise. Even the first traces of morning catch on the surrounding gold and glamor. Your heart catches in your throat. A few birds chirp outside. Ray's ears perk up. He's just as delighted as you are. This is around the time he usually used to go on a regular walk.

You need to get out, and to be closer to Her. Your muse. The Goddess of the Day. "Mercy. *Good morning.*"

One more brief hug is given to Adwin, for a fond good-bye. You promise to see one another again soon. A word of caution is given, so he is at least informed of your intent to keep this affair discreet. He understands completely, and returns to his work the moment you leave.

Briskly heading out from the main choir, you set about locating Sister Superior Tirel. She deserves your consideration, and you would never want to upset her. This artistic venture is a guaranteed heart-attack, otherwise. Fortunately, your financier is a genius with numbers and economy. She not only requires your attention— Electrum been your foremost workout partner for the last several weeks, and you could use her support.

You know your people better than most. Though the castle is massive, her lodgings should be in a separate cloister, and her work as your master of coin would take her to the main hall, you head for the stables.

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Ray could not be more pleased. His namesake is in every window, on every floor. You both cut away from the choir, out to the surrounding medicinal gardens. Prayer is on your lips, as you spend the walk professing your love and devotion to Mercy. You know She's listening. Morning dew, and the scent of fresh herbs is all around. Thyme, coriander, and dandelion are in neat little rows of boxes, mounted waist-high. They fill the small, open expanses between each structure of the church. It's relief from the stone, and gives convenient access to your healers. At least fifty of the tiny gardens pass you by. Room, after courtyard, after room.

An intentionally convoluted path is taken around your horses' massive courtyard, to avoid any scrutiny. You are not *hiding.* You're simply aware that any other encounters will take up more of your valuable Time. There's also something troubling you.

Walking for most of the night, and through all of the sunrise is becoming a pain. The sweet flag and absinthe you imbibed is hours old, and has mostly faded. You've only slept a few hours in a week. Your bones and musculature are keeping up with fifty more pounds than what you entered your dungeons with. Getting to stretch your legs is a joy, but before you even arrive at the stables, you're aching from head-to-toe. The deep-seeded exhaustion from the extended invocation to Mercy and Agriculture feels exacerbated tenfold, by whatever Dream put you through at midnight. To add insult to injury, your joints are killing you. There's a little tightness in your chest. You're an incredibly active man, and your soul may have no limit, but your corporeal body does. Your Relic is unfastened, and you bind it around an offhand. It's instant relief from the physical discomfort, but the spiritual exhaustion persists.

There's a little less spring in your step, as you enter Electrum's favorite location in the country. The building is one of the only completely wooden structure to your name. High rafters and crossbeams support the colossal housing for several of the finest animals in the country. While outside are multiple, domesticated horses grazing (primarily for pulling carts and riding through the city), here are beasts of majesty.

A black stallion immediately perks up, and makes a show of himself. Several vocalizations of delighted recognition greet you. Your warhorse has not calmed down a bit. Impetus is a native of Mauseburg, and has the attitude of a child of Vengeance. He's likely only been stabled for grooming and care, given how much combat he saw on the road.

Every animal in the company took on a few injuries, including Walter's gelding. Bastion is practically glowing. The gilded, well-mannered horse doesn't so so much as acknowledge your entry. He's getting the love and attention of a curvy, well-dressed priestess. She's clad in just as much yellow. Long, full skirts. Some torture device that's cinched in her waist, and emphasizes her bosom.

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She's always known how to present herself, and is easily one of the most capable members of your congregation. A financier, yes, but also a socialite. Electrum is almost never seen without at least the company of Sister Beatrice "Spangle" Corbon. Several mental alarms go off, the second you recognize that she's alone.

Beneath the high, open entrance you're in, you have a clear view of the space. Wooden floors. Clean hay, clean walls, minimal decoration. Function, over form. There may be seven members to your clergy at home, and several other fine horses stabled here, but the structure is otherwise sparse. None of the tenders who came with you from the capital. Hopefully they're all still sleeping, or having breakfast.

The church is so empty, the distance between the two of you feels all the greater. Though her hair is tied and pinned neatly into a bun, several strands catch on the air as Electrum turns around. It's a flurry of skirts, pouches, and immediacy. She starts with a snap. "If you don't mind, I asked for a minute alone—"

The priestess' painted lips stay open the instant she sees who's entered. Her smooth, and elegant features are paler than the night at the best of times. She goes paler. A hand goes to her full chest— your eyes stay at her face— and she outright gasps. "Father Anscham?!"

Several skirts are picked up, as she hurriedly rushes towards you. A look is given to Ray, as if he is confirmation of your identity. Her gazes passes over you multiple times. Your clergywoman keeps a hand to her heart, as if it's going to leap out of her chest. "Father Anscham." She has to say it out loud. She's horrified. "What has happened to you."

>A] "Good morning, Electrum. Are *you* alright? Where's Spangle?" Remind her of her manners, keep things civil, and stick to your guns. You don't have Time for this. Deflect towards whatever is bothering her.

>B] "Blessed be the day, Electrum. I have been *incredibly* busy." Give her a VERY brief explanation. Keep the matter to your work with Mercy and Agriculture. She does deserve your Time, but nothing excessive.

>C] "I thought I might never see you all again." Give her a hug, and come clean about recent events. Keep it to a tight summary, but don't sugar-coat anything. She should have some context, and is one of your most stable congregation members. Her own distress is alarming, but you need to get to the matter of your absence, first.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4540387
>>C] "I thought I might never see you all again." Give her a hug, and come clean about recent events. Keep it to a tight summary, but don't sugar-coat anything. She should have some context, and is one of your most stable congregation members. Her own distress is alarming, but you need to get to the matter of your absence, first.

Shit is quite fucked but we are on track to unfucking it. Now please make room in the church budget for my ex-demon son's art supply allowance.
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>>4540387
C, then A; I don't wish for her to worry about us. I know we look... different. It's fine. Really. She deserves the truth, and some context. But what has her so distraught?
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>>4540414
>imagined her drinking some tea
>spits it out from this explanation

I cracked up at this, anon. You have my appreciation.
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>>4540414
>>4540434
(Holy shit I'm also wheezing lol. Stuck at work for another hour but I'll update when I'm home. Vote is still open until then.)
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>>4540414
>>4540418
(Alright lads, gonna move ahead with C then A. Home for the night! Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4540586
(Wound up sketching something and got pulled away from my desk, hadn't realized how much time it had been. Apologies for the delay! Still writing, update will be out shortly.)
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https://youtu.be/730sv5Z5x_I

The birds are chirping. A light breeze is blowing. It's the middle of the year, pleasantly warm, and this is the first time you've seen the sun in a week.

You sweep Electrum into a hug. It's all you can do to keep yourself together. "I thought I might never see you all again."

Shock keeps her from hugging you in return. The priestess of love remembers herself, after stammering for only an instant. You're gently pat on the back. It's like she's afraid of touching you. "What...?"

She's still not hugging you back. It doesn't escape you that when you first met, you were one third the weight you are now. On death's door. A walking corpse. Even before you went to the ruins, she had seen you as an emaciated, dejected, and seriously disturbed young man. Aside from the changes to your hair and eyes, this has to be a serious shock. It's still significantly more weight than she saw you with while on the road. It's just as extreme, in dramatically less Time, and you are the Father of Compassion. It's nothing you want to think about, and it's seriously not an issue, but you do understand where she's coming from.

You pull away. "I know how this must look." Nerves toy with the ring on your left hand, and your Relic. It doesn't do a thing to help. This is a different kind of insanity, but you are doing better.

Enough to sit her down, and give a brief explanation about everything. She's glad she sat down by the end of it. A few gray hairs must be forming.

In a dead voice, she tries to piece it together. "There's demons beneath the Church of Mercy, but they're not your prisoners. You're trying to save them. You went down there to save demons."

"Yes."

"You packed on this much weight trying to save demons."

"And the lives of our friends. Myself included." You're the Father of Honesty. "I intend to immediately change a few habits, to compensate for the rest."

"You intentionally butchered your image, to keep Klepto and Harvey from getting hurt. To save your lives. Because of demons."

"Yes."

"I'm sorry for being so rude. Thank you."

You sit down next to her. She's pulling out her hair. You gently stop the motion. "You're welcome. It's fine. Really."

"You saved a demon."

"In many ways." You're back to fidgeting. "Yes."

"You and Mercy. He's like a son?"

"Yes."

"And you gave him permission to paint the main choir."

"Yes."

"You want me to make room in the church of Mercy's budget... for your ex-demon son's art supply allowance?"

You were thinking it. You are not going to laugh. "Yes." The absurdity of your life is inconceivable.

It's obvious that you're completely content with this state of affairs. Any sane person would be mortified. Electrum is still off-kilter enough to keep it together. She grabs tightly onto the tops of her skirts. She smiles, and laughs to herself. She's pissed. "Father Pevrel is going to see him. He's going to find out."

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"That remains to be seen."

Fury is swimming in Electrum's eyes. She looks like she's in pain. It's horrible. "They killed our family. They were a bunch of abusive, neglectful, sorry sons-of-bitches. But they were ours, Richard. This isn't right. He will find out."

Resisting the urge to draw back, you force yourself to stop fidgeting. Apology comes out, more gently than the birdsong in the rafters. "You deserve the truth, and— and context. You were distraught before— before you even saw me. I don't want you to worry about me. I will see to these affairs. I will ensure that justice is delivered. It's as you said. Pevrel's arrival is an opportunity for our retribution."

Her shoulders are shaking. She's furious. Ray insists on nudging her, and she reluctantly takes him into a slight hug.

You need your clergywoman to communicate. "You're here all alone."

Tension runs all through her shoulders, while Electrum stares down at her hands. She doesn't want to look at you. "I knew coming home wouldn't be easy. It's been better than anything I could have hoped for— but everything is still all fucked."

You glance over your shoulder to the door, to make sure no one else is here. Leaning towards your priestess, you whisper in a voice so quiet, not even the Gods can hear it. "I am on track to unfucking it."

A fake gasp. Electrum doesn't get through even half the gesture, before nervous laughter spills from her. She sounds like she wants to cry. It's desperate, and stifled, and she's obviously doing everything in her power to keep it together. "Father Anscham! Of all the things to say—"

"I know," you smirk. A hand goes to your heart. "Mercy, forgive me, for I have—"

She sniffs, and wipes at her eyes. "—that must be the best. I'm so glad to see you. We were all so worried. Walter was being belligerent, as always— and you know Harriet is insufferable when she has a secret—"

The smirk falls. "I hate keeping anything from you all. It was for everyone's safety. There was no telling what— what may have happened. What ultimately happened."

You're pulled into a hug. It's sincere, and the priestess leans onto you. "I'm glad you all made it out alive." A perfume of some exotic flower intermingles with her anger. She's furious. "You are absurdly comfortable. This is stupid. Hug me back."

You return the hold. Things could be worse. "The Gods are Merciful."

"We are not losing anyone else."

Terror and nausea is on you in an instant. You pull back. "What's happened?"

"Spangle."

There's no air in the room. You are not going to vomit. No words.

Electrum puts up both hands. "Please don't panic. She's alive. But she's not faring well. Half of us aren't. It's been a nightmare. You wouldn't believe what we all have been dealing with. It's not safe to go out, period— and you know how she gets."

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The pyromaniac's high-pitched laughter, and memories of flame catch on the back of your mind. Her motivation. Her resilience.

You breathe a sigh of relief. She can handle herself. There shouldn't be anything to fear. "Yes."

"She saw to the sick and wounded. The dead. It was miserable, Father. Miserable. She hasn't had a minute's respite in years. So— being pent up like this isn't sitting right with her. I don't know what to do. I had hoped that the break from things would help."

Electrum has been calming down by the second. It seems that the concern for her fellow Sister was the primary issue on her mind. Another sigh. "She keeps sneaking out of the castle, going looking for trouble. I think she's forgotten what safety and quiet even is."

"Where is she staying?"

"I'm certain she's taken up residence in one of my houses in the city, when she isn't drinking, or stirring up nonsense."

You blink. The priestess had multiple safe locations set aside in Calunoth, but— "that is terribly unnecessary, and could—"

Another pull at her hair. She's dying from all of this, too. "I know. I can't help it." Miserable laughter falls from her. "Adwin is going to be incredibly popular. We were all praying for some sort of distraction."

The demon of boredom is slowly killing your congregation, but you SERIOUSLY do not have Time for this. "Is that—" You need to be certain. "—was there anything else on your mind?"

"Aside from every last connection I made in Calunoth failing to come through here in Eadric, my former residence and possessions having been reclaimed by cunt-face Stace—" Both of you share a miserable smile. "—I knew you'd appreciate it. I've been attempting to inventory and archive the remaining items he and Morris failed to pilfer—"

"They stole from me." You're not surprised in the slightest, just want to be certain.

"Of course. They've absolutely relocated, and would have needed the funding. There's also the matter of the fucking locks in the entire church needing replacement, while Claymore is being flooded with commissions, and scarcely has a minute to breathe. Not to mention the absence of any decent souls coming to the choir, the alleged spread of outright heretical nonsense on the street, every last soul Spangle couldn't save, our elders not respecting my position, our inability to look after even a fraction of our home, the castle's defense..."

Both of Electrum's elbows go to her knees. There's bags under her eyes. "I need ten of me. Twenty of me. I just needed a minute to think, Father. I came out here to breathe—" She dares a glance at you, and laughs. "—and now we have some ex-demon to account for, too. You can forgive me for panicking."

Your grimace is back. It's easy to remember why it was a nearly permanent expression, in years past. "Always."

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>>4540812
>A] Reassure Electrum that there will be one hundred of her, once you resolve this issue with Pevrel. Give her some Time off. The affairs you all are attempting to manage are being thwarted at every turn by the city's elders, anyways.

>B] Literally all that needs to be addressed here is that Adwin may be a welcome addition to your family. Try and express a modicum of your gratitude for her being so open and accepting. This is unbelievable.

>C] Electrum obviously hated and resented the other clergy here in the church. She's not even phased by their deaths, just (understandably) furious with your enemies. Why?

>D] Spangle is a firecracker.
>1] Ask Electrum to keep a close eye on her, if nothing else.
>2] You DO NOT HAVE THE TIME for this, but you'd like to go check up on her anyways. (Write-in if you want to invite Electrum to accompany you, or if she'd like to stay here.)

>E] STACE AND MORRIS
>1] Ask Electrum to please focus on her inventory, and ensuring that nothing priceless or personal was stolen from the Church of Mercy.
>2] Claymore also needs helps. God dammit. Just ask Electrum what she thinks you should do about him. There's too many people to manage here, and not enough hands for them.
>3] You're going to need to make a public sermon at some point. Just reassure Electrum you're getting to it.
>4] That comment about the castle's defense raises alarm bells.

>F] Write-in.
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>>4540813
I want to give her time off, but I promised to rely on my clergy more. But I will lessen her burden.

I'd also love to delve into C, but that will have to be for another time (preferably when she's less overworked).

D2; we could use Spangle's energy to our advantage, certainty as a distraction for our enemies at least, and at most, a serious blow. Either way, it'll keep Spangle's focus... productive, even though she needs a break. Wouldn't mind if Electrum come with, after some time to herself, of course.

E1&4 are priorities. I'd assume Eadric has a surplus of labor, so hiring some apprentices/extra hands will help Claymore's situation, if it's not to much of a bother.
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>>4540850
Though, if we are short on time, we could just invite Spangle to the next meeting and talk to her then, if you lads want. I don't mind either way, but I do fear it may become an issue if we don't... focus her energies in the right direction (or force her to take a break for her own good, whichever more appropriate at the time).
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>>4540813
>>A] Reassure Electrum that there will be one hundred of her, once you resolve this issue with Pevrel. Give her some Time off. The affairs you all are attempting to manage are being thwarted at every turn by the city's elders, anyways.

I wont lie and say shit is going to be easy bc it ain't.

>D] Spangle is a firecracker.
>1] Ask Electrum to keep a close eye on her, if nothing else.

Don't stop her from doing her thing but try to redirect it somewhere where it would do the least damage or perhaps something positive.

>E] STACE AND MORRIS
>1] Ask Electrum to please focus on her inventory, and ensuring that nothing priceless or personal was stolen from the Church of Mercy.
>2] Claymore also needs helps. God dammit. Just ask Electrum what she thinks you should do about him. There's too many people to manage here, and not enough hands for them.
>4] That comment about the castle's defense raises alarm bells.

Time for her to report to us.
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>>4540813
>There's too many people to manage here, and not enough hands for them.
>literal hand demon spooking around in Richard's mind
>offers all the helping hands Claymore needs
>now your thinking with Beltoro

I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself.
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>>4540967

Seems like the only option we have is go back to Ostedholm and bring Beltoro to help out, maybe Yech can be Spangles friend and blow shit up together. :^)

Remi would get along with Praxi too.
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>>4540813
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(Wonderful stuff guys. Good morning! Sorted out all this and I'm certain we can incorporate everything. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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Not even the dawn can make this easier. Earnestness, and compassion will have to do. "I won't lie to you. I never could— as badly as I would like to give you the rest of our lives to rest. I'll take on as much of this as I can. At the bare minimum, you need some Time to yourself. But this will not be easy. It never has been, and it never will be. So I will—" A little self-deprecating laughter slips out. "—I will try to keep this brief, Electrum."

The priestess sitting beside you worships empathy just as much as you do. She offers a weary smile.

"You— you made an excellent point. I could never have imagined what you all have been dealing with. I swore to myself to rely on you all more. There will be one hundred of you, just as soon as my work ceases to be obstructed. But for— but for now: I must understand what you all have been fighting. Let's start with the castle's defense, Sister Superior. This is alarming. An off-hand comment is inefficient. I require a report."

"Harvey had been doing the heavy lifting, in keeping the guard under control. You know I'd take a knife to the heart for Irefist, but the man has no sense to speak of. We don't have any of our own people out in the city for anything in the way of defense. It's simply impossible for a handful of men. The weaknesses in the castle are few and far between, but Morris and Stace know them all like the back of their hand. I'm terribly frightened for some of our safety. There's been attempts at everyone's life who's ventured out of doors. None of the attackers have been identifiable, from what we've discerned— but the message is clear enough. They don't want you to feel welcome. They want to wear us down even further. They want us to get overwhelmed, and it's only a matter of Time before they get bolder, and outright get inside the castle."

Your skin is crawling. It's the antithesis of a God working through you. An intruder in your home is out of the question. "Any breach of security we can prevent needs to be addressed now." It hits you that Harvey occupied at least an hour of the night seeing to the castle's defense. "Harvey may have already seen to the most critical locations in the keep, at least."

Sighs of relief escape both of you. "Thank you again, for looking after him. I can't imagine how severe your concerns have been. I don't know what we would have done if anything happened to him."

"As much as I resent placing another burden on your shoulders, Electrum, I need for you to guarantee that this affair is resolved immediately. The inventory takes second precedence. Anything else can fall by the wayside, for now."

She's always been extremely respectful. "Yes, Father."

"I'll see to Spangle, for the Time being."

A nervous smile paints her face. "Don't let her bully you."

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This is going to get very old, very fast, but you offer a smile right back. "No promises. I'll see to Claymore's affairs, as well. Do you think inviting a few of my demonic friends would aid in his ventures? Twenty-one disembodied hands would go incredibly far towards increasing his productivity—"

Mortified, Sister Tirel can't help but laugh. She shakes her head. "Hired hands will suit him just fine. That's not the trouble. He has all the assistance he needs. Our citizens are incredibly competent, and we've never wanted for smiths. The issue is his blessing. He's a master of his craft. The commissions coming in are all for items specifically to be made by his hand. He loves the work to death, Father. I know he'd never turn down the chance to work a blade. Or armor. Or anything at all, for that matter. And why shouldn't he? He's finally got the resources he needs at his disposal, and we desperately need to arm ourselves..."

She's beyond overwhelmed, hangs her head, and puts her head to her hands. "It feels like I'm losing my mind all over again. This is all so unnecessary."

"We can take care of the details when you are less overworked." You really need to point your hands at her. They're clasped. "Try not to worry yourself. I will pray for you, and for— and for all the rest of us. Look after yourself, and don't mind Spangle. I know you'll keep a close eye on her, regardless."

A strand of hair is swept out of her face. "Always."

"I swear to you: we will all find a way to look after each other."

A little more tension falls from her shoulders. "You're right."

"If you see Claymore in the near future, will you have him come by the castle? I would like to see him. Spangle, as well. We're to have regular meetings each week-end. There's a particularly secure space a few floors below the keep. You'll see the table Walter and James has demolished."

"Those assholes." She snickers. "Alright, then."

"Our friends' company is always welcome. Now, more than ever. Please ensure that they both find a way to make the Time."

"Of course." This must be music to her ears. Determination releases the last of her nervous energy. With a deep breath, and a lift of her head and eyes, Electrum looks out to the dawn. "She's been listening."

The sunrise has risen in full. A cast of marigold and amber is all across the courtyard. The animals of your keep. The scent of freshly cut grass, hay, and life is on the air. It's warmer than it should be for the season, but it's like a blanket of reassurance.

"Yes." You're always listening, too. "I will do everything in my power to direct Spangle's energy in a positive direction." You get to your feet. You're still exhausted. There's a swim in the air, as your vision decides the waking world doesn't need to be focused.

A mellow moment is spent collecting yourself. Electrum slowly rises. Concern knits her brow. "Are you alright?"

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She's static. Solid. Your eyes are staying at face-level, and you resist the urge to encourage the woman to put on a shawl. Ray gives you a curious look as well.

"I have been pushing myself beyond mortal limits— but this is fine." Resolution is all through your tone. You give a sincere grin. She doesn't need to know that the weight is more comforting, and more pleasant than even the heat of the day. "Would you like to accompany me to go see Spangle? I understand completely if you— if you would like to take a few extra moments to yourself. This interruption could not have been more ill-Timed—"

Conflict delays her response. She keeps looking you over. "You're sure you're alright?"

This is not going to be an issue. "Given the circumstances? Yes. Certainly."

Kneeling down, Electrum sternly wags a finger at Ray. He licks it. She frowns at him. "Keep an eye on him."

A small "whoof" grumbles at the priestess. Of course he'll keep an eye on you. When has he ever not? A nudge is made with the tip of his nose at her finger. How insulting.

You try not to laugh, as Ray nudges you with the side of his face. You offer him a grin, and scowl at Electrum. "He knows what he's doing."

Her expression softens considerably. "I'm sure you'll be fine. If you need anything, I'm heading out to see Claymore first. Just to remind him to take it easier on himself."

"My offer still stands," you tease.

Electrum groans, faking exasperation. A spare second is taken to tie back all the loose strands of hair she's been teasing. "Spangle should be in our room."

That confirms it.

The priestess continues, as if she hasn't just acknowledged a blatant disregard for church authority. Women in Corcaea have a social obligation to rear children. There are exceptions made for leaders of the nation, but this is something that would certainly make your financier fall under additional scrutiny.

"We took up the great chamber. All of it. There's hardly anyone here, and we wanted to keep an eye on the solar for you. She was out drinking all last night. I'm sure she's still asleep."

>A] You're not a gossip, a busybody, or the Father of Judgement, and you have NO place criticizing anyone else's preferences... but you really should say something. (Write-in.)

>B] You're delighted Electrum is speaking to you more candidly. Being treated like a friend, let alone a sane human being is a rarity for you.
>1] Politely ask why she's letting you know this now.
>2] Make it clear that you take no issue with her and Spangle staying beside the nicest quarters of the castle. The solar is meant to be your lodging, as the leader of the Church of Mercy. They likely want your protection, by residing in the space directly beside it. It's proximity to your social status, and a serious sign of loyalty.

>C] This is really not the Time to get into your clergy's personal affairs. Don't touch the subject, and get going.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4541133
>>C] This is really not the Time to get into your clergy's personal affairs. Don't touch the subject, and get going.

Who cares, bigger demons to convert. THERE'S WORK TO BE DONE.
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>>4541133
>C] This is really not the Time to get into your clergy's personal affairs. Don't touch the subject, and get going.
Demon gacha time!
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>>4541133
C; a smile will have to suffice :^)
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>>4541295
(Thanks for being so patient guys. Been insanely busy at work today, and will update when I'm home. I'll have a three day weekend and should be much more available once I'm clocked out! Vote is still open for now.)
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>>4541133
>B] You're delighted Electrum is speaking to you more candidly. Being treated like a friend, let alone a sane human being is a rarity for you.
>1] Politely ask why she's letting you know this now.
>2] Make it clear that you take no issue with her and Spangle staying beside the nicest quarters of the castle. The solar is meant to be your lodging, as the leader of the Church of Mercy. They likely want your protection, by residing in the space directly beside it. It's proximity to your social status, and a serious sign of loyalty.

We are the Father of Compassion, after all.
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>>4541459
(Back home, business taken care of, off of work for the weekend, ready to rock! Got a bunch of little projects I'm hoping to work on. I'll keep you guys updated. Also worth noting I have some plans IRL in the morning that may occupy a bit of time, but I'll be running as often as possible after that. Vote is locked! Writing now.
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>>4541133
>C] This is really not the Time to get into your clergy's personal affairs. Don't touch the subject, and get going.

I have no issue with what they are doing.
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>>4541759
(Appreciate the vote mate. Just started writing but I gotchu)
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>>4541755
I wish the best for your projects, mate.
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>>4541792
(Thank you very much! Pretty sure first on the agenda is a meta, quick-and-dirty reference for virtually every ability you guys possess through invocation, with a little disclaimer about our protag. New, pimped out title after that. Some character art. It's gonna be great.

Lots of interruptions today, still writing. Thanks again for being so stellar dudes.)
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There's work to be done. Demons to convert. Blasphemous friends to make. As the Father of Compassion, you take no issue whatsoever with what Electrum and Spangle are doing. For that very reason, you linger just a moment longer. All smiles. Silent thanks, for the opportunity to be treated like a human being. Nothing further needs to be said. She knows you appreciate her more than words can say.

You're pulled into a tight hug. Being so soft to hold is a gift. This may be the greatest number of hugs you've had any day of your life, and it's only just getting started. A priestess of Mercy buries her face against a pair of black and gilded robes, with a murmur. "I know you don't mind the impropriety. Thank you so much, for everything. Make sure she's alright for me. Blessed be the day, Father."

A big hug in return is mandatory. She's all leather, pouches, and exotic perfume. There will be another day, and another Time to catch up. To ask questions. The two of you part after just a moment. "The Gods are Merciful, Electrum. Enjoy the rest of your morning off."

She calls after you, as you quickly stride away to the courtyard. "I wouldn't Dream of it!"

The sun is rapidly rising, as is the temperature. You and Ray make a quick departure from the open space, and head for the inner ward. The castle is waking up, though there are so few souls up and about, you hope against hope to not encounter a single one. The main hall should be the busiest location in Eadric, but as you head down stone corridors, and along countless runners of cloth, there's not a neighbor to be found. No clergy. No intruders. You remember how to breathe normally, after some Time. The high, stained glass helps. So do the vaulted ceilings, of a forgotten age. The little rooms flanking most sides of every corridor you pass by. Ray is ecstatic to get so much simple, pleasant company by your side. He's all aglow, happily panting as you proceed to the great chamber.

Along the way, you pass down several wings that run alongside the main hall. There's the off-chance a cook or servant is mulling about, and you don't want to take any risks. The heat and crackle of a roaring hearth catches on the air. It intermingles with the aroma of smoked meat, a dozen different spices, and vegetables taken in from your gardens. There's low conversation from several female voices. You can't pick up on the details, and stick to the shadows cast by low candle light. Ultimately, you slink through a hidden passage that grants access to the great chamber without taking a readily visible corridor. It's through a small bedroom on the side of the hall, with an elegant, walk-in closet. The interior has no clothes to speak of. A hidden, spiral staircase is inside. You grin. It's all very excessive— but you are a man of excess, and couldn't feel more at home.

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Climbing the hidden stair takes you and Ray only to the second floor. You slip out of the space, which is a supply closet, contained in a small storage room. One last hallway grants you a more vertical view. Below lies the great hall, its colossal tables, and accommodations for all the business you could hope to conduct. Above is a great deal of privacy. The solar is not visible from any point in the castle, save for its stately exterior doors. Gilded railings. A spiral stair leading up to it. Heights that only the Father of the Church of the Sun should reach.

You'll get to it. For now, you stay to the second floor, and turn around the corner to arrive at your destination. It's a colossal, iron-banded, wooden double door. It's inlaid with gold, and the front is carved with depictions of castles, shields, and suits of ornate armor. A song is in your heart, as you rap on the entrance to the great chamber three times. "Good morning, Spangle. It's Father Anscham. May I—"

A groan replies. It starts low. The instant she starts, the pain in Spangle's tone redoubles. A miserable, "door's open," calls out. It's muffled. She's still in bed.

The complaints stop as soon as they started. You cautiously open the door. It's unlocked, of course. You're granted view of a long hall, that curves sharply to the right at its end. The entire chamber mimics the perimeter of the great hall below. More beds and areas for rest should lie in the passage beyond. Here, everything is bright, and clear. Lemon, and marigold hues make up most decorations. There are three dozen pillows neatly propped up. A haphazard collection of baubles and coins on every table. Jewelry sorted meticulously by color. A double-bed, with fine sheets, and a delicate canopy. Laying face-down on it is a disturber of the peace.

Spangle's scruffy hair is cropped as closely as a man's, thanks to burning half of it off last month. It's still standing on end. She's clad in street clothes, more befitting of a scullery maid than a priestess. There's dirt on the sheets, and on her shoes. It looks like she collapsed on the mattress straight after coming home, and didn't bother to even take off her traveling cloak. One of her stick-thin limbs is grasping at the air beside the bed. There's a number of scratches on her unbearably pale skin.

Hanging halfway off of the bed already, the exaggerated motion to grab at the end-table results in her slumping to the floor. There's no sound of complaint. She's found a bottle of liquor on the ground, and manages to drink while still laying face-down. A muffled, "keep your voice down," is every indication of her hangover. Exhaustion is clinging to her tone. By your best estimates, she sounds like she's been sleeping almost as little as you have.

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>>4541892
>A] You are going to be optimistic, and seize the day! Get her up, by any obnoxiously positive means necessary. You don't have the Time for this!

>B] You sympathize, and have been in the same straits before. Keep your voice down, and conjure something that will help with her hangover. Try to coax some sanity out of her, but try to be mindful of how much Time you spend here.

>C] You've been here before, and have had an equally long week. Get on the floor. Lay down, even. Spend a minute mulling over things, and just offer your support. She's worth it.
>1] Hair of the dog won't cure a hangover. Get the girl some water. Stress that she needs to look after herself.
>2] You can easily out-class any mortal's liquor. Offer her something downright demonic, and see what's the matter.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4541895
C1; can't have you breakdown from exhaustion, that's my job! Can't have a priestess upstage her Father in that department. What's got you so out of sorts?
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>>4541895
>C] You've been here before, and have had an equally long week. Get on the floor. Lay down, even. Spend a minute mulling over things, and just offer your support. She's worth it.
>>1] Hair of the dog won't cure a hangover. Get the girl some water. Stress that she needs to look after herself.
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>>4541895
>>C] You've been here before, and have had an equally long week. Get on the floor. Lay down, even. Spend a minute mulling over things, and just offer your support. She's worth it.
>>1] Hair of the dog won't cure a hangover. Get the girl some water. Stress that she needs to look after herself.

Have her hold the Relic for a bit too, enough that she remembers what it's like to be sober.
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>>4541895
>B] You sympathize, and have been in the same straits before. Keep your voice down, and conjure something that will help with her hangover. Try to coax some sanity out of her, but try to be mindful of how much Time you spend here.
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>>4541933
>>4542030
>>4542097
>>4542236
(Great guys! Great. Up for the weekend! Vote is locked here. Writing now.)
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She's in too much pain to even groan to herself. Focusing this upstart's energies in the right direction, and guiding her towards positive behavior would do the least amount of damage. It takes a minute longer than what you'd like (you WILL work out today), but you kneel down beside her, and unwind the Relic from your hand. She's usually too proud to take any help, but you need to insist. "Take this. Just for a minute."

An unamused look slowly peeks up from her prone position. Her eyes narrow. She rubs at them. You are not getting bullied, and focus on bracing yourself for an onslaught of exhaustion. Taking your Relic only by its chain hits you like the finish line at the end of a marathon. You might as well have been running for the last week, and climbed down the stairs to the abyss all over again.

https://youtu.be/-LO0R7bNZ9Y

You're not going to make a sound. No scene. Compassion for yourself stays any noise. A few spots of gold dance in your vision, and it's not from the light of day. Disproportionate enjoyment is all through you. Can't have Spangle upstaging you in this department. You are the father of overwork, and can do better than sympathize. You can lay on the floor, and feel like garbage right along with her.

A sigh escapes you. Waves of exhaustion ebb and flow over the forefront of your mind. The blend of spiritual limitations being pushed, aches throughout every inch of you, searing pain in your joints, the miasma of fatigue, and pleasure because of it all is almost enough to make the world give out from under you. More to yourself than to Ray or Spangle, you smile. "That's more like it. I thought that breaking down from exhaustion was meant to be my specialty."

A weak laugh. She finally takes your Relic from you. You drop your arm immediately, and quietly laugh in return. The brunette stretches out, with a groan of satisfaction. The divinity in hand must be instant relief. "Mercy. Think you can get me something like this, Father?"

A quiet request to Yech's flask suffices, to conjure some water. "Not likely." The item is waggled at Spangle. Even extending your arm out to her hurts. A cheeky grin. You don't mind waiting. "Hair of the dog will not cure a hangover. I don't need to tell you how to look after yourself."

The item is swiped away. No grumbling. She possesses your own ability to heal, but doesn't even bother sitting upright to drink.

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>>4542372
This isn't like her. She's feistier than a priestess of Storm, most days. Ray was inspecting the room, and trots over to lay out next to you both. Your head is swimming, right along with the sensation of the entire room. It's surreal. Closing your eyes is out of the question, so you try to enjoy the impression of stars and pollen on the painted ceiling. The pitch of your voice is kept low, and you resist the urge to make any additional sound while settling onto the wood plans beneath. "What has you so out of sorts?"

She's remembering what sobriety feels like, and clearly hates it. Her own tone isn't more than a murmur. "I told myself I'd go down there with you."

"Ah." Floors should never be this comfortable. Both of you make no motion to move. A quiet invitation to continue is the sanest reply you can manage.

"I told myself I would get even when we got home." She shifts her gaze, while remaining on the floor. It's only enough to cast a glance at you. She rubs her eyes again. "Oh. What the fuck?" Miserable laughter. "You got fatter." She collapses back against the floor, looking to the ceiling. Her laughter intensifies. "The eyes aren't bad, at least."

Sister Corbon has taken bolts of lightning for you. Preached in your name. Slaughtered your enemies. You'd heard that she's aware of your former imprisonment in the Church of Mercy second-hand, and that she has not shied away from vouching for your right to lead for that very reason. The condition you were brought to in previous years may even be the cause for hers and Electrum's initial departure from your home. Down to the ruins. Away from humanity.

She's laughing miserably to herself, and grabs your hand. Two people can use its effects at a Time. "Don't be stupid. You must be dying."

There's no way you'd have presumed to do so yourself, but you won't protest. Reprieve from the blessed pain sinks back into you. "I have had far worse."

Her hands are hot, and sweaty. She's probably worked herself sick. She's also definitely blaming herself for your current physical condition. A minute to mull over things with her already seems like it was enough to remind Spangle of sanity (or the closest approximation either of you have to it). Her teeth are grit.

Ray whines at her. You make a mild gesture towards the flask. Guilt has her work at it, while you spend a few more moments in silence together. The vaulted ceiling might as well be painted with stars, for how tired you are. It doesn't hurt to take an extra minute to breathe, but this calm before her Storm has your nerves on end.

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>>4542374
>A] Recounting what happened in the dungeons is incredibly Time-consuming, and there are twenty-six more people who need to be notified. You'll take this opportunity to speak with Spangle, of course.
>1] This is the the cost of treating every last one of your allies as a friend. You understand it will be cumbersome to sort out.
>2] You're probably going to refrain from giving a complete explanation to your allies, moving ahead. Save for anyone who seems like an opponent to your work, this isn't a realistic approach.

>B] You want to know what she thinks first, and won't rush the matter. Fill her in on what transpired beneath the Church of Mercy, and keep quiet. You can deal with her frustration.

>C] The girl has been working harder than almost anyone in your congregation to prop up your image. She can't be letting on just how upset she is— and she seems extremely upset.
>1] What's all this about making trouble in the city?
>2] Reassure her that this is not her fault in any way, shape, or form.
>3] She probably felt like you left her for a third time. Apologize. If no one else, Electrum and Spangle deserve to be kept informed if you take any extended absences in the future.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4542376
>C] The girl has been working harder than almost anyone in your congregation to prop up your image. She can't be letting on just how upset she is— and she seems extremely upset.
>1] What's all this about making trouble in the city?
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>>4542376
>>C] The girl has been working harder than almost anyone in your congregation to prop up your image. She can't be letting on just how upset she is— and she seems extremely upset.
>>1] What's all this about making trouble in the city?
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>>4542385
>>4542467
(Unanimous vote, alright alright. Locked! Writing now.)
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>>4542472
Better to get on with it. She'll talk to Electrum later about everything that transpired in the dungeons. They'll both see to disseminating the details to your other congregation members. It's not that they're gossips, necessarily. Both women simply understand the importance of open communication. Spangle in particular has been working harder than almost anyone (save for James) to prop up your image. She can't be letting on just how upset she is— and she seems extremely upset.

You softly inquire, "what's all this about making trouble in the city?"

The hold on your hand tightens. She squirms a little, too frustrated to lay still. "Someone has to make a statement. I know half of these cowards won't lift a finger unless you tell them to, but I wasn't about to stand by." She spits, "Fergant thinks he's so tough."

The grizzled veteran has seen more combat than most, and has been a priest of the Church of Mercy for his entire life. They must be arguing. He's trying to keep her in line. It's no doubt been a nightmare. Your frown deepens.

So does Spangle's. "It's not like anyone knows it's me. I wouldn't put all your work at risk. Not like that. But I had to at least try to scare them straight. Make them think twice before coming around here. Before thinking about harming any one of us."

Even if her methods are unorthodox, she's always meant well. You squeeze at her hand in return. "How many houses, Spangle?"

She doesn't bat an eye. There's a little soot on her cheek. It's dirt and ash on her clothes. "Five this week. They're trying to kill us. I'll butt as many heads as I need, until they get the message."

Questions don't hurt, but arson does. "I know it would have been controlled, but this— but this is a threat to our home, Spangle. Did you get any names?"

"I made sure it was all vacant." She sounds resentful. "I know we're not in Calunoth anymore."

She misses the opportunity to not hold back just as much as I do.

Yet another look passes over you. She's not resentful— she's jealous. "Long week, huh?"

"It felt like far less— but yes. Terribly." You sink a little deeper against the floor. Sleep is threatening to seize you. "It was well worth it. Did your efforts out in the city produce any results, Spangle...?"

Her eyes stray to the bottle next to her. "No. Not yet. I don't have the patience for any of this. Politics. Never have. Never will." Back to you. She's seething. "I've always hated it here. I know Electrum is glad to be here. The castle. The courtyards. The little bars, and fields, and high walls. But it's a prison, Father. It's miserable."

"How did you pass the Time in Calunoth?"

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A smile comes back to her face. Embers are in her eyes. "The King has plenty of friends. We had plenty of enemies. No one dared to raise a complaint against me— especially not Harvey. Bless his beard. We did more than spread the good word, Father. I got to share Her light, each and every day."

The sheer number of casualties raised from your congregation's actions in the capital escapes you, even to this day. It's possible that everyone stopped counting, after months of carnage. This is not the same. You have to be clear. "We are lacking crucial information regarding our enemies. Their identities. Their allegiances. If they even are aware of the— of the consequences of their actions. I do— I cannot stress enough how well I understand your frustration, though. Things have been far calmer. I pray that they will continue to."

>A] Sister Corbon has always been a poor fit for the Church of Mercy. Invite her to show some devotion to Storm and Flesh with you, in the coming days. You can set about a few controlled burns, out in the wilderness. It will get her out of the city— and get you the discreet, manageable exercise you're after. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] The best defense can be a good offense. Get the specifics of Sister Corbon's actions in the city, and encourage them. You want to strike even MORE decisively, and can grant her the resources she needs to redouble her efforts.

>C] Spangle empathizes with your own fixations. Your inclinations completely complement one another. Structured research of your work with Mercy and Agriculture has been on your to-do list for weeks. Invite her to participate in some controlled studies with you, Sister Cardew, Walter. She'll have a safe space to let loose, you appreciate her half to death, and you'll have more of a reason to invoke.

>D] This is a human concern, and you are the Father of Compassion. (Write-in anything else you want to say or do.)
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>>4542548
>>C] Spangle empathizes with your own fixations. Your inclinations completely complement one another. Structured research of your work with Mercy and Agriculture has been on your to-do list for weeks. Invite her to participate in some controlled studies with you, Sister Cardew, Walter. She'll have a safe space to let loose, you appreciate her half to death, and you'll have more of a reason to invoke.
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>>4542548
>C] Spangle empathizes with your own fixations. Your inclinations completely complement one another. Structured research of your work with Mercy and Agriculture has been on your to-do list for weeks. Invite her to participate in some controlled studies with you, Sister Cardew, Walter. She'll have a safe space to let loose, you appreciate her half to death, and you'll have more of a reason to invoke.
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>>4542548
B; it's fine, to be worried about about you friends. This is the Church of Defense after all. But we are also the Church of Compassion, and of Mercy. I trust you, and I'd like to know what you've been up to in my absence.
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>>4542705

Strongly oppose this. No burning houses pls.
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>>4542762
Not trying to burn, just figuring out what was burned.
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(Thank you guys so much for your patience. Was exceptionally busy this afternoon, going to go get some pizza and will update as soon as I'm back. Vote will remain open until then.)
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>>4542632
>>4542683
>>4542705
>>4542762
>>4542774
(Majority for C with some honest concern and need for info. Totally reasonable. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4542548
Has Spangle ever tried cooking before? I'd bet she'd make some great barbecue.
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>>4542942
(This is genius, and I'm making it work somehow.)
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Spangle is sounding like a pretty great candidate for some missionary work if she hates being in the city and loved spreading her light; having an occupation might curb some of the fire starting too
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>>4542941
>>4543080
https://youtu.be/3psj5_Q-I_Y

There's a manic light in your eyes. "I have an idea."

Spangle's frustration drops in an instant. A show is made of hydrating herself, and sitting upright while she drinks. The woman is a healer, first and foremost. Maybe she thinks demonstrating her competency will get better results. "I'm listening."

"We can't burn down my city's houses, Spangle."

Grumbling.

"Please."

"Fine."

"I'm trying to figure out how much damage has already occurred." The ceiling is swimming with stars. You smile at it. "I'd like to know what you have been up to, in my absence."

She's scrutinizing your eyes. "You've been with Dream, haven't you?"

Devotion is all through your tone. "Yes."

"I've been up at night, too. Keeping appearances here at the church, for Electrum's sake. Gets Fergant to shut his hole." She laughs at the face you make. "I know you trust me. I wouldn't put any of that in harm's way. Things are difficult enough as is. Took most of the week to see to the dead. Mercy has been listening, but it was too little, too late for most. There was a mass grave, Father." Her smile falters. A longing look goes to the liquor on the floor.

Spangle refuses to lay back down. The hold between your hands tightens further. "I would have seen to it, even if you hadn't asked me." She's shaking her head. Exasperation discolors her tone. "No one had to die. All of this is a farce. You have infinitely greater concerns than any of us, and they're just trying to drag you down. Right into the mud. So I burned a few of their storehouses. A meeting hall. One home. Enough to send a message right back at them. I have been reminding them that their efforts will amount to nothing."

This is nothing new. The church of defense is no stranger to action. The father of empathy is also no stranger to emotion. A glance to your priestess, as you keep the firm hold between your Relic, and her fingers. "You know I would never take issue with you fearing for your friends. But who are— I am so tired of nonsense, Spangle. It has been a very long week. Can you please be clear? Who has been affected?"

"It's the elders of the city, and a minority of the populace. It would take me half the morning to name names, and I don't want to waste your Time, Father. Most of the people know you're a good man, and that you've worked yourself half to death for their health and welfare. This isn't the capital. You've already proven yourself here. Chasing down these bastards is what we're all here for. You need to trust us to look after this shit."

The hold being kept on your hand is staving off nervous habits. No fidgeting is required for this mission. "I would prefer to channel your abilities in a more conducive direction, Spangle. Things could not— could not be more trying on your patience."

"What's this idea of yours, then?"

"We both have our fixations."

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>>4543102
Her grin puts a demon's to shame. "Oh, shit. Cut to the chase, Father."

You can't remember the last Time someone called you out on how excessive your speech is. "M-Mercy, Spangle, I— you know that I appreciate you, half to death—"

"Yeah?"

"—our inclinations completely compliment one another—"

She leans forward, and insists that you both get up. Mutual groaning comes from the effort, in attempts to not to laugh at the absurdity of your situation. She knows full well that you'll happily enable her obsessions. Your own concerns are just as outrageous. The notion of liquor first thing in the morning is discarded. There's something far better, that both of you are willing to chase.

"Structured, conducive, and healthy research has been on my agenda for weeks. I would like to invite you to participate in some controlled studies with Sister Cardew, Walter, and I. You will have a safe space to let loose." There's no hiding the voracity in your voice. "I will have more of a reason to invoke."

Nursing her hangover, Spangle gladly keeps a flask of water in hand as you both head for the door. She makes no motion to go make herself look presentable, to fetch any personal belongings, or to do more than look towards the exit. Impulse has you both happily set out from the great chamber, off towards the keep. The sun is hot, and particularly bright. Spangle curses under her breath, and puts a hand to her eyes. Most of the residents within the castle should be awake by now.

Your stomach growls. Ray is mildly alarmed from the sound. An unamused look is fired off from your priestess. The Relic in hand seems to keep hunger pangs at bay. The preoccupation you've had with life, death, and everything in-between has dramatically increased. As the two of you walk, you can't help but tease, "I was debating— I am positive that there is a saner course of action, here. Would you be willing to wager what— what wonders you could do with barbecue...?"

An exaggerated groan almost alerts the staff below of your presence. Spangle stiffens upright, and is scared into stifling the sound. She leers, and whispers, "you're terrible. ...how did you know?"

Matching her whisper, you smirk in return, "so you are an excellent cook. A skill like that could readily be incorporated into missionary work, Sister. Perhaps something to smooth over relations with our other clergy? Or to— or to aid in public relations—? Walter had proposed a few public events, to compensate for Mercy's will each Sunday—"

"Come on." The spindly young woman tries assuming a lower silhouette. She's nearly as tall as you are, and you're both acutely aware that you'll draw no end of harassment from simply trying to cross the castle together. "I'll grab something along the way. Show you something neat. But don't try and tell me for a second that you don't want to go fuck with Sister Cardew and Echo, first."

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>>4543105
>A] Actively hide from scrutiny. Take as many hidden corridors and passage as necessary. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. This will tax you physically, but will save a lot of Time.)

>B] Stick to the shadows, but don't kill yourself trying to not be found. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. Far less stressful physically, but will take some Time.)

>C] You have nothing to fear from the residents of the Church of Mercy, and they do eventually need to know that you're back. Might as well get it over with, while you're in the company of someone who can quickly beat away any scrutiny.
>1] Pray that no one delays you. (A HIGH ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. Little physical toll, but you run the risk of being dragged into some other affair.)
>2] Work with Spangle to deter anyone that tries giving you a hard Time. (A HIGH ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. It's a matter of luck if run into anyone that will try and harass you both.)

>D] Write-in.
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>>4543107
A; a workout that saves our time? How could we not?
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>>4543107
>A] Actively hide from scrutiny. Take as many hidden corridors and passage as necessary. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED. This will tax you physically, but will save a lot of Time.)

Laurel & Hardy movie ensues.
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>>4543138
>>4543371
(Its anyone's game bois. Blessed reference.)

>RICHARD, RAY AND BEATRICE IN: ANOTHER FINE MESS
>Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.
>-5 (You're both abnormally tall for Corcaeans.)
>-5 (You and Ray have p r e s e n c e.)
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Rolled 2 (1d100)

>>4543388
>p r e s e n c e

I hope it's related to faith, and not our generous proportions.
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>>4543391
Oh boy.
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>>4543392
(Oh boy.)
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Rolled 46 (1d100)

>>4543388
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Rolled 18 (1d100)

>>4543388

YECH BLESS THIS ROLL
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>>4543430
YECH DID NOT BLESS THIS ROLL
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>>4543391
>>4543392
>>4543402
>>4543430
>>4543432
(Yech did not bless this roll. That's a 36/100 as bo3. Was a low roll required, but wew. Alright! Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/-NyTDmrxhDI

Exercise that saves Time?

"How could I refuse? Right this way."

The mischief in your smile outclasses Spangles. You know of nearly every hidden passage and secret corridor in the castle. It may be early morning, and the Church of Mercy is active as can be, but that's no deterrent. Several prayers are made to the Gods for expedient travel. To Yech, for guidance in a roguish venture. There's faith in yourself! Your generous proportions surely will not be an issue in keeping out of sight.

Taking the hidden closet's spiral stair to the first floor, you stop at the lower landing, and put a finger to your lips. There are no fewer than three cooks working within the main hall. Spangle mimics the motion.

Ray looks to you both earnestly. You're being ridiculous. No one is going to hear him. Of course he's being a good boy.

Spangle doesn't waste an instant. She dashes out from the small, side room— right out to the main hall. You almost shout at her. She's crouched down, though is still abnormally tall, and in plain sight.

Hesitation is defeat, so you utter a few "Mercy,"'s under your breath, and sneak after her.

Ducking behind a number of tables, you can make out the low conversation of the women at work. They're making small talk about the poor weather. It's far too hot for the Time of day. Maybe the Father has done something to irritate the Mother.

Your heart drops, as Spangle eyes over the room, looking for something to steal. The main hall is being set up for breakfast. The numerous, large tables and countless chairs make for a network of low cover. Your banner has been hung from the rafters in several places. Strips of yellow cloth adorn most surfaces. There's flecks of gold inlaid with the bricks in the wall. The roaring hearth looks spectacular. Warmth is all through you. A spread is set out on most surfaces. Grains, fruits, and imported meats. Most of the goods brought from Calunoth were tested by you, personally. Their safety is assured. It feels good to be home, but you really can't linger.

A priestess of honesty has pilfered an entire leg of some cooked animal, and is rushing towards the passageway you came from. She passes you by on the way, and snickers. Neither of you dare to breathe a word. You trail after her, Ray in tow, without anyone seeing your exit.

Mission accomplished. The hallway is reached. Relative darkness provides ample cover. You both quickly stride away, keeping to the walls, and the shadow.

A light flares. You don't panic. Spangle is fashioning some makeshift cooking device out of a candle, and a strip of some odd material.

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"What are you doing," you hiss. Several glances over your shoulder. Both ends of the corridor are clear, as you carve away from the main hall. Walter's and Harriet's rooms are as discreet as possible, and nestled deep within the tower keep. Getting there while avoiding detection should be readily achievable. There's a few stone walls up ahead, obscuring a discreet shortcut.

Smoke starts to filter towards it. "What does it look like I'm doing?" She's amplified the flame in hand, and is making a show of cooking while you walk. "Barbecue."

"That is terribly impressive— and it smells divine— but it's also going to attract attention."

The sound of footsteps appears on cue, from down the corridor.

You take the traveling cloak on Spangle's back, and gently pull her towards the hidden passage you were heading for. There's no Time for apology. You all slip into the shadows, ushering Ray in first.

Two priests of Flesh walk by, talking excitedly. It's the Nye brothers. Both men are built like houses. Adorned in crimson robes, they both have shorn off various pieces of their religious attire to showcase the altar of their bodies. Mostly arms. Low necklines. The legs of their ruby trousers are fit tightly, and their hair is cut almost bald. No traditional holy symbols, here. Both have neatly trimmed, brown beards. Tans, from working hard out in the sun the last many weeks (and surely many years before.) They were eager to make the trip to Eadric, and have stayed in your service over the King's out of the kindness of their hearts. They've tried for weeks to help you keep a more physical routine.

Your heart drops. "We need to move—"

"Do you smell that," Tancred asks, looking straight at the corridor you are both occupying. Both brothers are well spoken, and might have been a better fit for the Church of Mercy from the start. Tancred has the tact to keep mostly to himself. For him to speak first has your flight instinct kick into high gear.

You turn to flee. Spangle can't suppress her laughter, as she follows you down the hidden passage. "Shit."

Stone and many more narrow halls pass you both by. There are footsteps at your back. Eustace is the older, larger, and more talkative of the two. He promptly calls out, "Spangle! No one else would keep a flame in hand at this hour! What's the meaning of this—"

"Give some to Ray." The roasted leg she's been tending to is thrust to you. It's comically large. You awkwardly take the item from her, as she calls over her shoulder, "you're just being polite hanging back! Go on being polite and mind your own damn business!"

The footsteps behind you both promptly stop, as the men on your tail actually begin debating the merits of following her.

Eustace's declaration fades into the distance. "She has a point."
"It would be more respectful, but in the event that there is a more pressing concern..."

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>>4543478
You try not to laugh, peeling around another corner. The two of you are in a wing adjacent to the keep's courtyards, shrouded in shadow for only a moment. The shortcut was substantial, but it's no good. Brother Nye and Brother Nye are hot on your trail, and they can easily catch up. Rapid footsteps are coming behind the two of you.

"We mean no offense, Sister Corbon!" The elder is trying not to laugh. "If for no other reason, perhaps you could accompany us to the great hall!"

"Mercy." You pull Spangle outright by her collar. "Quickly. Ray, hold them off."

The greatest guard in all of Corcaea lets out a small, "whoof, and sits dead-center in the hall. You make a mental note to expedite spoiling him rotten, but have to run off.

Several turns are made down more corridors, and up a few winding stairs. Out of pure curiosity, you try some of the barbecue. It's ludicrously good. Wild boar. Heavily seasoned. Slowly cooked by the women downstairs. Spangle applied a high temperature for a few minutes, in order to brown its exterior, and elevated its texture.

You return the distraction to her as soon as possible, while proceeding down a final passageway. It should curve around the exterior courtyards gardens, and reconnect to the castle without passing anyone by. She reluctantly accepts the item, and hisses, "well?"

No footsteps at your back. Ray adequately distracted the Nye brothers. You risk a quiet reply. "It's phenomenal. I only passed it back to you so I wouldn't get too distracted. We will do even better—"

Turning the corner, exiting to the light of day, you both come inches away from crashing into the Willoughby sisters. A heart-attack is imminent. Everyone collectively scrambles to make sense of what's happening. The sun is shining. The birds are singing. All three triplets were gathering herbs from the medicinal planters outside.

Sister Agnes Willoughby— the eldest— keeps her composure. Her face is nearly shrouded by a large cloak. All three sisters are identical twins. Stunning, elegant, and noble features. They're from an old family of the Church of Mercy, and look every bit the part of priestesses of grace. Well-mannered. Well-groomed. Devastatingly loyal. Brunettes. She's wearing canary-yellow, fingerless gloves in Last Sowing. Paler, and colder than ever. Reprimand rises to her voice, as she tries to step back from Spangle's close-encounter.

Her words fall from her lips, the instant she really sees you. The veteran looks as if she might pass out.

A basket drops. Sister Susan Willoughby stammers. "Father Anscham." The prude of a woman outright takes hold of her holy symbol. Her gaze locks with your eyes. The gold in your hair. She's acutely aware that the physical impression of the pantheon on you is only possible through an intense connection to them. "...may the Gods have Mercy, and may the Mother be us all through this transgression..."

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>>4543479
"Hi, Spangle!" Sister Tilda Willoughby elbows Susan, hard enough to nearly knock her Sister over.

Her devout compatriot had her hands clasped, but unknits them to rub at her arm. "Ouch—"

The spritely, youngest sister puts her hands to her mouth. Her eyes light up. She cannot stop smiling. "Father Anscham! Oh my goodness. It's so good to see you. You're like a teddy bear. Can I give you a hug?"

Agnes finds herself, and starts gesturing to you and Spangle. She can't compose herself. "Where do you two think you're going— and where have you been, Father? What is the meaning of this? We've all been worried sick, and I see that my fear was entirely justified—"

A show is being made of Susan praying for your mortal soul. You try not to roll your eyes.

>Choose one option from A, B, AND C.
>Feel free to ignore any prompts. It will ignore the corresponding individual. Spangle can also handle this.

>A] Agnes is trying to be responsible.
>1] Tell her to go ask Electrum for a report. You have business to attend to, and she doesn't need to know about it from your own lips.
>2] This priestess has risked life and limb for you. Try to be polite, and give her the sparsest explanation you can manage.
>3] Ask her if she would like to accompany you and Spangle, to get some more information from Harriet and Walter.
>4] Write-in.

>B] Susan thinks herself more pious than you. Hahaha.
>1] Gently remind your priestess of her place.
>2] Firmly remind your priestess of her place.
>3] You can take a minute to preach. Make a proper point. She's asking for it.
>4] Write-in.

>C] Tilda is not a priestess of intelligence. Of course she can hug you.
>1] Sincerely express how much you appreciate her positive attitude. She's an exemplary priestess of Mercy.
>2] Write-in.

>D] The Nye brothers are going to catch up, and you DON'T have Time for this.
>1] Ignore everyone, and flee with Spangle.
>2] Inform everyone that you will talk later, and flee with Spangle.
>3] Order your clergy to mind their own work, and flee with Spangle.

>E] Write-in.
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>>4543480
>>A] Agnes is trying to be responsible.
>2] This priestess has risked life and limb for you. Try to be polite, and give her the sparsest explanation you can manage.

>B] Susan thinks herself more pious than you. Hahaha.

If you want to speak to the Mother so badly I can just call her down to have a chat, however WE are currently terribly busy.

>C] Tilda is not a priestess of intelligence. Of course she can hug you.
>1] Sincerely express how much you appreciate her positive attitude. She's an exemplary priestess of Mercy.

Never stop being you, you absolute ray of sunshine.
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>>4543495
(Hey guys! I made the requested reference for new players ((and old))! Quick and dirty rundown of the protag, and all of the abilities you all have gained during the course of your journey. If I've missed anything, if you have any thoughts, or just want to share some comments let me know! Hope this helps.)
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>>4543715
My bad, didn't mean to quote. Vote will stay open for a bit, going to take care of some unpacking and stuff this afternoon since we've been slower than usual. Want to give everyone a chance to participate, too. Really appreciate you though man!)
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>>4543495
+1
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>>4543495
+1
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>>4543480
D2; we can offer quick explanations and hugs, then flee with Spangle.
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>>4543495
>>4543733
>>4543793
>>4543808
(Going to go with majority vote, then flee! Vote is locked. Should be available for the rest of the night/weekend! Writing now.)
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>>4543907
https://youtu.be/yRXXTIEAXO8

First things first. You open both arms to Tilda. She's not a priestess of intelligence. "Of course you can hug me."

She squeals. A bundle of delight and optimism catapults herself away from her basket of herbs, and into your outstretched arms. You let out a courtesy, "oof," as the priestess tries giving you a bear hug. She's half a foot shorter than Spangle, and can't get her arms all the way around you. It's not a deterrent in the slightest, while you pull her into an actual bear hug. She figures out a way to maximize the hug's comforting potential. The priestess is a devotee to Flesh, who's muscle makes for a delightful contrast against the softness of your stomach. To love is to serve. It's great. She's great. "Never stop being you, you exemplary ray of sunshine."

Agnes and Susan are both offended beyond reason at your flippant behavior. Spangle laughs in their faces.

All four women are too surprised to articulate anything further, so while you hug it out with their younger sister, ("thank you! That is so sweet. Have you been using clove, Father Anscham? You seem so much brighter than usual, too!") ("Yes, Sister. Thank you for noticing,") you nod to Susan. Her folded hands. The woman's hysterical ideas.

Sister Susan Willoughby thinks she's more pious than you. Her head has to turn up to look you in the face. Not the eyes. She fires a judgmental look at Tilda.

The tone you assume is a ceremony of honey, straight from the Father of Benevolence. "Sister Susan. You wish for your words to Mercy to be heard. This is a remarkable gift. I am on my way— en route, at this very moment— to share the afternoon with Her. I'm sure you understand that I would happily invite her here for the joy of Her word— but may I pass along your message? I am currently terribly busy. If you would care to impart anything, failure to obstruct my work would be sincerely appreciated—"

It might as well have been a slap in the face. Her hands part, with a demure reply. "I will send my thoughts and prayers to you both, Father Anscham. In my own Time."

Spangle heads down the corridor, not giving any of her fellow priestesses a second glance. A wave of her hand over her shoulder. "I know you'll catch up!" A sarcastic, sing-song voice. "My hands are open to you all, Sisters!"

The expert wing-woman claps to herself once, mimicking a slap across the face, and snickers all the way to the interior of the keep. You offer an apologetic look to everyone present. Tilda hops out of the hug, more than content with the extended gesture of affection. She's obviously holding back from poking at you. You resist the urge to ruffle her closely cropped hair. That smile must be protected at all costs.

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>>4544000
All smiles yourself, you gladly reassure Agnes, "I know you are only looking out for our best interests. I have been hard at work for the last week. It's been a matter of my personal research, and upholding our tenets. Protecting our family. Granting clemency where it is needed most. Mercy ensured that the venture did not kill me. So did Agriculture, and Dream. We will make the Time for an explanation at a later date, but—" You hazard a glance to the passage Spangle has disappeared off through. She's sickeningly good at providing excuses. "—I do need to keep an eye on her. We have business to attend to."

No use waiting for a response, as you take a few steps past the triplets. Agnes is far from pleased, but she has the respect and decency enough to reply, "yes, Father Anscham. I will be sure to keep my own availability open, in any event. Is there anyone—"

That's all you need. You walk backwards. A quick gesture of your church. Tilda giggles, and returns it, while you rattle off a few final words. "Please grant Electrum the space she's requested. I'm certain Walter would love to speak with you later today. The Gods are Merciful, Sisters."

A choir of, "the Gods are Merciful," follows after you.

Turning to the far corridor, you chase after Spangle, and reconvene in a matter of minutes. Right into the keep, up another flight of stairs, and to a locked door at the top of the most well-protected location in the city.

The door is locked.

You breathe a sigh of relief. The red lion would never let anything happen to his cubs. Spangle is standing outside, yelling at the closed door. "OPEN UP, HARVEY!"

"Keep your v-voice d-down! Wait for Fath-ther Anscham."

"DON'T KEEP ME—"

You try to not worry, and arrive at the top of the landing beside Spangle. "Good morning, Harvey! It's just the two of us, though Ray should be along in a few minutes! Please, if you could— if you could unlock the door—"

The door is immediately unfastened, and opened, despite Spangle leaning against it. She nearly falls inside. Harvey is blocking the entire door frame, and effortlessly catches her. His scowl matches your own. "You look like sh-shit."

"Same to you, handsome." Spangle shoves herself off, promptly dusts off her shoulders, and blows a kiss. There's no question that you all have scarcely slept. "My hero. Drinks tonight?"

A shrug. He's probably up to his eyeballs in work, but won't tell her no. With a jerk of his thumb over his shoulder, he grins at you alone. "Sh-should have known you'd still b-be working. Th-they're d-down th-the hall. Can't m-miss it."

You give him a grateful look, while striding on by. "Thank you for the concern, Harvey." Your knight closes the door behind you both. On your way past him, you quietly request, "both of the Nye brothers are en route. Feel free to keep them waiting, or to have them send for me later today. If you can ensure that we are not disturbed, for— just for now."

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>>4544011
The hall where Walter and Harriet have taken up residence in cannot be missed. Three spare rooms have had their doors removed. They've been made into the start of a public library. Your heart soars. The collection King Magnus gifted you is present, right along with all of Walter's own findings. Your priestesses' works are clearly visible as well. Wall-to-wall shelving is in place, though most of the space is vacant. There might be twenty tomes in all, and several hundred pieces of parchment. A couple of your own scrolls, and ample writing material. Little sign cards and placards are placed in little rows on the shelves, with an odd filing system illustrated on each. There are only two comfortable chairs placed in each space, and a few end tables. The focus in on the information, not the presentation.

Fifteen signs are tacked onto a door at the end of the hall. You smirk. Walter has booby-trapped their bedroom door. Every last memo is from Sister Cardew warning about its placement, and how to disengage the mechanism if it's really that important for someone to disturb her. It's easily one of the most violent, malicious machines you've ever laid eye on an illustration of. Spangle whistles. "Neat."

She opens the door.

Your heart stops, knowing full well that these may be your last moments. There's less than a second to react before the lethal, explosive, and razor-sharp contraption on the other side activates.

>A] Dive to protect her. You'll take the hit. You can likely survive almost anything, right? (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] Try to pull Spangle back. Maybe you can reduce the damage. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>C] Well, you did come here to speak with Mercy. No Time like the present to invoke Her for protection. (No roll required.)

>D] Knowing Walter, this might be a bluff. Take the risk, and try to dive away. You trust Spangle can take a hit. (No roll required.)

>E] Write-in.
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>>4544013
C; Mercy did say to take better care of our health, and though I hate to think of abusing her gifts on what is most likely a ruse, I wouldn't like to take the risk with both our healths.
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>>4544077
Damn, it is a really slow day.
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>>4544185
(No kidding. Guessing everyone's busy. Not gonna rush things, but we'll move ahead once a second vote comes in, or before the end of the night. Appreciate ya man!)
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>>4544210
(Aaaaaaah man. So with the downtime today I was able to knock out the big old meta chart up there, and all the character art I really wanted to draw before the next thread! After some serious thought, we're going to leave the vote open until at least a second comes in, barring like a full day lull. Really do want to give everyone a chance to participate, even on slow days. This is likely the last time we'll let a thread run on for this long, but I do really want to stick to my guns about running through as much of what you guys voted to take care of as possible. Only on page 5! We got this!

Here's a portrait of Adwin in the meantime. I've put the shot of him with the veils and scarves on in our Google Drive.)
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>>4544013
>C] Well, you did come here to speak with Mercy. No Time like the present to invoke Her for protection. (No roll required.)

Let's do this.

>>4544361
Nice portrait!
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>>4544077
>>4544371
(Thank you! Alright lads. Caught me just before bed. I'll make it happen. Unanimous vote for C is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4544361
Wew, what a beautiful lad. Good work, mate!
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>>4544401
( c: Sincerely appreciate the praise, thank you!)
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>>4544013
>C] Well, you did come here to speak with Mercy. No Time like the present to invoke Her for protection. (No roll required.)
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>>4544371
>>4544403
Less than a second is still less than you need. The warnings Harriet placed on her bedroom door indicated that knives, glass, and at least one kind of acid awaits anyone who tries to enter without precuation. Something could still be armed. It could be a harmless prank. The thought of abusing Mercy's gifts makes you hate yourself— but something like this is exactly what you came here for. You're not risking anyone's life. Without the need for speech, and in less than an instant, you have the sun itself work through you.

https://youtu.be/iIPIWUPK4KA

One palm is outstretched. It's like a Goddess has wrapped her own fingers around the back of your hand, and focuses the heat of all the day through you. It manifests in a wave of force so intense, you should stagger backwards. There's a hold on you, keeping you on your feet. You lean into it. The pulse of energy should obliterate Spangle in an instant. There's no sound. Only blistering heat, and a blast of solid light. It warps around your priestess, and materializes in less than a second. A semi-transparent shield traps every last item that cascades from the booby-trapped entryway, and guards all of you from harm. The force of the motion cracked the stone on either side. Splinters of the door's wooden frame clatter to the ground. The barrier is a field of some of the most beautiful illumination you've ever seen, and is dripping with liquid defense.

It feels like you're still being held upright. Through the spots of dandelion light in your eyes, it's difficult to even see. You drop your hand, and fight to breathe. The side of your sleeve is used to catch the blood that's threatening to come up. Copper is on the back of your tongue, and all along your throat.

The barrier drops as quickly as it came. It would require active effort to sustain, and you're too busy coughing up blood. Embedded inside of the divine protection was no fewer than one hundred marbles, a bucket full of tar, three bags of feathers, and a number of caltrops. As the barrier dissipates, and the traps all drop to the ground, Spangle has to take a rapid step backwards. She was standing stone-still, hair on end, in too much shock to react.

The cacophony of every last harmless trap clatters to the floor. It would have ruined her morning, and probably hurt her, but couldn't have killed either of you.

It's hard to regret a thing, even after the fact. It may have been a butchered invocation, but the impression of your lover is still all through you. There's a warm pair of hands running along you. The world is spinning. The luminance in your vision is persisting. It's like every bit of physical weariness that's plagued you is rapidly fading. Flesh couldn't work so quickly to mend what ails you.

Spangle has been saying something, and repeats, "Father Anscham. Walter is a miserable liar. You know he would never— oh. Shit. Are you alright?"

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There's a faint shimmer on the air from the last of the barrier, as it dissipates. Chromatic flakes are stuck to the tips of your fingers. They're painted red. There's no pain, even as you unfasten your Relic, and put it around your neck once more. Several blinks do not get the spots of sun out from your eyes. Speaking is out of the question. Every motion is better than the last.

A glance past your clergy woman's furrowed brow puts a yellow fairy behind your eyes. An after-image of love itself. The radiance of the Mother. Her impression doesn't stick to the back of your mind. It's soothing, it's warmth, it's comfort, and the reassurance that you are still only striving to protect.

There's a heathen in the room beyond, who is white as a sheet. Professor Echo does not fear Mercy, so it comes as no surprise that he crosses the room, and has the audacity to grab you by your collar. You're wearing several layers of clothing, and don't mind him taking the front of your robes. Several glances are nervously made down the hall, as your research partner seems more worried about Harvey seeing you than about Mercy striking him down where he stands.

The three of you step over the piles of pranks, and enter the room. There's an odd sensation, deep in the heart of you. Not the stretch you felt this morning from awakening. It's even better. It's over-stimulation. A current of the sun behind your eyes. More Time in the last week with, than without the Gods. Pleasure intense enough that you can't think straight. Fighting down the catch in your breath is the greatest kindness you can manage. There's no other blood. There is no corporeal sensation that can compare. The current is running through you, in a way that demands you take in more.

It is terribly exciting. The voice you find is not your own in the slightest. It's resonant, with all the earth and stars in the sky. An echo is to it, as if the Goddess of your Church were speaking alongside you at the head of the main choir. "Before you— before you say another word, Walter— Mercy did request that We look after Our health. We will not risk Our collective safety—"

He holds up a finger. Several motions are made to Spangle to close the door. She kicks aside the feathers, doesn't slip on the tar, and locks it.

The room is mundane. Furniture and books are not your concern. Sister Cardew is nowhere in sight.

Sight is escaping you. There's metal all across the marble and gemstones of your eyes. Holding onto yourself sends sparks of relief through your soul itself. There's divinity all through you, and it's so intense, you can scarcely stand. There's a solar flare in the back of your mind. "Mercy."

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>>4544488
Tying his hair back, Walter grins maliciously to all of you. "FINALLY. Harriet should be out for most of the afternoon. She's going to kill me, but I don't care. We're making some progress." He is well aware that you intended to invoke Mercy today, to see Agriculture, and all in the name of dealing with the consequences of granting salvation to demons. The heathen tilts his head, and waves a hand by your face. "Richard. You there with me? Can you two ease up for a second, there? I'd like to have a word. Thank you."

The motion is slower than it should be. There's an after-image of light, and gold in its wake. There's no doubt that this is going to hurt in the days to come. You tap his hand away from your face. A shower of sparks comes off from the motion.

A small part in the back of your mind knows that this is excessive beyond any justification. You need to be clear. "Falsehoods have no place in the Church of Mercy. We would never wish to take a risk with any of our health. Spangle, if you knew that no harm harm would come to—" It's impossible to fight down every gasp. It's the only interruption you'll tolerate. "Why would you ever scare me like that...?"

She stiffens. Walter grins at her even more viciously. "What's the matter, Sister? Uncomfortable? Feeling guilty?" He takes a pen out from behind his ear, and starts making notes furiously on some parchment. You've never seen the man take notes in all his life, yet he's laughing at his cohort, and insists, "don't tell me for a second that you didn't come here to play nice. You want trouble? You got it. Father Anscham."

No need to reply. He knows She is always listening.

"I'll never shy away from an opportunity to learn. These cowards will. Harriet and I penned a number of exercises, that would be capable of testing the dysfunctional aspects of your invocations. Our priestess of Spirit wants to encourage traditional measures of devotion." He sniffs, nose in the air. "I think that you're onto something no one else knows of. If you really wanted to stop, you'd stop. No one is forcing your hand. I know you likely can't think. Allow me to do so for you."

He strides across the room. There's an hourglass on the table. It's massive. He flips it, and somehow grins harder. "We've already started! Don't tell me you aren't curious. It's been five days this week. You should be dead. Every second of this is ground-breaking. So hear me out."

Spangle is silent as death. There's a flame in her eyes. She's silently admitting Walter's right. She wants in, but is deferring to your judgement completely.

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>>4544496
>A, B, and C are mutually exclusive.
>Majority vote will decide.

>A] YES.
>1] Walter can take his Time, and explain virtually everything. You have wanted to get into this for weeks, if not your entire life. Arming yourself with knowledge now can help your independent study later. You will not spurn an opportunity for progress, research, personal development, and to enjoy euphoria that only a Goddess is capable of granting.
>2] Sister Cardew's plan of action is all you need to know. Make it clear to Walter that you will not entertain anything in the way of intentional abuse. It's okay if your friends think you're a hypocrite.
>3] Sister Cardew's plans can wait. There will be other opportunities to responsibly pursue your study with Harriet. This window of opportunity for more unorthodox research may not come again so easily. Hear Walter out, and have him keep it brief.

>B] This is all kinds of fucked. Release the invocation immediately.
>1] You're ashamed of yourself, and don't blame anyone for your actions. Pray that Mercy will be understanding.
>2] You're pissed at yourself, and with your friends. They're supposed to help you, not make it harder to manage your impulses.

>C] The plan today was to invoke Mercy, and talk to her, so you could speak with Agriculture. It really should be a private affair, and you don't need to channel either Goddess to do so.
>1] It needs to stay that way. Firmly ask your friends to leave. You don't know how this will have hurt you, if at all, and you'd rather see Mercy immediately than to wait another instant.
>2] Try to understand that your friends will be incredibly reluctant to leave you alone. Deal with how awkward things might get, and ask them if they would stay with you while you see Mercy.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4544498
Tempting, so tempting, so so so tempting. Curiosity burns though me as well, and I'd love to hear him out and try the unorthodox methods as well as orthodox ones, but...

We do have a responsibility and obligations, especially in regard and in relation to our health. We made a pack to try and take better care of ourselves.

The plan was to invoke both Goddesses today though, so it isn't too far out of the scope of today's agenda...

I frankly don't know how to choose a response, as I feel various shades of all three choices. I'll leave the choices up to you, lads.
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>>4544498
>>C] The plan today was to invoke Mercy, and talk to her, so you could speak with Agriculture. It really should be a private affair, and you don't need to channel either Goddess to do so.
>>1] It needs to stay that way. Firmly ask your friends to leave. You don't know how this will have hurt you, if at all, and you'd rather see Mercy immediately than to wait another instant.

This first, we already fucked up an invocation to Mercy somehow and I would like to make amends before venturing into unknown territory , they can be salty all they want this is ultimately a private affair between 2 partners.

Also voting to permanently remove invoking privileges from whoever decided that invoking Mercy there would be a good idea.
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>>4544498
>C] The plan today was to invoke Mercy, and talk to her, so you could speak with Agriculture. It really should be a private affair, and you don't need to channel either Goddess to do so.
>>1] It needs to stay that way. Firmly ask your friends to leave. You don't know how this will have hurt you, if at all, and you'd rather see Mercy immediately than to wait another instant.
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>>4544525
>>4544558
>>4544573
(Goooood morning bois! Woke up on time. Got most of the day for a session, if things pick up! Vote is locked here. Writing now.)
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>>4544701
https://youtu.be/pyzt4e4ZSFQ

Several steps are taken to the hourglass across the room. It carries you away from bliss, overextends ecstasy, and has your hand flip Walter's hourglass over. What little sand has elapsed it less of a wake-up call, and more like additional blood in your mouth. 'No' is an ugly word. So is the overwhelming desire to give into temptation. To hear him out. To make something of this mess. He's right. You can't think, but that suits you just fine. This is not the Church of Wisdom.

Walter begins to open his mouth. He's going to say something unbecoming of an intellectual, before the presence of a Goddess.

Your heart snaps in half for who is meant to be your partner. Instability breaks the divinity throughout your tone. "I should never be permitted to invoke again. Ventures into unknown territory will have to wait. Making amends cannot. You are both guests in Our home. We need the room. Get out."

Hot fury is on Spangle. She practically shoves it down Walter's throat, as she grabs him by the back of his shirt, and starts dragging him out of the room. She's taller, significantly more muscular than the intellectual, and spits, "yes, Mercy. Father Anscham." A hiss to the scholar in hand, before he can say another word. "Keep your fucking mouth shut."

He seems to recognize how upset both clergy in the room are, but still resists enough to require that Sister Corbon drags him. "Get your hands off of me."

"They don't need to hear it. We need to talk."

It sinks into the heathen that he may have ruined any chance of being left alone with you again. He tugs hard on the hold at his back. A hand dusts his jacket off, as he tilts his chin up towards you. "My offer stands."

Only a single look is cast over Spangle's shoulder, as she firmly takes hold of Walter in one arm. They're uneventfully tied up by the traps on the ground by the door, but make it out to the hall. Your priestess is visibly disturbed, doesn't linger, and slams the door on her way out.

It's entirely too difficult to stay on your feet. The closest chair is a fine place to collapse, with a sigh that borders on indecent. It does nothing to help the intensity of what's in you. The plan was to look after your responsibilities today. To speak with two Goddesses. That is still not out of the realm of possibility. You frequently make the impossible happen.

Willing the Goddess of Mercy into being is not the way to go about it. A ragged sigh leaves your lips, with the taste of iron. This should have been a private affair to begin with. Thought escapes you. Speaking from the heart will do. "The answers I seek pale in comparison to you. I don't want to think. I don't know what I was thinking. Goddess of security, and health, tolerate the disease of my mind. Please speak with me."

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>>4544749
The world threatens to slip out from beneath your grasp. A rend in the depths of your self-abuse opens a little wider. The side of the nearby table gets clutched onto, as you fight to stay conscious.

There's a gentle hold on the side of your face, that lifts your eyes. The air is swimming with heat, and flecks of glitter. A thumb that's softer than silk wipes a streak of blood away from the side of your lips. Mercy is not on you in an instant. She stands right beside you, and lingers only for a moment. No tears.

The manifestation of a Goddess is as stunning as you recall. The curves of Her body are shrouded in modest skirts, and shawls all in gilded black. Your blood runs cold. The immaculate form of Her face is scarcely visible, behind a veil of muted light. Every inch of her is covered, but She immediately sits on your lap, and wraps her gloved arms around your shoulders.

The heat of Her body is overwhelming. The intensity of Her presence eclipses everything that was working through you, even moments before. Not a shred of light is visible between your figures. Her chin nestles over your shoulder. The face of empathy buries against Her slender arms, and breathes in. It's alright to not look directly at Her. The Mother of your church has lost twenty-eight of Her children in a week, and knows you've been grieving for many more. Exhaustion is through Mercy's slender shoulders, as She practically collapses on you, and doesn't breathe a word.

The Goddess of Compassion understands.

>A] Stay with one another for a while. You don't need to say anything.

>B] Immediately apologize.
>1] Hold her.
>2] Guilt is devouring you alive, and you don't even want to touch Her.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4544754
>>B] Immediately apologize.
>>1] Hold her.
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>>4544754
>B] Immediately apologize.
>1] Hold her.

living up to the name: Dicky Ans'Coom
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>>4544762
>>4544804
(Unanimous vote should do it, going to lock here. Writing now.)
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>>4544819
The altar of your bodies is in ruins, as you lean onto one another. Holding Mercy in your arms is almost more than you can manage. You do so desperately. "I'm sorry." There's an intense urge to insult yourself. Misery works its way all through the apology. "I am so sorry."

Tightness is working at your chest. The pressure and heat of a woman in your arms, resting gently on you, and hardly returning your hold is nowhere near enough reassurance. Though the curl of Mercy's hair is shrouded, you can feel the strands of gold as She nuzzles against your neck. The chain holding your Relic brushes between the two of you. Her hold tightens tenfold. Without tears, your lover sobs, "I forgive you."

A heart attack would hurt less, but you keep Her close, and try to take some solace in the tightness of your embrace.

Mercy shakes Her head. "The will you possess to protect others is without compare. I could never hurt you. I love you, but I do not know how to guard you from yourself."

She parts from the hug, and gently takes your arms between Her own. Your hands between Hers. "The Father of Healing must possess a steady hand. The Mother of Defense must have a sound foundation to rest upon."

Your hands are violently shaking. "I know."

A long moment stretches out, as you look to each other's eyes. Yours are likely still plated in metal, and insanity. She's behind a veil of divinity, and can't even look upon reality.

You have to hold Her, and take Mercy right back into your arms. Swallowing another wave of blood does not help matters. The way that She leans Her head against your own does. The Goddess murmurs, "Our children are misbehaving."

"This is not their fault."

"I am not referring to Walter, or to Sister Corbon."

Both of you take a deep breath. The air smells like sunlight. Your lover is sweeter than honey. The ache in your chest could only be rivaled by being stabbed with a serrated blade. It's familiar, and you can't take any pleasure in it. "You've seen everything."

This is not the Goddess of Retribution. Forgiveness Herself is desperately trying to reconcile the sight of Her family being murdered at the hands of your former caretakers, and clutches onto the back of your robes. She doesn't want to speak, but manages. "The things We have witnessed." The plural is not entitled. She is the emotion of all of humanity. "The agony We have felt."

There's no air in the room. She's just as worked up about the demon of agony as any other life.

You couldn't hold onto Her more tightly if you tried. "I'm so sorry."

"It's hardly your fault."

"It is."

"Anyone would lose their reason."

"It's no excuse."

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>>4544886
"If I could have persisted with you every waking moment, of every hour, of every day since We last spoke, you know I would have, Richard—" She can't take it, and breaks down in sobs. "I love you. Thank you for the apology, but I would wish for one thousand mistakes made together over one single more second of you hurting yourself." The two of you are clutching onto each other so tightly, there's no use trying to breathe. "Hold me."

She's terrified of losing you. It's ridiculous. "Always."

"Not physically." The words falling from Her lips are like rain on a sunny day. It's beautiful, but every kind of mistake you never want to see. "Take my words to heart. I don't want to lose you. Who you are. Your enemies want to break you. Never let them. Stay with me. Please."

>A] You would have rather been struck by lightning, or literally had a heart attack than to see your partner so distraught. Live up to your title as the Father of Comfort, and make sure Mercy is alright. Everything else can wait. You can take care of your business with Agriculture another day.

>B] Something has to be done about the situation with Father Pevrel.
>1] You're too upset to think straight, and want Mercy's advice.
>2] Any and all thoughts of revenge are out the window. Reassure your partner that the only thing you're killing with is kindness. No one is getting under your skin (other than Her).
>3] The anger you've felt is righteous, fairly healthy, and comes from a good place. Try to explain to Mercy that humanity requires more balance than She's used to, even if it's driving you mad.

>C] Your judgement could be better. So. About that tenet of restraint?
>1] You do seriously need to talk to Agriculture, even if nothing is wrong with you.
>2] Does Mercy have anything She can do to help? Even just some support. You need it.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4544887
>C] Your judgement could be better. So. About that tenet of restraint?
>2] Does Mercy have anything She can do to help? Even just some support. You need it.
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>>4544887

You have witnessed every single thing I have been through, NOTHING has ever managed to eclipse your love or my *will*. I will not, cannot concede. I know you are worried, but I am not worried for my sake. I have FAITH in myself, in my friends and ALL the gods. I need your *light* and *guidance*, I am in the end just a man, my ignorance sometimes blinds me. I don't need to stay with you, I am ALWAYS with you, as you are with me.

>B] Something has to be done about the situation with Father Pevrel.
>2] Any and all thoughts of revenge are out the window. Reassure your partner that the only thing you're killing with is kindness. No one is getting under your skin (other than Her).

I am the Father of Honesty, there can be no Justice without truth. How can I make him see? How do I show him the truth?

>C] Your judgement could be better. So. About that tenet of restraint?
>1] You do seriously need to talk to Agriculture, even if nothing is wrong with you.

My form isn't a sin, it is merely ineffective. I do not hate myself, Adwin showed me who I really am. I only wish to serve the best I can.

>D] Write-in.
About Adwin and Dream. What do you think? I need you to shine some light on the situation for me, was it the right thing to do?

My Relic, it has a mirror inside. It allowed Harvey and James to see themselves through MY eyes, how is that possible? How is it different from what Adwin did?
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>>4544921
Also

The elders, what are they thinking. What are they feeling? What is in their hearts that they would go against me like this, against the will of their own people?
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>>4544921
>>4544927
(Love it. You guys are the best. Vote is locked. Writing now.)
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>>4544955
https://youtu.be/n3b6R-87Hzk

Resolution seizes you. The hold you keep runs deeper than even that upon the deity in your arms. You remember yourself, and speak softly. "You have witnessed every single thing that We have been through. I know you are worried. I am, too— but not for my own sake. I am always with you, just as you are with me. Nothing will eclipse your love. Nothing can eclipse my will."

Sniffles are right at your ear, as Mercy finds a way to hold you tighter. There's a little nod of Her head. She knows you're right.

Passion is more than your lover. It's your bedrock. "I have FAITH. Faith in myself— in my friends— and faith in ALL of the Gods. I may be just a man, and my— and my ignorance can be blinding. But I do not need to seek refuge in the darkness. I need your light. Lend me your guidance, Mercy. I may be the Father of Honesty, but there can be no sincerity without the truth. Father Pevrel wants justice. So do I." She tenses underhand. You need to be clear. "Not through violence, and not through judgement. How can I show him the heart of Our grief? How can I save us all from this reckoning?"

"He is a man, just like any other." The hold between you parts, so that Mercy can look at you. Her voice is just as soft. She takes the veil of spun gold from Her eyes, to look at you clearly.

She looks so human, you could die. The sun does not kiss Her skin. She is gentler, and brighter. The heat of the day and Her love paints her copper, from the flush on Her full lips, to the few freckles scattered across Her sculpted nose. There's a redness to Her eyes from crying. You've never seen anything but amber and yellow in Mercy's eyes, but all along the honey and lemon is evidence of physical pain. She winces, and offers you a sad smile. "You cannot always see me at my best. Father Pevrel has never truly seen you at all. You will have to demonstrate your love, and all your compassion. Do not do so much as bend to his cruelty, or malice. I know you better than that. Grant him the same opportunity."

A kiss is placed on the tip of your nose, with lips that put rose petal to shame. Mercy's smile lifts. "He will know you as someone far stronger— and greater— than he could ever hope to become. He is bitterly jealous of you, and all of your kind." The Goddess leans back, and keeps Her hands folded neatly on Her lap. They're elegantly pointed to you. "Your kindness will infuriate him. The very concept is his antithesis. But it is what he needs. You both need each other. You have the answer. Let him ask his questions. Though it may cause great turmoil, there is no great secret to this. We are not so opposed."

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>>4545097
It's incredibly rare for Her to speak at length like this. You know She must be mad, be it with the situation, or your fellow church leader. Dread is still tearing away at your sanity. "My judgement could be improved upon, Mercy." Her smile broadens. Your grimace is out in full. "If there is anything you can do to help. Your support. Anything at all. I need— I know we have discussed restraint."

There's no sugar-coating it, but Mercy is the embodiment of grace. "Agriculture's ideas are inelegant."

Your partner is now smirking. It should be impossible for Mercy to make you nervous, but you have to ask, "I know— I am aware that I need to still speak with Her, but what do you mean—"

"I have always found Her suggestions distasteful." She leans a little against your stomach. "She is the hearth. Coarse. Unrefined."

You try to not make any sound. Flushing is fine.

"We spent most of the week together. Neither of us are the Goddess of Wisdom, but I believe She may have been onto something." Mercy's smirk intensifies. "You saw to your friend's health today, first and foremost, did you not? Along with your pain, and weariness. The affairs of our home. Nothing so dramatic. Though you have already accomplished more in my morning than some men hope to in countless hours more."

She has a harder Time with brevity than you do. Saying it out loud will probably make it easier to process. You try to be blunt. "Your idea of help... is to intentionally slow me down. You are trying to aid in my health and work... through slowing me down. This is ineffective."

She places a hand on your stomach. It's another solar flare, though in nearly every inch of your body. There's no reason you should be so sensitive. Everything clicks, as the Goddess of Defense argues, "is it? When was the last Time you went out of your way to schedule mundane exercise?"

You remember Father Friedrich threatening to kick your face in like it was yesterday. Cyril had a bat with nails in it. It was a fine vacation. "The thirtieth of Mending Pin. Eighty-six days ago."

She raises her eyebrows.

You also are no liar. "You have a point. That was— that was actually at Father Friedrich's behest. It must have been during my stay with Father Wilhelm that I last took the Time for more than prayer."

Mercy crosses Her arms, and eyes yours. "Flesh can be as hot-headed as He pleases. This is about more than activity."

The heat in your face is not dying down. "I wish to serve as best as I can."

"And you have been killing yourself. I have seen to it that your health is not effected. It should improve dramatically on its own, given that you learn how to rest." She pouts. "Dream will thank Us, too."

It's so ridiculous, you want to laugh, but can't. "Most of the week. She is growing on you, too."

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>>4545098
An adorable grin flashes at you. You can't recall ever seeing mischief on Mercy's face, but it's there. "There may be some merit to stretching things." You groan at Her. "She seems to take enormous pleasure in doing so to definitions, rules, laws of nature, humans..."

You have to laugh. She isn't bothered. It's been intentional. You'd rather talk about metaphysics, at this point. "This was Adwin's observation."

"He saw what was already there."

You give Her a face. "I thought that my form was not a sin."

She makes an odd expression. "It's not."

It couldn't be more confusing. You are going to scream if you've walked into another nonsensical conversation. "I have no idea what to make of him, or— or of Dream."

Mercy resumes pouting, and lays Her head on your chest. "How appropriate. They seem to relish it, don't they?"

You run a hand along Her hair. The strands might as well be spun from sunlight. "You don't understand it at all, either— do you?"

"I believe that the demon We faced truly believed what he envisioned. But it was neither creating a new image, nor showcasing the reality before it. The demon of interpretation painted an innermost reflection. The image it conveyed onto you is who you really are. Not as the world had seen you, but how you truly felt." Mercy lifts Her gaze, and smiles to you. "It is far from demonic."

A kiss needs to be placed on Her forehead. You forget the taste of blood, and peck at honey. The question on your mind is terrifying, but you need the reassurance. "Did I do the right thing?"

The Goddess of Kindness wilts in your arms. "Your heart has always been in the right place. What he does with this gift is entirely up to him."

This is legitimately a new life, and he is not completely in Our hands.

You try to remember how to breathe. Mercy's face is laid almost on top of your Relic. The Goddess' eyes are closed, though She's smiling at the item.

"A mirror." The entire affair was so insane, it's difficult to parse through any of it. Speaking your mind is a nice reminder of reality. "It has a mirror inside. It allowed Harvey and James to see themselves through my eyes. How is that possible, or how— or how is that any different from what Adwin did?"

"Your Relic bridges the gap between Our will, your symbols, and those who will open their hearts to it all. Saving your friends from despair could have only been granted through Our Mercy. There was nothing to be interpreted. This was no will of Dream, nor a mockery of His vision. I could never lie to my children, and neither would you. It took more than the kindness of your heart to tear down their emotional restraints. Neither of them would listen to such a thing, were it simply said aloud. You helped them see— by helping them feel their truth."

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>>4545102
You've had enough nonsense in the last week to last a lifetime. Rather than break down, cry, or laugh, simple stress runs through all of your tone. There's a fear that you'll never get straight answers again. You do ultimately need answers, and hold onto Mercy as if She could grant them all to you from a hug alone. "Thank you."

"Richard."

"I love you. I'm so sorry."

She hugs you right back. "It is fine."

"The elders. What are they thinking? What are they feeling? What is in their hearts that they— that they would go against me like this? Against the will of their own people?"

Mercy does something odd. The Goddess pulls away, sits upright, and assumes a condescending posture. Her voice takes on a tone of at least one hundred different men and women, and they all sound horrifically afraid. "We are at the Mercy of the theocracy. Our borders are failing. The end may yet be upon us. Another source of conflict is an inevitability. We cannot risk our own safety. One more outbreak may yet be the death of us. What about my daughters? I have been sheltering my own father for years. I cannot defend another. Physical resources will not bring back the dead. We need answers. We need justice."

Deep breath. You're used to this. "I'm a scapegoat."

The small performance ends. Mercy gives you an apologetic frown. "To put it simply. It would be impossible to address every last one of their concerns in a lifetime, let alone within your first week of return. They have put you in a horrific situation, with little concern for your own humanity."

The truth hurts. "They do not think of me as human."

Both of your hands are gently taken between Mercy's own. "Be patient with them. This is not the city of memory."

You hold Her just as sweetly. "A reminder, then— of what we all should aspire to."

"You are the Father of Compassion. You have nothing to fear."

>A] You still have a few fears. Confirm with Mercy that She has no qualms about you speaking with Agriculture.
>1] You're actually worried that this much invocation is going to kill you. Make sure you're physically up to it. You'll heed any self-care that Mercy suggests taking.
>2] You're way more concerned about Mercy's emotional state.

>B] There's a lot of questions She's raised. As a mortal, you are well aware that there will always be a gap between what Mercy can convey, and what you can fully understand. (Write-in anything else you want to ask.)

>C] It's in your best interest to give a public sermon as soon as humanly possible. How about Sunday?
>1] Ask for some advice.
>2] It's insanity, but what if Mercy joins you?

>D] Write-in.
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>>4545104
>>A] You still have a few fears. Confirm with Mercy that She has no qualms about you speaking with Agriculture.
>>1] You're actually worried that this much invocation is going to kill you. Make sure you're physically up to it. You'll heed any self-care that Mercy suggests taking.

>C] It's in your best interest to give a public sermon as soon as humanly possible. How about Sunday?
>1] Ask for some advice.
>2] It's insanity, but what if Mercy joins you?

They are afraid, it is not malice but rather despair. We know of this all too well, we brought our congregation back from impossibly darker depths. They don't need a heavy hand, they need *hope*. Give it to them, and also tell Spangle to lay off the fires.
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>>4545104
A2; I don't believe the innovation will kill us, honestly. But I am worried about Mercy.

C1,2; if she's up to it, of course.

Hard objection to >>4545114 order to Spangle. How else would she grace us with her barbecue?
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>>4545128
I should add that I do care about our health, and would love any suggestions Mercy has on self-care.
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>>4545114
>>4545128
>>4545192
(One impromptu nap later: got some more in me tonight. Let's do this thing. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4545471
https://youtu.be/aY-CEFD8X1Q

There are still a few things you fear. While Time is of the essence here, and your modesty is definitely being called into question, and the door on the opposite side of the room has caused you no end of grief— you can still have reasonable concerns. Like the way that you can hardly see. The persistent sensitivity through all of your body. Mercy is obviously enjoying the proximity, and every response She's eliciting as She walks a few fingers along your chest and belly, but fear for your life comes to mind. "This much invocation should be killing me."

A kiss is planted on your nose. It's so cute, you almost lose your train of thought.

"Not on my watch."

You gulp. There's still the taste of iron, though a little honey is intermingled with it. She's being entirely serious. You need some sanity, and try to ask, "any self-care you suggest, I would gladly—"

"The last thing you need to fear is Our work. Your exhaustion is primarily the consequence of venturing into the clutches of demon. I would never risk your life."

She's only stressing your life, but it's a start. "This will not kill me. Honestly?"

The demon of affection beams at you. "Flesh and Dream will thank me." Her arms wrap back around your shoulders. A fiendish whisper goes to your ear, as if each word was more sinister than the last. "Sleep more often. Preferably, starting the moment we are done here. Have your friends wake you periodically for normal, sustainable self-care. Your work cannot be achieved if there is no man left to conquer it. The terror of a regular diet, exercise, and not sleeping for days on end must be defeated, Father—"

This much teasing is unacceptable. You buzz as obnoxiously as possible beside Mercy's ear. "To szzzzzzleeep is to szzzzerve, izzz that right...?"

She leans into it, and loves every second. "Richard!"

Far more seriously, you whisper, "I will gladly triumph over these evils, but I worry for you, too. What of your needs?"

All the tension drops from Her shoulders. The hold on you tightens.

Several minutes pass.

A smile eventually can be felt against your shoulder, from a Goddess who has been subject to the suffering of all of mankind. She shakes Her head. "I do not know."

She feels.

The hand you've had to the small of Mercy's back brings Her closer to you. Tracing a few fingers up Her spine with the opposite hand, you murmur, "then it is a good thing..."

A longer kiss is placed on the softness of Her cheek. You linger next to Her skin, Her deeper breathing, and the warmth of a Goddess made manifest. "...that emotion is my lover."

The afternoon sun climbs into the sky.

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Warmth is all through both of your voices. The floor is fine. Your back, and everything else feels spectacular. The robes you've been in are altogether too hot, but you don't care. "A public sermon. Let's speak to the main choir, together. Would you—"

She trails a hand up your chest, and finishes adjusting Her blouse. It's ridiculous that She's even bothered, but the gilded black is stunning, and you enjoy the sight of it. A sleepy smile beams up at you, and eagerly asks, "when?"

"Sunday."

"I was beginning to wonder if I would have to insist." She gives you a teasing grin.

"If you are not up to it—"

You're nudged, as Mercy shifts to better cuddle with you. She puffs out Her cheeks, and fakes exasperation. "Of all the things that you could think I would be incapable of managing."

"So you have a few ideas, then?" More seriously, you need to ask, "or advice? I know that they need hope. We have brought salvation, and rescue, to infinitely darker depths. This situation will require a lighter hand than I have had to exert in— in what feels like an age."

The sweetest smile you've ever seen beams at you. "Why not use a heavier hand, then?"

It's one of the nicest things you've ever heard. This demands additional kisses. Compliance is not optional. You smother the side of Mercy's neck with smooches, while She laughs, and continues to try to explain.

"What better way to demonstrate Our acceptance— and the change you wish to bring to Our home— than to make Our intent clear from the start? It— Richard! We are the Church of Compassion. To share the compassion that We both hold— for their welfare, safety, and health— Our love should never come with any restraint—!"

Triumph paints the grin across your face. Tickling a Goddess can be added to your list of impossible achievements. You give Mercy a gentler kiss, and a softer smile. "Your message is beautiful."

A little blush is across Her features. Light is in Her eyes. "Think of how much lovelier it will sound when I can speak freely."

The two of you spend several moments in reverie. Your heart goes out to your home. Your city. Your family. To the choir. "It is still three days away. I doubt I will have much of it to prepare— if the opportunity is granted to me at all."

Joy dances through Mercy's eyes, as She gets to Her feet. There's a swirl of Her skirts, as She effortlessly helps you do the same. You muse how much strength She could exert, if necessary, but your thought is cut short by a simple request. "Grant me Time before anyone else arrives. I will make the morning unforgettable." Her smile could not be brighter. "I trust your judgement completely with the rest of the affair."

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You feel ludicrously better, and risk stretching. Nothing seems injured, let alone sore. Having the embodiment of healing as your partner comes with a few perks. Guilt wears down the sigh that escapes you, as you keep a little distance from your partner. The subject is difficult to broach, but you both are standing around, and know that you have an impossible schedule to keep.

She is truly the embodiment of grace. "You mentioned that you needed to speak with Agriculture."

"I did. If you have any qualms with—"

A little shake of Her hair. A glimmer of light cascades in wake of the motion. She's literally glowing. "No. You would benefit from Her... pragmatic company."

As a master of self-deprecation, you need to take Mercy back into your arms, and hold Her head to your chest. "Ideals are far sweeter. So is romance, and emotion—"

She gladly closes Her eyes, and leans against you. "There is a place for practicality." Mercy grins to Herself. "What a blessing, that you are resistant to poison." A glance goes up, to your face. "Do not let Her push you. I will happily temper Her— but it would actually kill you for me to make an attempt when you speak."

Leaning down, you place one more kiss on Her cheek. She's reluctant to let go, and you're certain that the two of you could spend another six days together with ease. "Mercy?"

"Yes?"

Exhaustion is already wearing away at your soul. "Just how badly am I—"

"You will want to sleep. Immediately. You should probably stay close to a bed." Something between annoyance, amusement, satisfaction, and reluctance flits across Her face. "Eating something might help matters."

You are the Father of Compassion, but seriously cannot deal with sorting this out. Emotion disengages from the situation. These physical manifestations can be made easier by appealing to the domain of the respective deity, and so much intimacy with the Goddess of love has you feeling almost right as rain. An additional measure or two could help relieve the strain of calling upon Agriculture.

You think of barbecue, and of trying to get Spangle to not burn your city down. You'll talk to her later. Deep breath. "Thank you."

Mercy draws back, and looks you over with much more seriousness than usual. "I love you."

"I love you, too."

"Please take care of yourself, and think of me."

"You know I will."

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>>4545623
>A] Release the invocation. Wait a minute. Try to register just how badly you've damaged yourself before taking any further action, and do whatever needs to be done to look after your health with the clearest mind you can manage.

>B] There's something else you're forgetting to mention, or wanted to stress further. (Write-in anything else you want to say.)

>C] That series of comments was alarming, but you've handled far worse things this week. Release the invocation, and immediately call upon Agriculture. You'll take the effects of the invocation as they come, and should have an easier time gauging the invocation's needs with Her present.
>1] Your lover is trying to keep an open mind. You'll take things as they come, and have meant every word you've said about the Goddess of Fertility.
>2] Stay guarded. You're willing to challenge the Goddess of Poison, and it's fine if it makes Her uncomfortable. The issue here is not with your body, but with Her intentions.
>3] You have repeatedly stressed that the Goddess of Bounty's works have been a blessing. Her company has been nothing but a joy. You want to make this entire situation as painless as possible. She's got actual answers, and you will show as much respect as you're capable of.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4545627
A; it's the responsible thing, after all. Take stock, and work from there.
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>>4545627
>>C] That series of comments was alarming, but you've handled far worse things this week. Release the invocation, and immediately call upon Agriculture. You'll take the effects of the invocation as they come, and should have an easier time gauging the invocation's needs with Her present.
>1] Your lover is trying to keep an open mind. You'll take things as they come, and have meant every word you've said about the Goddess of Fertility.

I don't mind beefcake Richard but fatfuck Richard has to go asap. It is really hard to do their will and all that when our own body starts working against us.
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>>4545703
+1
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>>4545703
From repeated invocations. But don't let such a thing as an exhausted body stop Richard...
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>>4545735

It's not about stopping Richard it's about keeping our promise to Mercy to take care of ourselves. Pushing limits is one thing and tearing yourself down is another, this isn't healthy of efficient and everyone knows it. It like Beorward all over again but this time we don't have Fred or Cyril to whip us into shape.
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>>4545773
I think you misunderstand. I'm all for trying to get healthy and talking to Agriculture about... the over-generosity relating to our weight, but keep in mind, we did basically invoke for a week straight, with little to no rest in between. All I'm saying is... just try not to overdo it next time. A little break between Goddesses isn't going to hurt them, but it may (further) hurt us without a break, you feeling me?
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>>4545703
>>4545719
>>4545735
>>4545773
>>4545809
(Good morning all. Got some time to update before work! Vote is locked here. Writing now.)
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>>4546005
Mercy is trying to keep an open mind. You will, too. Walking with your lover with Her in hand in yours is another sweet reminder of how much She cares. Bracing yourself, settling into a nice armchair, and offering Her a smile to match the sun's own brightness, you both linger for one moment longer. She's worried. The best way to take stock of the situation is to take action, and you both know it— so you release the invocation.

In the split-second you can register between summoning deities, there is a flashbulb of weariness you never thought possible. That's really saying something. A mental note is made to leave a physical note for your friends. You're confident that communicating with them through mortal will alone will not be possible, until your soul is given a rest.

There's a terror that the rampant self-harm and abuse that defined your stay in Beorward is happening all over again. Your lowest point had you bed-ridden for nearly a week straight— though at the Time you were so thin, your mentor feared your heart might give out from neglect, instead. But this is not the Church of Flesh. Father Friedrich and Brother Trebbeck are not here to keep you in check.

You want to be responsible. To serve. You have made such leaps and bounds in devotion to your health, it cannot be denied. Part of that is pushing your limits, but not to run yourself into the ground. Self-awareness does not escape you. On the contrary. You don't know the first thing about balance. You know that you're working against your own best interests. No one could complain about your figure when every last hard-won muscle was still visible, gut or no.

The trouble, and reality is: you have gone out of your way at every opportunity since your return to see how much further you can go. The quantity of weight you've amassed in the last few months should reflect years of habitual over-indulgence. The fact that your own self-reflection saw you as soft, and dependent on the Gods to defend your very home was something that you embraced. You don't want your performance to be affected. You want the blessing of a Goddess. You want to not have your image be affected. You want to over-indulge at every chance you can take.

You've meant every word you've said, come around from the blackest pit of exhaustion you've ever felt in your life to the present moment, and immediately invoke Agriculture.

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>>4546030
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8h_IliiYoI

Exhaustion, and ten thousand flower petals part from your vision. The bouquet physically persists on the floor, as a pair of bare feet softly step towards you. There's clarity. Startling clarity.

A manifestation of temptation Herself swings the tight skirt upon Her hips around, and slides a nearby chair up against your own. The grave dirt and raven-black of Agriculture's hair dances with pollen, as She unceremoniously drops every last one of Her curves next to you. A deeper flush of the sun is on Her cheeks, right along with a richness to every last rose petal coating Her full lips. The bosom of fertility leans a little towards you, showcasing smatterings of freckles and light. It's as if She's been in nothing but the sun for a week straight, and looks all the healthier for it. Thighs. The organic sundress clinging to Her emphasizes the rose dusted along most of Her exposed skin.

Forcing your gaze to the contour of Her face, you're greeted by deep green swimming through Her gaze. It's the heart of life. The adoration of the world. It's a look that devours you with Her eyes. A deity who is not only aware of every last intention you have had— She is that bounty. There's no blood. No exhaustion. You gulp.

Dissatisfaction incarnate crosses Agriculture's bare arms. It lifts Her chest slightly. She is more than happy to present you with the question on everyone's mind. "So. You want to have your cake, and eat it too?"

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>>4546037
I've always protested that we should keep out relationship with Agriculture Loving but familial.

We're already promised to Mercy after all, so if she wants in on that they'll have to come to a compromise together.

On the fat issue. It's fine if Agriculture gives us a bouty like that to our body, but don't protest how we choose to use that resource. It's our gift from you after all, and we have to please other gods than just you. We still love you though.

Believe me if it was feasible for Richard to be a fluffy pillow of a person all the time it would happen and he would give the best hugs no doubt about it. But it's important to our survival to work on staying in shape as a warrior and a Priest of Flesh, to protect others and out clergy.
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>>4546084

We have noticed that Mercy and Agriculture work together very well, this relationship can get romantic no problem. Some boundaries need to be made however.

It's not fine if Agriculture makes us fatter and fatter each time we invoke her because at a certain point we won't be able to invoke her at all. She can just stop doing that, or at least ease up on it. If she wants us to take better care of our self why is she adding more problems to our plate? Like come one, there's already PLENTY of shit to deal with we don't need any extra.
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>>4546037
I am not caught up enough to make a good enough in character write in but I will say, as much as I personally hated the dual relationship from the start. If we go back on it now, it would make it far worse in my opinion. To have gone to such a serious place with both people, and then to just go back on that. It makes me feel worse about the whole thing. Richard clearly feels these things for better or worse. and if we can "have our cake and eat it too" that would be the best...again as much as I hate the entire thing from the start. Though if we must choose, Mercy I would want us to remain romantic with , and I suppose keep the familial love with agri.


and I do believe the getting fatter with each invoke is a terrible thing, and I would like it to stop aswell.
If we are to keep invoking her, I would ask if not plead to keep that to a minimum if not at all.
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(I'll be closing the vote in half an hour (30 minutes from now), feel free to continue any discussion, memes, or anything else in the meantime. Open until then.)
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>>4546092
(Aight guys! Going to lock the vote here. We'll reconcile any discrepancies or conflicting statements where necessary. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/i1nGx4DX83U

"Yes."

Every last decision you have made— across the span of all your life— all of your love, and all of a Goddess leans just a little closer. A few fingers trail up your leg. It's a garden of paradise, from every sensation left in its wake.

So you lean closer. "You are the Goddess of generosity. It would be a tragedy for me to have to put a stop to all this. Don't temper yourself. Show me that you are capable of granting me this gift. Take the depths of my devotion seriously—"

A mad grin dances across Agriculture's features. She doesn't hesitate to slide right over you. Straddling your lap. She pushes you against the chair at your back, as you grin right back at her.

It's not a solar flare. It's ecstasy. You bite your lip, and keep your hands to yourself. "You want to care for me. So why make things more difficult than they already are? Exceed my expectations. Let me push your limits—"

"Sshshh." A single finger presses itself to the bite, and coaxes out a gentler motion. She's all the harvest of the world, and you take a minute to savor the impression left on you. You've made fertility blush, as She breathlessly agrees. "We can do better than this."

A tilt of your head. A smirk. She's scrutinizing your figure, and thinking intensely.

Challenging the pantheon is almost satisfying, but you are utterly insatiable. "I have already promised myself to Mercy. What of my devotion to Flesh? We can do better than this. We can keep the problems on my plate to a minimum. Having to restrict myself— why, after a certain point, I wouldn't be able to invoke you at all—"

Death leans closer in. She's kept a finger to your lips. There's excitement. An ultimate lack of temperance. The whisper to you is sultry, with the promise of something worse than an early grave. "Is that a threat?"

Your voice is gravel, and every body you've buried with Her this week. "Let's find a way. My family needs to be protected— and I need you."

She's still thinking. Stalling. "But not as I see fit?"

"You know I love you. For better, or worse—"

That damn smile. She's poison, and runs the finger on your lips down, and away. The motion transcends the earth itself. "I love you just the same. For better, or worse. It is no sin to want more..." A little more pressure. There's some idea that's been planted, and She's reaping the last of its harvest. "To possess a gift, and to take its merits all at once... to host Our bounty, and to feel its effects just the same..."

You can't think. "You can stop." She's tracing little flowers along your stomach. It's more than you can stand. "Don't make me plead."

The motion suddenly stops. The flower perched on top of you wilts, and Agriculture slides to the floor. You're given a minute to remember what the world is, how to see, and how to breathe.

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A hand pats the wooden floor. You oblige a Goddess, get down beside Her, and do everything in your power to not make any noise. Every motion has your head swimming with euphoria. She's devastated, but smiles at you just the same. You're pulled into a tight hug. "I'm tearing you to pieces. I don't want to lose you."

"You do not have to—" You can scarcely breathe. "—there is little point to this."

"Of course there is."

Alarm bells go off in the cathedral of your mind. "There is?"

"Not all of us can be the Goddess of love. How easy do you think it is to devote oneself entirely to Storm? Or Time? You can utilize my gifts infinitely better, given a physical attunement."

"I see." The gold in your hair is not a fashion statement. Neither is the impression on your eyes, the softness of your voice, the kindness in your heart, your extreme sensitivity to emotion, you ever-increasing need to make displays of affection— "...but this has all been my choice. This is who I am."

"It always has been. We are just as much a part of you, as you are a part of us. I would never take that choice from you."

"Thank you."

"I've been trying to take a leaf out of Mercy's book, too. I think you could always be bigger—" The alarm bells intensify. "—but She has a point. I don't care much for points, but I can care for you. Working a field is back-breaking labor, Richard. So is seeing to our families, and putting the dead to rest. I have an idea! It can be our little secret."

The hold between you parts. Agriculture has actual satisfaction painted all across Her features. It's disturbing. She's obviously about to propose something She shouldn't. "Most mortals would never hope to feel the connection we have had together. Not even in a lifetime of devotion. I can't temper myself. I won't! Giving is all that I am. Your vessel is more than a reflection of Our connection. But I can find a different means of expression, so we can continue to share ourselves with one another."

This is utterly unprecedented. A thrill runs up your spine. You try to breathe. "You want me to choose how You manifest."

"Well." She winks. "Seeing you work yourself down is a different kind of fun. I'll slow Growth down for now."

A hand goes to your chest. For now. You might pass out. She's offering something else in return. "This is more than I could have prayed for."

Both of Agriculture's hands go to Her knees, as She leans towards you, and cheekily remarks, "We are Merciful."

You definitely can't breathe. This is easily justification for a lifetime of unwavering devotion. You also still have humility, and reverence, and respect for the Gods above all other things. "What did you have in mind?"

Passion is your element, and the deity beside you is practically possessed by it. "Life, to start. We could amplify your experiences."

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The very thought has you nervously laugh. "I can scarcely handle the intensity of Your presence as is."

The cheekiness of Her grin heightens. "I know. It's probably a poor choice. But the increased vitality would greatly aid in your work. Or... I know a greater bounty is the last thing on your mind right now—"

You're also a man possessed. "Let's hear it."

"Well." She straightens upright. It only makes Her chest more prominent. "We can endow more than the body. What of your fortune, your spoils, and the treasure that is Our company?" A smirk. "Mercy is rubbing off on me."

"It's endearing— but you know how much I appreciate a more direct approach—"

"I mean that We can make it feel even more satisfying. More, with less, so to speak. It might help you slow me down— if that's what you really want."

"I'll consider it." It's impossible to not ask. "What of fertility?"

Agriculture leans over, just enough to make sure you get a full view of Her licking Her lips. "All of my richness would be yours."

"That is almost irresistible."

Danger and death loves you, more than any other. "I know. What of harvest? Would you wish to be capable of reaping even greater rewards...?"

"I don't see why we can't have this all, Agriculture."

A kind of insanity that only a Goddess could possess mirrors your enthusiasm. "You alone have been capable of enduring Our works in such a way. As much as you have. For as long as you have."

"The earth itself could not stop us." The prospect is downright decadent. "Who's to say we can't give it a try?"

An arched eyebrow raises at you. "I thought you wanted to slow down."

The distance closes between your figures, though you're the one to blame. "You are the hearth. You're making me spell out its boundaries?"

"Please. Save the flowers for a bouquet. ...the gardens look spectacular, by the way."

"Thank you. Don't make me fatter and fatter with each invocation."

She smirks. "Have I not presented enough alternatives? Or do you need me to spell out every last one of my blessings..."

Need has never been a factor. "You know I'm a glutton."

The Goddess of poison and death really does want to clarify. "You know I have never wanted to hurt you."

"I know."

She places a hand to your knee, and manifests a green dahlia between the tips of Her fingers. The petals are a stunning shift from the lightest hues, to the deepest forest. It's extended to you. "Inner strength. Positive change. Commitment. Honesty. Kindness. Dignity. Instability. A symbol of diversity, and change. Take it, if you wish to accept this gift. Taste it, if you would like to sample all of my works. Consume it in full if you dare."

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>>4546199
>A, B, and C are mutually exclusive. All of A's prompts are mutually exclusive. Majority vote will decide.

>A] Take it, but only for...
>1] Life.
>2] Bounty.
>3] Fertility.
>4] Harvest.
>5] Poison.
>6] The Earth.
>7] Death.
>8] Generosity.

>B] Taste it.

>C] Consume it in full.
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>>4546200
>>B] Taste it.

I think that this is the best option for Richard, it maximizes the abilities we can gain and ALSO balances out her gifts so that they do not become overwhelming. Spreading generosity thin is how we save ourselves from over indulgence. By taking ALL of the blessings we appease Agriculture and her need for more, refusing to taste this variety in full is a show of temperance, and aspect of Mercy. I think this is the perfect compromise for EVERYONE including Richard.
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>>4546214
+1
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>>4546200
>C] Consume it in full.

It is insanity of the highest order, a total loss of reason and a leave of the senses that I choose this. There is no logical reason why we should choose this, as I'm sure going full tilt without any thoughts to the repercussions may have a greater chance of self-sabotage than only tasting. I do not try to convince, nor should I, because what I choose is probably folly. But Restraint was never really Richard's forte, and unbridled Passon guides my choice, as well as a curiosity that is insatiable.

I fully expect you all to make the reasonable choice. I, unfortunately, cannot.
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>>4546245
I can always respect a C vote but I must strongly oppose this. I will be honest I was VERY tempted too.
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>>4546246
I agree that you should oppose me, for what I propose is insane. But it isn't reason that guides me, but strong feeling. It would be dishonest of me to choose the most reasonable option, and I have full faith in you lads to choose the sanest choice of all Agri's gifts.
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(Leaving the vote open for another ten (10) minutes, then will lock.)
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>>4546260
(Alright lads. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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(Thank you for your patience lads. Prompts are kind of nuts on this so I am taking my time proofreading. Nearly done!)
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>>4546294
https://youtu.be/Qe2G6Vs1V_Q

Unbridled passion, curiosity, and desire overwhelms you. You can't lie to yourself. Excess is your salvation.

Repercussions be damned, every last fiber of your being holds Her closer. Temptation presses up against faith incarnate. She's nowhere near as warm as Mercy, and somehow softer. She's freshly cut grass. Dew on a bed of roses. The breath that catches. A perfect smile. Her eyes linger only on the item in hand, yet She keeps Her head tilted up towards you. Her lips practically grace your skin. She has the scent of honeysuckle, jasmine, and abundance all throughout Her hair.

The manifestation of every last one of earth's domain has little aroma at all. The two of you linger over the moment.

Every other sense takes leave, as you lean into a Goddess. Restraint has always escaped you, yet you love Her, and Mercy's contrast dearly. The whisper you grant Agriculture has no logic or reason to it. Every contradiction increases your mutual enthusiasm. "Save me from over-indulgence, and do so with your bounty. Grant me temperance through generosity. Maximize my gain, by balancing your gifts. Share with me this perfect compromise."

You cup Agriculture's hand in yours. The emerald in your gaze casts off of Her adoration. She lays closer, and doesn't take Her eyes off of you for an instant. "You are perfect."

Teasing Her is irresistible. You part your lips— and stop just an inch away from the flower. "Permit me to taste all of you."

An invitation for insanity to guide you is more than She can stand. The gentle hold between you comes closer. A few petals grace your tongue.

You taste divinity.

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>>4546483
Life. The capacity for continuous change. She is activity, without the action. Vitality, without the aggression. Stimulation manifest.

Bounty. Not the act of giving, but the reward itself. Evidence of all humanity's toil. The destruction of famine. The breadth of your gardens.

Fertility. More than Her virility, lushness, or the riches of Her body. Every idea ever spoken. Humanity's legacy. The prolificacy you have been seeking.

Harvest. The sun on your back, and the field underfoot. The labor in hand. The scythe that you wield. The process.

Poison. The degradation of the reaction. The destruction of the body. Something that reduces the activity of a Catalyst.

The earth. You've transcended it. The substance. The soil. The bed in which new roots take hold. The covering of every last body.

Death. Permanence. A return to Her bosom. Stillness, without reprieve. Longing, without a return. Ceasing to be, as mortality sees it.

Generosity. Benevolence. Selflessness. Altruism. Her boundless enthusiasm. The very same kindness that you have already dedicated all of your being to.

Growth. The emergence of something new. The unfolding of events. Maturation. Improvement. It is the core of your being, above any other aspect. It is your progress, recovery, and the change that defines you.

It seems that Agriculture tastes a little like celery. Beetroot. Carrot. It's bitter, and you know that dahlias can be harmful in excess. The few petals are crisp, and you're altogether too floored to do more than reassure yourself that you are resistant to toxin. Swallowing the small sample of a divine flower comes with no pain. No curse.

"All growth eventually slows. So will yours. I promise." Agriculture can't help but smile at you. "I don't want to push you away, or ruin your hard work. But you understand that it's a part of all of me, don't you?"

Your heart could not be racing faster. "I think so." There's more questions now, than ever. You're compelled to pen tenets for another church. To seize a Goddess in your arms, and smother Her with devotion. To dig into all the rest of what's been presented before you, and beg for more. "What will this do to me?"

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>>4546485
The embrace you are keeping around one another hasn't parted for an instant. The dahlia in Agriculture's hands is still almost entirely intact. She waggles it at you. "I've given you more of me. Our connection runs deeper than the earth. Deeper than death itself. Call upon it. Make Our will manifest. Any of it. All of it." Her grin must be hurting by now, but She can't stop smiling. "I can't say I've ever tried this before— but I think you can handle it. We'll make sure that your work doesn't suffer, either way. I cannot decrease the intensity of my gifts, but I can certainly spread them out. So call upon me. The more of me you utilize, the less reliance we should have on Growth alone."

This is too much. You hold Her tighter. "You want me to do as much as I can."

She couldn't be happier. "Why wouldn't I?"

(Options in next post.)

>Time has no place here, but be advised that this invocation is currently stressing your soul itself. Needless to say, your body is taking a hit.
>Additional measures must be taken to offset the potential damage. You promised yourself, and Mercy!
>For each prompt in A, you must select either one prompt in B, or an adequate number of prompts from C.
>If you simply wish to demonstrate your affection, and look after yourself through options in C, that is also completely fine.

>None of the following are mutually exclusive. As much that can be physically accomplished WILL be taken on.
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>>4546489
>A) Ask some of those questions.
>1] The Catalyst?!
>2] There's some SERIOUS overlap here with Flesh.
>3] What about all of this involvement with Spirit?
>4] She's even more wrapped up with Mercy than you imagined??? Is this new?
>5] What about this with rest, and Dream?
>6] Is this why Agriculture is so concerned with the rest of the pantheon?
>7] Is THIS why you and Agriculture are so close to one another?
>8] You need clarity about your mortality, right now.
>9] Ask about one (1) specific domain. (Write-in which one. For each domain you ask about, treat that question as an entirely separate prompt for the purposes of being offset.)
>10] Write-in.

>B) Your preoccupation with growth could not feel more justified. You stand by your need to look after your body, but there has to be some way you can still accommodate this particular domain.
>1] Eat the entire flower. You know She wouldn't hurt you. (Unknown effect.)
>2] There's no mundane way you can make this up to Agriculture. Leave it up to Her, knowing full well that She wants to push your limits. (Any and all prompts covered. Your connection is guaranteed to improve. She'll compensate for any further Time taken for the invocation, no questions asked.)

>C) There's no mundane way you can make this up to Agriculture, and gardening is not reasonable. Do the best you can with what's given to you. (Offsets red prompts, can be selected just for the sake of the action as well.)
>1] Smother Her with affection. (Offsets 2 prompts.)
>2] Fuck it. Pen the tenets for another church. (Offsets 2 prompt.)
>3] Eat and drink. (Specify for how many prompts. No limits.)
>4] Write-in.
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>>4546491
B1,2; Faith is a virtue and yes, I am choosing the insane options again. Sue me.

C1,2; Passion is a virtue.

I frankly, I wouldn't know what questions to ask, or whether we even should at this Time. I'll leave A for anons better suited to that task :^)
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>>4546523
this and

>A:
>1 >4 >6 >7 >8 >9

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>>4546526
Which domain do you wish to ask about for prompt >A9?
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>>4546543
Normally, I'd just roll when presented with an option I don't know or are undecided about, but since this is propmt 9, and there are 9 domain presented previously, I'll just go with the ninth one, Growth.

>A9; Growth
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>>4546523
+1
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>>4546523
>>4546526

Strongly oppose this AGAIN. Can't believe we talked about making a compromise and you are shitting on it in the next prompt. Fuck.

>A) Ask some of those questions.
>1] The Catalyst?!
>2] There's some SERIOUS overlap here with Flesh.
>5] What about this with rest, and Dream? (And Adwin, I would like to ask about him too but if it doesn't fit in this prompt it can be a separate one.)
>9] Ask about one (1) specific domain. (Write-in which one. For each domain you ask about, treat that question as an entirely separate prompt for the purposes of being offset.)
Poison, it's the one that affects the catalyst and we already know what growth is.

>C) There's no mundane way you can make this up to Agriculture, and gardening is not reasonable. Do the best you can with what's given to you. (Offsets red prompts, can be selected just for the sake of the action as well.)
>1] Smother Her with affection. (Offsets 2 prompts.)
>2] Fuck it. Pen the tenets for another church. (Offsets 2 prompt.)

The church of Agri is running around like a headless chicken so I am pretty sure we are the only one that is qualified to write the tenets anyway, maybe we could slip in some casual conversation about that while we write?
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>>4546782
Oh shit. I wasn't aware that I compromised. I though I stated my intentions quite clearly (i.e. the insane choice). It was never my intent to mislead.

To be honest, I never thought I'd get another chance to consume the flower. When it came up again I was like 'damn, what do I vote for now'. I voted to eat the flower again partially out of curiosity, partially because I thought it would be disingenuous of me to do otherwise. I'm sorry if I misled anyone with a lack of clarity.

I'm willing to set aside one of my B options because of the confusion here. Not both though, as I believe atleast one of the B options should be taken. I'll let you decide which B option should be taken.
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(Good morning everyone! Getting some coffee. Going to leave the vote open for another 20 minutes. Any disagreements or contradictions I'll take the liberty of reconciling if there's no further discussion made by that time.)
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(oh and just in case there was some confusion, the prompt about the flower is to take action now that you have actual context for what it possesses. If I thought it was compromising on what you literally just said, I wouldn't have put it as a prompt. Totally fine to disagree with wanting to take the action but I just wanted to stress that the prompt is there because it makes sense as a choice. It seems ambiguous if the opportunity will be presented again but you can always just ask these things!)
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>>4546827

Why would we take any of the B options? We can offset the A questions with just the C votes. This is excessive. At this point we are replacing one problem with another. We can always ask for more LATER, after we figure out if we can carry even this amount of power given to us. Agri can always give MORE but I doubt she will ever take something away unless be abuse her big time. Jumping into the deep end here is senseless.
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(Completely justified. The general idea is that you were just granted never-before-seen abilities from a deity, and so making an attempt to express your gratitude through mundane means may have felt insufficient. Rather than look purely at the mechanical aspect of the prompt, the B options were there as additional actions within the context of the scene. It is excessive, like everything else you guys have done throughout the quest, but you absolutely can ask about it and try to take a more reasonable approach.

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>>4546782
Since you will take every prompt physically possible, 4 and 6 were voted for by majority, but without sufficient means of compensating for the strain on your body, it will also be omitted due to strong opposition with multiple posts of reasonable justification and no argument to the contrary. Questions 1, 2, and 5 will be pursued no matter what. A9 was voted on by every individual, but without preference from the original voter, I'm going with the write-in for poison due to it coming with the justification. I'll touch on the rest in the post for further clarity. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4546954
https://youtu.be/DpjO44jJ4Mc

Dahlias are terribly bitter. Resolving to not put one more thing in your mouth this afternoon is equally unpleasant. You ask yourself why you have to be like this, or what questions you could even ask. There's an ache in your soul itself, and it's not going to be helped through introspection alone. So, you try to take some comfort in the body against yours. To murmur to a Goddess, "let me pen your word." To bury your face in the orchard of Her hair, and to try to breathe.

Lily of the valley, gardenia, and lilac is all that the world has to offer, for a blessed moment. She sinks against you, and keeps a hand to the back of your head.

You occupy your mouth with a few breaths against Her neck. "Permit me to be your mouthpiece. Guide my hand. We have wandered—"

The lips that have failed to wander from your own skin have yet to falter from a grin. "Save the poetry. Tell me what you need."

You're only human. "I don't want to die." She's so soft, you really could. "I'm terrified that I will undo everything. I want to serve, more— more than I could ever say." The impulse to devour the entire blessed object within Agriculture's hands is overwhelming. It's far from rational, but insanity is also your lover. It's infuriating. "I'm desperately trying to be better. Please understand."

A holy body shifts against you, and makes a twirl of Her hands. The wood upon the floor slightly cracks. A splinter of organic material unfolds into a sheathe of leaves. It multiplies by the second, until a neat strip of fiber reaches Agriculture's grasp. She continues smirking at you, while wrapping up the dahlia that was produced.

You try not to laugh, and run a hand through your hair.

The rest of the flower is completely concealed, and delicately tucked into a shroud of impossible life. Agriculture stops your fidgeting, to place the gift in both of your palms. "This is yours. Consume it, destroy it, do whatever you see fit with it. Just remember that my works do not last forever."

"Dahlias—" Another psychotic idea is blossoming. "After they've expired, dahlias can live year after year, can they not—"

"The tubers, yes. These are my petals, silly. I don't need to tell you that the head will blacken, and eventually die." An equally twisted grin is across Her face. "It's far from palatable, even right now." She gently closes Her fingers over yours. "I know you won't forget, and I won't be offended if you're afraid."

"Faith is a virtue." You set the item beside you both, along with all the fallen forest beneath. The wooden floor's cracks are already regrowing. You can't help but warn, "so is passion—"

Priceless teasing ensues. Pretending to gnaw at the Goddess in your arms suffices. Only when She's breathless from laughing, and has to try and shove you away, do you double-down on smothering Her in affection.

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>>4547086
"Richard. I'm the only that's supposed to be trying to kill you—! Don't make me get weird, and drag Mercy into this—!"

Agriculture is more than happy to bury Herself against you, while you breathe, "the Catalyst. There was something about it, with Poison. I have so many questions, Agriculture." More nibbles at Her neck, through a grin. "...though I may not be up to the task all alone..."

Delight is all over Her. "Tell me what it was like. But don't stop."

Through every other syllable, you manage another peck. "The degradation of the reaction. The destruction of the body. Something that reduces the activity of a Catalyst."

"Inhibition, in other words." She fires you the smuggest grin you've ever seen in all your life. A finger taps at Her skull. "Hmmm? What do you think? Spirit could learn a thing or two, right?"

Mercy's words practically echo in your mind. "You love stretching definitions. Limits. People. But poison is a means of death, and destruction—"

"It's more than that. It's also an attitude!" She bites a little at you, though Her smile falters. "Poison can be something that works its way into one's body— but what of the mind? What of the soul? It can cause injury, illness, and death. But poison is not injury, illness, or death. It is the means."

This makes so much sense, you could scream. "I understand. And so you are now seeking out the repentant, like never before. Demons."

Her smirk is back already. "Naturally! I wish I'd thought of it sooner."

"It's a means of killing them. You are degrading their reaction."

"In a sense." She winks. "Isn't this fun? But you know I don't just want to destroy them. There's an elegance to it, no matter how crude Mercy thinks I am." A particularly guilty expression crosses your features. Agriculture's nose nuzzles at your neck and chest. "Don't worry. I know how She is. She can think I'm a boor all She wants. It's alright if She doesn't get it. That's why I'm so glad that you do."

It's stupid, and brilliant, and you have to laugh. "You want to slow down reactions, in every form. It's a reduction of activity— on a fundamental level. There's no maliciousness to the action. Poison is typically weaponized, but that is due to the intent of the user. You are not maliciousness. You are not a weapon—" Thighs. You resist the urge to swear. "Though you are dangerous—"

"You get it. We define poison by the harm it causes, but no one quite understands yet why that is. They will, given enough Time." She puts on a haughty, ridiculous tone. Her nose sticks up. "Allow me to explain."

Laughing would be inappropriate. You both play at being scholars. "Please."

"Poison creates a structural, and functional disturbance. I can apply this aspect to anything, Richard. Anything at all. I choose not to, in most events, as it's messy business. Terribly painful, in most cases."

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>>4547087
A thought occurs to you. "Your overlap with Mercy— and my resistance to toxins. Is this something new? Is it thanks mostly to Her? You both seem far more connected than I could have ever imagined."

Lethal legs find a way to slip between yours, as you both shift to outright cuddling on the floor. You hold Her closer. She buries Her face against you, but keeps Her smile turned towards your own. "Kindness, altruism, life, family, recovery— We share more overlap than almost any Other. I know you've noticed. How could you not? You do, too."

These are fundamental aspects of your being. You couldn't imagine attributing it to anyone else. This is no coincidence. "We all are separate, yet connected."

A little poke, right over your heart. "Now you're getting it. I'm not Mercy. She's not me. You sure as shit aren't either of us! Thank goodness." Her arms go right around you once more. "This is much better. Having our unique differences is what makes our relationships so special. I could never hope to protect someone from poison. But Mercy? She understands me well enough by now." Death continues to flirt, with a kiss right on your cheek. "It's no big deal for Her to help you resist me."

Blushing is fine. You're holding your ground— and continue to cuddle on the ground. An aggressive nuzzle with your nose suffices, to curtail anything but the most wholesome of gestures. "What a relief. You know how much I struggle with temptation."

Wrinkling Her nose, Agriculture manages to worm out from the assault, and to give you a little more space. You both sit upright. There's a few incredibly important issues on your mind. Exercise has been one of them, since the second you woke up yesterday evening. "You have significant overlap with Flesh."

She crosses Her legs, and puts out Her chest. "Why, yes. I do!" Fertility knows exactly what She's doing, and plainly poses. Laying out across your lap. Her chest heaves, with a hand held delicately over Her forehead. Breathy, eyes all aflutter, She laughs, "thank you."

Your blush deepens. She laughs harder. You make a polite gesture at curves only a Goddess could possess. "Activity, without the action. Vitality, without the aggression. The labor in hand. Progress. Stimulation manifest. You two could not be more closely engaged."

She's the one blushing, now. "Of course We are. You don't think Flesh could do anything without fuel for His fire? We have our disagreements, sure. But We need each other!" The heat falls from Her face. Agriculture scoots a little closer to you. "You've felt first-hand how miserable it is to work all day without me."

It's more than alright to rest Her head on your shoulder. The famine was years long. She felt it for far longer. "I would have happily died to do something about it."

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The gentlest poke possible goes to your stomach. It's still enough to elicit a gasp. Agriculture grins— and doesn't dare talk over the sound— before explaining further. "Flesh wants you to remember that it'll kill you to go without Him, too. Still, He's a meat-head. Carrying all this weight is good for plenty, Richard." Shameless ogling, from both of you. "I'm not so stuck-up to take issue with you dropping it. On the contrary! We'll have much more fun thanks to Him. Do you have any idea how much of an appetite you're going to work up?" Hands and arms are all around your waist. "Burning this off?"

"That's it—!" While you can still think, you take the Goddess in your arms, right along with you, and practically carry Her as you look for a pen. "Those tenets. Your church is scrambling. I'm qualified. We're writing them right now—"

Her laughter carries right along with your grumbling (how poorly managed affairs are across the nation, they're like a bunch of chickens running about, this is an outrage).

It's a treat. You find a green pen, and some gorgeous parchment, and draft precisely what the Goddess imparted onto you for every last one of Her domains. There's still flecks of gold on your hands, and an intense urge to press a few flower petals onto the otherwise blank page.

"Are you using a ruler, Richard? This is silly. You know I'm more than happy with anything you—"

"It's important."

While you write, you can't help but ask about Her church. Technically, King Magnus should be running the affairs of Wearmoor's branch of the theocracy— but all of Corcaea answers to your authority. Management of your country's resources is part of your responsibility as the leader of the Church of Mercy. You already are drowning in running one of the nation's greatest establishments, and really don't need to shoulder the burdens of another.

A few casual questions couldn't hurt.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4547093
>A] You're extremely curious about the burdens of the Church of Agriculture. Ask about what sort of woes plague (what should be) your greatest ally. You'll get a report from the church itself in due Time, from Chesty, and from Serpent, but this is an unrivaled opportunity.

>B] By all the Gods, do you miss Mother Bethaea. She never deserved the misery of her limited leadership. Her death was a tragedy. Ask about the effects of her rule, and subsequent martyrdom.

>C] Casually talk about what you learned during your months in the Church of Agriculture. You know your training was sound, but want to see if Agriculture could bolster it, or confirm if the same practices are still in place now.

>D] What's this utter nonsense about channels being needed to communicate with Wearmoor? They should handle your correspondence without complaint, and however you see fit.

>E] Does Agriculture want you to do anything specific with these tenets? You intend to preach, whether She likes it or not, but any additional guidance is always welcome.

>F] Write-in.
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>>4547097
>D] What's this utter nonsense about channels being needed to communicate with Wearmoor? They should handle your correspondence without complaint, and however you see fit.
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>>4547097
>>A] You're extremely curious about the burdens of the Church of Agriculture. Ask about what sort of woes plague (what should be) your greatest ally. You'll get a report from the church itself in due Time, from Chesty, and from Serpent, but this is an unrivaled opportunity.
>D] What's this utter nonsense about channels being needed to communicate with Wearmoor? They should handle your correspondence without complaint, and however you see fit.
>E] Does Agriculture want you to do anything specific with these tenets? You intend to preach, whether She likes it or not, but any additional guidance is always welcome.

These are very much related. The first two are asking about the problems and the last is asking about an answer.
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>>4547097
>A] You're extremely curious about the burdens of the Church of Agriculture. Ask about what sort of woes plague (what should be) your greatest ally. You'll get a report from the church itself in due Time, from Chesty, and from Serpent, but this is an unrivaled opportunity.
>E] Does Agriculture want you to do anything specific with these tenets? You intend to preach, whether She likes it or not, but any additional guidance is always welcome.
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>>4547099
>>4547124
>>4547169
(Great guys! I'm currently pretty busy but going to lock the vote so I can work at this in any down time I get. Writing now.)
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(Had something extremely unfortunate happen at work, way too upset to write. Wasn't able to start the update at all. Going to take a break for the afternoon. Vote is open, and will stay open until I'm back. Hopefully will be back this evening. Thanks for being so stellar guys.)
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>>4547395
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope it gets better.
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>>4546948
Normally, I would agree with you. But considering how excessive we've been with invoking lately, it's a mute point. As much as I hate to say this, restraint if a forgone conclusion, and we've already jumped into the deep end with giving clemency to demons, so I doubt eating a flower or letting Agri help us with the invocation will somehow be the straw that breaks Richard's back.

Also, don't wait next time for near the end of the vote to respond to me. I waited a good couple hours to have a conversation before I slept, and the way it was handled it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.
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>>4547431
(Thanks man, means a lot. My glasses got left at the office and were moved for safe keeping by some staff, we all straight forgot about it but everything is ok. Still going to wait until I'm home to update and keept the vote open in the meantime. Don't want to put up something subpar!)

>>4547434
(Don't mean to butt into the discussion about the decision, as that's 100% on you guys, but it's definitely worth mentioning that we have voters across a lot of timezones. I'm EST, but I've had people message me who were anywhere from the west coast to halfway across the globe. My own psychotic devotion to updating multiple times a day does get voters with busier schedules in a bind. Been trying to keep these voting windows way wider the last couple of threads, but sometimes shit happens. It's on me that I closed the vote with an outstanding argument in place. You guys do have that gift now, so feel free to take your time discussing what to do with it at your leisure.)
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>>4547458
I understand about the glasses. Whenever mine are knocked off it's always a bit of a scramble to reach them before something falls on them.

I also understand about the time zones, but the Timing is still interesting to note. I'm willing to let sleeping dogs lie, but just to make my intentions clear to all, I'm gonna be voting to consume the flower at any prompt given to me, as foolish and irrational as it may be. I feel honor-bound to commit to this action.

>>4547124
+1
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>>4547486
(Totally get you man. If nothing else I'll make note of it, and we'll leave the matter up for additional discussion. Going to be home in about two and a half hours, so should absolutely have at least one more update in me tonight. Just so relieved I don't have to worry about driving home tonight lol)
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>>4547491
God only knows what would have happened, besides the world passing you by in a blur.
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>>4547099
>>4547124
>>4547169
>>4547486
(Alright dudes, I am back in action. Home for the night. Just found out I have a four-day weekend starting on Thanksgiving day! Something to be grateful for for sure! That means tomorrow will be the only other limited run of the quest this week. Let's knock this shit out of the park. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/DHbLuIxw3y4

Cuddling on the floor could not be more casual. It's at the risk of spoiling the mood of a deity, but you want to speculate aloud. "I'm curious."

"Oh?" Agriculture has resumed trailing a few fingers along your closest thigh, while outright laying on your stomach.

At least She's happy with the state of affairs.

The pen is tucked behind your ear, while you run a hand through Her hair. "Extremely curious. It has been nearly impossible for my friends and clergy to gather— to gather any information on the Church of Agriculture. Particularly, what woes are plaguing them." You frown. "I expect a report from their leadership, in due Time. If nothing else, two of my congregation are stationed there, and will keep in touch. But what is this utter nonsense about additional channels being required— being required for simple communication with Wearmoor? They should be handling my correspondence without complaint." There's no shame in how spoiled you are. It's been back-breaking, lifelong labor that granted you this position. You've earned the right to be entitled. "However I see fit."

"Storm's been pissed— and I don't just mean all the rain. He lost a priest."

"Brother Murdac." You practically spit the name. This is an insult. His death was justified.

"I know, I know. There's more to it than that, though. Trouble to the north. It's killing His partner, and you know how bad His temper gets."

"I had heard a few rumors about Father Barthalomew." Nausea works itself deeper into the taste of blood and celery. "The flood. The Morinburn. Irefist had serious difficulty getting anything in the way of a concise report—"

"Floods. Countryside's a mess."

"Floods...?"

"Ruined the crop!"

"The entire harvest." Any color that was in your face leaves it. It's a good thing you're laying down.

"Not a thing I could do about it. It's a disaster." Agriculture is way more upset than She's letting on. She's tries nestling a little closer against you. You wrap an arm around Her, in mutual mortification. "I have half a mind to kill Him. My children, Richard. He's destroyed my babies."

There's no physical exhaustion at the moment, but you can practically feel gray hairs forming. Your gaze goes to the ceiling. You close your eyes. "You've been terrified for much, much more than my health. I understand. But why? Why would He do this...?"

A grimace buries itself against your stomach. "Your guess is as good as mine. I imagine the roads are devastated in places. Not my biggest concern, but I know it would be yours. Word would be nearly impossible to receive from halfway across the country, even for Spirit's best. I should have said something, but I've had a lot on my plate."

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It's honestly understandable. "I suspect that the Church of Agriculture is capitalizing on transferring goods, and sending communication whenever they're able— but they would be intentionally obstructing word between cities. Sister Cardew has been killing herself, for my sake— but she is a long way from Murgate." This is a catastrophe. "She couldn't have known. Everyone that does will be trying to hide what's going on. Resources will be reallocated as the clergy of the Church of Agriculture see fit. There will be far worse than riots, wherever they're going hungry— and here—"

"Home gardens are not enough to sustain a city. My land is on your outskirts, for all of humanity's cities but my own. Stone makes for a fine shelter! But your fellow leaders will be put in a difficult position. To say the least."

The strain on Father Friedrich and Father Sullivan doesn't escape you. Trying to fathom the extent of how overworked the Church of Agriculture is escapes you, particularly without a central form of leadership. "They will have been— they have been reallocating resources. All across the country— for months—"

The Goddess of Generosity could not be more irritated. "Taking farmers' hard-earned crop, you mean."

Your skin is crawling. The last several months you've spent away from home were in the company of the Church of Flesh, and in the King's city. They would be two of the only locations in the nation not feeling this, since the poor weather really hit. "Calunoth was well-supplied... to placate the civil unrest." Your congregation was stoking the flames of turmoil. Their actions (and by association, yours) might have resulted in overcompensation for the largest population density in the country. The calls for their blood make even more sense. "The bordering countryside would have suffered enormously. Still would be suffering enormously—"

"They've had the worst of it. There's an army to feed, and the Church of Flesh has been worked to the bone."

You want to be sick. King Magnus will not stop at anything to protect the nation. Neither will Father Friedrich. You grew up in a starving little farm town. You know how bad it can get, and have health problems to this day to show for it. "The common man shoulders the weight of the nation."

"Though not so literally." A nudge at your stomach. "You're really going to thank me."

It's a bad look at a Time like this, but the practicality doesn't escape you. You should have plenty of resources at your disposal— but not just for your own sake. "The wares in the keep were scarcely touched. Stace could have been here, in this very building, as recently as two weeks ago."

"Only the keep?"

You seriously need to get to your feet, and gently pry Agriculture off of you. "They stole plenty from me. No one has specified what valuables they took—"

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She couldn't look more horrified, and gets to Her feet as well. You sweep the tenets you've penned off the floor, and practically shake the item at a Goddess. "Guide me."

The parchment is gently held between Her fingers. She just wants to steady your hands. A pair of pained, deep-green eyes meet yours. "Your enemies can't get rid of your faith. They're trying to destroy your authority, credibility, and to chip away at your sanity. Don't let them. Make sure that your city is seen to. Rely on your clergy." Agriculture offers a weary smile. "Don't push your family away. The city's supply will hold long enough for you to get some rest. Mercy knows a thing or two, too, right?"

You try to remember how to breathe. The tenets are set on the nearest table. You rapidly begin penning instructions to your friends to make sure you are not permitted to ever sleep beyond a normal schedule again. "Yes."

"Have them be your eyes and ears on the ground. The granaries will have been taxed, and your people will be on edge. They fear for their livelihoods, their families, and their country. So give them hope! The roads can be seen to. New supply can be distributed to the city. But you need to stay safe. Don't make your family vulnerable at a Time like this. They'll look to you for answers— and for blame. They are already, right?"

A cold sweat is on you. You shove the note to Walter, Spangle, Harvey, Sister Cardew, and everyone else aside. "For a number of reasons. Yes."

Even if your identity is proven, there's accountability that's going to redouble for every day you're delayed. Fidgeting is inadequate. Your nerves are fried. This is absolutely the last thing you needed, and couldn't be more grateful to have received the word now— rather than whenever the news was divulged through mortal means. It's entirely necessary to take the bearer of bad news into another hug. "Thank you."

"Focus on your home, Richard. Promise me. The local community. Wearmoor has always seen to the affairs of the nation, even if they're too slow for your liking. The supply lines, and all the rest of your leaders' affairs can wait. My church is not empty. Yours is, okay?"

The Goddess of Bounty gets on tip-toe, to wrap Her arms around your shoulders. "I swear, we'll have the opportunity to speak again soon. You'll be just fine, but I might actually be killing you."

Panic drenches you. There's at least three other things you SERIOUSLY needed to talk about. "Wait."

A finger is pressed to your lips. "I swear to you, we'll have the chance to talk more later. Is this anything that will get anyone killed?"

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You hesitate. It's good enough for Her. "Don't hate me. You know how much I love you, and I don't want to see you hurt yourself." The pressure comes off of your lips, and winds with the rest of Her fingers behind your darkening vision. Hands are all in your hair, and pull you in. "You know I can't resist giving you one more thing, before I go— and you can brag about this one."

Death made you a promise, and seals it with a kiss.

>PACT MODIFIER INCREASED.
>̶+̶1̶0̶ ̶T̶O̶ ̶C̶H̶A̶N̶G̶E̶ ̶I̶S̶ ̶T̶O̶ ̶G̶R̶O̶W̶
>+20 GREEN DAHLIA
>Any action taken befitting of the Goddess of Agriculture will receive this bonus. It can also be used to offset a portion of the maluses you currently have as a priest of Her church.
>This modifier will gradually decay, though no further than below its original +10.
>Actions taken that deprive you or your fellow man of Her blessing may permanently remove this bonus. Be advised that serious consequences will result from abusing this gift.
>MAINTAINING the blessings you have already been given will SLOW the decay of the modifier. ADDITIONAL action may make it PERMANENT. Have fun.

>Your city is in turmoil. There's no telling how long their supplies will last in this situation, but you have a good idea.
>ROLL 1d100. The FIRST THREE rolls will be AVERAGED.
>+20 GREEN DAHLIA (You encouraged all of Eadric's citizens to increase their self-sufficiency.)
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Rolled 88 (1d100)

>>4547957
I have faith.
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Rolled 43 + 20 (1d100 + 20)

>>4547957
Can you bring retribution to a god?
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>>4547957
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=z7T3NMYrjRc
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Rolled 2 (1d100)

>>4547957
"I AM CE-MAN!"
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>>4548081
Oh boy.
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>>4548081
>>4548043
>>4547960

Average of 64. Not bad, not good. Hopefully our congregation can add on to whatever we are about to suggest.
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>>4547960
>>4548043
>>4548081
>>4548078
>>4548085
>>4548141
(Fuck yeah guys. That'll do! Today's my last day of work this week, going to knock out an update before my shift. Writing now.)
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>>4548295
https://youtu.be/gqYMofByilw

Declaring Vengeance against Storm crosses your mind. Dread is stirring in the depths of your soul. You're only human, and pray that your faith will be rewarded. It could be much worse. There's going to be riots, sure, but you're certain there's at least a few days away before anything catastrophic. It's hard to imagine anyone resorting to murder in the streets just yet. The situation you have here in the keep is really what's alarming, and that is alright. Your heart goes out to the people. You'll look after your own home, as you always have. There's the utmost faith in your congregation. Sister Corbon has already seen to as many of the sick and dying as she could. Irefist will have more information on any obstructions to the trade routes into the city. Electrum has been working all afternoon on inventory. Harvey has personally taken on the security of your most vulnerable congregation members. Harriet and Walter will probably want the bed.

Agriculture must have gently led you to the bed. A kiss is placed on your forehead. "The tenets turned out amazing. All the flowers in your garden couldn't be sweeter."

"You don't mean that."

"You're right." You can hear Her smile, as Agriculture sits beside you. She's reluctant to leave. "Flowers, next time, too."

"Wait." You blindly reach out, and pull Her into one more hug.

Arms are back around you, without question. The way that She instantly closes all distance between the two of you, and snuggles against your neck and face makes the last of your grip on reality go. "You know I'm only teasing. Thank you so much. You're the greatest gift I could ever ask for. I'm sorry for worrying you, but I know you trust me. We'll be alright."

Ragged breaths. The ache that's been plaguing you is rapidly climbing into something like a deep injury. You manage to catch a few more traces all the flowers of Her hair. "My lily of the valley."

She draws closer, and squeezes you one more Time. "Get some rest. I love you."

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It was the early afternoon— on the 27th of Last Sowing— when you passed out in the arms of a Goddess. It is now early morning. By your best estimates, you have slept a total of 12 hours in eight days. Every inch of you feels it. Primarily, you're starving. Thirst is on you like a demon. The pain you started to feel before passing out has eased, but it's unmistakable that you've been pushing yourself too hard. As much as you hate it, simply traversing the castle all morning yesterday feels like you ran a marathon. It's likely that brisk walking for several hours is still too much exertion for what your body is presently capable of. Searing pain is also all throughout every joint in your lower body, and it's the least of your concerns.

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>>4548336
As you look to the ceiling of Walter's and Harriet's bedroom, and all around, your body is screaming to get up and clean. There's cute little love notes tacked onto the ceiling. Walter would have had to have been the one to climb up there. It's just about the only inch of the room that isn't in dissaray, thanks to the assortment of traps near the door that are still untouched. Approximately ten thousand flower petals litter the floor, which have been disturbed in multiple places from yours and Agriculture's cuddling. Little flecks of gold and residual light are intermingled with all of it.

There's two things that give immediate solace. First, and most importantly: no one else is in the room. This is one of the first occasions in recent years where you've woken of your own accord. It's a fire alarm in your mind, and you have to wonder what day it is— but it means you have privacy, and a minute to clean. That same privacy enables you to confirm the second piece of respite: There's no indication of any further, significant weight gain. Granted, at this point it's harder to gauge precisely— but you're almost positive that you're no larger than yesterday.

Agriculture kept to Her word. Mercy's healing enabled you to wake of your own accord. You take a moment to get up, and pray. Thanks is in order. The Gods are Merciful.

There are two entire days at your disposal before the public sermon in the main choir. It's likely that Father Pevrel has been seriously delayed thanks to the floods. Given the scope of issues the Church of Storm needs to address, a priest of the tempest in his company would have actually slowed down their travel. You just might have more Time at your disposal than you thought, and you intend to use every second wisely.

There's still the matter of planning the sermon, putting out missionary work, whether or not you will make the Time to invite any of the downtrodden into your home, audiences with the people, your congregation's immediate safety, making sure Spangle doesn't burn down half the city, taking stock of the situation with the food shortage, and cleaning this damn room. To say nothing of self-care, checking in with Adwin, all the rest of your company in the city, and making sure you all live to see another day.

It's miserable, but the dungeons will have to wait. You never can have enough of darkness, but the city, and your family needs you.

This is nothing you aren't used to. Before you went to the ruins, four years of your life were spent leading the Church of Mercy. Delegation is mandatory. Trust in your congregation is second nature to you. The words of two Goddesses are your counsel. The power of the pantheon is in your hands, and you won't get bogged down with micromanaging for more than a second necessary.

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>>4548337
Setting about a few morning tasks, cleaning yourself up, and getting the room in order is critical. It gives you a few additional moments to think, gets you ready for the day, and ensures that your guests don't know exactly what went on in their bedroom. It's clear that no one is coming in to bother you, short of fear for your life.

Getting business in order will take priority, so you can direct your attention where it's actually needed most. You swore up and down that every single day, no matter what other activity or responsibility befell you: you WILL exercise. It will give you even more Time to think over how to map out your schedule in the next couple of days, get your energy level up, and will address several other longer-term choices you truly need to make.

(Was just barely over lol. Options in next post.)
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>>4548338
Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.
>-50 PRIEST OF AGRICULTURE (It's going to be a long road.)
>-20 SOUL ACHE (Dream is pissed, you invoked for nearly a week solid, and you're REALLY feeling it.)
>+10 FAITH OF A GODDESS (Mercy should be delighted that you're looking after yourself.)
>+15 VETERAN (You're an active man, have been working out your entire life, and trained under the leader of the Church of Flesh. You're far from clueless.)

>By default, you will stick to a routine with a calorie deficit, and a focus on strength training. This will hurt your gains, but will provide the most weight loss.
>The priests of Flesh in your company will be consulted at minimum, to ensure that you do this safely.
>There is an alternative, if MAJORITY vote decides:

CLEARLY SPECIFY if you wish to apply your +20 bonus (GREEN DAHLIA).
>No muscle will be lost! Rather than maintain a calorie deficit, you will have a diet that meets your caloric needs, AND supplements strength training.
>You will SERIOUSLY improve your performance (both through numbers alone, devotion to Agriculture and Flesh, and how much you can lift/drag/carry/throw/etc.)
>Weight loss will be dramatically slowed, but your body composition, health, and overall feeling of wellness will see serious, rapid improvement.

>Lastly, you have 4 priests of Flesh in your company. If you do not elect to train under any one of them in particular, you will work out with whoever in your clergy is available that day.
As a purely OPTIONAL prompt, feel free to specify if you'd like to focus your training with any one of the following priests in particular:
>1] Brother Roger Garrick. (Veteran priest of Flesh. Worked directly under King Magnus. Native of Calunoth. Former body guard for Walter. He's incredibly fond of lifting, and you know you'd see the greatest improvements in your STRENGTH with his guidance.)
>2] Brothers Eustance and Tancred Nye. (The very polite gentlemen you saw earlier today. They adore swimming, have done so with you on a few occasions, and know your limits. They'll take it easier on you than their compatriots, but also may be more willing to teach you about BALANCED devotion to the God of action.)
>3] Brother Olaf Osmund. (Brevity is his creed, his devotion to Time almost matches yours, and he's allegedly not a denizen of Corcaea. The fighter loves using his fists, and would certainly help with your COMBATIVE capabilities.)
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>>4548343
(Addendum: this does not preclude informing your allies of what you've learned. We're just knocking out this roll ahead of time.)
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Rolled 30 (1d100)

>>4548343
I'll treat this like I'm honor-bound as well.
>Apply your +20 bonus (GREEN DAHLIA).
>1] Brother Roger Garrick

Though I would love Balance, and goodness knows I'm tempted by Combat training, it's building up our Stength that'll be key initially for a couple of days at least, and the Pantheon knows we'll need every bit of it with the weight on our shoulders :^)

Would like to mention that swimming is a full body exercise, and fun to boot.
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>>4548376

Use the bonus, and train under

>2] Brothers Eustance and Tancred Nye. (The very polite gentlemen you saw earlier today. They adore swimming, have done so with you on a few occasions, and know your limits. They'll take it easier on you than their compatriots, but also may be more willing to teach you about BALANCED devotion to the God of action.)

First off there's 2 of them so that means at least one will be available at all times, second is that Richard is a very versatile man being able to invoke ALL of the gods and choosing to get ALL of the boons from Agriculture, it only makes sense to train ALL aspects of Flesh too. If anything it's a perfect base to try and specialize later on if needed. By using the Dahlia bonus we are already getting a bump to strength anyway.
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Rolled 63 (1d100)

>>4548395

Forgot the roll, Yech bless my dice
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>>4548397
He did indeed bless your dice.
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>>4548376
>>4548395
(Hey guys. There's a very major, fundamental difference in how you both are approaching the quest, and while it's interesting, it's downright exhausting to parse with every single vote. I recognize that it can be uncomfortable and frustrating to spell stuff like this out but fortunately I am a master of making people uncomfortable and frustrated! As your QM, I am pausing this prompt until we can reconcile this massive, unspoken agreement.

One of you wants to take a highly irrational, reckless, and faith-based approach to events with our protagonist. It's inherently not logical, and therefore cannot be defended. When I present prompts. I've been actively trying to reconcile this behavior whenever possible, but it is very time consuming and difficult without communication on all sides.

The other party here has been actively vetoing this reckless behavior at every turn and is obviously frustrated with events that can and will undo months of (real life!) effort. Your frustration is understandable, and I respect the desire to keep things civil. Seriously.

But you guys need to sort this out. I don't want to have bickering or discomfort with every prompt, even when everyone is on the same page. I don't want to have to baby you guys and present shoe-horned options, and try to be respectful of everyone's decisions. I'm asking for a mature reconciliation of this disagreement, rather than being heavy handed or using the quest to sort out a player difference.

I am no master if brevity either, but just to be clear: I'm pausing the session and we will move forward when you guys can communicate why you are at odds with every prompt. Please try to convey (for my sake!) why you both are at odds. I'm trying to facilitate a discussion, not speeches or ranting at one another. If you can't defend your position, please reconsider it, or at least try to listen to the other party.

I HATE doing this, and appreciate you guys more than I can say. I'm trying to save us all countless hours of me trying to sort through opposition after opposition with every single vote, if nothing else.)
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>>4548438
(Also obviously mobile so please excuse the abundance of typos. Just dumping my thoughts on the matter because it's hurting my fun and this is all about having a good collaborative time.)
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>>4548343
>Apply your +20 bonus (GREEN DAHLIA).
>1] Brother Roger Garrick.

Strength is the foundation, the frame we must build to handle the WEIGHT of our station.
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Rolled 45 (1d100)

>>4548343
>>4548452
Dice roll rucked up, anyway I don't care desu which one wins eventually, I just care about Richard not being a literal ball of blubber lost to sensation.
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>>4548456
(Appreciate you man. Those three rolls will do it, but still holding off on the update for the conversation. Just want to stress that if anyone else wants to share their thoughts on this matter, please feel free! Trying to open the door to a meta discussion, no pressure of this being reflected in the quest, just trying to have a healthy discussion so people can share their thoughts so my sanity can be salvaged lol.)
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>>4548438
>>4548456
I want us to be healthier but going all in is not healthy, or as I feel, the direction we've been going with as a character.
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>>4548438
>>4548444
I didn't mean or want to hurt anyone's fun, and I'm sorry it comes off like that. I don't think we're necessarily opposed, in all honesty, it's just one disagreement that then spiraled into this.

I'm not trying to cause offense, or anger, and I certainly don't wish to lie. I can understand how my words can be misinterpreted at times, but I would never seek to intentionally derail a thread or undo months worth of effort, and I'm sorry if my actions or words potentially have led to that. I'll try and restrain myself in the future.

I am mortified that I caused so much trouble for you all. It was never my wish or intention to come to this point, and I don't think I have the words to describe how sorry I am to have led you all to this point.

>>4548395
+1, you can forget my vote, I did say swimming was fun full body exercise.
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>>4548463
(Thanks for sharing your thoughts bro. Really appreciate it.)

>>4548485
(It's all good dude, thanks for taking the time to reply. This quest is DESIGNED to put you all in the shoes of an addict, and someone who's consumed by their impulses. It's easy to not realize how hard that spirals, or how much damage can be caused from what feels like minor or justified decisions building up. While giving that impression to you all is one of the driving forces of Catalyst it's also crucial to me to facilitate everyone's fun. Really means a lot to me for you all to be so civil and understanding. Thanks again for taking the time to reply!

I'll note the swap in prompts as well. Currently proctoring some tests so I'll leave this open a bit longer, will give everyone any additional time they want to talk about it or whatever too. You guys also feel free to discuss anything meta anytime! The thread is here for virtually anything related to the quest and you know how much we all love to talk. :^))
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>>4548438

With every vote I make I try to honor old promises not to just Mercy but to all of our friends. Being insane and off the cuff in life or death situations makes sense, it's high risk reward. When we are at home there is NO reason to go balls deep at every turn, throwing out the concept of restraint because we didn't follow it for a single thread is nonsensical, it is a core tenet of the church we are the Father of. I am willing to push things when there is no other option, but doing it for every single vote just undoes so much of the work we put in.

It is also beyond exhausting to try to justify a course of action an be brushed off fully, I've been here since the first thread and I don't want to go BACK to a previous state in character development.
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>>4548485
I believe his point of contention revolved around I betraying a compromise we made. I wasn't trying to disrupt or disrespect anyone, and I wasn't trying to lie. I just never interpreted my words as part of a compromise.

My point of contention was that the democratic process was disrupted. If it was just my vote, I wouldn't care as much, but other anons supported my next vote, and it wasn't made clear if they were supporting all or only some of the prompts I'd chosen with it. When the vote was vetoed near the final stretch of the last 20 mins of stated voting, I didn't know how to interpret that, and it did leave a bitter taste in my mouth. I thought to state my intent and move on, but I obviously bundled that, so I'm sorry.

With the last bit of voting, the optional Green Dehlia threw me for another loop, as I didn't know how to interpret that, so I stated my intention as a way of explanation on why I chose the Dehlia. Looking back, it may have been interpreted as provoking or antagonizing, and I can tell you it wasn't intended as any of those things.

>>4548497
It was never my intent to revert in character development, and I can understand how frustrating it must be to see a character go down that path again.

And you can imagine my confusion when we talk about restraint and not pushing things when you don't have the option, yet we voted to invoke Agri immediately after Mercy, with no chance to take stock in between. These are a bit contrary, you'll have to admit.
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(Utterly blessed sentiments. I can't tell you how much I appreciate the loyalty and all your participation and patience. Can't even imagine what it's been like trudging through over one million words of these trenches but you're a fucking legend. We're definitely not reverting to prior character development, that's not possible at this point. :^)

I think we're all on board to focus on responsible and reasonable use of power while you guys are at home, and to try and learn some balance. I'll be presenting prompts accordingly, as always, just want to say thanks to all of you again for being so mature and civil about all of this. Blows my mind every time how reasonable and intelligent everyone here is, thanks so much for all of the participation and thoughts! The vote is LOCKED. I'm currently whiling away the last few hours of a slow shift before a long vacation weekend. Going to try and update while mobile, and will have a LOT more in store in the following days! Writing now.)
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>>4548516
(Ah, butts, didn't see this. Fuck it. Gonna hold off on writing til I'm off of work to give you guys some time to talk.)
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>>4548516

There is a distinction to be made between invoking them for their abilities and "summoning" them for council, us invoking Agri instantly after Mercy was so that we could once and for all fix the weight issue which would have compounded if we hadn't. Back in Beorward Father Fred encouraged us to invoke the gods in such a way, they are different actions fit for different purposes. I am not against invoking at all, obviously, but I do think we should weight the cost and benefits and not rely on them for EVERYTHING. The Adwin encounter could not have possibly be resolved without the gods, period. It's why I agreed to the insanity, it was the only way out without getting everyone killed. In contrast us diving head first into the unknown for no reason other than curiosity isn't nearly as warranted, we were safe, no one was in danger. We could have shown some restraint no issue, in the heat of metaphysical demon clemency missions I can agree that being moderate might not be the best call. Context matters a lot when it comes to invoking, as you saw with us coughing up blood for invoking Mercy for no reason. That hasn't happened in a LONG time and it was incredibly frustrating to witness, knowing that we had already made this exact mistake before with the entire pantheon.
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>>4548521
I see I bungled it again. Damnit.
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>>4548533
(Didn't bungle anything! Nothing wrong with some discussion. A few extra minutes here is saving me hours down the line. This is good. We're aaaaalll good)
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>>4548531
And then you can imagine my frustration then when we did cough up blood, but we invoked Agri instantly. I was fine calling her up that day, but we need a bit of a break between Goddesses at that point. I didn't want to rely on the Pantheon too much either (as hypocritical as it may seem). The weight issue may have compounded, and it would have been a bitch to deal with otherwise, but it could have been dealt with by mortal means, even if that's just another form of insanity in of itself (just imagining it gives shivers). I'm not saying that asking for Agri's help wasn't justified, it was. But it is in the same vein as asking the Gods for their help with a personal problem, even if that problem was caused by them unintentionally.

And yes, curiosity did kill a Cat, but aren't we all mice in this story? I don't believe Agri would intentionally hurt us, and from how she views it she's making an exception in our case. To let such a gift wither away... it's almost as bitter as the gift itself.

And yes, I probably failed at a pun here. I should have said Curiosity killed the Catalyst, but the temptation to pun was too much to ignore.

>>4548536
That doesn't inspire confidence. Has there been such a disagreement before?
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>>4548575

The blood was strictly a Mercy thing, each God has it's own punishments for abuse. Coughing up blood is a strictly Mercy thing, unrelated to any other god. The weight issue could not have been solved by mortal means if we let it compound, we gained 100lb or something like that in a week, you can't burn fat that fast even if we stopped invoking Agri wholesale. For the same reason I didn't want to eat the flower and end up having the same issue with a different aspect, she is the goddess of generosity, if we can't say no she will literally kill us with her gifts. It has been established that they cannot help but fully represent their domains, it's up to us to curate how much is too much. We are going to let a gift wither away EXACTLY because she would never intentionally hurt us, she can't help but offer and give, it's up to us to draw a line in the sand.
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>>4548575
>And yes, curiosity did kill a Cat, but aren't we all mice in this story?

I have no clue what this is supposed to mean.
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>>4548575
(The last time you guys were in a semi-stable situation was during our Avowed arc. There was a moment where you guys brutally abused Dream without any active opposition, during a large voting window. It made a lot of people incredibly upset, we had a long discussion about it, and that's what led to Richard's four months of downtime and training in Beorward. It was a very big deal and a pivotal moment of development. However, not only have things dramatically changed since then-- you guys are pushing the boundaries of metaphysics and shit on a daily basis. The situation does warrant some dangerous decisions from time to time, but I'll be presenting prompts from now on that are totally in line with what we've all discussed here. Really glad we did this.)

>>4548590
(For complete clarity on the weight issue, you guys started the quest as borderline anorexic, with an eating disorder relating to the curse on you, trauma from the famine, and habits imposed on you from your extended captivity. About 140lbs as a 6'2'' adult male. The first invocation you made to Agriculture put you on death's door, at about 100lbs. Susceptible to seizure and heart failure skinny. Should-have-died skinny. You worked in Beorward and put on 30lbs of muscle in four months, thanks to a borderline inhuman and sadistic regimen from Cyril and Father Friedrich (in the name of saving your life). From the 2nd month of the year, to the end of the 4th, you packed on roughly 60lbs of fat and muscle, due to lifestyle changes and multiple invocations to Agriculture. Most of which was then divinely converted to muscle, through an invocation to Flesh, clocking you in at 200lbs and ripped as fuck. Since then you've added an additional 100lbs (mostly of fat) on top of that, from extreme use of Agriculture, working out, and some serious binging at every opportunity presented. You're presently at around 300lbs total, which by all rights should have caused heart failure from how fast you put it on. Mercy mentioned she's kept the health effects of this at bay, and tempered Agriculture's effects, meaning it could have been *worse.* It would take months if not a couple of years of dedicated exercise and restricted diet to get to the shape you were in before. This is meta, but electing to have experienced priests of Flesh in your employ is probably a necessity to ensure you don't cause additional harm just through mundane exercise.

That -50 malus is conservative.)

>>4548592
(He mentioned wanting to make a pun, might have missed the mark. curiosity killed the catalyst is pretty funny. Doesn't hurt to be transparent sometimes too though kek

(Got about three hours left at work. Things did pick up a bit so thank you all for your patience.)
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>>4548592
Failed pun, I'm sorry for that. I didn't get much sleep today, so if I say something nonsensical, it's probably that.

>>4548590
I don't think it works like that with Agri. A relationship is a two way street, and the ability to choose how her gift manifests is a gift in of itself. We can't force her to not manifest her will on our physical vessel, as that would only be a denial of what she is, but we can compromise on how Agri would show us her generosity in a different form. It's isn't do much to do with the gift itself, but the metaphysical form that gift takes. To deny the gift is to deny her, and it's not so much drawing the line in the sand so much as communicating the intent and form the gift takes.

I just don't think letting her gift go to waste is a good move, even if she was just a regular person you care about instead of a Goddess.

>>4548617
I didn't realize. Thank you for informing me.
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>>4548645

We didn't let her gift go to waste, we didn't ignore it. We tasted ALL of it, she was never hellbent on us eating it anyway. I agree it is a two way street, and accepting the gift without risking our own health again is the perfect agreement. We aren't refusing anything, she said we can do anything we want with it.
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>>4548657
I know, but I think that's just a way of letting her down gently. It's a completely unique gift, home-grown with passion. It's a specially made with us in mind, and I just don't know how I feel about letting it wither like that. It just doesn't feel right, you know?

We got time to decide what to do about it though, so don't mind my holdups. I don't wish to stall the thread any further than I already have.
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>>4548674

Withering is part of her essence too. She is the goddess of life, death and everything in between, everything that grows also dies. Existence itself doesn't need to have a purpose, it's purpose all of it's own.
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>>4548681
All passion withers in Time, but that only means we have to enjoy it while it lasts, doesn't it?
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>>4548685

Last words of man that died of omega god cocaine overdose :^)
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>>4548690
Heh. Atleast he went out with a bang :^)
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(T-minus 2 hours. My roommate and partner want to go search for sage for Thanksgiving dinner. I've memed about herbs for so long it's manifesting IRL. Might have a slight delay, I'll be afk for a bit and will inform you all if there is a further hold up due to the holiday. This is hilariously appropriate and I'm so frustrated lol. Promise at least one update before the end of the night.)
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>>4548725
(It's been a mad dash across town to find vegan worcestershire sauce. May my apartment have mercy on me. ETA probably 1 more hour for starting the update, thank you again for your understanding guys. Will simply post the update when it's ready.)
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>>4548705

>USE THE BONUS
>STRENGTH IS YOUR FOUNDATION
>DON'T JUST APPEASE THE GOD OF VERSATILITY, TRAIN IN IT
>CONQUER THE WEIGHT OF YOUR STATION
>BE HEALTHIER GODDAMMIT
>HONOR YOUR PROMISES
>DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES
>STOP ABUSING MERCY FOR FUCK'S SAKE
>LEARN TO SAY 'NO' AND DRAW THAT LINE IN THE SAND
>PROBABLY STILL GOT SOME COMPLEX FEELINGS ABOUT AGRI
>STOP STALLING YOUR LIFE

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LET'S FUCKING GO VOTE IS LOCKED WRITING NOW!)
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>>4548983
https://youtu.be/l8KpjxesjsU

Growing up in a famine, being raised under the hand of a brutally strong farmer, and being stripped of your identity as a human as a boy did not make you soft. Neither did eight years in damned captivity. The taste of blood is still in your mouth. Leaving for the ruins to die forged your will in iron, and the allegiance of an archdemon. The capital knows you as a hero. Over one dozen survivors of Ostedholm look to you as the founder of their congregation. A return home came on the heels of assassins, and you intend to hunt down every last one of them.

You're the Father of Compassion. It's always been your greatest strength.

Evidence of abuse, excess, and the blessing of two Goddesses back-to-back is stripped clean from the room. You don't leave any additional notes. Nearly half a decade of your life has spent running the Church of Mercy, and the only man you truly answer to is your King. The morning search for the priests of Flesh in your company gives you more Time to think, still. Being qualified to pen the tenets of Agriculture came from all of Her domains. You are a priest of all of the Gods. It only makes sense to train in all the aspects of action.

"Balance."

You found them quickly enough, on the outskirts of the great hall. Brother Eustace and Tancred do not need further instruction. The frame you possess is the altar of your devotion, and you have sinned. Flesh may scorn you now, but you won't tolerate it for another second. The weight of your station is fuel for your fire. The coming days may challenge your skills as a leader, but the rest of your life demands infinitely more. Insanity has a place in your life. So does excess. But not today. Today you, and two of the nicest men you've ever met politely deflect any and all criticism that's fired your way from the rest of your congregation, staff, or friends. They get you away from the main hall.

"It is very important to take Time to rest." Eustace is a treasure, as he shoulder-checks Agnes while you all pass down the hall. "I heard you and Father Wilhelm are close! I also heard that you gave Fred the runaround. How about you kick his ass, next Time?"

You both could not grin any harder.

His brother tarries a moment behind, dusting Agnes off as politely as he's able. Tancred winks at you both. The priestesses barrage of insults carry down the hall, in lieu of asking where you're going.

"The heart is the strongest muscle, and Father, you've been training it every second! Let us apply that same discipline today. Keep your Spirit high! Today, we fight each other. Tomorrow, we may fight together."

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>>4549031
A discreet location on the outskirts of your gardens has been selected. There's a few fallen trees. On arrival, you confirm that solid stone fountains can be drained. Monstrous rocks and debris are set aside. "A warm-up," Tancred happily declares, as he runs up with several boulders in hand.

Roughly an hour later, they're still all smiles. Spotting you is a workout in an of itself for both men. They aren't phased at all by how badly you've been beating yourself up. "Do not worry, Father. Vomiting from lifting is natural! It is weakness leaving the body."

Existence doesn't need to have a purpose. Everything will wither in Time. You are not dying today— but your inability to say 'no' will. You give them no quarter. You're not risking your health again. Not at home. A close eye is kept on the Time, on the sky, and on your intent to show all the Gods your devotion.

"We're all rooting for you, Father!"

The might of the pantheon doesn't compare to how miserable you feel near the end of it. You focus on fighting through worse than weight, or blood, or exhaustion. Each God has their own punishment for abuse. You know them intimately. It stops today.

"Heh. Root."
"Thank you for the display of appreciation, Tancred. You know how sincerely I appreciate it. Will you fetch one of those tree trunks? It should do nicely."

The Gods will literally kill you if you cannot control yourself. Control usually escapes you, but there are two priests of self-discipline in your employ. LONG before you think you should stop, an expanse of the moat is elected for cooling off. Eustace ensures you, "it will come with a burn hotter than the sun! How is that, for the Father of the Day?"

You've made mistakes before. They're a learning experience. Your intentions to serve with all your being are one thing. Destroying your image, your credibility, and everything you hold dear is another. It doesn't escape you how discreet the three of you keep the routine. There will be a Time for public appearances, and this is not one of them.

Begrudgingly seeing to a rationed breakfast on the outskirts of the curtain wall comes with a prayer to the Goddess. Conversation, pleasantries, and verbal worship will come later. The first day of the rest of your life stretches out before you. Your city is baking hot under the sun. So are devastated fields, far off in the countryside. Roads in disrepair. A Father delayed.

You're sick of stalling.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4549033
>A] ELECT TO MAKE A TIME-SKIP. Jump ahead through all micromanaging. It will be assumed that you see to affairs to the best of yours and your congregation's ability. The sermon you will hold with Mercy will be planned and written by your QM, in accordance with as much character development and intent expressed by our voters thus far. One more post will be provided, and we will end the thread. I will launch thread 22 TOMORROW, THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 25TH. We'll open with the sermon.

>B] START KNOCKING THIS SHIT OUT. (The following are MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE. We will address these items one at a time, until we hit 404, or they are all addressed. (Whichever comes first.))
>1] MISSIONARY WORK.
>2] AUDIENCE WITH YOUR PEOPLE.
>3] PLAN THAT SERMON.
>4] HELP THE POOR AND DOWNTRODDEN.
>5] AN EX-DEMON IS YOUR WARD. GO SEE TO HIM. (Write-in any additional action you want to take regarding Adwin preemptively, if you wish.)
>6] YOU WERE NEARLY KILLED ON YOUR WAY HOME. WHAT THE FUCK WERE THOSE ASSASSINS?
>7] STACE! MORRIS! VENGEANCE!
>8] TAKE STOCK OF THE ENTIRE SITUATION. HOLD ANOTHER DAMN MEETING. EVERYONE IS ATTENDING. (I'll write a scene with nearly twenty named and speaking characters. I don't even care. Let's do this shit.)
>9] Write-in. (Subject to QM approval.)

>C] CLEARLY specify if there is an action you want to leave by the wayside. This will shorten the amount of time we spend in this thread on duties, and focus on getting to your public sermon ASAP. Subject to vocal opposition AND QM discretion.
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>>4549035
>4] HELP THE POOR AND DOWNTRODDEN.
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>>4549057
+1
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>>4549057
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>>4549035
>>4] HELP THE POOR AND DOWNTRODDEN.

Needs more Mercy.
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>>4549204
(HELLA unanimous vote. Awesome stuff guys. Vote is locked here. Writing now!)
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>>4549206
https://youtu.be/DMTPHiDcIyU

The city of Mercy has lacked its Mother and Father for far too long. The first order of business is seeing to the sick, and downtrodden. There are so many problems with this, a lesser man would not know where to start. You set about wrangling together your clergy, and direct every last one of them towards the main choir. The entire affair takes roughly half an hour to orchestrate, thanks to the breadth of the castle. Within the hour, you're all assembled. A few things are relayed to you by Electrum, under the stained glass, amidst pews, and embraced by the ever-rising sun.

There's the matter of Sister Corbon's work in the city. She's seen the as many of the sick and dying that she could, but was obstructed at every turn. Those who recognized her often turned her outright away from their homes. Affiliation with your blasphemous congregation comes with a high social cost. Those that she could not bully into accepting her aid— through waving authority, or further threats against their health— were left unattended. The clergy of Corcaea are once again able to call upon the Goddess of healing, but it was too little, too late in many places. You are only one man, and have pushed yourself beyond all mortal limits. It would be unwise to go it alone.

The safety of your family is a serious concern. From the public appearances you wish to make, to simply traveling outside of the keep, there is the constant threat against everyone's livelihood. Most of the castle remains empty. For the vast majority of the day, its residents gather in the great hall. Anyone who is not immediately tasked with defense has been leaning hard on the protection of your home. There have been attempts multiple Time a day, every day, for cutthroats and butchers to try and work their way inside of your fortress' high walls. Harvey and Irefist have given potential spies among the guards nothing to work with thus far. Both men are sleeping in shifts, while personally monitoring Walter's and Harriet's protection. It's a bad spot for both of them to be in. They're worn out, and you all are just getting started.

If you can safely open the doors to the Church of Mercy, there is then the question of who to let in. Moving the sick within the halls of your home would be a tremendous ordeal, given the social unrest in the streets— but once inside, they could be treated and monitored through mundane means with far greater ease. The population boom has led to a massive surge in childbirths, and there will be orphans from the flood. You saw a number of vagrants running around the streets from the first few moments you came back to Eadric. There may be homeless adults. There will definitely be those who will take advantage of your kindness. Plenty of citizens may try to seek free shelter and protection from you, especially in such a trying Time.

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>>4549248
There's also the threat of those who will take the opportunity to slip into your home in the guise of a friend, to slit the necks of your family as they sleep.

This is to say nothing of the starving, the elderly, and those who have fallen on difficulties from concerns that plague you all. Outbreaks tear families apart. Refugees may be seeking shelter from outside of the city's walls. It could be suicide to open your doors in full. The men and women working under your employ are already pushed to their absolute limit, in terms of the burdens placed on them.

There is the matter of your tenets. You penned them yourself. Seven clergy of Mercy are under your command, and finally arrive together in the hall. Brother Durville drops his halberd when he sees you. The young brunette doesn't even need to shave, but he's seen more combat than most. The boy's reliance on weaponry and shields is only a supplement to his own ability to invoke. The gears turning in his head are practically visible, as Sister Tilda sweeps up the flabbergasted priest's weapon, and politely hands it off to him.

Sister Superior Clemence "Electrum" Tirel, Sister Beatrice "Spangle" Corbon, Sister Agnes Willoughby, Sister Susan Willoughby, Sister Tilda Willoughby, Brother Peter Fergant, and Brother Thomas Durville are currently at your disposal. You're all gathered in the main choir, and do not have Time for preaching.

Every last one of them has sworn to uphold the same, fundamental truths. You preach, regardless. They need the reminder.

"The Church of Mercy is our home. Our gift. As the halls of Our shelter remain open to all who seek refuge, so too are Our hands. I will never fail to extend myself. Neither the fall of Our home, nor a crack in my shield will halt my oath. I will not hesitate to use my own vessel in the name of Mercy."

Brother Fergant and Sister Agnes are doing everything in their power to keep the young upstart in your midst from interfering with your orders. The young man means well. He was your running partner as recently as two months ago. There's an ache in your heart that's not going to go away until you set things right. It might be nice to invite the sprinter to work out with you every so often. His elder is all bristling stubble, and new gray through his hair. Peter was challenged to prove himself to you, upon your arrival in Eadric. "Thank you, Father Anscham. I see you've decided to take some action."

He presents you with a map. You grin, and love maps. "What is the meaning of this?" It's an innocuous, small piece of parchment. The item is scarcely five inches across in any direction, but has a remarkable amount of information. The hand that penned it is steady, firm, and releases his grip to brush off his hands.

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>>4549249
Your most veteran clergy member (in terms of age, not authority,) might think you've been cursed by something. Not only can you not be bothered to care, you're not going to entertain a single disparaging remark. The sheer amount of stoicism and resolution you're radiating immediately puts the man in his place. Brother Fergant points out several markers on the map. Its border mimics the perimeter of Eadric. A number of squares mark the location of the Church of Mercy, along with what you instantly recognize as major landmarks. Bends in the runoff from the Morinburn River. Commonly used halls for meetings, and business. The gardens. Checkpoints, and major gates. Between all of the little squares are a few red circles. "Orphanages. Permit them do their job. We can provide additional funding at your discretion."

Grumbling from Electrum about the art budget. You try not to smirk. The man at your side points to a number of little black x's. "Kitchens, that Sister Superior Tirel—"

Spangle outright snaps, "Electrum." She could not look more pissed. Her foot is tapping. Every inch of her is radiating that she's hating being in the same space as the majority of your clergy.

The grimace on Brother Fergant's face could cut glass, as he repeats, "Sister Superior Tirel and I have inspected. They've been ransacked. Those that were not destroyed outright have been closed. Every building that I've indicated is intended to be re-opened, but are now being used for the criminally inclined. Our livelihood is at serious risk here in the castle. This will only be compounded for every additional stranger that enters our halls. Blindly adhering to our tenets is as great a sin as ignoring them outright."

You take a level breath. He wants to lecture you on how to run things. He means well. It's fine. You are a patient, and understanding man.

"This is our home, but it is also our shield. I would like to advise you, Father Anscham: do not create a crack in our defenses. Not where there are presently few to none."

Spangle spits again. "Coward."

Sister Agnes, Sister Susan, and Brother Durville bristle. They're all infinitely too well-mannered to speak out against a superior— especially a member of your congregation— and especially while they're in your company. Everyone is on edge, save for Tilda, who has been making a series of poultices and powders while you all speak. She beams at you. The squeak of her voice interrupts whatever retort Brother Fergant was about to fire off. "You seem much calmer, Father. Wonderful weather we're having, isn't it? Blessed be the day, and all that. We shouldn't have any trouble at all if we don't get all split up, I don't think. Hard to give a group of clergy a hard Time, after all! Strength in numbers?" She elbows Brother Durville, who has settled into a state between devastation, and disbelief. "Ehh?"

(Oof just over 3/4)
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>>4549250
The priest shrugs away from her, as lightly as he can. The grip he's keeping on the weapon at hand tightens. So does his own scowl. "Yeah."

There's bags under everyone's eyes. The severity of how understaffed you are cannot be overstated. There's only 7 clergy in your employ, and one of you. Every member of your clergy is currently also tasked with other duties. Demanding their attention be given to a different, additional matter is risky. In addition to compromising the security of the Church of Mercy— if every one of your invokers is absent— your staff is only human. Overworking them could destroy worse things than their health. Things like your friendships, and their respect for you.

>All of the following are mutually exclusive. Majority vote will decide.
>Select one (1) prompt.

>A] This has to wait. It's insanely unrealistic to address these matters at the moment, and hideously unfair to your clergy to expect this of them now. Once the affair with Father Pevrel is attended to, you'll get an update on the matter, and determine how sorely you need to wait on additional hands. Try to focus on home security, and making the most of your work here, now.
>1] MISSIONARY WORK. (You already have your clergy gathered.)
>2] AUDIENCE WITH YOUR PEOPLE. (If you can't go to them en masse, and they can't reside here, maybe letting a smaller number come to you would be more manageable.)
>3] PLAN THAT SERMON. (Everyone present will likely want to be involved.)
>5] AN EX-DEMON IS YOUR WARD. GO SEE TO HIM. (You might have forgotten about the art lessons. Shit. Better late, than never.)

>B] There are citizens of your city sick, and dying. You can't stand the thought of it. The problem of your public image will not get any easier, and fear will not stop you from seeing to those who's lives may be in danger. (Resolve to tackle this specific problem. Write-in who you want to have go with you, if anyone.)

>C] The Church of Mercy is YOUR home to use as YOU see fit. Its doors are meant to ALWAYS remain open. Upholding this oath is one of your greatest challenges while residing in Eadric. The burden is monstrous, but as the Father of Shelter...
>1] TAKE STOCK OF THE ENTIRE SITUATION. HOLD ANOTHER DAMN MEETING. EVERYONE IS ATTENDING. (You've got a good chunk of them already assembled, and will be able to gather everyone else faster than you could have alone.)
>2] YOU WERE NEARLY KILLED ON YOUR WAY HOME. WHAT THE FUCK WERE THOSE ASSASSINS? (Sounds like Brother Fergant knows something. Call for Harvey, and Irefist too. The keep's immediate security is in question, and you can't let it fall by the wayside. It's a good, discreet place to start.)

>D] You need answers, dammit. There's a map in your hands that can take you straight to a significant cause of crime and turmoil in your city. You're not going to let this sit. (Write-in who you want to invite to investigate this issue with you, if anyone.)

>E] Write-in.
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>>4549251
(We have a LARGE cast. For the sake of saving space, I did not list every possible combination of allies you could take with you, or any of them specifically. If anyone has any questions, needs a reminder of who you have with you, etc. etc. please let me know. For your reference, our Google Drive has a list of all your current congregation members in the "New Journal" tab. If it would be convenient, sometime between this thread and the next I can make a cheat-sheet just with all the main cast, their picture, and names on it, too. No fluff, just for meta reference. Let me know.)
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>>4549251
>>C] The Church of Mercy is YOUR home to use as YOU see fit. Its doors are meant to ALWAYS remain open. Upholding this oath is one of your greatest challenges while residing in Eadric. The burden is monstrous, but as the Father of Shelter...
>2] YOU WERE NEARLY KILLED ON YOUR WAY HOME. WHAT THE FUCK WERE THOSE ASSASSINS? (Sounds like Brother Fergant knows something. Call for Harvey, and Irefist too. The keep's immediate security is in question, and you can't let it fall by the wayside. It's a good, discreet place to start.)

We are already undermanned and overworked, having to worry about assassins and losing clergy is the primary concern. Fergant is right, we can't help anyone if we can't protect ourselves first. Rescuers safety is paramount irl too, find a way to properly secure our family and then see how to best aid the people.
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>>4549268
+1
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>>4549268
+1, we'll get to our ward later today, as soon as this is cleared up. The colors of Twilight would be perfect on a canvas, the blend of Night and Day... but that will be for the end of today.
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>>4549268
>>4549276
>>4549283
(Gooooooooooood morning gentlemen and we are BACK! Happy thanksgiving to those of you who celebrate! Will be afk at some point today to cook, but aside from that should be free as a bird. Unanimous vote is locked here. Noting that you guys will see Adwin this evening, no matter what. Writing now!)
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>>4549251
>>4549268
+1

It seems we're being forced to change priorities, disappointing but expected. We can't expect our clergy to work effectively with this looming threat above them.
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>>4549442
(Appreciate the vote! Got pulled away from the update predictably, but at least it ensured that I got to include this. Writing.)
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>>4549268
>>4549276
>>4549283
>>4549442
Running a hand through your own hair, and dragging your palm over the bags under your own eyes doesn't cut it. There's a severe desire to go get a drink. You crush the impulse with righteous resolution. "We all are undermanned, and overworked." Exhaustion, and gratitude casts to Brother Fergant. "You're right."

He gives you a sincere smile. It might be the first you've ever seen from him, which only gets a little deeper as you continue.

"Having to worry about assassins, and— and the risk of losing you all is my primary concern. We cannot begin to pray to protect anyone else, if we cannot protect ourselves first. Let us find a way to solidify our mutual security. As disappointing as this situation may be, I was expecting priorities to shift as new information came to light."

A few weary smiles find a way to surface, as you all bask in the sun within the main choir.

"You all cannot work effectively with this threat looming overhead. Brother Durville?"

He's taken heart. A fair measure of devastation drops off of his frame. "Yes, Father?"

"Will you please fetch Harvey, and Irefist? Whoever is not guarding the keep will be sleeping nearby. Both of their presence is immediately required. Please grant them any Time they need to ensure the keep's defense in their temporary absence. We will keep this as brief—" You laugh, exasperated. "—as briefly as I'm able."

The boy takes off running without a second's hesitation. You literally pray for his swift, and safe return. No one minds the additional moment of quiet, and sanity.

To the triplets, you quickly reassure them, "I trust you all to aid me. I will do everything in my power to aid the people, but your safety is paramount. I know you all are horrifically busy. If you would like to resume—"

A shake of all three priestess' heads. Agnes pipes up. "The security of the Church of Mercy is as great a concern for us, as it is for any other."

While every quietly requests permission to stay (which you immediately grant), there's a matter you've failed to see to. As tactfully as you're able, you pull Electrum and Spangle aside. It's rough, but you need to instruct someone else to temper their impulses. Sister Corbon's fire-starting is a threat to the safety of your city. It's far from productive. Beyond any measure of a doubt, you will not be invoking unnecessarily in the days to come. Promising your priestess to conduct research together is one thing, but following through is another. Experimentation is out of the question (for the Time being). So is enabling her vices, even if they perfectly compliment yours.

You don't want to be a hypocrite, even though you're positive you're going to come off as one.

(Options in next post.)
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>>4549505
>A] Bite the bullet, and tell Spangle point-blank that she is forbidden to perform any arson in Eadric, or any of its surrounding areas. She's a grown woman, who needs to manage her own impulses.
>1] Be firm, and make it a clear order. Threaten punishment, if necessary.
>2] You know how difficult it is, and won't be cruel, but you want to give her no doubt about how serious this issue is. You're willing to take some extra Time to reason with her, in the name of compassion.

>B] Flatly apologize for your behavior yesterday. Try and have a conversation about how you're doing everything in your ability to manage the fixations you have, and encourage her to do the same.
>1] Try to talk it out, and encourage Spangle to find a solution herself. You're the Father of Grace, and can definitely find a means of resolving this in a civil fashion.
>2] You were not joking about barbecue. Propose that she tend to the fires of the main hall, the hearths, and some cooking. You will get no end of shit for the suggestion, but you'd rather deal with some harassment now, than to have to clean up burnt bodies later.

>C] You have no regrets, and would never apologize for your involvement with the Gods. Awareness of your self-abusive behavior and acceptance of your flaws is still something worth preaching! You meant what you said when you proposed working with Sister Corbon in mutual research. Explain to her that you are simply too busy at the moment to enable either of you to stick to your original plan.
>1] Ask Spangle if she's willing to wait for things to die down, before you broach Sister Cardew about how to manage your preoccupations together. You WILL get to this matter, but can't promise a specific date. Make your intentions clear, and see if Electrum can help Spangle get out some aggression in the meantime.
>2] Propose that you three carve out some Time this evening together, and find a healthier way of tackling this dilemma. You do everything in your power to uphold your word, and empty promises do not sit right with you.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4549508
C2
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>>4549508
>>C] You have no regrets, and would never apologize for your involvement with the Gods. Awareness of your self-abusive behavior and acceptance of your flaws is still something worth preaching! You meant what you said when you proposed working with Sister Corbon in mutual research. Explain to her that you are simply too busy at the moment to enable either of you to stick to your original plan.
>2] Propose that you three carve out some Time this evening together, and find a healthier way of tackling this dilemma. You do everything in your power to uphold your word, and empty promises do not sit right with you.

She is on edge already, let's not push her buttons too much.
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>>4549518
>>4549535
(Great dudes, locking the unanimous vote here. Writing now!)
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>>4549560
"I have been playing with fire." The heat of the afternoon sun is nowhere near as volatile as fuse wire standing before you. Tension is all through the thin priestess, and you're not about to set off another reaction. "This evening. The three of us need to do something about this dilemma." No apology crosses your tone. "Awareness of our destructive behavior is still a matter worth preaching. We can find a healthier way of tackling our inclinations, Spangle. I do everything in my power to uphold my word— and empty promises do not sit right with me."

Electrum shifts, and looks between the two of you. Her lip curls. She's equally excited by the prospect, but seems deeply bothered. It's likely that she can't fathom how to schedule it, but her eagerness won't be tempered. "I can think of something."

A light rap on your shoulder, from Sister Corbon. "Hey."

You ignore the look of shock and offense that Sister Agnes is casting at Spangle for touching you. A grimace between both of them suffices. "Yes?"

"Don't go keeping me waiting again." That shark-like grin is back in full force. "Last night was pretty shitty. Walter ended up taking me out of the hall. I was worried sick about you." Both of her hands mimic claws. "After all, who knows what trouble I'll get up to, if left to my own devices?"

Electrum punches her. The impact hits so soundly, it sends a shiver up your spine. The financier leers, "don't."

Her sister sets about rubbing her arm, while inviting another hit. It doesn't escape you that everyone present is reverting to treating you with a distant, delicate hand. "We'll meet at the drawbridge," you propose. "Come night-fall. I believe we all will find ourselves more comfortable in the cover of dark."

A smile is offered to you, from both women. The pallor on all of your faces isn't leaving any Time soon. There's no intent here to stay out all night. All three of you just want to feel something like normalcy. Some relief.

Adwin will be seen to first. The twilight will suit canvas much more appropriately, and his art lessons have not slipped your mind. You're going to sort out this mess first, and see to a being who will treat you like a human the moment you're finished.

You really do need to say something, but now is far from an appropriate occasion to insist on how others treat you. In far less Time than you'd have expected, Brother Durville come running back. Harvey and Irefist are with him. It looks like they simply brought Walter and Harriet along. The fact that they do not trust any other soul in the building to guard them is beyond alarming. The knight in your company is still clad head-to-toe in armor, though it seems that the tattered cloak on the red lion's back has seen some action. There's fairly fresh blood on a fold nearest to his face. Harvey's fair features are ghostly.

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You suspect he's heard a fair share of what you, Mercy, and Agriculture were up to yesterday. If nothing else, the red-head gives you a weary smile as he approaches. His helmet comes off, and you get a full view of his matted hair, the sweat on his brow, and exhaustion that easily rivals yours. He's at the head of the small company, and waves as they finish approaching. The motion doesn't come higher than chest-level. Fatigue is on him thicker than his sinewstone. "Hey. G-glad to see you m-made it out of th-there alive."

He definitely heard the majority of your interactions with Mercy and Agriculture. Nervous energy teases at the ring on your hand, and the nearby hem of your robes. No eye contact. This is fine. "Good afternoon, Harvey. Irefist—"

Bringing up the rear of the group is the most blasphemous member of your congregation. The former resident of Rimilde, ex-sailor, fighter, and associate to your church is clad in far more armor than you saw him in previously. The singular pauldron and fragmented mail on the shorter, stockier man's frame has been replaced with a quality gambeson. An intact breastplate covers it, with complete mail beneath. There's damp dirt on Irefist's shoes, which is getting tracked through the main choir as he rapidly approaches. His gaunt, sun-stained features are worn thin. It looks like he's been running himself into the ground, and there's frizz to the highest crop of his nearly-shaved hair. He doesn't reply. Doesn't wave. Doesn't do more than find a nearby pew to collapse in. The sword and shield he was carrying are unceremoniously cast aside on the floor.

Irefist makes a point of sleeping in front of all of you. Moderate snoring fills the choir before Sister Cardew crosses the last of the aisle towards you. She's wearing plainclothes, or her closest approximation to it. At least five simple, white skirts all shuffle as the young woman adjusts her glasses, breaks away from Walter's side, and pokes your chest. "Richard. Where have you been—"

"Attending to business." A weary glance, to everyone present.

Walter looks like he was slapped recently. He gives you a cheeky grin. The rest of your clergy is politely standing by, though Electrum and Spangle look like they want to beat Harriet to death.

The priestess of Spirit takes a step back the instant she hears the gravity of your tone. "We all were attacked repeatedly on the road from Calunoth. I could not bring myself to attend to the details of the matter at the Time. We are home. This threat to our collective safety must be addressed. Assassins and miscreants have no place in the city of shields. What have we gathered on them? Any identity? Motives? Allegiances? This has been going on for weeks. You all are capable enough to have deduced something."

Spangle sneers, "what do you think I've been doing? Killing puppies?"

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>>4549686
Ray's absence sends a chill up your spine. You can't help but interject, "I take it Ray is at the keep—"

"B-best g-guard in th-the country." Harvey collapses in the pew next to Irefist, and doesn't nudge him awake. "He's g-got th-the keep cov-vered."

Casting a grimace to Brother Fergant, Spangle, Harvey, Sister Cardew, and Walter is sufficient. They all launch into an actual report.

While on the road from Calunoth, Harvey saw to the safety and security of your company. He and Irefist killed no fewer than two dozen men who were out for your blood. The majority of the attacks on the caravan monopolized on wearing down your company's resources, slowing your procession to Eadric, and sabotaging your allies by any means necessary. Interrogation of multiple captured individuals revealed no information. Six killed themselves before Spangle could even get to them. The rest were killed via questioning, or outright after refusing to cooperate.

The year is 606, in the country of Corcaea— and the souls of mankind belong to demons. Torture is a regular occurrence. No one present bats an eye at the mention of your enemies receiving retribution. To suffer is to serve, after all.

What matters, and what Sister Cardew repeatedly stresses is that every single individual sent after you could not be identified. They arrived wearing masks, exhibited stoicism even in the face of death, bore no identifying markers, and always traveled from a great distance. They were not local citizens. These were carefully selected killers, who were willing to die to protect whoever hired them to take your life. At the very least, they died to harm the integrity of your return, and to tax your resources.

There's no question in Brother Fergant's mind that the only individuals with the wealth, control, and vendetta necessary to employ this operation would be a member of clergy— former, or otherwise. He notes that Spangle's work in the city has been in an attempt to root out any spies on Stace's and Morris' behalf. While she's performed overt work, he's been seeing to more discreet means of investigation with Sister Superior Tirel.

They have reason to believe that there are multiple bases of operation within Eadric for your enemies to utilize. The city of defense cannot be so easily sieged. The attackers who have assaulted your castle must be primarily using the city itself for their own shelter, while jeopardizing yours.

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>>4549688
Everyone present is relieved beyond measure that the doors to the Church of Mercy will temporarily be closed. The vast measure of assaults have been made by only one or two individuals at a Time. The similarities end there. There have been reckless, open attacks on your congregation in the street. Besmirching of their names and authority. Covert attempts at poison, while Irefist and Spangle have been out in the town. Incidents such as James being accosted for attempting to do so much as say your name. Skilled killers arriving in the dead of night, who have intimate knowledge of the castle's layout. And, of course, those who are non-violently demanding that you all simply leave the castle. The issue of your identity itself being questioned.

It's no wonder Fergant is going gray. An unflappable measure of determination is still on the priest, as he insists, "the streets are not safe. The castle's exterior defenses cannot be held, given our limited number of hands, and lack of compliance from the guard. Their utter lack of communication has led us to believe that they have been threatened, bribed, or worse. There is surely an immediate risk to their families."

Irefist mumbles, with his eyes still shut, "and the fucking countryside is a disaster. Don't even get me started on how bad shit is outside the city walls. They're going to be coming in, lookin' for a place to squat, and it's only going to get worse if they're left out in the streets."

(Options in next post.)
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>>4549690
>The following are not mutually exclusive.
>Some prompts may augment and/or support the actions of others.
>Write-ins are strongly encouraged to bolster any strategy you wish to employ.
>Please feel free to ask additional questions about the resources and defenses available to you.

>A] You hate it, but you need to take a prisoner, and want to conduct an interrogation personally. There are a LOT of resources at your disposal to ensure less violent results. Instruct your knight and soldier to capture the next attacker they face. You want them alive, unharmed, and capable of speech. It looks like your dungeons will get some use this week, after all. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] Spangle might have actually been onto something, by sending a non-lethal, loud message to your enemies. Have her brainstorm with Walter, Harriet, and Brother Fergant on a means of capitalizing on her intimidation, without any further loss of life or major property damage.

>C] Electrum is a treasure beyond measure, and needs to be treated as such. Have her flex her social capabilities, and get to the bottom of who is occupying the buildings in the city. Send Brother Durville and the Willoughby sisters with her for additional support.
>1] As a covert operation. They are to let NO ONE know that they're affiliated with the church.
>2] As an open display of power. Have them crush anyone who tries to bring them any harm. Your allies are brutally strong, and capable of wielding the might of a Goddess. Mundane attackers are laughable, compared to demons and natural destruction.
>3] Despite the risks, you're going with them. You will assess the situation once you all are fully aware of what you're facing.

>D] You're going on lock-down until the sermon. All efforts will be concentrated on utilizing your staff and natural defenses. The Church of Mercy is going to be made air-tight.
>1] Focus on the keep. It's designed as a last defense, and can be managed with your present staff. There's a risk of the rest of the castle becoming occupied, but you are willing to sort that out later.
>2] You're confronting the guard personally. If they are not centralized, you'll gather as many of them as you can. If even one soul is willing to speak with you, you might make some headway. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>E] The defense of a castle, the safety of your family, and the lives of your friends is a complex affair. You have some more ideas on how to handle it. (Write-in.)
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>>4549691

>B] Spangle might have actually been onto something, by sending a non-lethal, loud message to your enemies. Have her brainstorm with Walter, Harriet, and Brother Fergant on a means of capitalizing on her intimidation, without any further loss of life or major property damage.

Intimidation will not work, they don't fear death or consequence at best they are fanatical and at worst in serious debt. We are being forced into a defensive, have them create a smokescreen of sorts if at all possible. Delay, deceive and disrupt their operations. It will be the perfect cover for...

>C] Electrum is a treasure beyond measure, and needs to be treated as such. Have her flex her social capabilities, and get to the bottom of who is occupying the buildings in the city. Send Brother Durville and the Willoughby sisters with her for additional support.
>1] As a covert operation. They are to let NO ONE know that they're affiliated with the church.

Gather as much information as possible, without putting themselves at risk. Focus on giving us an *opening*, to strike back, which will be handled by...

>A] You hate it, but you need to take a prisoner, and want to conduct an interrogation personally. There are a LOT of resources at your disposal to ensure less violent results. Instruct your knight and soldier to capture the next attacker they face. You want them alive, unharmed, and capable of speech. It looks like your dungeons will get some use this week, after all. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

Unharmed is a herculean task, I don't care if they bring someone on death's door, we are the church of healing and will stabilize the prisoner if needed. Until that happens, we should take some of the responsibility into our own hands and...

>2] You're confronting the guard personally. If they are not centralized, you'll gather as many of them as you can. If even one soul is willing to speak with you, you might make some headway. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

Inform them that when Father Pevrel gets here he will bring HOLY retribution, we may be merciful but he sure as hell isn't. Can they withstand the Father of judgement's scrutiny? Offer them protection and clemency if they cooperate, allow them to do so anonymously. If there are multiple enemies within their ranks they will be inclined to rat each other out. I am not sure how we can best do this, something to discuss with everyone else.

>E] The defense of a castle, the safety of your family, and the lives of your friends is a complex affair. You have some more ideas on how to handle it. (Write-in.)

If we do manage to get a prisoner ask for Adwin to help. He is interpretation personified and can probably guilt the prisoner into telling us what we need, we could also potentially have an in to deconstruct whatever lies or bullshit said prisoner has been poisoned with. There is no better torture than the weight of your own sins.


This doesn't have to be a final plan, any extra suggestions or ideas are welcome.
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>>4549691
>>4549708
+1
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>>4549708
+3
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>>4549708
>>4549773
>>4549777
(Hell yes dudes. Vote is locked! I will use this as a guide for your actions in the coming posts. We'll break it up, of course. Thread's on page 7 and falling fast, so let's knock these rolls out right now. Their effects may not be immediately visible, but I will keep track of the results.)

>Roll 2d100.
>The first three poster's rolls will be used.
>The first roll you make will represent the decision to take a prisoner. Whether or not you come under attack, and when, is not only chance. The modifiers will be listed below.
>The second roll you make will represent confronting the guards about their secrecy, and potential spies. Whether or not someone makes themselves available— let alone deducing which ones are willing to speak— also carries a degree of luck.
>FOR THE FIRST SET OF ROLLS, AND THE SECOND SET OF ROLLS, BEST OF 3 WILL BE USED.
>(E.g. Player 1 rolls a 99, and a 2. Player 2 roll a 98 and a 3. Player 3 rolls a 97 and a 4. The best of 99, 98, and 97 are for the prisoners, the best of 2, 3, and 4 are for the guards.)

>(For the first roll)
>THE CHURCH OF MERCY STILL TAKES PRISONERS
>+15 FATHER OF RESTRAINT (This is your bread and butter.)
>+5 BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY (Reasonable, realistic expectations will make your guards job much easier.)

>(For the second roll)
>CONFRONTATION WITH THE GUARD
>-10 HARASSMENT (Your congregation has been on their ass for over a week now.)
>-10 SHIT HIT THE FAN (They're a little busy.)
>+15 FATHER OF CLEMENCY (Anyone who is seeking an out would be more willing to confess to you than to anyone else in the city.)
>+10 FAITH OF A GODDESS (Protecting your home carries the blessing of Mercy.)
>+5 PRIEST OF AGRICULTURE (You're bound to be treated as less of a threat, given your current appearance.)
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Rolled 33, 86 = 119 (2d100)

>>4549792
I prefer the term restrained guests.
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Rolled 68, 69 = 137 (2d100)

>>4549792
Whitness meeeeee
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Rolled 65, 63 = 128 (2d100)

>>4549792
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>>4549792
rolled C), C) = C) (c)dc))
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Rolled 14, 67 = 81 (2d100)

>>4549792

Rolling just for fun
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>>4549799
>>4550031
>>4550106
>>4550185
>>4550264
(Good morning lads! Woke up stupid early, going to finish making some brownies and coffee then will get to writing! First roll's bo3 was 88, second roll's bo3 was 96!! Awesome stuff, thank you so much for all the participation. You dudes are wonderful. Can have a TOTAL day of writing! Let's get this shit on the road!)
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>>4550265
(Brownies came out great. Ready to rock and roll. Writing now!)
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>>4550271
There isn't a second to waste. Plans are set in motion. Getting back in the swing of things could not come more naturally to you. It feels good to be back. "Spangle, I would hate for anything to bother our plans this evening. Intimidation, death, and consequences will do nothing to fanatics. I trust you are capable of delaying them." The eager, sadistic smile shining at you only encourages your own enthusiasm. "Deceive them. A smokescreen, at minimum, to disrupt their operations."

"Ahaha. YES, Father. Right away, Father!" Sister Corbon doesn't quite turn to leave, and is smart enough to know you have ample reason for the request. She still shifts, and blatantly keeps casting glances to the exit of the choir.

The remainder of your clergy is gathered together to stage a discreet mission of intelligence. Strong emphasis is placed on the retrieval of information, and nothing more. Every last building that Brother Fergant and Electrum staked out is to be covertly inspected. The reveal of anyone's identity is out of the question. "Provide us with an opening to strike back," you insist, as they all head for the door. "The Gods are Merciful!"

Irefist is forced awake, while you, Harvey, Sister Cardew, and Walter attend to the matter of the guard. "It would be unreasonable to ask you both to take in a restrained guest unharmed. I do not care if they are on death's door. We are the church of healing. I will stabilize anyone necessary. Make it happen. I will offer— I will offer protection, and clemency. But there may be multiple enemies within our very own ranks—"

With a sniff, Walter can't help but ask, "you intend to threaten them, then?"

"I am Merciful. The Father of Judgement is not. I would gladly facilitate a confession for any guilty soul. Kindly remind our guards that retribution is coming."

The nobleman couldn't look more pleased. "I'll get right on it. Don't worry. They won't know who sent the message. I have a few tricks up my sleeve, too."

You're still going to worry. The thought of the entertainer in your company is another wave of anxiety. "I take it James is alright?"

Yawning, Irefist manages to pop his back in three places. "Workin' on some song. Some shit. I don't know. Barely seen 'im. The broody little shit'll be right as rain." A twisted laugh leaves him. "Just give him Time."

"Come on," Harvey grunts, heading off with a scowl. "Asshole." A wave over his shoulder. "That level of the d-dungeons, with th-the fucked cages and sh-shit?"

"Yes." You're the Father of Restraint, even if most denizens of Corcaea don't like to acknowledge the primary meaning of the phrase. "In plain sight, please. Do not wander too deeply. Take care of yourself, Harvey! Irefist! Please!"

One more matter has been on your mind for at least a week. It's mid-afternoon, and you'll head off to get additional information from Adwin shortly.

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Walter begins to head out, but you catch him, and Sister Cardew with your tone. "Just another moment. I understand that Stace and Morris compromised the security of the castle, but the doors to the dungeons were completely destroyed. Both of you are privy to my resources, and I— and I must be kept involved with yours. Withholding any information from me— no matter how stressed or busy I may be— places all of our livelihood at risk. I require an explanation. Now."

Both scholars look incredibly guilty, and irritated. Harriet instantly replies, "we could have twice as many hours in the day. They would still fall short of our needs. Your trust in us is not misplaced, Richard. An imp escaped from the dungeon. There was a hunt, on behalf of your clergy. It took the better part of two days. Irefist ultimately spotted it. Brother Durville and Sister Susan finished it off. The demon was capable of corroding metal. The few structural weaknesses we have had in the keep are partially in thanks to its extended attempts at hiding within the castle. Claymore was contacted the first day you left. He is in the process of creating new locks for the entire castle, as well as replacements for the gates and doors that were compromised. The situation is entirely handled." Guilt wins out over her annoyance with having to explain the matter. "I should have let you know. This is a failing on my part."

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>>4550294
>A] Curtly thank Walter and Harriet for their efforts, and go see to Adwin. This matter is resolved, pleasantries can wait, and any issue you take with the situation can stand by until Claymore gets here.

>B] That's fine. You legitimately have bigger concerns, like taking full responsibility for your actions yesterday. Walter and Harriet are your friends. You want to make sure that you're on the same page.
>1] Professor Echo may be a heathen, but he needs to respect your wish to observe your devotion in a healthy fashion. Tell him plainly that you will not entertain his ideas about testing your limits with invocation. You WOULD like to talk to Sister Cardew at a more appropriate Time about exploring her own ideas about doing so responsibly, though.
>2] You're not comfortable with the premise of creating reasons to invoke. Period. It guarantees that your research will be dramatically slowed, but this is something you're willing to take your Time with. The findings you've made in the last few years alone have been significant— without staging anything, or intentionally abusing the Gods. Keep it that way.
>3] Simply apologize for hijacking their room, making a huge mess, and worrying everyone sick. All because you take responsibility for what you do doesn't make it alright, and you want your guests to always feel comfortable in your home.
>4] Write-in.

>C] There was a demon running amok in the castle, and you found out nearly a week after the fact.
>1] Saying that this is unacceptable would be an understatement. You've repeatedly stressed that you need to be immediately notified of any threats to the castle's security. Walter obviously doesn't want to always provide complete disclosure, period. Take a minute to get mad. Do what it takes to make both scholars understand the gravity of the situation, and that you ARE the authority here.
>2] You're just glad that everyone is safe. Ask if there's anything that can be done to expedite Claymore's work. He'll certainly be the one to install all of the repairs, and you want to make the Time for him.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4550296
>>B] That's fine. You legitimately have bigger concerns, like taking full responsibility for your actions yesterday. Walter and Harriet are your friends. You want to make sure that you're on the same page.
>1] Professor Echo may be a heathen, but he needs to respect your wish to observe your devotion in a healthy fashion. Tell him plainly that you will not entertain his ideas about testing your limits with invocation. You WOULD like to talk to Sister Cardew at a more appropriate Time about exploring her own ideas about doing so responsibly, though.
>3] Simply apologize for hijacking their room, making a huge mess, and worrying everyone sick. All because you take responsibility for what you do doesn't make it alright, and you want your guests to always feel comfortable in your home.

>2] You're just glad that everyone is safe. Ask if there's anything that can be done to expedite Claymore's work. He'll certainly be the one to install all of the repairs, and you want to make the Time for him.

We could use this as an opportunity to overhaul our security, the assassin's have intimate knowledge of our defenses and this is a great time to change things up and further disrupt their efforts. Try to brainstorm some *new* methods of defense, as the city of shields it would make sense to pioneer protection.

I would like to chew them out a bit for not even telling us, like COME ON. We have been over this so many times.
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>>4550303

As an addition to this, the dungeon doors should be LAYERED. To prevent decay demons from turning them to dust. Have the new dungeon doors be 1 layer metal, 1 layer wood, alternating. That way a demon that corrodes metal is stopped by the wood and a demon that decays wood is stopped by the metal. If it's a demon of Time that decays everything we are fucked anyway so who cares, the number of layers would probably stall it for a bit.
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>>4550303
+1, with a slight C1 in the mix. We are the authority here, and terribly concerned with their safety.
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>>4550306
Could we engrave a ritualized prayer to Mercy on them, as added protection from unwarranted escapes and a more secure, robust door?
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>>4550312

I am not sure it would work, but why not, it would look pretty nifty too. We should get James working on the lock with Claymore as he is the lockpicking boss around here.
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>>4550314
We're gonna have to fireproof the wood with some fire resistant oils, potentially something with decay resistance as well.
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>>4550319
oooo great idea, maybe we can add some poison to the inner panels, that way anything trying to chew away at it will get poisoned. It wouldn't affect people in normal circumstances because it's on the inside of the door. Hell if we REALLY want to go crazy maybe next time we find ourselves invoking Agriculture we could make some super strong custom wood.
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>>4550320
Ye, and make it naturally secrete poison on the inside. Maybe set up some fungi that when touched or stepped on secretes an bio-luminous agent that makes tracking them easier. It would work well with dogs too, that could track the unique scent.
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>>4550327

Fucking badass, make the splinters really stinky, like with garlic. When the cells of the wood get damaged they rupture and secrete this mix of glowy stinky substance. We could easily teach Ray to track it. Maybe the splinters of the wood could also have some sort of toxin on them, if something tries brute forcing it's way out it would get stabbed with them. Some sort of muscle relaxant? something to wear them down so that even if they manage to breach they are super weak and we can deal with them. The multiple layers of wood could each be made from a different plant or material.

We could also use the base design for shields if we really wanted too...
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>>4550332
>coat muscle relaxant on the shields and weapons

I think we're definitely on to something here. Maybe some other irritant too, like itchness or inflammatory, something non-lethal but debilitating.
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>>4550337

Maybe not the shields, it would be pretty easy for one our ours to touch it UNLESS they had full plate on. Maybe something for Harvey?

What about explosives, there are plants with exploding fruit. Maybe we can use something like that for offence or traps.
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>>4550343
Why not both? It would be to different variants, but not insurmountable. Plus, it would have a high area of effect. It could work.

And for the shield, we could put the relaxing irritant inside the a wooden layer, so when breached by an ax or sword, it would spray on the offending party.
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>>4550349

I am not sure about the shields, high risk of friendly fire. Something to look into for later though.

I think we both agree on the door, let's focus on that for now and then we can play around with the materials we have left over.
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>>4550353
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(I will never forget this for as long as I live. Amazing. Absolutely amazing. Please continue the discussion if you guys like, but the vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4550358
https://youtu.be/BjoVOLHe75U

"Do either of you have any idea how concerned I am for everyone's safety?" There's no anger in your tone. It's disappointment, severe distress, and justified concern. "I appreciate you both take responsibility for your actions. I'm sorry for everything, yesterday. Taking your room— all the mess— and worrying you all— the last thing that I want—" You're so frustrated, you can barely speak. "The absolute last thing on my mind are petty concerns! But all because— all because we take responsibility for our actions does not grant us an excuse for our failings. I want you both to be comfortable in our home. We can all do better than this. We have been over this so many times."

A deep sigh escapes Sister Cardew. Her, and Walter are entirely aware that you could chew them out with more intensity. She does respect your authority. It seems they both do, given how quiet Walter's being— but you need to get this out of your system. This warrants some serious ranting, even as the Father of Compassion.

You gesture to the far end of the hall. The choir's double doors, and the glass windows above them. "This is a phenomenal opportunity to overhaul our security. The city of shields pioneers protection. New methods of defense are my church's legacy." You outright glare at Walter. "You need to respect my wishes to— my wishes to observe the Gods' will in a healthy fashion. Not to enable abuse. Not to entertain ideas about— about encouragement, or suggestions, or testing my limits in such a way with invocation. I have a problem. You know how difficult this is for me. Stop making it harder."

Walter could not look more miserable. He starts to interject, but you talk right over him. "I WOULD like to speak with you, Sister Cardew, at a MORE appropriate Time. We can explore YOUR ideas about a RESPONSIBLE exploration of the gifts that have been granted to me."

There's a pause. Sunlight filters into the choir, as warm as the reminder of two Goddesses that were in your arms just last afternoon.

They get it. "Ah," Walter laughs.

A sharp breath, from Harriet. "Ah."

You all shift to a more intellectual form of elation, and head towards the exit with a collective skip in your step.

A pause, at the choir's foremost defense. You place a hand to the banded planks of wood at its colossal doors. "Decay. Poison. Dust. These elements may be utilized by our enemies, and demons alike. These domains are misunderstood. They are our defense." A mad grin, to your research partners. "Agriculture granted me every element of Her domains."

Sister Cardew looks like she's going to pass out, and can't speak. Right beside her, Walter's mouth hangs open. He manages to get a hold of himself long enough to gasp, "what?"

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>>4550412
"I have no idea what We are capable of, but She has strongly encouraged me to pursue as many elements of Her as possible."

The intensity of everyone's smile increases. Sister Cardew's hands are shaking, as she adjusts her glasses. "This is unbelievable." Her eyes flit over the way that you're outright caressing a natural barrier. "It's believable. But this— Richard. By all the dog-ears and book-ends. It's no wonder—"

You run a finger along the decorative banding. It's copper, inlaid with gold. A few carvings are in place, of religious iconography. The ornamentation is meant to be a concrete embodiment of worship. As a demon of faith, you can certainly do better. "Anything I can do to expedite Claymore's work must be pursued. He will certainly be the one to install new measures of security, but I would— but I would like to make the Time for him. This matter requires every resource at my disposal."

A snort, from Walter. "Electrum is going to be on suicide watch after all this."

It's impossible not to laugh. "I have an engagement with Adwin at twilight."

Everyone blinks. Sister Cardew looks wildly around the main choir. "Where is he?"

"Electrum was getting a list of supplies," Walter mutters, "something about canvas? Paint? Ladders? It sounded insane. They should be awhile."

Energy is all up your spine. There's plenty of Time. "How far away are Claymore's accommodations in the city?"

Laughing softly to himself, Walter gladly informs you, "he's dead-center in the mercantile district. Half the city wants his services. Another commission might kill him, but I know he'll want in on this. I know I do."

"It would be incredibly dangerous to wander alone, given recent events." Harriet looks over her shoulder, to confirm that the choir is completely empty. She starts wrapping a few shawls around her face. "It would be a shame. If it was difficult to recognize us." It looks like she wants to wink at you. A rare smile is offered.

Walter casts a glance over you, and the enchanted robes you're wearing. It's effortless for you to assume a disguise on the fly. The scholar doesn't need to do more than throw up the hood on his traveling cloak to blend into a crowd. He shrouds his face with the shadow of a hood, and tightens his belt. "Think you're up to it?"

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>>4550413
>All of the following are mutually exclusive.
>Majority vote will decide.

>A] YES. You're heading out in disguise to get some fresh air, some sunlight, and to pay a visit to your blacksmith.
>1] Go as a priest of Agriculture. Literally no one will recognize you, and the opportunity to spread Her word might present itself if you're lucky. (A LOW ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>2] Try to pass off as an ordinary citizen. You want to draw as little attention to yourself as possible, and to make this quick. Harriet might raise a few questions, but you should be alright, given your luck. (A HIGH ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>3] Take on the garb of a nobleman. It'll attract more attention, but will draw fewer questions. It should also account for the presence of two scholars in your company. (A MODERATE ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)

>B] Relay the entirety of your mad plan to your research partners, and have them give the information to Claymore on your behalf. No matter how tempting it is to venture out of the castle, you do not want to risk an altercation under any circumstances. (A TIME SKIP WILL BE GIVEN, and we'll fast-forward to you meeting with Adwin.)

>C] Write-in.
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>>4550414
>B] Relay the entirety of your mad plan to your research partners, and have them give the information to Claymore on your behalf. No matter how tempting it is to venture out of the castle, you do not want to risk an altercation under any circumstances. (A TIME SKIP WILL BE GIVEN, and we'll fast-forward to you meeting with Adwin.)
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>>4550414
>B] Relay the entirety of your mad plan to your research partners, and have them give the information to Claymore on your behalf. No matter how tempting it is to venture out of the castle, you do not want to risk an altercation under any circumstances. (A TIME SKIP WILL BE GIVEN, and we'll fast-forward to you meeting with Adwin.)

As much as I want to see Claymore it isn't safe right now, go see Adwin.
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>>4550458
(Hell yeah guys. Will lock the unanimous vote here. Writing now!)
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>>4550460
https://youtu.be/wc2lLJ0g13I

As badly as you want to see Claymore, it's simply too dangerous. Your mad plan to create a new defense for the Church of Mercy is relayed to Walter and Harriet, without sparing a single detail. Alternating layers of metal and wood. Engravings, if he's able. The tools to do so yourself, if he's not. Fireproofing. Reservoirs within the interior, for you to flood with whatever poison or traps you see fit. How to play with the materials. Thoughts of what organic materials could best supplement the endeavor. Irritants. Toxins. Explosives. Producing never-before seen varieties of lumber is your heart's desire. Shielding your family is, too.

It's a noble pursuit. There's no question that your patrons would be delighted beyond all measure, but it will have to wait. You see off your research team. They reassure you repeatedly that they will travel safely, and come back as soon as possible.

The rest of the afternoon is spent on self-care. Keeping a regular diet. Hygiene. Checking in on Ray, who is right as rain, and gets to be taken on another pleasant walk through the gardens. He couldn't look healthier, or happier. A cursory examination of the damage that was done to you from last week's events, after fighting down more exhaustion. A quiet resolve to go to sleep at a reasonable Time this evening. Seeing to cleaning more of the dust out in the main choir. Formal prayer to all of the Gods, at a proper altar.

Twilight hits the heart of your home. No one could judge you for collapsing onto a pew moments later, while continuing to utter your gratitude to all of the Gods. For respite. For relief. Patching the cracks in your mind. Regular care for the body. Healing. Growth.

There's Time to take for yourself, and your family. There's no need to break down, even if you want to cry from it all. Over two decades of misery will not break you. Neither will a few gorgeous seconds of silence, as the sun sets over Eadric. The ache in your chest refuses to leave, under blue-stained glass, and the promise of another night spent under real shelter.

Stace and Morris left. There's no one here to scrutinize you. The support of your friends is unwavering. They're all working tirelessly to set things right— and you will, too. You try swallowing some of the guilt, and soak in all the relief of a day well-spent.

Footsteps echo throughout the choir, as Adwin returns. Every blue shawl and scarf around his fair features shifts. He rapidly approaches, and Electrum is nowhere in sight. In his arms alone is a large swath of cloth. Peeking out of the bundle are dozens of art supplies. Oils. Brushes. He couldn't look happier. "Father Anscham! I have kept you waiting."

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The two of you exchange a few pleasantries. The matter of interrogation is cast aside for a few more seconds, while you help the artist get situated. He settles in the same location at the side of the church, by his earliest charcoal drafts. The candles you tended to cast a faint glow, even in the darkest recesses of the choir. You take a sharp breath in, the moment you properly lay eyes on his starting mural.

From floor to ceiling, five feet across, and seemingly an endless distance deep is a depiction of disaster. A young man is kneeling on the floor in abject agony. Hands tensed, body curled in over a spread of papers and oils is Adwin in life. Every image spread out beneath him is a piece of parchment, a canvas, a spread, and a painting. The images are a painting, within a painting. Their artist is consumed by the impossibility of his interpretation. The man's body is warped, and shifting, with eyes and hands protruding from the exposed spine on his back. With a grotesquely twisted face in agony, there's scarcely any humanity left on him. Yet, the sparse attic he resides in, the absence of all other occupation, and the desperation of the figure captures the feeling of real, human isolation. Consumption. Obsession. His Catalyst.

Without pause, or so much as setting down the supplies on his person, Adwin dips two fingers into a pot of blue oils. With a streak on the halls of your church, silently smiling to himself, the permanence of his piece begins.

Most of the tension has dropped from his shoulders. You can't begin to imagine the degree of catharsis, but you can see it, and feel it, and watch his motions for several minutes.

The charcoal depicts depth and highlights the likes of which you have never seen before, but the paint and color is adding complexity of a different sort. The eye swims. A little nausea creeps into you, as a nightmare slowly manifests itself before your very eyes. The start of a demon twists in color, and practically pops off of the wall through a display of artistic mastery you pray to one day possess.

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>A] Try to express a modicum of your happiness for Adwin. This is obviously something he's needed for *hundreds* of years. Make sure he has everything he needed from Electrum, and have a quiet lesson together before anything else. You don't want to spoil this for him.

>B] Immediately broach the topic of Adwin helping you to interrogate any "restrained guests."
>1] This is an INCREDIBLY sensitive topic. Be as delicate as possible. If he shows ANY sign of discomfort, drop it.
>2] Try and push the issue a little. Stress how invaluable his support is, and try to emphasize the necessity of the situation.
>3] On second thought, this is an incredibly insensitive action to ask of someone who JUST got out of centuries of confinement. You won't broach the topic with Adwin, if you can help it.

>C] This kind of catharsis is something you need more than life itself.
>1] Tonight, ask Dream to restore your ability to have nightmares. A simple prayer would suffice.
>2] Channel your own trauma into the work you do with Adwin. Let anyone who sees it think what they will.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4550495
>>A] Try to express a modicum of your happiness for Adwin. This is obviously something he's needed for *hundreds* of years. Make sure he has everything he needed from Electrum, and have a quiet lesson together before anything else. You don't want to spoil this for him.

It's a difficult topic, let him have some fun first.
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>>4550498
et tu
+1
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>>4550516
(Sounds great! Unanimous vote is locked. Writing now.)
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https://youtu.be/zLd-0MDtjvQ

The subject you'd like to broach is more than insensitive. Asking a former prisoner about interrogating another can at least wait.

The two of you enjoy a moment of respite. It's quiet enough in the main choir to hear the soft crackle of nearby beeswax candles. A few crickets and cicadas chirp and buzz, to the melody of Adwin mixing pigments, and sweeping a brush along a holy canvas. Darkness sets rapidly. Without any disturbances, the master before you makes quick work of establishing color and permanence on the mural. It's clear that he could spend hours attending to every detail, but happily explains only the broadest strokes to you. How he's prepared the dry, tinted earth. Cobalt, cerulean, turquoise blushes, and countless other blues transform from mineral, to liquid. You're shown how to scrape a palette. The art of mixing, and blending. Where to use a heavier hand. When to clean, when to pause, and when to step back from the piece entirely.

Shadows dance along the length of your church, thanks to the night that has fallen. One of the most disturbing images you've ever seen reaches out at you. The placement of tall, close candles compliments the composition of Adwin's first draft. Faint light shines off the wet surface. Textures of each and every intentional bristle add gravity to what is already a heinous form. It could not be more nauseating to the eye, or more beautiful to behold. It is a perfect interpretation of the man standing beside you, his struggle, and a cruel beginning.

You are the Father of Grace, and simply say, "thank you for the lesson."

"Of course."

A gesture is made to the wall, after a moment of reflection. Adwin had rolled back his sleeves, but now brings the fabric down. He wants to give you his undivided attention. "It is a work in progress. I am eagerly awaiting a number of unique items from Electrum. She seeks to provide me with a means of framing the piece, to better lead the eye to another development. It will be shocking, and devastating to behold. I will settle for nothing less than a perfect depiction. A physical interpretation of the Catalyst must do the event justice."

The wing that was chosen for his initial piece is in one of the most far-flung locations of the main choir. You can't help but ask, "you don't want to place it in a more— in a more prominent location?"

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(Appreciate you man!)

"You misunderstand, Father." The grin cast to you is shrouded, yet unmistakably insane. "The event will occupy the rest of the choir. My Catalyst was not a singular moment. It felt as if it was extended over one thousand years." The impression of wide eyes are still visible. Adwin takes in all of the high walls, many pillars, and even the vaulted ceilings. "There are not enough bricks in all the world to depict the extent of it. I must consolidate the sensation. No meandering through endless reflections. I must portray an acute impression. The violent intensity, and spiral into oneself. It will consume those who enter this chamber, just as it consumed me."

"A fitting image." You can't help but feel like the final work will be the talk of the world. "The instance of humanity you recall, Adwin. Do you intend to depict what came before? Or all that came after?"

"I intend to frame all of my experience with what has come after. This is all so new to me. I will start only with what is relevant."

"...to the Catalyst."

"Yes."

It's your ultimate fixation. The impulse is impossible to ignore. A few haphazard words quickly spill out. "I— I understand completely how difficult it is just to— just to adjust to the world again. Would you be willing to discuss it?"

No reply greets you, for several long minutes.

It seems that Adwin was thinking. A distant remark is quieter than the melting wax and wicks all around. "I would prefer to show you. This venture is an unrivaled gift, Father. I ask for your Mercy, that I may share my suffering through motion, rather than speech. I am very tired of Time spent on reflection alone— and I would be lying to you, if I did not admit a most important detail."

"What is it?"

Life comes back to the young man's tone. Humanity peeks through the veil. "I would like to surprise you. I feel that the painting will have more impact if it is shrouded."

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>A] You have a whole sense of humor. Laugh, and tease him a little. Share some humanity with Adwin. You'll drop any issues, and try to keep your interactions with him as healthy, and stress-free as possible.
>1] He's been through enough, and you need the chance to rest, and breathe too. Just keep things light. You have places to be, anyways.
>2] He may have been a demon of Spirit, Dream, and Time— yet this man seems to be capable of worshiping all three aspects as well as any priest. Praise him.

>B] Immediately broach the topic of Adwin helping you to interrogate any "restrained guests."
>1] This is an INCREDIBLY sensitive topic. Be as delicate as possible. If he shows ANY sign of discomfort, drop it.
>2] Try and push the issue a little. Stress how invaluable his support is, and try to emphasize the necessity of the situation.

>C] This kind of catharsis is something you need more than life itself.
>1] Tonight, ask Dream to restore your ability to have nightmares. A simple prayer would suffice.
>2] Channel your own trauma into the work you do with Adwin. Let anyone who sees it think what they will.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4550636
*wholesome sense of humor.

(Been running on a good 3 1/2 hours of sleep today! Thank you all for bearing with the wider voting windows, and a little more spice to the grammar than usual lol.)
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>>4550636
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>>4550636
>>A] You have a whole sense of humor. Laugh, and tease him a little. Share some humanity with Adwin. You'll drop any issues, and try to keep your interactions with him as healthy, and stress-free as possible.
>2] He may have been a demon of Spirit, Dream, and Time— yet this man seems to be capable of worshiping all three aspects as well as any priest. Praise him.

Try to hint at B, really ease him into it.
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>>4550647
(Unanimous vote for A2, eaaaaase into B. Got it. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4550709
https://youtu.be/mBACGYh7mRo

Light laughter falls from you. "Adwin. Please." Grinning at him with no small measure of mischief, you remind the painter, "you know I would gladly embrace what you create. Particularly in this regard."

The two of you snicker at each other. The blonde makes an exaggerated shrug. "Woe, and ill-news. It seems that my pleas have fallen on deaf ears. How will I conceal my endeavors from the Father of Truth?"

"No, no." Wholesome humor comes far too often into your life. You feign the utmost seriousness. "This is precisely what I would expect."

A tilt of his head. "Oh?"

Straightening the collar on your robes, you dust off the shoulders of the black gilt. A shift of the ring on your hand. It's so unusual for you to feign pompousness, you really don't know how to manage it, and wind up ruining the facade by laughing through it. "This is no ordinary confession!"

The young man straightens his spine. He puts on a false air. Nose up. Looking away. "I see."

"After all— you may have been a demon of Spirit, Dream, and Time— but who could expect less from a man who's outclassing the devotion of clergy?" You grin. "They only see to singular deities, after all. It's not every day that I am afforded the opportunity to open my mind, witness masterful expression, and do so with any focus."

A chastened, shy, and slightly awkward manner takes over Adwin. He rolls his sleeves back, and sets about finding a specific brush. No reply. He doesn't agree.

Nothing will dissuade you from praise. "I don't suppose you would like to confess to anything less than giving your artwork your all?"

The search for a brush ceases instantly. A daring look is whipped around to you. "Never."

"Ah. So it's true, then."

"I suppose." He winds down just enough to mumble. "You are being ridiculous."

"Nonsense. I am impressed. How did you put it— 'you could stand to take a step back.' Besides, how often— how often do you think I am granted civil, light conversation?"

The search concludes, as Adwin finds a brush with only three bristles on the end. He sets about applying detail so finely on the base of his mural, you would have to be an inch away from the wall to notice it. "Nowhere near often enough."

Weariness creeps onto the softness of your tone. "I am certain that your devotion has been praise-worthy, but have— but have you been alright? Are your accommodations to your liking? I know Electrum was instructed to spare no expense on your behalf, but if there is anything—"

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"No." A shake of his head. You can hear Adwin's smile. "Everything has been remarkable." He lifts his gaze from his work, to frown. "I am so sorry about any conflict that I caused with anyone else. I have done everything I'm able to stay quiet, and out of their way. It seems that the death threats James gave were empty, or he has had a change of heart." A pause, and a manic, inappropriate grin. "What do you think?"

It's only been a few days since he's been in anything regarding normalcy. It's alright. You don't entertain the notion, and ask, "no one has tried to intrude on your quarters, or has made you uncomfortable in any way—?"

"No. I was in the company of Sister Superior Tirel, on the only occasion I wandered out from the choir in daylight." He sets down his paint brush, though now it's the man beside you who's bristling. Far from angry, it seems that Adwin is legitimately terrified. "Why? Has something happened?"

It seems that no conflict or harm has come to the Church of Mercy proper. At least, not where Adwin has been residing. No intrusions on his privacy— or ones that he is aware of, at the very least. There's still the issue of common decency. No question is in your mind that Adwin would make for a phenomenal means of intimidation. There are few things more torturous than confronting one's sins— but this is not a man of intimidation, sadism, or manipulation. He begged you to never descend into your dungeons again. He has made every effort to come across as non-threatening. The young man is practically allergic to conflict, and you know he's unhinged. Without any grasp of Adwin's abilities, and knowing clearly that his mental state is in shambles, you need to make the right judgement call here.

Adwin is like a son, and you don't want to abuse his trust. The amount of turmoil and conflict he's endured is inconceivable. It would be unwise to put more on him so soon.

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>>4550792
>A] Inform him about the security issues you've experienced. Ask if he wants to help in ANY capacity, and do not push Adwin one inch further.

>B] It's grossly insensitive to ask a former prisoner to engage in an interrogation of another, only days after he's been released. Even if the location of anyone's captivity is moved out of the dungeons, seeing someone else restrained is bound to upset Adwin.
>1] Ask Adwin to keep his eyes out in the main choir. Warn him to look after himself, but don't stress the ex-demon unnecessarily.
>2] Carefully broach if you could run a report by him after you safely see to any prisoners. If nothing else, stress that the last thing you want to do is keep him in the dark.

>C] Warn Adwin about the guard, and the attacks on the church. Insist that he rely on your clergy to resolve any issues that come up, and to stay safe.
>1] Ray could do with a more prestigious guard duty. Have your boy accompany Adwin in the main choir, rather than to have your dog attend to the keep. It's not that you don't trust Adwin to defend himself. You'd just rather have a front-line of defense, to reduce the odds of him having to openly use any abilities.
>2] You trust that Adwin will be safe. He should be kept informed of what's going on, but you expect him to stay out of trouble.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4550794
>A] Inform him about the security issues you've experienced. Ask if he wants to help in ANY capacity, and do not push Adwin one inch further.

I don't wish to push him, but he should be aware of the situation, and given the opportunity to help as he sees fit.
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>>4550794
C2; I don't think it'll be wise to pull Ray from his duties if Harvey and Irefist need some rest and backup, but I would encourage him to spend some Time with Ray, if only because Ray needs to be spoiled rotten (and it may help Adwin adjust to life in the church, as well as help with some of the trauma).
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>>4550962
(Wonderful guys. Going to lock the vote here, I think we can reconcile both of these. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4551009
There's no need to push him, but Adwin should be made aware of the situation. You inform him of the security issues you've experienced as gently, and calmly as you're able. It only takes a minute. "...so, I wanted to grant you the opportunity to help as you see fit. Nothing more, and nothing less."

He's instantly uncomfortable. "I see." The brush is set aside again. He appears to have immense difficulty concentrating on more than one action at a Time. "I would never want to burden you."

"You never will, and you are not now." Trying to fathom how distorted his perception is one problem you are not ready to address. The concern in his voice, however, is more than manageable. This is all the confirmation you need to hear that he's unwilling, or unable to get involved. "I have a suggestion, though."

A wary, questioning glance is cast your way. His nerves were fried from the mere mention of another prisoner.

The grimace you give is grave. "Ray needs to be spoiled rotten."

All the tension drops from his frame in an instant. Nervous laughter escapes Adwin, but you won't settle for anything less than a swing back in his mood. "I would strongly encourage you to spend more Time with him. He loves the quiet. I know he helped me adjust to life here, at home. To remember how to heal. Maybe he can— maybe he can do the same for you. I cannot promise that he will always be available, of course. His duty is endless, and I would never take him aware from where he is needed most." Dropping your grimace disarms the last of his anxiety. You motion to help him with cleaning up a few things. "Which is precisely why you are welcome to share his company whenever you need it. Even if you don't."

After helping your mentor with additional supplies, getting multiple large sheets of canvas toted off to his room, and watching the stars begin to peek through the evening sky, the two of you part ways with a sweet good-bye.

It must not be four minutes later, as you walk down the hall, and out from the main choir that you hear someone enter the main chamber from a side door. Impulse tells you to stay concealed.

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>>4551163
Luck has it that you were just out of sight as a guard entered the building. The central aisle is flanked by passages on every side. Many of them lead out to the castle proper. You are in one such corridor, and peer around the corner. A look is offered at the main aisle, and standing near its opposite end is someone from your employ. He's middle-aged, sweating, and breathing hard despite the remarkable shape he's in. The average, ruddy, common man is balding. While his armor is instantly recognizable by your own symbols and heraldry, the other object he carries is foreign.

Under one of his arms is his helmet. Held in both hands is a wooden face covering. The mask is painted in muddied hues of grayish brown. It's incredibly odd. The only ornamentation on it you can make out are horizontal slits for the wearer's eyes and mouth. Leather straps for the item are caked in dried blood, and hang in the air as the guard quickly strides ahead. It's almost as odd as the way that the individual pauses at the center of the aisle.

He looks frantically around. Fear is soaking him. After dark, alone, and in the halls of your church, there is a cry. "Mercy!"

Several moments pass by.

Adwin must be hiding. He surely must not want to get involved with this affair, as you know he's more than capable of speaking on his own behalf.

The man at the opposite end of the aisle begins to rapidly stride down the yellow-gold train on the floor. Rainwater is on his shoes, and tracks all across the fine fabric. There's mud mixed in with his steps. A little blood is in the blend, though he has no visible weapons on him. Only the humble tunic on his back, water-slicked trousers and boots, a large wooden shield, his scarce armor, and the odd mask. Desperation snakes into the deep timber of his voice, which sounds hoarse from only a single call to the Goddess. "Father?! ANYONE! MERCY!"

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>>4551164
>All of the following are mutually exclusive. Majority vote will decide.

>A] Throw your voice. You're a preacher, and can do so here effortlessly. Tell the guard to meet you in one of the more secluded rooms, adjacent to the main choir. You want to honor the terms (you hope) that Walter laid out for anonymity. A private meeting should be held without question. It is not the common man that you fear.
>1] Be stoic, uphold the social contract of your position, and only speak when necessary. Give him the full spiel about a confession, stick to what you know, and take some comfort from the authority (and all the experience with matters like this) that you possess.
>2] You're the Father of Empathy, and won't pretend to be anything other than a bleeding heart. You've dealt with too much nonsense to put up with any more formality than necessary. Keep things confidential, of course, but try to treat the guard as normally as you're able.

>B] Walk out, and meet him in the main aisle. You'd rather have Adwin on standby, and as a witness. This man is making almost no attempt at discretion, so you won't be bothered by the lack of privacy. Ensuring your own safety is infinitely more important than appearances.
>1] Keep a great distance, but answer his calls for Mercy. You'll listen, at least.
>2] Close the gap, and get within a social distance of your guard. Make no illusions that you are wary of his intent.
>3] You can at least give off the appearance of something more personable. Stay only a short ways away, and try to live up to your title as the leader of the church of kindness.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4551165
B3, unless the guard wants some privacy. I see no reason not to accommodate the man in his moment of need.
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>>4551251
+1
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>>4551165
>>B] Walk out, and meet him in the main aisle. You'd rather have Adwin on standby, and as a witness. This man is making almost no attempt at discretion, so you won't be bothered by the lack of privacy. Ensuring your own safety is infinitely more important than appearances.
>3] You can at least give off the appearance of something more personable. Stay only a short ways away, and try to live up to your title as the leader of the church of kindness.

If there is no one else around i don't see why we should try to hide, the church is basically empty anyway. Maybe try to calm him down a bit and lower his voice.
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>>4551305
>>4551583
(Sweet deal guys and GOOD morning! I overslept. Got the rest of the day ahead of me thoough and a whole lot of updates we can do! Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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https://youtu.be/BBzzIMaVvU4

There's nothing you can fear from the common man. The instant you make emerge from the shadows, your guard tenses all through his frame. A hand goes to his brow, as you approach.

He squints. "Father Anscham?"

Staying a short ways away enables the soft sincerity of your voice. "My child. You can lower your tone. Our choir is empty— but it is not privacy that you seek? Correct me if I am mistaken."

A shake of his head, while still looking around. It's not that he doesn't believe you. There's paranoia sticking to every inch of his rain-soaked clothes. The scrutiny of your appearance intensifies. He lingers on the unnatural hue of your eyes. The tint of your hair. The jewelry and gold in plain sight. The gilt of your robes. The mask in his hand is shaken at you. "I got a message."

Most of the country is illiterate, so this is likely a more heavy-handed means of communication. Calming him down is infinitely more effective by providing answers, so you let him ask his questions. "If you could explain...?"

The vaulted ceilings and the floor below dance with stars, in the delay of his reply. The utter lack of an edge to your tone is calming him down, but he hazards another glance over his shoulder. There's rain matting his beard, and a few leaves stuck to it. A hard visit from Storm must be on the city.

"Message was for me. Written in blood. Someone's gone and put blood on my hearth. It's an omen, Father. A bad omen. Vengeance can keep well and away from my home." It's not fear for his own life that's seized the man before you. "I couldn't have been gone for more than a few hours, and there it was. Someone knows where my sons and daughter lay their heads to rest." He's appealing to your sense of paternity. "Mercy, Father."

Clasping your hands, you point them gently towards the guard. "Pure is blood made spilled, in the hands of Mercy. You may speak freely. There is nothing to fear here."

Another, terrified glance over his shoulder. The man's pupils are pin-pricks, as his gaze bores into you. "They say you've been hiding. Can't blame you one bit. I had a feelin', though. Ran as fast as my legs would carry me. People talk. I've heard all sorts of shi—" An embarrassed, and irritated glance is made to the floor. Back up to you. "All sorts of things. About you. The church. It has to be lies. I've lived here all my life, and you've never done me wrong. Wasn't 'til you left that things got so bad. This is no confession, Father. I won't ever poison my own city."

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>>4551957
Every alarm bell conceivable chimes in your mind. A grimace suffices. "My child. Permit me cure the poison that has afflicted your mind. Breathe, and speak with ease. Mercy is listening to us all, and She does not care for exaggeration." The intensity of your grimace relents. "I can only know what is freely shared. This is not the Church of Spirit. These are the halls of truth." You part your hands, and make a point of showing both palms. No matter how dramatically your appearance has changed in the last year, these underlying scars have not changed. "Open are the hands of Mercy. So, too, are the hallmarks of our virtues."

The man before you takes a small step back. One hand drops to his side, mask in hand. He runs a blood-slick palm over his brow. "Father Anscham." He's so concerned, most propriety leaves his speech. "What's happened to you?"

It's likely public knowledge by now that you've spent most of your life in the dark. "There is a great deal that we do not know. There is no shame in our fight for honesty, either." You also will not spend one more second than necessary on this. "How fitting is it that we both wish to challenge the other's desire for answers?"

The mild chastening suffices. "I'm no snitch—" That confirms that multiple other people are involved, minimum. "—but no one else is comin' under my roof. Scarin' my family."

"I will look into the matter. If there is anything in my power to prevent a reoccurrence, I will make it so." A simple, questioning glance is all you need to encourage the rest.

"Didn't see hide or hair of who did it, but I recognized the mask well enough. 'Inertia', innit? Scared me half-to-death." The man's eyes narrow. He's tensing hard enough that you're certain he's fighting not to tremble. "They all should be in the capital. I know it's not my place to say things like that, Father, but I know you must have brought them here. Yer smart enough to know that others do, too."

An open implication of his fellow guards. This man is incredibly brave, and far from stupid. He trusts you enough to not kill him on the spot, but the terror on him is obvious. It's fear of another party. Some cult. "These are not the halls of intelligence— yet you have graced us with wisdom. Granting me this information will better aid us both. This is your city, as much as it is mine. Permit me to better serve."

"Selly." The surname refers to good fortune. It's such a ridiculous coincidence, you almost smile. "Wybert Selly. Bert's fine, if it's all the same to you, Father."

"A pleasure." The only reason he would need to divulge his name is to blankly ask for protection. "Bert, there is no shame in fear, either. It is the only means we have of truly knowing courage."

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The mask in hand is thrust towards you. Taking the wooden object carries some relief with it. There's several things wrong with the item. The wood can't be recognized at a glance, but the blood is unmistakably human.

The leather is human.

"I'm surrounded by cowards! I know you're a far cry from one. They're an embarrassment. We all want to be safe, and they're trying to unseat you? Undo all that you've done, when we've got a hundred other things already tearing us to pieces? I mean every word: we all haven't forgotten everything you've done. Not most of us, anyhow."

Any edge in your tone drops. You've worked yourself half to death for the Church of Mercy. It's a relief beyond relief to be reminded of how much of your city remembers. "Inertia," you repeat. The name has been mentioned to you only once before, and at the Time, you were also too busy to pay the matter any attention at all.

"I don't want nothin' to do with it. Don't believe is as far as I can throw it. Not no one, not no-how is curin' the Catalyst. Especially not a bunch of heathens."

Your hold on the mask tightens. A blessed splinter works itself into the edge of one hand. Whoever would wear something like this had no regard for their own self-preservation. "Thank you."

More relief soaks into the man at your side. "I know you won't let 'em do much, but everyone's too chicken-shit scared to say a thing. I can't take it, though. If they're gettin' killed, too? Who knows what's going on. All I know is if there's gonna be any fightin', I know what side I'm on." A rap, on the helmet he's kept hold of. It's got a streak of yellow fabric in tails on the top. "Anyone that says otherwise is only lyin' to themselves, Father."

This measure of loyalty should be rewarded beyond measure. This is still a suffocatingly low amount of information. "Your faith will be rewarded. Is there anything else you can share with me, regarding the— regarding the individuals who have been threatening you?"

"Wasn't no threat at first. They tried playin' real nice, but I wasn't just about to be bought out. What're they, stupid? This is THE city of gold we're in! And I sure didn't care for any title, or power. We're given just about everything we need, anyways. It was all mighty stupid. Mighty false. I saw through it, sure enough. Wasn't 'til I made it clear that I wanted nothin' to do with it that they really got mean. There were no names. No one was hurt, and I didn't know who. But they're everywhere. Faceless men. Women, too, though not a lady in sight— if you catch my meaning."

"I do. So you have no names, and no faces to work off of. What of what they offered?"

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"Somethin' bout a change in structure. No gold, of course. But plenty of gems. Stones, and the like. Armor." There's cause for alarm. They're either capable of diving into the ruins, or are VERY well-funded. "Power. Weapons. Security. Not no one from the church that I could tell, Father, but I'm sure at least a few had to have been from the city—"

"You were contacted by multiple individuals?"

"—well, yeah. I wouldn't even talk to 'em, at first. They kept tryin'. Been at it fer months, you know."

You did not know. "This all has been going on long before Morris or Stace left."

The drip of rainwater from Wybert's tunic and armor pitters onto a now-damp, covered floor.

"Started a couple months after you left. For me, at least. I suspected something was fishy before then, but couldn't say fer sure." He's hurt. This is his livelihood, security, and home that's been jeopardized, too. "Up and leavin' did a number on things, Father."

Any given information you relay in this conversation could be disseminated through word-of-mouth. This is a golden opportunity to have a common man distribute your intent. From your extended leave, to the last few days of your return, is more knowledge and experience than most men will have in a lifetime. There's also the risk that Mr. Sully could unintentionally implicate himself, betray his intended secrecy of a confession, or simply misconstrue your words.

>A] Don't take any chances. Thank Wybert profusely for his sincerity, and faith. Reassure him that his family will be protected. You'll get this information to Walter and Harriet immediately, and leave further investigation to them. Your guard should not be contacted again, until you can guarantee his safety.

>B] You'll disseminate this limited information to your research partners, but can risk some common decency.
>1] Sincerely reassure Wybert that as the FOREMOST researcher of the Catalyst, YOU are hard at work, and will only let the public know of an answer when you are POSITIVE that there is an ANSWER.
>2] Inform him that he is welcome to seek your company at any Time, but you will not forget to make yourself available. A public audience is too risky right now, but you can set aside a little Time each evening for confessions.

>C] It needs to be made clear that you hide from no one. Your staff can respect your space (and be ordered to hang back, if necessary) without being kept in the dark.
>1] Tell Wybert as much. Apologize for immediately taking another extended absence, and inform him that he's free to share this information with anyone he sees fit.
>2] Simply resolve to make your actions more transparent to your people in the future.

>D] Write-in.
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>>4551970
>>B] You'll disseminate this limited information to your research partners, but can risk some common decency.
>2] Inform him that he is welcome to seek your company at any Time, but you will not forget to make yourself available. A public audience is too risky right now, but you can set aside a little Time each evening for confessions.

"I am sorry, truly, for leaving. *We* will make things right, all of us, these heathens have no place in our home. I know you said you aren't a snitch, and I believe that, but if you ever wish to share the *truth* remember that these are the halls of Mercy and not Vengeance... although the Father of his church may be visiting soon, I wonder if that might spur some people into doing the right thing. The lord of justice has a keen eye.
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>>4552014
+1 let's keep OP writing
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>>4552014
>>4552018
(Hell yeah guys. Locking the unanimous vote here! Writing now.)
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>>4552106
"I am sorry— truly, for leaving. We will make things right. All of us— all of us will. These heathens have no place in our home." Your scowl deepens. So does his. "These are the halls of Mercy, not Vengeance. Words such as 'snitch' have no place here. Particularly when I believe that you are not one. I would like to share a few things with you, Bert, and I do not expect you to feel any obligation. The only expectation I have is that you understand that my company is available whenever you wish to seek it."

Wybert's gaze softens. His anxiety does not. "Thanks, Father."

"I cannot abide by failing my family. The risk to our collective safety is tremendous, but I will make an availability each and every evening for confessions. I know it is unusual, but it's warranted. We have had plenty of changes already. The very Father of Vengeance will be gracing our halls, soon enough."

"Couldn't be more than another day or two." It's said so casually. This must be public knowledge. "Hear there was a big stink on the roads, and at the gate. Somethin' about fires. It's been such a mess— there must have been ten of 'em. He'll get roped into it, if he gets to the city any faster."

Thanks to all of the Gods is uttered under your breath. You owe Spangle several drinks, at minimum.

Mr. Selly might think you're praying for the safety of the city. Your guard tries to reassure you. "I'm sure that we'll have it all handled, Father."

He's already calmed down. "Of course." Fidgeting with the mask, and digging the splinter in hand a little deeper is fine. It stings less than how slowly word has traveled. Given your isolation, underground ventures, and the total lack of communication from the guard, you invite all ill-news. "I hear that the lord of justice possess a keen eye. Perhaps he will spur some of our people to do the right thing."

"You would be surprised."

That's alarming, but it's a start. "What makes you say that?"

"Everyone thinks they're in the right. Hard to put the fear of God in people who think they're doin' Vengeance's work. Harder still when it felt like no one's been listenin' for months on end." A nod is made to the empty church. "Been like this for a lot longer than 'fore you came back."

"I suspect that the common sentiment is in favor of Vengeance, even— even in the city of Mercy."

"...I would hate to waste too much of yer Time, Father."

He's too respectful to elaborate, but you get it. Spending Time waiting around for confessions might result in hours without a soul crossing your path. There's at least the news and accountability for your clergy. Spangle will have hid in one of Electrum's homes throughout the city, in lieu of leading a pursuit back to the castle. The rest of your clergy could be gone for hours. The guard is WELL aware of Father Pevrel's inbound visit— and most of the people will be, too.

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>>4552154
>A] Thank Wybert excessively for all of his help, the news, and for his trust in you. Send HIM to go get Walter and Harriet, to provide him with an excuse for passing through the choir. Leave the man to his duties, while you linger here, and wait for your research team. (A roll will be required, to represent the low chance of someone coming to confess.)

>B] Go find your research team, and write off the rest of the evening. You'll get this matter resolved, express your gratitude to your faithful guard through ensuring his family's safety, and get some rest. Dream deserves your devotion just as much as your family.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4552157
>>B] Go find your research team, and write off the rest of the evening. You'll get this matter resolved, express your gratitude to your faithful guard through ensuring his family's safety, and get some rest. Dream deserves your devotion just as much as your family.

Welp, at least we know who the main enemy is. Time to give Inertia a paddling.
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>>4552157
B, we'll get to confessions tomorrow, and if no one comes, it'll be taken up by either research, drawing, planning, or prayer. Far be it from Time wasted.
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>>4552195
(Unanimous vote for B will do just fine. Vote is locked here! Writing now.)
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>>4552263
"Well." Deep breath. "We can get to confessions, and anyone who wishes to seize the night tomorrow. Far be it from Time wasted, Bert— even if no one comes. Observing the Gods never has to wait. That said—" It's you that casts a look around the chamber, now. There's still not a soul in sight. Adwin is hiding beyond any doubt, and will surely understand your need to depart. "—you do need my attention directed towards this matter, post-haste. I cannot express my gratitude enough— but the protection of your family is a start. You have ensured your family's safety. I will manage the details myself, the moment we take leave."

Both of you move to leave. "Thanks again. I'm sorry for not sayin' much sooner. I know it's no excuse, but things have been rough."

"Please get some rest this evening. I intend to do the same, and will sleep all the easier thanks to your honesty." The desire to seize a weapon is on you. "Inertia will not find themselves so lucky."

Nervous laughter. A look goes from you, to the high stained glass at the the end of the choir. "I think everyone'll remember things soon enough, Father. I sure haven't forgotten."

He had to have attended the sermon that resulted in the majority of the scars on your face. Rather than dwell on the flashbulb memory of demons breaking into the building, or a few hundred shards of broken glass, you let out a mellow breath. There's a sharp longing to draw, to research, to plan, and to pray.

"Have a good night."

Violent intent is discarded for now. Your enemies will be seen to. "Blessed be the night."

The two of you part ways. The excursion back to the keep is straight-forward. Sister Cardew is relieved beyond all measure to see you're alright. She gladly accepts the task of appointing a discreet patrol around the Selly's home. She knows the name, and implicates the guard as one of the many individuals who have refused to speak with her in days past. Fear for his family's safety is a reasonable cause for concern. Walter seems to still be out in the city, and she's worried sick, despite knowing that he can handle himself.

Harvey went out searching for him, just to be safe. The city should be smoking, not on fire.

The fruits of your research team's labors are entrusted to you, on a slip of paper. It's a shopping list. Claymore's hand-writing is incredibly sloppy, and in short-hand. Sister Cardew deciphers it for you, quickly explaining that he loved the audacity of your request. The singular door you want commissioned is such an unusual endeavor, he won't touch the project until a number of materials are provided first. Acquiring them on his own would be a disgusting expense of Time, and Electrum has been left out of the affair for now.

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>>4552364
You can't help but grin at the secrecy of it. In short, Claymore trusts you to determine the materials required for the endeavor. His recommendation is three layers for the door total. One exterior, wooden surface that would suffice for most intruders. Within that, an internal reservoir to hold whatever sadistic mechanisms you have in mind. It will be supported by additional beams of wood AND metal. Within that, a final, metal door (of the thickness of your choosing). Any additional layers would be redundant, as someone determined to get through this much listed defense would surely then drill through any other devices. A wall would be an easier target. Along with the dimensions of the dungeon's door, a list of basic hardware, and a diagram of his most advanced design is given. With it comes a simple request: Provide the requested quantity of the metals, wood, decorative items, and traps of your choosing to Claymore's residence. He'll construct the item to the best of his masterful capabilities, and install it free of charge.

You get the feeling he's aware that you could simply order the creation of the item at no cost, given its use for the church— but he may also be excelling thanks to the skill of his employ. The blacksmith swears that he'll install a temporary grate over the dungeon entrance when he next visits, as a temporary measure. The locks will be brought the day that they are all complete.

Determining his compensation for the venture, gathering these supplies, and everything else will have to wait.

>(AT ANY TIME, please feel free to continue brainstorming the construction of this door. I can provide a list of exotic and locally available metals, woods, gems, examples of physical depictions of prayer, and all other details upon request. It's clear that Sister Cardew, Walter, and Claymore are on board to help facilitate the acquisition of materials for it, which will be provided with prompts in a different post.)

You're the Father of the day, usually get up before the sun even rises, and cannot remember the last Time you observed a normal sleep schedule. A quick good-night is bid to Sister Cardew, after the usual recap of events since you last saw her. You make a review of various journals, listen to a few recommendations on various nighttime routines, and promise to see one another again as soon as possible.

The priestess of Spirit gently reminds you to take care of yourself, and make no further complaints as you leave to do just that.

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>>4552367
There's a surface-level redundancy in the terms used within your castle. The main hall, great chamber, and solar are usually used interchangeably in most castles, for the central residence of its owner and family. Castles are few and far between in Corcaea. Your additional great chamber is already excessive. On the second level— where Spangle and Electrum have been residing— is an even more luxurious living and sleeping quarters. It's designed with the housing of only the most elite residents in your home. Now, it's rare for any building outside of the capital to possess height at all. Here, and in the church of the sun itself does the solar bear special significance. It is all yours, but the chambers of the leader of the Church of Mercy hold special privileges.

The door is, of course, unlocked. You arrive at the highest flight of stairs within the castle, and step inside.

https://youtu.be/9CEpRkapZn0

You lift the leather of your shoe from the puddle at the door, and watch with disgust as a few droplets of red-black fluid plop onto the dusty, unpolished, gilded tile of the floor. The stench of stale blood hits you as hard as its source. The low radiance that should be cast from every surface of the chamber is muted, at best. Soot from ashes (you do not want to dwell on what was burned to create it) is piled in several places, and sticks to most surfaces. The dust that was kicked up from your entry is tossed further, as you take another step inside, around the writing on the floor. The room has been torn to pieces. There's streaks of gore smeared across the gold of the bed-sheets. Smears of chunky, old rot are across the walls.

All of the blood is writing. DESERTER gets stepped over, while you stare down the bookshelves. They've been torn to pieces, or ruined with LUNATIC and MADMAN The rows of shelves are up to ten feet tall in places, in the high-walled room. No fewer than one hundred tomes have been violated. The rest were obviously stolen. The massive, normally exquisite wardrobes are open, and overturned onto the floor. Those that were not emptied have slashes and markings all over the words of devotion that should be unmarred on their surface. The many tables and chairs are not broken, but have INDULGENT, GLUTTON, and HEDON scrawled all over them repeatedly.

The bed's MASOCHIST is staring you in the face. The perpetrator thought it would be appropriate to cut into the mattress, tear up the sheets, and to leave sticky feathers scattered all in the wreckage. The canopy was stolen, though its frame is still in place. PERVERT and LECHER are written in vertical letters on the posts. On the rails are a pair of manacles. It takes the eye to drippings of yellow wax along the floor, leading to another chamber.

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>>4552368
There's a washroom, and a privy chamber, off to the side of the massive area. The solar is intended to have no weaknesses in its defenses. Despite being nearly fifty feet across at its widest, and being located at the height of the keep, there are no windows. The name is symbolic. No one needs to see the affairs between the Mother, and the Father. It's meant to protect the leader of the Church of Mercy.

You're positive that Adrian or Theobald are to blame for this. They would have known you'd have only come here when you'd settled in, and calmed enough mentally to brave Father Edmund's last residence.

There's steps coming up from the hall. The sheer amount of stress of the day has you twitch, and try to stay calm enough to see who's coming.

It's Irefist, taking two steps at a Time. "Hey! We got one!"

They captured a prisoner, within hours of me making the request. He could have FAR better timing.

>A] Ask Irefist to give you a second, while you mentally reconcile things. Take minute. Break down. There's no shame in it. You know you'll be better equipped to move ahead, and you know how badly this is going to eat at you otherwise.
>1] Immediately inspect the washroom afterwards.
>2] Immediately leave to deal with the prisoner, afterwards.
>3] Immediately get a good night's sleep afterwards.

>B] This is seriously wearing on your sanity. You just want to sleep, and to not run the risk of Dream interfering with your waking life ever again. Ask Irefist to please come with you for safety, while you investigate the spare room. You're willing to deal with his reaction, postpone things further, and get some rest as soon as you're able. The prisoner will have to wait.

>C] You're furious, and it's getting the better of your reason. Demand that Irefist get in here, and thoroughly inspect every inch of the solar with you before you move one step further. It doesn't matter that this is obviously just another attempt to upset you, and disturb your ability to run affairs. The prisoner will have to wait.

>D] You're not angry, or even that disturbed. Just sad, and disappointed. Ask Irefist to wait in the hall, while you investigate the washroom. You have nothing to fear, other than more petty attempts at mind-games, and men who would waste your Time. You'll immediately see to the prisoner afterwards. Sleep will have to wait.

>E] Leave, ignore the entire affair for now, and go get some sleep in the great chamber. There's additional beds where you won't bother Electrum or Spangle— or anyone else— this evening. Ask Irefist to please get you in a few hours, and to not kill the prisoner in the meantime.

>F] Write-in.
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>>4552373
D; why would a child's tantrum effect a Father? The damage is superficial at best, and won't stop us from running our Church properly. They should feel ashamed of themselves, for what they wrought to their home.

Should we gets some sleep, or take care of the prisoner, lads?
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>>4552373
>E] Leave, ignore the entire affair for now, and go get some sleep in the great chamber. There's additional beds where you won't bother Electrum or Spangle— or anyone else— this evening. Ask Irefist to please get you in a few hours, and to not kill the prisoner in the meantime.
I say we sleep
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>>4552643
That's fine. I was voting for the reaction, not the action with my vote.
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>>4552373
>>D] You're not angry, or even that disturbed. Just sad, and disappointed. Ask Irefist to wait in the hall, while you investigate the washroom. You have nothing to fear, other than more petty attempts at mind-games, and men who would waste your Time. You'll immediately see to the prisoner afterwards. Sleep will have to wait.

It's stuff. Who cares about stuff. See to this prisoner NOW. You guys need to remember that Father Pevrel is coming any day now and we need ALL of the evidence we can get, if we can properly get him on our side and utilize his skills for the short time he is here we could ALL sleep easier. Talk to this person, at least try to see what they look like. We are the Father of Truth, we WILL get information out of this heathen.
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>>4552679
You make good points about Father Pevrel, and I don't mind which way we swing on this, as I see both actions have there merit. Two points I'd like to mention before we decide. One, Dream is already mad at us for our lack of proper rest, and being exhausted may lessen the impack of our coming sermon. Two, could this not work to our advantage? After all, I doubt the prisoner will get much rest tonight, and his tired, stressed mind might make him more cooperative after a couple hours in Mercy's Cells.
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>>4552696

The sermon was put on hold due to safety concerns, we will have plenty of time to rest before it happens. Dream is honestly so pissed at us that going to sleep a bit later one night won't make it that much worse, it's going to require a lot of work, almost as much as Flesh and we simply need the extra waking hours. I am hoping that after we resolve the Pevrel situation we can slip into a proper routine. On the last point I don't want to keep him waiting, remember that we told the boys they could bring him on death's door. If he is borderline bleeding out this is the PERFECT time to show how Merciful we are and all that jazz. Even if he isn't injured us being prompt about talking to him will give him stuff to think about until next time we meet. I also seriously doubt we will have too much time in the future to see to him, so whatever words we get in now are going to be the most important.

If we hit a wall we could always leave and go to sleep.
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>>4552708
Alright, we'll try and show the prisoner our Mercy, if he wishes to be reasonable.
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>>4552407
>>4552643
>>4552654
>>4552679
>>4552696
>>4552708
>>4552717
(Allllright lads! Good afternoon. Hope you all have had a spectacular weekend. This will be our last big session for mine! Vote is locked here. Writing now.)
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>>4552898
This is just sad. Sad, and disappointing. They should feel ashamed of themselves. This was their home, too.

"Irefist, please wait in the hall. I will be out shortly."

You close the door behind you, before he can even reply. The damage is superficial here, at best— but it won't stop your church from running. The prisoner will be seen to immediately.

Why should a child's tantrum effect a Father?

There's a strong urge to go find a bed to collapse in. The exercise you had this morning will burn fat, but you're not going to retain any strength without proper rest.

It has your nerves infinitely more on end to imagine the scorn of a God than to look at one more childish outburst from petty men. A few more steps are taken across the solar, to the other room at the far end. You preemptively put a cloth over your face, expecting the worst.

Swinging the door open, you're hit with a headache. For only a split second, you register that a monstrous hole was carved out of the far wall. It's six feet tall, and at least five across. A structural weakness, that was concealed on the inside with a simple, stone-colored, painted cloth. It's camouflaging the opening, and is stretched taut to be unaffected by the wind. At ground level, on the interior of the keep, and no doubt in some hidden corridor, the entire surface would be nigh-impossible to distinguish from normal rock. There's no blood smeared in the room, which is sparse. There's just one, dead chambermaid on the floor. Her corpse has been there for months, by your best estimates. Determining her identity would be impossible by a priest of Mercy. Father Sullivan, or Father Pevrel might be able to make sense of it.

You need all the evidence you can get against your enemies, for the days ahead. Being utterly exhausted by the Time he arrives will also do you no favors. "Mercy."

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>>4552943
>Roll 1d100. Best of 3 will be used.
>THE WALL
>+10 THE SOUL IS WILLING
>-10 BUT THE MIND REALLY KNOWS BETTER
>-15 AND THE BODY IS RAGGED
>-15 STILL RECOVERING FROM WHATEVER DREAM DID, TOO

>This roll is to determine your physical limitations this evening, before your faculties are too compromised to work.
>Due to prior votes and discussion, invoking Dream to stay up any later than reasonably necessary will not be presented under ANY circumstances.
>In addition to the roll for this ticking biological clock, please select any of the following prompts.

>A] Delegate leaving this affair to Irefist. Ask where the prisoner is being kept in the dungeon, and part ways. Your sailor is going to be pissed beyond belief.
>1] Apologize, because you're not sticking around for a second longer than necessary. Reassure him that this should at least alleviate some of the security woes.
>2] Stick around for a minute, just to firmly explain that this is not a big deal. Irefist's temper is the stuff of legend, but you're willing to spend precious minutes on him.

>B] You do sincerely need to address this matter with Harvey and Irefist. You want both of your fighters present when you're dealing with the prisoner, too.
>1] Leave the chamber, and close the door. You want Irefist with you, in order to deal with mending this security issue. Blankly order him to not turn on a heel, and talk while you walk.
>2] You can patch up the hole in a matter of seconds, and this is a life-or-death matter. Use your own judgement here. Invoke Agriculture to mend ONLY enough of this wall to alleviate the security concern, and then go. (UNANIMOUS VOTE REQUIRED. This will pass ONLY if every vote presented is in favor. Any vocal opposition will shut this down.)

>C] Write-in.
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Rolled 100 (1d100)

>>4552945
>>A] Delegate leaving this affair to Irefist. Ask where the prisoner is being kept in the dungeon, and part ways. Your sailor is going to be pissed beyond belief.
>2] Stick around for a minute, just to firmly explain that this is not a big deal. Irefist's temper is the stuff of legend, but you're willing to spend precious minutes on him.

At least we know.
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>>4552957
YECH BLESSED THESE DICE
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>>4552957
Thats it, we won the quest :^)
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>>4552964
(Kek. For bo3 that's as good as it gets. Additional voters are welcome to still roll if they want, but I'll simply leave this vote open for a normal voting window in the event that we get 2 votes or less in a fair amount of time. I'll say the next 60 minutes for the window.)
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>>4552957
>>4552964
(Got some groceries, going to lock the vote here lol to keep the ball rolling. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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Rolled 58 (1d100)

>>4552945
>>4552957
+1 Good job
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>>4553087
(Appreciate you man, thank you for voting! Still entrenched in the writing mines but will have the update out soon enough.)
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>>4553089
https://youtu.be/ovX2J-UP3ZU

It may have been two Goddesses that transcended the rock and stone of the earth with you— but you don't think to walls, or even to mortality. There's one thing that's taken you this far. It's right there alongside your faith, and you never give it enough credit:

Resilience.

The shroud around your face is stashed away.You know what it is to feel despair, and this is not even a mild irritation, at best. Nothing is going to keep you down, until the minute you are ready to stop. It's not that you are incapable of saying 'no'. Your friends and loved ones know well enough by now that you will always defer to their judgement out of respect for yourself.

Your breath is normal, and you don't even need to take an extra minute for self-care. Opening the door to the solar, you catch Irefist tapping his foot. There's fresh bruises on his face, blood on the collar of his jacket, and a few new scuffs on his armor. The tone of your voice is level. Calm. This is better than a second wind. "You both are a blessing, beyond— beyond belief. Thank you. I don't expect you to stay calm, but Morris or Stace left another disaster in here. I need your assistance."

Arms crossed, Irefist's auburn hair practically sticks on end as he catches sight of the blood behind your feet. "What the fuck"

He runs over, and knocks the door open. The puddle at the entrance is cleanly stepped around. Your congregation member utters a sequence of obscenities so foul, you cannot digest them all.

"Mercy, Irefist. At least now we know—"

"—know that these ill-bred, shit-stained, cunt-sucking little pieces of—"

"Irefist. I need to leave this matter in your hands—"

"I FUCKIN' KNEEEW—"

You gently close the door, to not wake up everyone in the keep. "You are going to wake up everyone in the keep."

The closest stone wall is punched. There's a pop, as the ex-sailor manages to crack his knuckles with the motion, and diffuses much of his frustration all in the same motion. His scowl crosses over the entirety of the room. It lingers on the bookshelves. "They stole yer shit."

"Yes." This is absolutely worth your Time. "Nothing that would have gone used in all— in all of the days I have been home. Nor for the years of my service as the Father of the Church of Mercy. They are just things, Irefist."

"Huh." His nose wrinkles. "Somethin' died over there."

Neither of you are squeamish, and ignore the bulk of the mess to cross over to the chambermaid's corpse.

"Aw. Aw, fer fuck's sake." Gesturing. He takes off his helmet. "Couldn't have been outta the prime of her life. For fuck's sake, Father, say somethin'."

You say a few words for the deceased. It's tasteful, and heart-felt, as always.

The hurricane next to you continues to blow off steam. "That's not gonna bring her back though, innit?"

"No."

"You want me to clean all this shit up? Seriously?"

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>>4553182
"Please." Pointing plainly to the wall is insufficient. You motion for your guard to step back, and show that the cloth in place is all that's concealing a massive breach in security.

He whistles. "Buncha' distractions. Figures."

"I have no idea if this is what led to your difficulty with the imp in days past, or if this may have resulted in greater issues, still—"

"Suspected as much." He sneers at you, and seems to have already wound down enough to harass your decisions further. "Sure took long enough to find. The fuck you didn't come up here sooner for?"

Though you're the Father of Defense, it's simple, blunt honesty that replies. "It was the last thing on my mind. This is still a non-issue, besides— besides the hassle. We can discuss this for as long as you like—"

There's enough salt in Irefist's laughter to stop you mid-sentence. He's not the brightest star in the sky, but has more than enough common sense to see you're unbothered by the situation. "Fuck no. Get out of here. Harvey's got his hands full enough. I can handle a little cleanup. Should be thankin' the cunt brothers for a break!"

"A silver lining."

You're groaned at.

Grimacing at the former resident of Rimilde feels right as rain. "Where is the prisoner located, exactly?"

"Close to the entrance as I could talk Harvey into draggin' 'im. Psycho thought that it was fun." You've never heard of anyone refer to Harvey as less than an angel. This is mildly concerning. "He's probably havin' a blast. You keep torture cages and racks around anywhere else in the castle?"

You pause, and actually need to think about it. "There may be something in the armory. I am not certain of the contents in the majority of the cells further belo—"

The laughter drops. You're given a disgusted once-over. "Sorry I asked. Fer fuck's sake. Go on. Glad I don't gotta see that shit. Go on! Get! I'll get this patched up."

It would be grossly inappropriate to hug him, but you telegraph that you really want to. More disgust. You head for the door, and repeat, "thank you so much."

He's already bundling up the cloth from the wall, so that the opening is plain as day. The sailor heads out running from the solar, and doesn't so much as say good-bye. There's no doubt that he'll have the practical matter attended to with more competency than anyone else in your employ.

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>>4553183
Optimistic musing to yourself as you leave the solar keeps a little more of your sanity intact. The procession goes on in the dark, all the way from the height of the keep, to the dungeon depths. It feels like keeping your bearings is a victory in and of itself. Not letting the actions of your enemies tear you to pieces might as well cement your status. What difference does it make if the hearts of mankind belong to demons? Sure, Dream is going to be furious with you. Flesh is surely upset. But it's not so bad that your friends and family are well aware of how much you've abused yourself, or the Gods themselves. There's no need for a physical accompaniment wherever you go. There's privacy to spare! No one to harass you for simply existing in your own home. Yes, it may be under frequent attack— the city might be on fire, and the lord of justice is en route— but it's not going to stop you. Nothing is keeping you down tonight.

It honestly, truly is fine. This is not petty dismissal of your problems, avoidance, or desertion. You're going to be okay, and will take one thing at a Time. The flaws you possess are things that will grant you even more strength as you learn to overcome them. The enemies you have made may yet be allies. These are all blessings, even though their mechanism may still be in disguise. And that's how you like it! As a researcher, a scholar, and a survivor, you don't want everything simply handed to you.

In fact, as you descend into the keep, you resolve to make something of the entire interrogation. A high-burning candle is swept off from the the keep's lowest depths. Descending a last few stairs, you pass beyond the bare opening into the Church of Mercy's prisons. The finest door the world has ever seen will one day grace it, but for now, nothing stands between you and the dark. There's wet, crunching sounds of metal on flesh and bone. Harvey's heavy breathing, and low utterances to some unseen figure are made repeatedly for them to stay down. No voice echoes in reply. The knight captured a prisoner, who's putting up a fight, and doesn't want to speak.

You've been called a 'beast tamer' before, and could do with some action.

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>>4553193
>A] Drop in, get your lion to back off, and gauge the situation as it plays out. You will not rest until this situation is seen to, and you will not forget yourself as the Father of Kindness.
>1] Leave any and all physical altercations to Harvey. You want to establish a power dynamic right out the gate. You won't touch the prisoner unless it's a matter of life-or-death.
>2] You not only can take a hit like no one else, but will gladly accept the opportunity to hug someone into submission. All of that weight is REALLY good for some things, and you're nowhere near as prudish as everyone thinks.

>B] Make a brief appearance, and call Harvey off only for long enough to offer the prisoner Mercy. If they show ANY sign of hestiation, let them know you'll happily return tomorrow after YOU have had a good night's rest.

>C] There is a Time and a place for grace. This is not it. Most citizens of Corcaea do not like to acknowledge why the Church of Mercy is known as the home of restraint. Remind them. (Feel free to specify virtually any medieval shit you think would be appropriate. Subject to QM discretion, but the year IS 606.)

>D] Write-in.
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>>4553195
>>A] Drop in, get your lion to back off, and gauge the situation as it plays out. You will not rest until this situation is seen to, and you will not forget yourself as the Father of Kindness.
>2] You not only can take a hit like no one else, but will gladly accept the opportunity to hug someone into submission. All of that weight is REALLY good for some things, and you're nowhere near as prudish as everyone thinks.

Can you hit harder than Father Fred? Or a demon of Flesh? Probably not, so let's stick to talking yes?
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>>4553199

To add to this, try not to be masochistic about it. Just "You cannot possibly hurt me." REALLY assert dominance.
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>>4553199
+1
I am the chef and you are the fondué
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>>4553199
>>4553200
>>4553218
(Definitely will bear the tone in mind, ty for clarifying. Unanimous vote will do just fine. Vote is locked! Writing now.)
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>>4553237
https://youtu.be/hfKcfWq1h3Y

The cacophony of Harvey's struggle against his prisoner builds, as you wind down a few more corridors, and arrive at the dungeons proper. In the unreasonably hot chamber, only a single lantern provides additional illumination. It's burning low. Your knight set aside his light source on the ground what must have been over an hour ago, at least. It was likely to better wrest control over the unruly subject in his hands. High, stone walls are painted with erratically moving shadows. You waste no Time crossing over to meet their source.

In the red lion's armored grip is a young, androgynous individual. The man's armor is slick with blood. All of the captive's clothes are tattered from lacerations, Storm, and a struggle. Harvey is kneeling— likely from exhaustion— and has his quarry's arms twisted high over their head, and behind their back. Both of the prisoner's shoulders are turned out an unnatural angle, from two dislocated shoulders. Their black hair is matted to a narrow forehead, slick with sweat, and dripping with blood. One eye is completely shut from bruises and abuse, while the other instantly narrows at you.

It must be agony, yet the instant you approach, they're all teeth, and legs. No screaming. It's eerie. They should be sobbing, or at making some sound, at minimum. "You're going to cause permanent damage." The mutter is made to both parties. "Back off."

Your knight is too tired to argue, and shoves the nuisance to the floor. Those narrow, beady eyes can't process the motion, but you stop the individual from falling flat on their face. The prisoner's ankles are bound poorly, likely from wrestling and fighting at the rope since capture. Running is still physically an option, but they seem to have forgotten how.

Kneeling beside them emphasizes the disparity in your size and strength. You must be an entire foot taller, and at least double their weight. Wrapping them into a hold that no one should be capable of escaping is excessive, but this is for their own safety. While keeping their shoulders stabilized, and pinned against you, an arm beneath their neck keeps the threat of any teeth at bay.

The prisoner should be in remarkably less pain than before, but it outright panicking. The sound of choking, and a miserable struggle echoes along with Harvey's fast, ragged breath. The red lion goes from a knee, to outright sitting on the floor. He knows you have things handled, despite the violent retaliation against you. Kicking. Writhing. They're too worked up to use any strategy, and are just trying to pry themselves away as quickly as possible.

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>>4553327
This morning you were training with boulders. The slender limbs trying to scratch and hit you are nothing. It's a far cry from fists made of marble, and punches that can crack bone in a single swing. You think of being pinned by Father Friedrich with no measure of fondness. "Can you strike with the same fire as the very leader of the Church of Flesh?"

It's further encouragement for your captive. A challenge, that they can wrap their softened wits around. You let them work it out of their system. There's no pleasure in the heat, or pain. A few calculated blows to what should be weak spots do not phase you in the slightest. It's not just the weight cushioning what's in-between. You've dealt with the administrations of succubi. Torture, beatings, and breaks are no stranger to you. "Or demons of the body?"

The struggle intensifies. It's miserable for everyone involved. A captive fearing for their life tries fighting against the grip around their neck, rather than for air. Several hard twists are made against the vice you're keeping. Even repeated jabs, or a shriek of complete frustration from the prisoner doesn't help. This is definitely a young woman, though her voice is so hoarse, she hardly sounds human at all. Nothing rivals the warning in the intensity of your tone. "You cannot possibly hurt me."

The drama is warranted. The frail, and seriously wounded body in your hands needs medical attention. Both of her shoulders are seriously damaged, from what must have been at least an hour of prolonged trauma. The nerves will be shot, and use of both limbs will be badly compromised IF it is able to heal. You know this, because you've done the same thing to yourself on many occasions. Same for the lacerations across her face, and the blood that's blurring most of her vision. You recognize the reluctance to speak at all. The way that she's obviously forgotten how to run. It's pure instinct that's lashing out against you, but you want to be clear. "Let's stick to talking."

Insanity seizes the figure in your hands. There's a slight noise, as she fights with the grip you're keeping on her neck. It's not swallowing, gasping, or choking. She's fighting to wrest her jaw open, and you strongly suspect that it's to try and bite her tongue off.

You're not resting until this situation is seen to.

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>>4553335
>A] Have Harvey gag her. She's willing to die to protect whatever information she has, which is fine. Remind her that speech, food, and water are luxuries that will be given as soon as she's ready to talk. Get a secure means of restraint, while you're at it. You're not letting anyone come to harm under your care.
>1] Get comfortable for the night. Once she's situated, you'll see about talking to Harvey separately on how she came into your care.
>2] This is Father Pevrel's territory, and you know he'll be better equipped to get results. She can go thirsty and hungry for now.

>B] Let her bite her tongue off. You possess the means to heal any injury, and relieve any pain. It's grotesquely abusive to permit someone in your hands to come under ANY harm, but you could reason that the ends here justifies the means. (UNANIMOUS VOTE REQUIRED.)
>1] Give her your Relic to hold, while staunching the bleeding. You are more than capable of saving a life on a whim with mundane means, even with almost no tools at your disposal. (A ROLL WILL BE REQUIRED.)
>2] (Write-in another means of enabling this action, and keeping the prisoner alive. Be advised that enabling someone to be injured, and then utilizing Mercy's gifts to heal them is normally sacrilege of the highest order. Subject to QM discretion as well as any voter opposition.)

>C] Write-in.
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>>4553336
>>A] Have Harvey gag her. She's willing to die to protect whatever information she has, which is fine. Remind her that speech, food, and water are luxuries that will be given as soon as she's ready to talk. Get a secure means of restraint, while you're at it. You're not letting anyone come to harm under your care.
>1] Get comfortable for the night. Once she's situated, you'll see about talking to Harvey separately on how she came into your care.

I take no joy in doing this to you. I know you are scared, I know you hate me, but please don't do this to *yourself*. No matter what you try, I will not allow you to hurt yourself anymore.

Maybe have her in contact with the relic, I am sure the pain is spiking her adrenaline even more.
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>>4553343
+1, and also tell her that we can make her a tongue of gold to replace a missing one, and that the pain you suffer for it will be meaningless.
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>>4553343
>>4553348
(Mercypilled af. Great guys. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4553405
https://youtu.be/NeqEgFsZS9o

All sense of self-preservation is out the window. Your grip on the delicate throat underhand has to risk causing damage, with a vice. Both hands go to keeping her jaw shut, at all costs. The woman in your arms finds her voice, to scream against the hold you're keeping. It nearly drowns out the two words that are barked as quickly as you can manage. "GAG HER."

An unholy struggle ensues. Harvey makes no illusions of decency. In less than a second, he finds a way between the filthy, ragged hem of his cloak, your arms and hands, and a prisoner's lips. She draws her own blood from lips, and teeth. The fight is ugly. A sharp flashback to your own successful attempt at biting Stace's finger off echoes around the gnashing at Harvey's spiked gauntlets.

He gets the swathe of cloth packed into her mouth. More is fastened around the lower half of her face. It's tied so tightly, she couldn't hope to shove it away, let alone push it out with her tongue or teeth.

The woman's immediate discomfort is obviously not at the physical obstruction, but the mental realization that she's going to be forced to live. Another, rough pull against her throat is barely sufficient to stop her thrashing against you. No screams. Only bitter resentment.

"I take no joy in doing this. I know you are scared. I know you hate me. Please do not do this to yourself. You can try to hurt yourself. I can, and will replace anything you lose with solid gold. Any pain you suffer will be rendered meaningless. You will not be allowed to come under any harm. Do you understand me?"

It's a different kind of torture.

Weak, and miserable sobs intermingle with more screams. Against you. The gag. It's hard not to respect this kind of psychotic devotion. She must be blind from pain, but is still working hard to get her shoulders and neck free.

Your own breath is in your throat, but you manage, "Harvey. Help me get a more secure means of restraint for her. Around the corner. I can manage this much."

You try not to block any of the affair out. This is your accountability, and your responsibility. The thought of how much adrenaline she's fighting against— as you drag her to her feet— leads you to enduring a little more abuse. Keeping her in a choke-hold with just one arm, you bite down through repeated kicks, elbows, and jabs. One free hand quickly yanks your Relic from off your neck. The item is kept between just a few fingers. With the firmest grip you can manage, you wrest the locket into one of her small palms. Two digits on her right hand are broken— no doubt from being stepped on. She fights every motion, as if it's going to kill her. It surely felt like it would, for a moment.

"Calm down." Her brain must be on fire. You don't have Time to thoroughly explain, but can manage, "there should be relief from your pain. Calm down."

(1/3)
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>>4553508
Harvey doesn't waste any Time, and heads off in the direction you sent him. Following him is an endeavor.

The two of you get her— kicking and screaming— into a set of morbid restraints. They're heavy, and intentionally cumbersome manacles designed to inhibit self-abuse. You've passed by the myriad metal straps one hundred times, and know the keys should still work. They're rusted, but they do. Her hands are fastened in gaudy, over-sized mittens of solid stone. Your Relic is left firmly inside. She won't want for a clear mind. Ankles, neck, waist, and nearly everything else are bound as well. She's kept sitting upright, to help with her breathing, posture, and to reduce the chance of suffocation. Her forehead is strapped as well. The inability to do so much as turn or move her head is meant to reduce the chance of lethal, self-inflicted trauma.

It's still brutally inhumane, and you know that even basic human needs will rapidly make the position a living nightmare. It's almost completely dark down here. There's no screaming. No noise. Hate stares you down, through blood-shot eyes.

The instant you show any motion of walking away, you can hear the frantic scramble to try and pick at, thrash against, or otherwise fight against the confines. She's down so tightly and securely, it should be next to impossible. You crush a wave of nausea, and drag Harvey aside.

Every show is made of settling against a nearby cage, to support your back, and to try and breathe. Pain is on you like a lover, yet nowhere near as sweet. A few moments are taken to compose yourself.

Harvey is obviously in just as much agony, and nowhere near as equipped as you are to deal with it.

Saying a few things aloud might help. They're all directed towards the prisoner. She's human. You're not going to pretend like she isn't there. You're also still out of breath, and don't want to mince words for once. "Speech, food, and water are luxuries. They will be given the instant that you are ready to speak. We are getting comfortable here, for the night. It is still nightfall. No one— no one is coming under any further harm under my care."

She's thrown totally off-guard, and stops thrashing (if only for a second). It's likely that she's also just a spy, and wants to eavesdrop.

You still need to know what's going on. It sends a few showers of spark and light into your vision to drag yourself upright, but you manage, and settle close enough to Harvey that you both can whisper. Both of you must smell of sweat, and blood, and death. It's fine.

He gives you a weary grin. "G-got'em."

You have to admire his tenacity. "How did you manage it?"

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>>4553510
A single, wet punch into his own palm. The spiked knuckles are soaked with blood. "N-nearly killed 'fist. She had a kn-knife. Was hid-ding in a crowd. Th-thought sh-she could slip away, b-but we kn-knew it was com-ming. G-grabbed th-the b-bitch th-the second I saw her g-game. Was hard-der keeping her alive th-than anyth-thing. G-got l-lucky it wasn't anyone strong-ger."

Heroism comes in many different forms, and this is about as ugly as it gets. You can't convey your gratitude through words alone. Collapsing further against the metal at your back helps. Finding, and shoving your flask at your knight is sufficient. "Please do not die on me, either—"

"Th-this isn't tea, is it?" He smirks.

A huff, at the flask. "Beer." The item complies. It doesn't need to be anything fancy. You wave it at him.

Another long moment passes in the dark, while Harvey drowns out the blood in his own mouth. It's obviously been hours since he's had anything in the way of sanity. Both of you know it's not safe to discuss the affairs of your clergy, or the city here.

He does come up for air after a minute, hands the flask back, and jerks a thumb to your captive. "Th-these types won't talk 'til th-they b-break."

You want to treat this woman with kindness, and compassion. The very nature of the situation prohibits it.

>A] Mentally reconcile that you are already giving her MUCH better treatment than any other prisoner in Corcaea will face. You will see to her wounds through mundane means tonight, set everything that you can, and will personally see to her care on a daily basis. It's going to be a massive expenditure of Time, but you don't trust anyone else with this task. Most importantly, YOU are the current jailer of the Church of Mercy, and this IS ultimately your responsibility.

>B] Delegate like your life depends on it. In many ways, it does. Harvey can maintain security. When Spangle is back, she can heal. Leave interrogation to Walter and Harriet. If need be, you can consult with Brother Fergant on how to manage this situation. Father Pevrel will be here eventually, and you know he'll want to take stock of the situation. Take what little Time you have at your disposal, and spend it where it counts.

>C] Write-in.
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>>4553513
B; we may not have the Time currently, but we will make some Time to personally care and interrogate her. The bulk of the work may be delegated, but healing her wounds right now will not, nor will some personal conversations at a later date. It may be a bit foolhardy, but I do wish to help her, and I trust our friends not to bring excessive harm.
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(Got to get some sleep tonight with work tomorrow! That'll close our crazy long weekend sessions, and we'll revert to the normal schedule starting tomorrow morning. Going to do everything in my power to wake up at a reasonable time, might have a few errands to run and whatnot. Just wanted to say thanks again to you all for the AMAZING turnout and participation! I cleaned up and consolidated a ton of the Google Drive tonight as well. A couple of surprises in there. I'll be updating it throughout the week too! See you guys soon.)
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>>4553539
Night mate. It was a good weekend!
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>>4553513
>B] Delegate like your life depends on it. In many ways, it does. Harvey can maintain security. When Spangle is back, she can heal. Leave interrogation to Walter and Harriet. If need be, you can consult with Brother Fergant on how to manage this situation. Father Pevrel will be here eventually, and you know he'll want to take stock of the situation. Take what little Time you have at your disposal, and spend it where it counts.

>>4553536
I agree to take care of her injuries now and delegate things later, we need to form some sort of rapport with her. We might have already made a bit of progress so we should try and double down on it.
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>>4553576
(Thank you! Got up bright and early this morning, with plenty of time to update!)
>>4553536
>>4553940
(Unanimous vote for B, and emphasis on making sure a rapport and some healing gets done. Vote is locked. Writing now!)
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>>4553964
End of thread theme: https://youtu.be/gZ4XoL-1XAc

There may not be enough Time currently, but you're going to make enough to personally care for this woman. Harvey keeps a close eye, and lends a hand wherever needed. It takes half the night, but you set her dislocated shoulders, see to the broken fingers, internal bleeding and bruising, change out the filthy gag for something far cleaner, and patch up every last scratch she's undergone. You're widely regarded as the most capable healer in Corcaea for good reason. By the end of it, there's no need for her to hold your Relic.

You fasten the divine locket back around your neck, wipe the sweat from your brow, and look to a woman who has passed out from sheer exhaustion. She's kept sitting upright, and in bonds, but you're certain that the quantity of remedies and pain relievers you've granted her will ensure her temporary comfort. The security of her care of entrusted to Harvey, but for now, you want to form a rapport above all other things.

Rapid footsteps at the stair set yours and the red lion's hair on end. Both of you get to your feet. His sword is drawn. You haven't carried a weapon in days.

Brother Durville's slender, lemon-colored robes swing as he skids to a stop several dozen feet away. He's got a bright lantern in hand, and doesn't even blink at the prisoner on the far end of the hall. His face is deathly pale, and he's sweating like you've never seen him before. The young man looks like he ran across the entire city.

"Sprinted—" He pauses, and sets down his lantern and halberd to put both hands to his knees. "'cross the city. Excuse me, Father—"

You cross the distance between you both. Harvey hangs back, keeping an eye on the woman in your care. All of the color fades from your face. There's only one thing that would send your priest across the entire city in the dead of night. He should be with the rest of your clergy. Something horrific has happened.

"Breathe, Brother Durville. What's happened? Is anyone hurt? Is anyone chasing you?"

Thomas darts his eyes up to you, and grimaces. "Yeah. Outran him— he's at the door. Drawbridge."

"Mercy—"

"Think Irefist is keeping— keeping him busy. They got just about everyone else. It's Father Pevrel. He's here."

(END THREAD.)
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>>4553983
Archive (Feel free to +1 if you liked the thread!): http://suptg.thisisnotatrueending.com/qstarchive.html?tags=Catalyst%20Quest
Discord (Update notifications, art, music, fan projects, etc.): https://discord.gg/24cmNWp
Timeline of events (High-res versions in our Google Drive): https://m.imgur.com/a/zD6ywiQ
Google Drive (Meta info, in-character references, maps, calendars, and much more!): https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1LkahIC8EcwHBPbrkEODUMH9iwQhxkFvB?usp=sharing
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Thank you all SO much for your incredible enthusiasm, and all of your time! We'll resume this FRIDAY, DECEMBER 4TH. As always, I'll post here (if the thread is still up), in our Discord, the /qtg/, and on our new twitter when the next thread is live.

Please let me know if there are any thoughts you want to share! This was such a wild ride. I know this is a VERY abrupt end to things. If anyone has anything in this thread that they liked, disliked, have any feedback, suggestions, things they want to see, or if you dudes just want to brainstorm about a door until 404, the thread is here for it.

This was far and away our longest thread, and A LOT happened. In the coming days I'm going to read through the entire thing, consolidate my notes, and update:
-The calendar
-The meta handout about the Gods and your abilities
-Timelines
-Any relevant sheets in the Google Drive (Character sheet, the pages on the Gods)
-Portraits, if I have the time

If there's anything else you guys would rather see, or just think we don't need, let me know too! Your guys participation is priceless. I can't say enough how much I appreciate all of you. I'll be around! Thanks for the incredible thread, and looking forward to running again very soon!
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>>4553984

>C
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>>4553984
>He gives you a weary grin. "G-got'em."
>C)
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>>4553984
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>>4554522
United we stand you guys are the absolute best ty <3
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>>4553984
>C

What fantastic news, I've been looking forward to speaking with Father Pevrel.
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>>4555101
Appreciate you man. Will definitely bear in mind for our upcoming thread. :^)
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>>4553984
I'm curious what parts you liked in this thread, if you'll indulge me a moment.
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>>4555946
Instant smiles thinking about it. All the poetry and crazy amount of discussion/write-ins instantly come to mind but so much happened. I'm in the process of reading the thread through to consolidate my notes, to have the timeline be as accurate as possible. Will let you know when I'm done! Should be before the end of the night.
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Had quite a few unexpected things pop up tonight, probably won't be able to finish reading this monster of a thread in one sitting! Got to about the 3/4 mark, though.

Favorite highlights (far from exhaustive, reading through this has been such a treat):
-The way you guys handled the demon of interpretation from start to finish STILL has me shook. Self-acceptance is something that I don't even have a handle on IRL. You all had me reading psychology documents when we hit the ground running. I never could have anticipated it and I love the angle so much. It makes PERFECT sense and is just phenomenal.
-The poems and crazy amount of emotional involvement
-That Pevrel-tier speech
-Adwin's existence, just, everything about him
-The borderline slapstick antics with Spangle
-The huge turnaround in motivation, strategy, and dedication to getting shit in order
-The colossal amount of discussion, participation from lurkers, and just insanely high level of engagement in general

Like basically every vote this thread I was floored by you guys just being the absolute best. Still have a ton of stuff to go over but will have it done either tonight or tomorrow! Also realized I completely forgot to add the tenets of Agri, updated calendar and edited character sheet to the journal. Tenets are in, and will get on the rest in the next two days, tops.
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>>4556233
and ofc am so tired I forgot to ask, but what parts did you like anon? (or anyone else hanging around?) >>4555946
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>>4556235
i liked the part where we voted C)
:)
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>>4556235
Besides your writing :^)

Adwin probably tops it, though there were many thing I enjoyed about this thread. Ribs and doors are vying for second place though!
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>>4556303
>>4556315
:^) I C]

The doors and everything else was spectacular as well. Finished reading through everything! I added the updated calendar to the Google Drive last night. Have character portraits all at the ready! Will spend the afternoon consolidating my notes. Tonight (at minimum) I'll update your character sheet, the meta handout, portraits in the relevant documents, and start on the updated timeline. With any luck I'll have all the prep done tonight! If not there's all day tomorrow.
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>>4556700
Right on track! Got everything done except finishing the timeline and your new ability through the Relic (which I just remembered needs to be added to that page. Whoops!) All portraits, your character sheet, Mercy's entry, and the meta handout on invocation are now current! OP is ready to rock and roll as well. Will aim to wrap up the prep tomorrow, but we'll be running Friday morning (EST) no matter what!
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>>4557300

Speaking of the Relic. Would it and Adwin be part of the same "domain"? One beyond that of gods and demons. They have significant differences but I am trying to widen our perspective of metaphysics a little bit. They both sit slightly outside of the well known relations.
the gods lend their power to humans, usually directly OR through using the relic as a vessel. The relic itself has properties, that can be used by humans without the aid of the gods. Humans by embracing or submitting to their catalyst become demons, perversions of their former selves, by TRULY embracing their catalyst, they BECOME their catalyst, resulting in beings like Adwin. A true neutral, not god, not man, not demon, phenomena manifest

We keep finding and making anomalies, i think we should SERIOUSLY consider making a model that fits all of these new discoveries. The one we have so far seems antiquated and ignorant, something to discuss with the research team.
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>>4557456

Also worth noting that richard activates his catalyst every time he invokes vengeance, but doesnt turn. As such, it is obvious the the catalyst itself does not make demons. we should coin a new term for the transition from human to demon. Demonification? Transformation? Regress? There is also the option of the TRUE catalyst being what happens after the second time, maybe Adwin is the only thing that fully experienced it. Perhaps normal demons only get an imperfect transformation, something keeps them back from embodying their catalyst as such i updated the schematic
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>>4557456
>>4557458
My joy is immeasurable, and my day is made. Your first chart could not be more fitting. There's a few speculations that are jumps in logic, but have a strong foundation, and would DEFINITELY benefit from further research!

The jump in the center of the chart is incorrect, because of a few contradictions in things you know. There's SO much that's happened, it's hard to see from the big picture. I'll be of some assistance!
-Adwin was NOT a human before he became Interpretation. He was a demon who embraced his Catalyst. He's expressed fear multiple times that stopping the observation of his Catalyst, or so much as returning to the dungeons could undo this. Even he is uncertain of his condition, but there is no indication whatsoever of any humanity having been in him for over one thousand years.
-You know beyond any doubt that the Catalyst does cause men to transform into demons. This is an ultimate truth that you are CONFIDENT in beyond ANY doubt, thanks to a lifetime of research. It's something you've witnessed AND personally experienced!
-You, and you alone are an anomaly in this regard (to the best of your knowledge).
-You KNOW that your ability to invoke all the Gods is unique, and that it (alone with its dysfunction) is a direct consequence of your imprisonment in the Church of Mercy. (Walter wants to explore this with you, too!)

It may be worthwhile to reflect on why your experiences with the Catalyst and the Gods differ so wildly from most people. Allow me to be of further assistance. :^) A couple of things worth mentioning:
-Thread #8 (during your review of Sister Cardew's notes with Father Friedrich, and again in your first meeting with Sister Cardew-- at a Hope on a Prayer--) covered some of HER experiences with your records that are held at the Church of Spirit. She explored a few VERY specific questions with you, and that was also when you made your first full-disclosure confession regarding your years as a prisoner.
-Thread #12 had an in-depth flashback (told to Cyril and Ofelia) that went over most of your youth.
-Thread #14 had a brief discussion with King Magnus pertaining to your Relic, its origins, and what He believes it is.
-Thread #20 had an extended conversation with Mercy regarding Her knowledge of the Relic, and what She knows it does.
-Thread #20-#21 explored in detail what the other prisoners of the Church of Mercy are like.

-The invocations you've made to Vengeance are covered in threads 1, 2, 5, and 13. The big flashback in thread 12 also covers your first invocation to Him.

You currently are waiting on Father Sullivan's documents regarding Aldreda, but just as a reminder, you can correspond with the Church of Spirit at any time regarding these matters as well! Perhaps observing and exploring the commonalities you share with demons of multiple Gods would bear more fruit, as well? Those dungeons are yours now, after all!
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>>4557466
jump in the center of the second chart*
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>>4557466

The jumps in logic were pure speculation, thats why i added them second. I was simply entertaining the idea that it might be a shortcut from human directly to catalyst embodied. I dont have any evidence, but these sort of thought experiments revealed useful information before.

I know that the catalyst CAUSES transformation, what i wanted to say was that it isnt the TRANSFORMATION itself. We already established that everyone has a catalyst, i just wanted a word for when it actually turns you into a demon. The fact there IS an anomaly at all means there could always be MORE, if it happened once it can happen again and at the very least there is a certain avenue for it to happen.

Also yes I did notice that there are no single deity demons in our dungeons so far, which is a damn shame. I think we could use some control demons to compare and contrast with the more complex ones, I wouldnt mind going on a hunting trip at some point :^)

I am hesitant to ask for help from the Church of Spirit considering they have a bit of a civil war going on and searching through parchment may not be the best use of their time.
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>>4557475
Appreciate the clarification.

Good thing you have ample information at your disposal in the meantime. ;^)
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>>4557456
>>4557458

I believe Relics and Adwin are in differing categories metaphysically, as one is a tool and the other is sentient.

The True Embracement theory only has Adwin as supporting evidence, and his form had been in a constant state of flux since he turned. I honestly believe that Adwin may have been a lucky break, a fluke or an anomaly in of himself, as even when he was a demon he was unsure of himself. For all we know, he may have been undergoing (suffering) his Catalyst for a millennia, and this may just be his final form, the end to his transformation. We simply need more evidence before I can fully embrace this theory.

I also think that when turning, they don't turn into perversions of their former selves, but instead embrace a new version of what they are.

It's also worth noting that Richard himself is an anomaly, and that we don't really know what's going on with him at all. Just because something about Richard obstructs his Catalyst from truly manifesting (whether it be Richard himself or Vengeance's help is it's own mystery), doesn't mean that we start creating new terms, because that would just confuse things for everyone. If need be, we can just term the second transformation a Dicatalyst, or something equally bizarre.

Demonification is the best term for what your trying to describe though, as Transformation is too generic, and Regression inaccurate as humans weren't originally demons

>>4557466
And I finished writing just as I saw your post.

>>4557475
Two things. One, I believe we were a bit of an experiment of the Pantheon, to try and create a human capable of summoning all the Gods. That is probably why the other complex demons were down there as well, as these may have been failed attempts over generations, and may in part have become demons because of how unusual they were, and thus blasphemous and a threat in the eyes of the Theocracy.

Second, I don't think hunting is the correct term, as I believe the Catalyst may be consensual decision, if not a conscious one. On some deep, metaphysical plane, they must have accepted a loss of control of their self, of who they are on a foundational level, and thus submitted or accepted their subsequent transformation (Demonification, lets say :^) into something else, something other than who they were before.

That's my two cents for the moment, at least.
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So I might not have time tonight after work to complete the timeline for thread 21 up to my standards for quality. As a consolation prize, and to help supplement the discussion, here's my rough draft! Yes I keep it all in an excel sheet lol. Leftmost column is for the arc, second from the left is the thread, third from the left are the dates (day/month/year), and the final column is for my notes. This is NOT proofread or spell-checked, but I hope it's better than nothing in the meantime! At the bottom I attached my notes as well on your guys invocations, the Relic, etc.

>>4557475
One more thing I wanted to note:
>I know that the catalyst CAUSES transformation, what i wanted to say was that it isnt the TRANSFORMATION itself.
Are you sure? Adwin mentioned that his time spent as a demon was the event of his Catalyst stretched out. Don't meant to ride your ass either, virtually every point you're making is fascinating and I can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate the speculation! <3

>>4557493
>We simply need more evidence before I can fully embrace this theory.
A sound way of pursuing things! Some INCREDIBLY insightful thoughts as well! I cannot tell you guys how nice this all is. Seriously.

>I believe we were a bit of an experiment of the Pantheon, to try and create a human capable of summoning all the Gods.
You were also an experiment people, too. Two that you know the names of, while under the (partial) awareness of the King, and potentially multiple leaders of the Church of Mercy.

VERY interesting thoughts as well.

>demonification
If you all would like to use this verbiage moving forward, that is a-ok by me. We do have a fair amount of vocabulary but are lacking in a few other terms as well.

Related: I was contemplating referring to facilitating the physical appearances of Gods as "manifesting" or "manifestations." Any thoughts?
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>>4557509

Manifestation is a bit wordy, maybe summon?

Also just thought about using the truth aspect of our relic to convince Pevrel we are innocent, if he is willing to listen to us at all that is.

There is always so much shit to do, who do we need to invoke to make a clone of ourselves? :^)
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>>4557517
Summon definitely works! Thanks anon.

>new wave of human experimentation in the Church of Mercy
>"I swear, Father Pevrel-- it was just to double my productivity!"
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>>4557509
Huh. We never invoked Time, did we?

And I can see we only invoked Storm twice, though from what I understand of him, there's no need to wonder why.
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>>4557821
>We never invoked Time, did we?
The fear is real.
>only invoked Storm twice
Yup. Many close votes since then to invoke Him but self-preservation always wins out.

Speaking of which, I'm going to bed ultra early tonight. On hardly any sleep, and intend to complete the timelines and a few little things first thing tomorrow. We're on schedule to launch thread #22! My whole weekend is cleared out for three solid days of questing! I plan on starting the thread at 9AM EST, tomorrow (Friday, December 4th)! Have a great night guys, I'll see ya there!
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>>4557888
Night mate.
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>>4558294
>>4558294
>>4558294
Thread #22 is live!
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